messages to where-i-fall:
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from kittysays :
Hey there I used to have the password but seem to have lost it...can you resend? [email protected]
from roadside123 :
Ahh, that explains it. Thanks for the explanation.
from roadside123 :
So...somehow my template for my diary got messed up but I have no idea how to fix it. Any ideas? Roadside123
from mechanica :
I've forgotten how to get in :( email me? Message me?
from chsturtle :
Thank you! That is so cool! Yeah, I'll need to email you I think because I am rather inept when it comes to layouts, hence the reason I always use a DL template and simply change the colors and add a pic. Anyway, thanks again, I really like the layout and that was so nice of you :D
from being-katie :
I don't use msn. I'll hafta be at the airport for 3pm, so sometime in the morning on the 7th June? I don't know what time because I don't know where I'm staying yet. I'll hafta see how close my hotel is to the airport & town. I can text you nearer the time (got no credit at the min).
from being-katie :
PS - I'll be in Liverpool on 7th June (wed next week) if you fancy a hot chocolate?
from being-katie :
I don't think I've said that you just give up on her - just that you should be patient, and not expect to much from her for the moment! I hope you have a happy ending too, but don't go hoping for a happily ever after or you'll just keep getting hurt.
from being-katie :
The thing is that she's been honest with you about not being ready for a relationship, etc. and so you are being hurt by your own expectations rather than her behaviour. That doesn't mean it hurts any less, just that you have to decide whether or not your expectations of a relationship are worth holding out for - and perhaps often being disappointed, or whether you should reconcile yourself to settle for less, and not hope (or expect) more than she can offer.... I don't know which will hurt more.
from being-katie :
I'm sorry things have worked out this way with Hannah - she sounds like she's dealing with a lot of conflicting emotions and confusion, and I guess she's been pretty honest about that all along, I'm sorry to hear you've been hurt by it.
from bluesjunkie :
Nice revenge! altho I almost spit my drink all over when I opened the image at work!!
from roadside123 :
I'm normally not a big fan of getting even but that is too funny (and clever). Well done.
from missym :
Happy V-day baby!
from being-katie :
Hi - I've been getting your texts but can't text back cuz i'm still here and it costs nearly a pound a text (stupid american keyboard,I can't find the pound sign!). Glad you had a good weekend doing exactly what you don't like me to talk about.
from bluesjunkie :
hey man, i know how you feel about the smoking... I am the only one in my house that doesn't smoke. Smokers just dont seem to understand or care how vile and disgusting it is to non smokers. I can be around it for a short time but I hate people smoking in my car or room and they dont seem to care... ugh. ok enough ranting.
from roadside123 :
If the lump is more behind and underneath the testicle, it could just be your epididymis which is supposed to be there. It wraps around the back of the testicle and is like a storage tank for sperm. However, it's worth getting checked out anyway. Good luck!
from being-katie :
Neil - you really should give it a go!! You never know, you might surprise yourself. And Mel is right - when is the next time you'll have the opportunity?
from missym :
i know!! PARIS! here i come. i am freaking excited. almost everything is going oto be paid for.. i cant beleive that you wouldnt want to go with your class.... when is the nextt time that you might have a chance to go... you could last! you silly boy... talk to you later.!
from being-katie :
No offense, but I'm so glad I'm not in your group - of course nobody is going to take any initiative if their group leader feels that way about the whole thing!! Why would they suggest their ideas when you then feel like your ideas are being 'diluted'? On top of that, people are never ever going to perform well if they're not expected to. If you believe that you're going to have to do it all yourself at the end, then you will. And if you take all the credit for it yourself, you're going to end up being resented by the people you're supposed to be working with - not against. If you want people to work well for you you have to motivate them - not just give them orders!! And if you are worried about the quality of other people's work all you have to do is to make sure everybody knows what they're bit of it is and then let THEM do it their way - not be disappointed when they don't do it your way.
from being-katie :
Don't you think maybe she could have just changed her mind or something? Or maybe she just like tea the way she makes it? I don't like coffee if anyone else makes it for me...
