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honey. sometimes life fucks you. and weirdly, you're the witness, and you're incredulous because it's just so out of this world and hard to deal with. stay strong and believe in yourself.

from chloroplast :

hang in there.

from chloroplast :

incredibly stoked about your current happiness. keep it comin' lady.

from manvsdevil :

Third eye blind - right? Play it louder!!

from englishsucks :

hey doll, may i have the password again?

from ilikesquares :

I wasn't sure, I didn't look at my notes before I started writing again the other day :)

from ilikesquares :

Ha, how old is your last note to me? I can't figure out how to see your diary.

from ilikesquares :

from chloroplast :

also, about the hit and run: went through that bullshit myself about two years ago. it's almost never resolved and an eternal thorn in your side, aka. a pain in the fucking ass. so sorry you had to go through that! BUT, your new car looks bangin' and i'm glad you're bouncing back from the whole thing. keep on rockin' :)

from chloroplast :

ahhh it's cool! no worries ;) i'll flickr it to ya pronto.

from manvsdevil :

I'm sorry with you about your car, some jerk did the same to me while I was on night shift to my first and most fave 80's Bmw. Slap your hubby for not taking care of that shiz, like dude! WTF!?

from chloroplast :

thank you!! :)

from englishsucks :

thanks my love for the info! <3

from avantbedroc :

thank you miss pink rainbow nerd x

from cannet :

thanks for the info!

from moodswing :

that's a pretty sweet tattoo chair. also a pretty sweet tattoo. and then i got a tattoo just five days before you! not my first, but definitely my first big one.

from chloroplast :

for suresies! i shall flickr message it to you.

from englishsucks :

its kinda funny ive been reading your diary for 10 years as well...lol

from moodswing :

holy toledo, those are gorgeous. especially the b&w one with you laying head to head. so lovely.

from koorikaze :

Congrats! Plateaus are nasty things but it feels so good when we get past them, ne? :)

from cannet :

thanks lady. i read it in the paper at work & it struck a chord.

from cannet :

hey, thanks so much for your note. it meant a lot. happy (late) birthday & congratulations on your engagement!

from julymalaise :

That would sound cool if they bring it back for a limited time. It will give me the opportunity to try the cereals, ahha

from julymalaise :

Ooooh, yum, yum, I remember those buns cereal and the pop-tart cereal as well as the Rice Krispies Treat cereal sound interesting!

from kenny-loo :

I think we all saw Titanic in the theater more than once. I was sooooo obsessed with it when it came out and i was about 10 years old then. Still my favorite movie of all time. We NEVER see movies more than once at the theater, especially paying to see something again, but i went with my parents and we saw it twice because it was that awsome. To date, it's the only movie we've ever paid twice to see. Loved your list overall! nice job.

from diamondsky :

Squeeee! I am so excited that I finally checked diaryland for once. I am thrilled for you, and I am keeping you two in my thoughts! Welcome to the club (I'm engaged, too)!

from chloroplast :

oh my god congratulations!!! wow, so happy for you both. :) keep in touch!

from moodswing :

congratulations :) i might have just cried a little. okay, maybe a lot. your ring is beautiful and your story is beautiful and so is your love. !!

from avantbedroc :

gosh, what a monster checkup/exam!!

from englishsucks :

thank you babe

from avantbedroc :

4 hours, wow!!

from avantbedroc :

:-D thanku!

from chloroplast :

ahh thanks. do you have mine? user: big / pass: blue. :)

from koorikaze :

Sweet set of wheels. ^^

from koorikaze :

*nods* Diet pills aren't the best way to go, and that's putting it lightly.

from alienamiss :

Maybe I phrased that way too weird. What I was aiming to say was, "I stole some code on your page [that when you hover over a link, the text 'bounces']; it didna work." Update: I changed your font color in the coding, from whatever you had it, to something stupid like 'honeydew', and the coding magically worked. I also have this kind of affinity for electronics. I know where to smack them to make them work. Shit like that.

from diamondsky :

You don't necessarily have to go back to school to be a teacher. Junior college teachers usually just have their Bachelor's Degree & experience before they start teaching. Or, if you do go back to get a teaching degree, it usually only takes 2 years to get a teaching certificate. Many programs also offer online courses for these certificates, allowing you to keep working. A quick Google search can help you. :) I went back for a teaching degree after getting my Bachelor's, so I know how you feel!

from alienamiss :

I wholly admit to trying to nab the coding for your bouncing-up hover-text. I fucked up, hardcore. Though.. can't seem to pinpoint how...

from alienamiss :

Your niece looks like a female relative of my nephew. Is that odd?

from koorikaze :

