messages to the-clan:
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| from shoelacepunk : |
| thank you for the well wishes! i ended up having to cut my trip short, cause, you know. i hope y'all are staying safe out there! |
| from lizbathory : |
| Ok, I admit it. We are as bad as each other in some ways. I literally JUST noticed your last note to me, and read the entry answer. Thank you Grizzly. I understand. I worried about a cramped, dark place. That made me smile. |
| from lizbathory : |
| Stupid question from the outside looking in. Why are you guys still in a closet? Why haven't you built a place that is more comfortable for you all? My other halfs kids are in a castle. An ex of mine had a full town for all her kids, and a friend of mine made a tree house for his. (yes, I do know that many, and more.) I was just wondering why you guys stay in an uncomfortable surrounding. Well, it's probably comfortable for you now, but it could be so much nicer. My other half even sets up snow in the yard for winter if they want, during summer he'll set up a pool, or even a fair for them. The laws of physics do not apply. You can make anything you want to....if you want to. |
| from lizbathory : |
| Hey hey Ninja! Yeah, I've been unlocked for probably over a year now? I dunno. I flip flop on locking up. I have a whole lot of info on 3 separate systems I have dated/loved in there. My current one (almost 6 years now) is pretty mellow and happy. I guess I just got old. lol After writing about a lot of stuff for 10 years on here, I just read a few diarys, and then wander off. I'll start rambling along eventually. Now then...coming "out" to someone. Most people say nothing because they don't know what to say. I've seen people just disappear when they found out. I've seen people go silent. I've also seen people shrug about it. Everyone is different really. What they do after they find out is the key. If they still talk to you, then they just didn't know what to say. They might ask questions. They might try to brush it off as if it was never said because they can't handle it. None of you should take it personally. My last 4 relationships, over the last 14 years, have been multiples. I meet them thinking they are "normal" but familiar in a feeling type of way, then after a few months I end up talking to a kid because the system is curious about why there is a weird feeling of trust. Even my son and mom interact with the system. My son thinks it's normal, and my mom loves to be Grandma to a bunch of kids. lol But, not everyone is like us. My dad has never known about any of the systems. He just wouldn't understand. Some people don't. You can usually tell if you watch them. Sometimes asking random questions, or bringing up a story that might be about "mental illness" will tell you. Like talking about a different one...schizophrenia, bipolar, etc. See how they react to an illness as a whole. (keep in mind, I don't see it as an illness. I could never date a normal person...too boring. lol) I'm hoping that things go well, the friendship gets stronger, and everyone ends up happy. Everyone needs someone. In my opinion it's the ones on the inside that need it more than anyone else. My fingers are crossed for you guys. Hey, it's a new year! Time for something good to happen. Hang in there, and try not to stress so much. What will happen will happen. Just keep in mind if anything negative happens, it ISN'T you. It's them. Some people are just morons. Take care everyone. |
| from lizbathory : |
| Hey guys. This might sound bad...but can you move? Can you get the hell out of where you live? If people are going back into hiding, that is not a good sign at all. At first reading about the disappearances I thought "well, maybe they just got fed up and went in?" like integrated. But if you are noticing others going back into the shadows...that usually is caused by a threat. And honestly, you guys seem to be working together well. To go back into hiding...it just isn't right. It causes more hurt to you guys than you probably even realize. You've been through enough to have to be forced back into hiding. It isn't fair. So, that's why I ask if you guys can move? This is not a good situation for you all to be in. You are supposed to be somewhat relaxing (as much as you can) and enjoying yourselves. Not being forced to hide. If you can find a way to get out. Please do. For your sakes. No one should have to hide after they've tasted life. It's too hard on everyone. |