from ambershine :
Hi. Erm, it's claire. Don't know if you would remember me from just saying that. But we will see if you do. I have started up diaryland again, for some reason. Anyway, thought I would leave you a note, ask how you were (how are you?), and well that's it I suppose. :)
from verbotene :
N E I L I N E E D T H E P A S S W O R D O R I W I L L D I E *g* :) pllleeasssee
from verbotene :
nnneeeed the password!!!!! [this is ann / teekessel] [email protected]
from kittysays :
can i have the password? [email protected]
from attheshow :
i'm flattered.
from chsturtle :
He he, true, but I came up w/ the name before I was into SG-1 and alas, I can't change it (don't want to set up another account). Plus, I love turtles :)
from bluesjunkie :
Dude, I feel for you as I was in your spot. My only "advice" for you, is that the wound will not heal if you don't remove the knife from your back. get my point? hang in there.
from ladespedida :
It means "the farewell". I HOPE any way, my spanish friend told me it was. Hehe. I stole it from a Manu Chao song *go meh*
from rayofmemory :
ack! You locked your diary when I wasn't looking. Please email me at [email protected] if you're giving the s/n and password out at all. :-)
from roadside123 :
Hey, congrats with Claire. I'm glad that the whole thing worked out for you!
from skinnylatte :
hey neil: its been a while since i've played on diaryland, but I always read your diary and now its locked :o( You don't know me or anything. In fact I live on another continent, but I thought I might ask you for your password. I'm interested to see what's new. e-mail: [email protected]
from pink-faery :
Can I have your password? See previous note for e-mail address.
from kuri-chan :
I think you made the right decision. If he decides to read your dairy, and stumbles across something he doesn't agree with it's not your problem. You shouldn't have to take it down for everyone just because he has a problem. *nods*
from pink-faery :
Can I have your password? bow to princess jess @ hotmail.com (no spaces)
from kerrang-girl :
I know it is, and I won't leave. LiveJournal is just easier I guess. http://www.livejournal.com/~ilovestarburst. Expect immature entries. :$ ~Amy
from some-trouble :
I haven't read any of my archives for ages so someone else must have found your link in one of my old entries - I'm not sure which one though, how funny! Anyway, I'm not sure that you would remember me - we used to talk a little on MSN back when I first joined diaryland. I had another diary - Sagittarian.diaryland.com and you were kind enough to make a template for me but we lost touch. I guess it happens to everyone. It was good of you to leave me a note - like a blast from the past ya know?
from kuri-chan :
Here I am leaving a nice message for you :) See, somebody loves you! YAY! You need to get one of those "give me hugs" buttons so I can kill a few hours.
from princesse69 :
just come to say i really enjoy reading your diary. i love the layout too-is it your own design?
from rusted-angel :
That was a fun read. XD... was a nice one, congrats for the 900th entry.
from roadside123 :
That's cool that you're looking around deviantart. I have an account there. Butterfly-flyaway. You should look me up some time :)
from roadside123 :
wow...I'm speechless. Thank you so much for the gift. I am totally computer illiterate. I can pull up the format but I don't know how to make it so that my diary looks like that. Shoot me a note or email me at [email protected] to explain how to apply my current diary to that. Once again, thank you so much. It really made my day.
from rusted-angel :
I didn't understand that entry. :-\
from rusted-angel :
I cried when i read "that day".
from rusted-angel :
No, it's not your fault, sorry of whatever they said. :( <3
from lightwings :
Hiya!! My msn is [email protected], just so you know who's added you! Cool diary, talk soon!
from rusted-angel :
Bush has made my hate this country more than i have already disliked it. I would choose Al Gore over Bush anyday. ^_^ I love the entry, alike from the other. <3
from jenifer-007 :
Wow, that turned out so good! Jaka wild eh? he seems a little creepy. Ohyes, and I haven't told you yet but that picture of you on your layout is WAY hott, seriously ♥ (I miss you)
from rusted-angel :
Good luck on getting it all done <3 ...S orry my computer isn't working right and I can't download MSN on this computer and talk...
from rusted-angel :
Happy Birthday!! ::fucks and kisses::
from anitram406 :
Hi, happy birthday! I celebrated my 20th birthday graaandly. Lots and lots of food, and lots of ppl, mostly friends and family of my boyf, cuz my family and friends are in Sweden, and Im here in Holland. But if you never socialize with ppl, you can never expand your social circuit, if you know what I mean :) And ppl will be so happy that you will invite them, most ppl that dont expect to be invited tend to be really happy to know that you want to have them around :) *huggie*
from rusted-angel :
Happy early Birthday! Mwahahaha ::gives you a cupcake:: When IS your birthday exactly?