Your niece is so beautiful! To be honest, she looks a *lot* like my son. I'll have to post a few pics of him on my diary. It's great you are close with your family.

from julymalaise :

Hey! Like your diary! It is really awesome!! Add me if you want.

from moodswing :

some people call this NE, some call it dinkytown.. I live in a house near a bus stop at 8th Ave & 5th St.. in this general area I've seen a fashionable young lady with that particular hair !

from moodswing :

haha, I'm sorry, I just realized how weird and creepy that note might've been "hi, I've never left you a note, but I think I've seen you, weird." really, by sometimes I mean: since you have posted these photos.. you look like someone who I've seen around.. anyway. Now I've left you two odd notes. success!

from moodswing :

sometimes I think I've seen you on these streets

from koorikaze :

Aw, thank you so much for the kindly note. :)

from diamondsky :

Goodness, I hardly ever visit Diaryland these days. You can find me at http://majalisblooms.wordpress.com

from sunflowerowl :

LOVE the picture!

from sunflowerowl :

thank you. likewise! :)

from sunflowerowl :

hi :) would it be alright if i added your diary to my buddy list?

from chloroplast :

i know this sounds weird, but in my only 'big' relationship to date i started to feel like that after about a year. a year and a bit, anyways. i didn't know what was wrong with me and i got paranoid, then resentful. needless to say the relationship ended shortly after that. for other reasons too, of course. it just took that weirdness for me to realize it, i guess. but i'm not saying that that's the case with you! i just wanted to say that i think i've been there, and i know it sucks. :( i hope you feel better soon~

from chloroplast :

dang, that's some pretty harsh stuff. :( hope things pick up. how's the pilates? i don't know what my new years resolution was, but i think i gave up on it already, lol.

from diamondsky :

I used to do the "wake up in the middle of the night and write down random thoughts" in high school. It's how I managed to come up with a decent thesis for my senior paper. And a lot of other bizarre things, too. =)

from chloroplast :

oh! and cake, too! ;p

from chloroplast :

i don't remember, i think you posted the lyrics to 'popular' in one of your entries or you just mentioned them and i downloaded them on a whim. i'm glad i did, though, because they rock:)

from chloroplast :

yay~! missed you too! actually, fun fact: you turned me on to nada surf, and whenever i listened to them i thought 'damn, i should start up a dland account again!'

from chloroplast :

hi! remember me? i used to be neon-bitch on dland a couple of years ago, before i dropped off the face of the planet. :) could i have your user/pass (if it's cool with you)?

from greentealeaf :

thank you. :D

from englishsucks :

Thank you darling oxox!

from englishsucks :

im proud of you!

from diamondsky :

daughter?

from englishsucks :

you're so cute! hahaha

from englishsucks :

honey, i realized you wont be replying anytime soon, but if you wanna txt me, txt me at 360 910 6523 - just give me a holler, u'll hear from me within less a minute.:) txt me anytime, ok? HUGS!!

from englishsucks :

awww honey ***hugs*** im sorry things didnt go well, are you ok now?

from englishsucks :

you're definitely NOT ridiculous. your feelings are not even ridiculous too. you should sit down with wes and talk to him about it after hes back from a week gone. from what i read in your diary, hes not treating you right. so talk to him.:)

from englishsucks :

oh yeah to answer to your question about what happened to me.... i attempted suicided 2 weeks ago, almost died 3 times with heart condition - it almost failed me. its pathetic of me to do that, i know, i know i know....i am now seeing a doctor about that and get help. so yeah thats about it. oxox

from englishsucks :

throw a stink bomb so they leave? LOL honestly im having same problem with my friend in these days, i just ignore her. you're doing a good job ignoring the dumb girls. :) oxox

from ivyparker :

Great to hear about the move in and all. Too bad about the roommates, though. I'm sure you are going to bounce back on those grades. How is the WOW thing going between you two?

from englishsucks :

thank you sweetie. ox!

from ivyparker :

cool photos as always! nice to see you guys are having some sweet moments too.

from ivyparker :

Yeah!degrassi! Yeah! to dressing up. don't tell me Wes is going to a WOW new year's eve party. You must use your ways on him. Have a wicked new year!

from diamondsky :

peanuts (ID) : love (password)

from diamondsky :

OO, it's actually a few posts down, I just didn't blatantly announce what it stood for.

from diamondsky :

I know of that game. That's what my now ex-boyfriend would play all the time. It sucks, I know. If trying to learn to play didn't help, then maybe just tell him that you feel neglected when he plays those games for so long. With boys who play these games, I find that you have to tell them, otherwise they'll remain completely oblivious. Good luck to you! (The video games were not why we broke up!)

from englishsucks :