| from lizbathory : |
| Trust issues are the worst. Take it from someone who has been loved by and "mom" to 3 systems. People come and go. Life is fluid. Finding genuine people is very rare, and almost unbelievable to do. I should know, my trust issues are more hardcore than the systems I love. Once or twice in our lives we actually for a sort of trust with someone. My only advice? Trust with caution. Never jump in feet first. The little one usually see who is worthy before anyone else. The older kids are the ones who over think it, and are the most cautious. It is possible to trust, just be careful what you trust them with. Always think before speaking, and hold back anything you are unsure of sharing. If one person has doubts, hold that as a side that is a warning. Just trust with caution, and be realistic with the little ones. Nothing lasts forever, especially relationships with ppl. But sometimes those few good moments are worth it. Hang in there guys. |
| from for-you-only : |
| I wish you some kick-ass shit for the new year as well. |
| from for-you-only : |
| Merry X-mas and Happy New Year! |
| from for-you-only : |
| Linkin Park used to be my favorite band, though I think they're going a little soft. They made a statement before about being in it for the money. I don't they they started that way and I found their music hit home a lot harder in the first album than it did in those to follow. Disturbed is another favorite. Though I feel like no new rock coming out at the moment is very good leading me to listen to regae and pop more than usual. I like music I can dance to. |
| from for-you-only : |
| Of course Fight Club would be one of your favorite movies, lol. It's one of my favorites too. My ex had split personas, but his split personas couldn't communicate unless he was meditating or dreaming. He would just change. There was his normal self (which wasn't at all normal) Tre, and then his ancient self, Darghtonyon, and his completely insane self, Syrus. None of them spoke to each other, they all hated each other... It was very believable. Especially since Dartonyon washed his hands in the toilet before. And because when they switched during sex, he would go limp. I'm not sure how all of that could be so well faked. Part of the reason I'm skeptical is because he was the sort of guy to do crazy stuff for attention anyway. (Part of the reason he's an EX, lol) I also met a girl online who claimed to have that problem, but hers were voices that only rarely took control. I tend to think it has a lot to do with spirits, and opening our soul to spirits that live in the same vessel. In Tre's case, I believe that Syrus and Darghtonyon, if really real, are part of his past lives, part of his soul. Just food for thought. ~Phoenix |
| from for-you-only : |
| If it's just a natural, normal thing for you, then I suppose it's more believable. It's when people make a large display of it all that it seems like an act. |
| from for-you-only : |
| Thanks for taking my survey. I'm not sure what to say to you. I believe split-personas are possible, and real, but rare. ... That said... |
| from lizbathory : |
| Glad I could make you all feel good. I stumbled across purely by accident one day, and added you. My last 2 girlfriends are multiple, and their systems came out to me. I am also really good friends with a girl who is multiple, but her kids are still in hiding. She has yet to trust someone enough for them to come out. So yeah. I'm forever surrounded by multiples, and kids. I love reading you guys because I like seeing the different dynamics in the systems. Just thought I'd let you know who is reading you. If at some point you guys want into my diary just say. The first 4 years or so of my diary is about living with a system. It has the good, bad, and the ugly. lol |
| from jilllybean22 : |
| HA! Your note made me happy/confused/amused. You are strange, so I like you. Are you really two (three?) people? And it's very likely you've seen me hangin around the surveys directory. Surveys are wonderful things. Have a great day! xoxoxo |
| from bob-female : |
| hi clan how are ya now hope ya got loads of sleep-- e-mail me sometime- [email protected] |
| from shorty-03 : |
| Dudez, ya'll hiding again..... |
| from shorty-03 : |