from rusted-angel :
Where is thy neil?
from rusted-angel :
So nifty with two "rusty" ones on you buddylist. I made this diary so long ago, I desided to keep it and use it for now on.
from jenifer-007 :
:D I like the new template! And also, I hope you have fun in England! ♥
from nny777 :
I love it also, but I'm always ganna miss the cam!
from jenifer-007 :
AH! What an awesome day! You got to play in the rain & talk to Hana & you're going to visit her!! Oh man, I'm so excited for you! ♥
from nny777 :
I fucking love this layout! *jumps around* It's so pretty!
from cold--fusion :
Don't get your hair cut. You need it longer. So ner.
from jenifer-007 :
YES! OH MY FUCK I MISSED YOU, and I was all worried too! I kept thinking about you at work! ♥ SO GLAD you're back.
from nny777 :
It's been 8 days, where are you Neil? ;_;
from ntlworld :
hope that you are ok...
from jenifer-007 :
Hi. I miss you. I hope you're okay. ♥ ♥ ♥
from missym :
Where are you??
from missym :
Remember to log in first!
from sezza :
Remember to log in first!
from peeber :
Remember to log in first!
from girliestuff :
hiii
from id-laugh :
hello.I odnt know you, but hey why not sign this dohickie anyways rght...dont ask...I shouldnt have had caffenated..i spelled that wrong...oh well
from id-laugh :
hello.I odnt know you, but hey why not sign this dohickie anyways rght...dont ask...I shouldnt have had caffenated..i spelled that wrong...oh well
from nny777 :
{insert kick ass looking heart here]
from jenifer-007 :
HAPPY NEW YEAR NEIL!! (it's midnight in Liverpool) ♥
from almost-ready :
been readin ur diary for far too long but leave my job today to go off around the world so won't again to be honest, jus cheer up you've got ur whole life ahead of you, if u stick at college u'll be fine cause u've got a lot more going for u than u realise, so smile! B xxxxx
from jenifer-007 :
HEY PUNK Where'd you go?
from jenifer-007 :
Because my computer is a royal piece of .. garbage? It sucks, and I can get on MSN for like two seconds before it freezes and shuts everything down. RAWR
from hightwattage :
ok, let me suggest that you immediately understand that there are people who love you, even if they can't know exactly how you are feeling. You are not alone and you CAN get better and feel better if you take one step toward better mental health. You sound to me like you have a pretty good case of clinical depression. I could be wrong--not a doc. Just a person who has problems too at times, and reads. There are all sorts of ways to fix it. The first thing I would do is check it out at healthyplace.com--a really good website. I am hoping you will consider doing this. best to you and remember what I said: you aren't alone. [email protected] if you want to write.
from hightwattage :
Remember to log in first!
from youhaveme :
Yay! and you added me a favourite too!!! :D
from jenifer-007 :
NEIL IS MY HERO. ♥ I miss you.
from nny777 :
heh, your laughing ^_^!! my computer locked up, then it wont let me back on MSN sorry :(
from nny777 :
Damn, your asleep....well, i like what youve done with the "Happy Christman" thing *points above* i love it! With the thing you made (has no idea what to call it) i like it ^_^ well job
from cold--fusion :
What is this.. animal hospital.
from nny777 :
Awww, i hope Oogee goes back to normal!
from pink-faery :
I mean graph.. Mood graph
from pink-faery :
Hey Neil.. Can I see your mood board? Jess. Send me a link,
from teekessel :
aw thats so sad! our other cat (now dead but he didnt die because of that :P ) had that too...he swallowed something and it got stuck somewhere. i think our cat ate a rat and it turned out to big. hope he gets better!