♥ your halloween custome is so cute! i didnt get to dress up but i was completely drunk with the freaky lesbians girls! bawhaahaha it was fun but i got sick on the next day though. haha...hugs!

from englishsucks :

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from diamondsky :

peanuts : love

from englishsucks :

Gadgets* lol

from englishsucks :

Something about men with tech/gadhet stuffs! My husband is much more in love with computer than me. It hurts and it sucks=/ but I agree with the comment under me...I think wes will find it very sexy if you give yourself a try with video games. Perhaps be naked while playin video games? Lol oxox

from diamondsky :

My boyfriend loves World of Warcraft. The smile on his face and the shimmer in his eye was absolutely priceless when I offered to learn how to play. Maybe that will intrigue Wes. It's a good excuse to hang out more often, and he'll probably love to give you a few hints. =) Good luck.

from ivyparker :

just one thing..did you guys have to take your clothes off for that shoot. maybe you didn't, but its kind of cool to think that you did.

from englishsucks :

♥!

from ivyparker :

cool photos..cool wes, too.

from juswords :

oh wow!! i am so exciting for you!! you're talented photographer. im thinking of going to art school myself too but $$ is always a problem:P blah. hugs ox.

from juswords :

hey love, what are you exactly studying in college? photography? ox -C

from juswords :

Yay! Oxo

from juswords :

you're the cutest doll! &your sisters are very beautiful. i love your pictures.

from juswords :

congratulation baby!!! hugs

from juswords :

Best sex? --> I need that=(

from juswords :

i love the picture of you gorgeous.

from juswords :

my husband.

from ivyparker :

oh yeah, I like the way you write. keep writing.

from ivyparker :

Stay strong. You deserve better if he's going to be like that. Just don't bug him too much. That can make things worse. Stay aloof if you can. That just might drive him crazy. Anyway, you're in thoughts. Just be good to yourself. You really are a creative person with your words. Big (((HUG))).

from ivyparker :

So what's up? Is it on or off again w/ T? Don't let him make you feel bad that it was you. Remember the things you've been through w/ him.

from juswords :

Well you don't have to but when u're in the middle of writing about things you love about him you will learn something about yourself. in your entries you love travis very much and I jus thought you would like to write down about him. however I'm sorry you're in pain right now hugs oxox

from juswords :

how about writing down 100 things u love about him? :)

from diamondsky :

Thanks for your messages. Things are getting better. =) Sending good thoughts your way!

from ivyparker :

How's things going with Travis? Hope you have some fun. Its summer.

from ivyparker :

sorry, don't have a myspace. Hey, how ya feeling after that everclear? I hear you can really get sick on that stuff. But great that you had a fun swim. Hope it works out with Travis. Stay strong.

from ivyparker :

Hey, thanks so much for adding me. You're on my fav's list too.

from ivyparker :

Hi, just thought I'd drop in and check out your diary. Really, like the simplicity of it...it just gives it more depth.

from juswords :

*Hugs tight*

from criminal-- :

I certainly hope you're ok, are you?

from criminal-- :

thank you sweetie♥

from criminal-- :

im not sure about my diary, lol...i just only updated the lyric by velvet revolver. about your case, i can see why you're confused but i actually think you should just go mantako after your job interview. then come back for your first day of job. i know it sounds so easy to say ...but you need to stand up for yourself, for your strength, if you keep going out with Travis, your emotions will collapse back into pitch black hole all over again. and if you just go see brian instead, who knows you'll find something different about yourself after your visit. just think about it allright?

from criminal-- :

go mankato love!

from criminal-- :

thank you but remember its the truth, you're so gorgeous and lucky you, u could just be blonde or brunette at anytime.:D i can never be blonde! hahaha...i hope today has been treating you well.♥

from criminal-- :

r u fuckin kidding me? u got the style and looks! ur heart may be broken but there's so many wonderful guys are waitin for u. u just need to give urself a chance. u r definitely gorgeous! i thought u were brunette lmao.

from criminal-- :

WOW i had no idea that you're SOOO GORGEOUS! ♥

from criminal-- :

i suppose thats ratherly normal, i mean..im in a same boat even though i have my husband around but sometimes i just need a kick in my head and sayin "u got a husband for heavens' sake!" =S

from criminal-- :

How come you're feelin like shit? What happened?

from criminal-- :

The relationship with dj started jan 2002 til oct 2006.

from criminal-- :

i feel the same way, i dont want to let dj go. i just cant.

from criminal-- :

i made the template, but feel free to copy my html and such. :D

from criminal-- :

♥!

from criminal-- :

how are u doing love?

from criminal-- :