| Hey! Hey! Hey! Si Regresaron!! Santa dijo que ustedes have been bad. real bad. cuantos a�os tienen?? como ocho verdad? yeah i bet. well yes, yo les dije que les iba a mandar una foto de my eyebrow..pero um....i think i need an email...you think your owner will get mad if you guys give it to me??...or do you guys keep everything from him?? imma tell him you peoplez have secrets aye...van a ver!!! dat's exactly why you aint getting shit for christmas hahaha j/k. JACK-DONT CRY.....PIOJA LUVS YOU. okay...in case i dont get at chu by christmas...have a merry one lolz..and of course...a happy new year....get at me plz....Besos para todos! |
| from shorty-03 : |
| Cabrones!! yo ya los hacia por desaparecidos! so ya'll decided to come out of the closet or what? lolz no j/k i got my eyebrow pierced...quieren ver?? luego les mando una foto...first let me know how in da fuck all of u fools are doing...!!! 1luv |
| from totybear : |
| I lost my phone. Don't know where it is so I haven't called. But When I find it I'll call you guys. Oh, I'll try to send the box out tommorow. Let me know what you(s) wanted. :) |
| from totybear : |
| who's sarian??? check out http://www.squirrelx.org!! She has a little bit for every one of you to love. (You should see her list of pets and all the organizations she belongs to) |
| from totybear : |
| Up yours jerkface...es. (Well, except Gis and Polla and Jack and BB and Moco and....okay, it's shorter if I say: up yours Ninja. Learn some karate or something. Make yourself useful...just kidding.) ;) Mucho amor para todos. And PS: I took off the lock |
| from totybear : |
| Ha!! I finally figured this thing out!!! Victory is mine!!! :) Update this thing more often!!!!!!!! |
| from shorty-03 : |
| HEY WHERE YOU GUYS AT?? I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU IN A MINUTE...SO LET ME KNOW EN DONDE ESTAN...OKAY!!?? 1LUV |
| from shorty-03 : |
| hey you foolz! long time no talk lolz....i just got your lil note....i haven't been online for a good minute which is why i decided to keep my shit private...but it wont be anymore...okay...? lolz se cuidan pinches gueyes!! y have fun! |
| from frankiegyrl : |
| Oooooo, thank you lovelies! I certainly had a good night, and probably all because you wished it :) *Waves back at Gis and Jack* It's not night-time in here when it's night in there Yang, but the night comes soon enough anyway, it's never too late to say good night... You guys should be waking up soon, if I've counted my hours right, so here's a big hug for a good morning to you *hugs warmly, every one at their time*. One night, I might come and tell you all a story, if you keep the knife safely out of the bed ;) |
| from ghostofgor : |
| well hello. I remember some time ago you bunch did one or more of My surveys. Good to see you are still together. Anyways....I need to leave for w-o-r-k..... |
| from frankiegyrl : |
| But of course I did! Glad you guys think it's ok :) Hope all is well in the closet, no too big camp fights and such... And just be careful with that knife... *Pats all collectively on the head* |
| from shorty-03 : |
| some people dont believe me...pero simon, i wrote that shit....tengo un chingo de problemas....pero fuck it...aye, nunca me dijiste como te llamabas? *da real u* |
| from shorty-03 : |
| Ninja...naw foo, i didn't call...I left you a note lolz Piojo...i was on nothing when i decided to read your shit...althought i wish i woulda been high cuz ya shit had me rollin'... BB:...WUT UP!! Yang: when i asked where ya'll were from...i meant, what state....MR CLOSET DUDE...can i join you?? Jack:..how's planet Zorg?? GRIZZLY:..Yes ya'll are a real trip.... NINJA:...so when can i see you high?? SVL: where's moco?? |
| from frankiegyrl : |
| Yu-huuuu! Cheers all for filling out my survey.Did you know, that the 'kill everyone project' actually comes from this land of cold which I inhabit? We is crazy people. I'd love to see you all in your little bed, from a safe distance, of course. Just in case the hunting knife gets too close to somebody's hand... |
| from shorty-03 : |
| ya'll are a str8 up trip....de donde chingados son??? |
| from clauren : |
| You are right, I blab a whole bunch. I should nickname my diary is blab-a-rama. lol. As far as the picture, it is of Mitten. Mitten passed away this past November. She was 20 years old and she was a part of the family when she was less then a year old! And yes Edgar A Poe is great. Reading his poems and his stories are so captivating! |
| from clauren : |
| Thanks for answering jumbomumbo survey. Great answers............Now that what I needed to today..... |
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