from jenifer-007 :
GRR. How does one defrag their computer? I think I need to, because my MSN will NOT work, and it's pissing me. RAWR. Miss you too. ♥
from knowoneknows :
Forgot to mention. I got a tatto. Got it a few mths ago. Its a humming bird on small of my back. Am getting it added to next year with a flower. Then another tattoo on my shoulder. Cool. Anyway gotta get ready for work. xx
from knowoneknows :
Hey Neil. It's Claire. Remember me? Doesn't matter if you don't. Got nothing to do then you popped into my mind and thought I'd see what was going on in your life. Sad to hear you are still not happy. Have applied to Uni. Yey. Excited. Although am scared about it all. My diary isn't up if you try and look at it from this link. It is something I want to start again after xmas. Maybe. Anyway just wanted to say hey. If you feel like saying hey back then my email is [email protected]
from miss-cumalot :
yep you say my advice is crap now but wait til I'm actually right...then we'll see...ever think that maybe its "overused" is because its the truth?...you are just too stubborn to realize it
from miss-cumalot :
Don't concentrate so much on being lonely....try to enjoy being single...enjoy the freedom you have.....eventually love will find you again..
from miss-cumalot :
best way to find love: don't look.
from nny777 :
I lurve you
from cold--fusion :
Mm.. not really. I love my mum but I'd have no idea what to buy her.. unsurprisingly, we're not really all that "close". If I see something someone close to me would like, I'll buy it.. I just don't need some tacky holiday season to justify showing someone I care.
from cold--fusion :
It was stupid of me to have ever said anything.
from cold--fusion :
Then you don't know what plastic and fake means.
from cold--fusion :
ffs. Christmas is plastic and fake. I envy you, having no christmas.
from nny777 :
The first note you wrote me, yay! I hate those pics...hopefully i can get my scanner working sometime soon, take some pics and get them up here. I really need to do that...
from jenifer-007 :
Go to that party. It's your moms way of including you. Sure you'll be unhappy, but just force yourself to be social. It would mean a lot to your mum I'm sure, and maybe even get her off your back a bit?
from jenifer-007 :
tanner= tanning salon= tanning bed. Yes. My face is a mess, and one of our foreign exchange students told me that I looked like a "dead person" So I'm all about skin cancer.
from envyyou :
1) This is jen 2)little o is the shiznit 3)did you just lick me? thank you. 4)I am utterly perplexed by WinMX 5)I have to redownload MSN, because it won't even let me sign in 6)technology is supposed to make our lives easier 7)WinMX seems to have a lower song selection than Kazaa 8)wow, this is a lot of points I wanted to make 9)Neil is sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxy 10) that's all ♥
from nny777 :
You have pretty eyes! ^_^
from peeber :
hey, thanks for the note. it was my first. ahehehehehe moo ha ha ha....peeber
from nny777 :
I LURVE Little O', its great!!!
from miss-cumalot :
I know I changed the layout....I'll probably end up changing the one I have within a month-thats just the way I am...I loved yours but that flesh color was getting boring - I like change...especially since I have to look at my own diary after adding an entry to make sure I dont have it completely screwed up (if I use any HTML anyway)
from cold--fusion :
Stop trying so hard. Stop looking. Stop being so heavy and full-on. Of course nobody is going to want to be with someone who is unstable..looking to depend on love. In my meaningless opinion, anyway.
from miss-cumalot :
I'd go out with ya...but you know theres this distance gap...*sigh* thats what ruined my last relationship...dunno if I like online relationships anymore....but I must admit that I got a bit jealous when you started mentioning Alice....now it depresses me knowing that you arent happy...
from being-katie :
Hey U! I've missed u, but I haven't had internet access :( I hope you're still planning to come up here sometime? Keep sticking at the classes.. I know its hard babe but you're doing so great and I do know that depression is an illness, but I also know you're stronger than it and you can do this :) God bless, lots of love, Katie xxx
from cold--fusion :
Avoid trouble, sign the form.
from jenifer-007 :
Jenifer misses Neil :(
from cold--fusion :
No I don't! I like my one.
from phierce :
hey man, the template you made for jenifer-007 rocks! and I like your diary too, keep your head up bro! you have awesome talent. I suggest looking at http://www.rentacoder.com they have jobs for graphics too not just programming, I know a few coders who make good money on there. you have to bid and build a rep tho, good luck!
from cold--fusion :
How very nice of you to offer... but I want my motherfucking stats/diaryings >) I'm going to stop being Jewish and spend my parents' money on resubscribing again.