*hugs* im definitely gettin drunk tonight. ill update entry after i get home drunk. oh its time for tat appt! oxox!

from criminal-- :

at this moment, LOVE SUCKS! and you're so gorgeous by the way. im sorry about your break up. was it worth it? or regret it?

from diamondsky :

Eeee! Love! Yay!

from paintedkiss :

well hello! i wasn't sure anyone still read this.. haha apparently i was wrong. i just find people take my writing a lot, and never give me the proper credit.. so i locked it to make sure no one does that anymore.. *its really one person in specific* anywho, pass along your email and i'll set you up with the pass! <3

from criminal-- :

i hope u'll feel better soon.

from trigger-cut :

oh gosh. *hugs* for you honey. it will get better soon.

from iwasborn :

:( what happened?

from diamondsky :

* Hug *

from trigger-cut :

hey chicky. are you doing well?

from iwasborn :

sorry, i always forget about stuff like this. i used to be neon-bitch, if you remember me. my user is fucking and the pass is topnotch. aaand you're very welcome!

from iwasborn :

beautiful pictures, wow. :0 that was really sweet of him. haaa, it made me giggle. and when i giggle (it's rare) things usually turn out okay. so don't fret!

from trigger-cut :

hey honey. i thought i'd drop you a line to let you know i know what you're going through. my boy lives in a different city to me. i get to see him once a month, if that. it's hard, hard not being able to see him whenever you want. and hard that he's not there for support and for a hug. but you get by. and you're going to be so busy at college. just make sure that you don't spend all your time pining for him and miss out on the real reason you're there.

from iwasborn :

:( i gave you a hug thing.

from diamondsky :

Um, hi. Can you update sometime? Some of us miss your updates. Meaning me.

from diamondsky :

I'm not sure, but I'm going home tomorrow night... So I guess I'll find out!

from diamondsky :

juicy. apples. that should do it ;)

from trigger-cut :

yay. you've finished! congratulations. also, i love those shoes. best. shoes. evah.

from diamondsky :

Congratulations, graduate! How does it feel? And, by the way, cute shoes!

from findingsami :

you look like your mom..hope your not offended by that

from diamondsky :

So, I'm sure you've never ever heard this in your life. But you and your mom look very similiar. See? I bet you haven't even heard that once in your life. Ever. :)

from diamondsky :

Those pictures pretty much rock.

from embers-fade :

haha this is true. that definately sucks!! ♥

from greentealeaf :

thanks dear. that message was the best thing that happened to me today. apart from the sunshine that is.

from diamondsky :

Thanks goodness I'm not the only one who's been in that situation. It seemed like a good idea at the time to tell him, but while I was talking the back of my head was screaming at me, "Shut up!" Gah.

from grumpystar :

hahhhaha, your first paragraph is the very reason i wear bras to bed :/ i'm weird, but yeah.

from greentealeaf :

indeed. isn't it just so totally sweet? and your friend is way cute.

from starwhore :

yeah, i was in a psychiatric ward for a while when i was about 14. thankyou. i find it difficult to write honest entries these days

from trigger-cut :

you are so pretty.

from grumpystar :

yes:) http://tradetheseashes.livejournal.com

from starwhore :

lol yeah, i bitch about no comments but theni dont comment myself. im gonna start commenting more and im gonna start with you, and as i was reading your journal. the calender hung itself was playing on my stereo. which i thought was weird. x

from starwhore :

of course you can. email me for it at [email protected] take care

from diamondsky :

Since you know lots about music, I wondered if you knew anything about the song "My Heart is Yours." It's supposedly by Dave Matthews, Billy Joel, Matchbox 20 and more. I can't lyrics or anything. Ack!

from paintedkiss :

why thank you. you're a dear. you can check out my other writing at scenefour.dland ♥

from iamyourjune :

the movie is amazing, and mr. darcy rocks my world :o)

from grumpystar :

YAY ACCEPTANCE! that is so awesome you're going for photography. i have a really awesome friend here in photographyyy... eek. YAY! and oh my gosh, acceptances go out friggin early in the states! whoa..!! they come out in april & may in canada.

from deerhoof :

oh, concerts don't disappoint me. i just have kicks, where i listen to the same band obsessively, until i see them live. then i'm okay. it's kinda weird.

from deerhoof :

he's so freakin' adorable, godddd. plus, two questions: did you take them (they're really good)? and, what camera did you use?

from deerhoof :

they're one of my favs. =]

from diamondsky :

Best pumpkin, ever!

from diamondsky :

I totally dig the ring. I'm a huge fan of funky rings, and I approve of this one. Good job!

from starwhore :

Hello Morgan. I like that you read me because I read you too. Take Care ox