from ralis :
Hi, I'm new in this diary thing. before this, i thought that people won't have enough time to write anything to describe their life. But u did it, i saw that u write a lengthy text to describe ur feeling and ur surroundings. Actually, i am interested to know more about u . Just for friend , maybe we can share something about our life. i've read some of ur statements , u said that the greatest feeling that u like most is being close to someone, or in other words have a close friend. is that right? if u don't mind to be my friend, send me a n email to this addresss: [email protected]. i'll be waiting for u. ok, see ya' then
from ntlworld :
Hey.. :) wanna chat?
from jenifer-007 :
WHO LOVES NEIL? MEMEMEMEME MEMEMEMEME MEMEMEMEME MEMEMEMEME MEMEMEMEME ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I'll get on MSN later tonight if it will let me ♥
from ntlworld :
Oh Neil your such a lovely person.. :) Good to read an entry a little bit lighter in moods.. :) I wish you luck today with James... let me know how you get on.. :) Take Care.. xxx
from teekessel :
"Sometimes I really do try hard to remember things, but nothing comes. It's like I've blocked it out. It wasn't intentional, but it does seem like I've done it." i have that too,,.,
from ntlworld :
Hey..! :)
from jenifer-007 :
Oh god, I just want to give you a really big hug right now Neil.
from jenifer-007 :
I can't read your entries, The last couple times I've tried, I can't even hit the stop button for it to show your entry. I think you should e-mail me them :D or take off that block ?
from ntlworld :
Good Afternoon.. is the cauldron still bubbling?? Been thinking about you.. :)
from teekessel :
hey neil do u even want me to talk to you at all anymore? i feel like i am talking against a wall. we used to be fucking friends?
from being-katie :
Hey Neil babe :) You've got lots of people looking out for ya, and after this afternoon I'll be living in Birmingham. You dont have to deal with this on your own, like you know, you've got lots of people online to help you and if you need practical help or moral support with any of this i'm only a train ride away :) Take Care babe, love ya xxx
from ntlworld :
Getting very familiar with this monitor of yours... Can chat for a while if your about... :)
from ntlworld :
Hey Neil... message me on MSN when you get home.. ok :) x
from ntlworld :
hey you there?? I wanna help you
from ntlworld :
morning.. :)
from cold--fusion :
As you said.. it's only a cup. Stop using it and she'll shut the fuck up.
from ntlworld :
HI.. I am back from the bottom of your monitor.... Laura needs to get a life.. Dont get too stressed about it... Your a great guy dont let her make you feel otherwise... :) x
from teekessel :
remember me? ? ? im gonna see matrix tomorrow. im taking a video cam and sending you the tape haha.
from jenifer-007 :
why does it say my IP address is banned from your site? And why are you not on MSN?
from being-katie :
Hey! :) only a lickle while left until I get to live nice and close to you! Oh and now you've started making friends in college then after a while, you'll be able to know 'of' the girls they're friends with and then get to know them and voila! Oh & I saw Matrix R yesterday... I think it was good but I fell asleep :(
from ntlworld :
Woo Hoo a cat lover!! Hey dont think we are any different... were not you knwo just cause we dont have the same... ermmm bits.. dont make us different really.. be bold and bluff your way into confidence... that is how I did it.. :) Failing that meet em on the net that is how I met my hubby to be... :) through icq.. :)
from ntlworld :
Some things never change... College is just the same as when I was there,,, Hope you have a better day today... :)
from ntlworld :
Good Afternoon.. from the bottom of your monitor.. :)
from rainy-daze- :
hey, do you know a site where I can upload photos? xx
from ntlworld :
Some would say rise above it.. but not me.. Why not hit them with a little sarcasm?? Might just work you never know... :) Hope the eggs and keys went well by the way x
from cold--fusion :
You should have gone out. You could have stabbed him in the eye with something sharp. You missed your chance.
from rollerboy :
Hello
from andwebreathe :
Neil is a SEXY BEAST
from nny777 :
*poke* hello sleepy head, lol :-p
from teekessel :
cant really answer that question. maybe your paranoid eh? anyway no one could hate you.
from ntlworld :
you are just like me.. I hope you wont mind me reading your diary.. Maybe we will become friends.. (excuse the typos I am struggling to see today) nicola x
from missym :
i know... no one leaves me notes. i dont feel like anyone reads my diary anymore.... blah.... what ever.. i just wanted to say hi.... "hi neil xoxo"
from jenifer-007 :
ooh! I deserve happiness? Tell that to whoever happens to be passing it out.
from cold--fusion :
That wasn't predictable. At all. Maybe you're always getting dumped because you're always with people who take you for granted. You know.. just maybe.
from teekessel :
uh ok i dont know where that note came from. whatever.
from jenifer-007 :
Grr... you were just on msn, and now you are not, and I wanted to talk to you :( oh well.. I should go finish some homework anyways.
from teekessel :
haha that must have been funny. but david blaine sucks, do you like him? i hate him. well not hate..i just think he gets too much attention for being ... crazy in a sad and stupid way. apart from that, i am bored and you are sexy. the end.
from poppyfish :
Nah, man, it'd be puppy love if he liked me back. They call this "pathetic creepy overaged crushes."
from miss-cumalot :
help? help is definitely necessary...lol
from being-katie :
I'm glad you made the effort to go into college even when you dont' feel like it... I didn't feel like it most of last year but you gotta keep at it otherwise bad habits start!
from jenifer-007 :
You should get online.. but you're probably sleeping and this is just a paused picture :(
from cold--fusion :
/raises an eyebrow. A likely story ;P
from cold--fusion :
Why does the house have to be empty? HOHO!
from jenifer-007 :
Grr, where are you? I just got back from psychology, and you're.. actually you're probably sleeping, because it's like 1am your time. What happened to those detailed descriptions of where you were going to be? dang you. e-mail me one next time, and stop being so difficult to stalk.. tsk tsk
from jenifer-007 :
hi, we're talking on msn.. and you're naked with a webcam ;p
from jenifer-007 :
Remember to log in first!
from jenifer-007 :
What happened to your webcam? I left it on my desk top.. and when I went to check it around 5pm it wasn't working. It would have been about 10pm your time though. And where are you now? I need you to start e-mailing me complete detailed lists of everything you are doing to make my stalking you easier. Thanks.
from i-used-to-be :
Ha! See? It's creepy! ((I feel like a stalker!))
from i-used-to-be :
Isn't it weird that I can watch you... and you have no idea who I am? I mean, I'm just sitting at my house miles away, watching you unexpectedly. Kind of creepy!
from nny777 :
i saw you when you were trying to fix your chair, i just signed on then noone was on so i got off..... :( you need a new chair
from being-katie :
teachers suck..thats life - no matter what course you're doing there always be at least one teacher you can't stand, just don't let him peev you off to much, just do what ya gotta do to get by for him!!
from teekessel :
what the fuck is a spliff? &stop complaining lol...school or college sucks. it always does.
from funslowers :
Hi Neil - Lynne here - funslowers - I have just added a new entry to my diary - so if you have time to read it then feel free
from being-katie :
Hey babe, hope you feel better soon! But You hafta start taking care of yourself! You're body won't support you if you aren't sleeping and eating well!
from being-katie :
Why not apply for one of the train passes from the Uni?
from nny777 :
Sorry i ahvnt been on much, when i am on, you not so.....yeah. i like the drawing of the trainers, its it very good. i cant draw shoes. :-p later
from cold--fusion :
Keep old cock out of young girls!
from urban-faerie :
You won't be able to get in to clubs?! I thought you were about 19 or something? I'm confused now.
from rainy-daze- :
I'm liking the layout. It's very different. Good diary, I like. xxx
from sexyoldman :
I live in "Northern California where the girls are warm" (lyrics from a Steve Miller song.) Come and visit San Francisco sometime.
from pink-faery :
I don't think there is a problem as long as she's closer to 15 than 13. If she's only just turned 14 then that's wrong, man.
from sexyoldman :
Hey Neil, thank you for doing the layout, I'm getting many compliments. Thanks again!
from being-katie :
Hey Neil - can you blame them for thinking sex? don't you keep telling us its very important to you!!! Anyway, get stuck into the drawings and just get them done - its all a matter of will. Actually, come to think of it you should be in bed by now so you can get up for class in the morning! Chat soon, love ya lots, Katie xxx (PS I'm still waiting on a letter!)
from cold--fusion :
Laugh. You're not fucking James Riley are you? :|
from cold--fusion :
There's no way of getting to the notes page without leaving one? That's cruel, Neil. Cruel.
from msdeviantme :
oops sorry. I was going to tell you how great sexyoldman's layout looks. You do great work.
from almost-ready :
I've read your whole diary now from start to finish, work is that boring you see, i just think u hate urself to much amd u kinda want to put pressure on everyone else balme them for problems that you created. Its exceptionally hard to care about someone who sees no reason to care about themselves. Plus its kinda hard to believe you care about any girl when you mention about eight per page! Entertaining reading anyho, publish it???? Ally
from neoaj :
I don't think it's shit at all. As I said on msn, it's not great, but it isn't shit. It's OK.
from sexyoldman :
Yes, I love the template, but have no idea how to apply it. Thank you so much! Please give me the instructions when you get a few minutes. thanks
from being-katie :
Hey Neil :) Even if it was boring, atit sounds like its gonna be better hours and stuff.... Stick with it and stay positive! Remember, it isn't about having fun, its about getting the qualification to get to where you wanna b :) Oh and what are you eating? I haven't had breakfast yet :D
from teekessel :
stop being so damn bossy lol
from nny777 :
"Neil Martin - Here to answer your questions.(tm)" thats so funny
from six30 :
Best wishes and good luck in college!
from teekessel :
kelley sucks. what the hell is wrong with rebekah?
from being-katie :
Hey :) yeah, I know i'm boring now :( but I just thought I'd let you know that I think you should give college a go. You have the capability Neil, you just gotta stick at it and I know you can do it :) love ya lots still :) Your old bestest friend Katie xxx
from nny777 :
Remember to log in first!-cassandra,tehehe. i couldnt resist. you look really tired sleep longer that a few min. then wake up again. that amy work, if you havnt already tried that.
from cold--fusion :
GAHHHH. Stop going to meet retards, for god's sake :D
from nny777 :
Im back, yay for you about your site. I went on it for a few min. but then i had to get off. :( ill get back on soon. bye, cassandra
from teekessel :
boyfriend isn.t everything. oh great now i have 1 person in my life, that.s it. no that.s not how it works. you.ll find out one day.
from teekessel :
go neil :P
from ihavebadhair :
hello (that was me sending the blank one :/ sorry to mess you about...) i'm yet another that found your site on b3ta, and followed the link here, its lovely :) good luck with it, also where i fall... like the reindeer section. hmm. byebye! :)
from teekessel :
go go go ! u.ll get about 190 dates by tomorrow by this rate! YES YES YES!
from teekessel :
huh who.s melissa? how old is melissa? you.re going to america to meet melissa? ?!??!?!?!?! big question mark
from neoaj :
Hiya Neil. 'Supp? Looks cool, maybe you can 'teach' me to make something like this, it looks really cool! -AJ.
from wingsoffaith :
hey. just been reading your diary, and I'm seriously impressed. it takes something special to write about small things in a way that's so real and honest and believable, yet not boring or suicidally depressing for the person reading it (and I'd know)! almost like we could reach out and touch the pain, only without being sucked down into it and drowning..... ever thought about writing for a career?
from poppyfish :
As soon as I get a camera and lose my insecurity. So, in a word, not very soon ...
from being-katie :
Hey Neil ya know what, if you wanna change the way your life is, you still can - i bet there's somewhere you could go to get your GCSE's and I know you could stick at it if you chose to... Neil, if you want things to ever change then you have to change em.... i know, i know, i say the same things over and over again....but thats because they're true!! Love u wee chicken :)
from being-katie :
From what i've read of ur convo debs obv feels like ya used her! Anyway, um, go to bed! actually no, hang on *gets confused* ok....i'm going to bed, ninite xxx
from nny777 :
Sorry....
from poppyfish :
All righty then, pick me up at 7. OK? And don't get too friendly with those hands! I'm a prude. I just want the horror movies!
from poppyfish :
I'm evil.
from poppyfish :
Yes, I look better as a cartoon than as a human. Tragic.
from breatheagain :
I've been reading your diary for awihle now. You really capture the reader.
from crazygurl30 :
hi there! gonna go back to the beg and start there;)
from poppyfish :
Alas that I live in Arkansas, and you live across the ocean!
from poppyfish :
Well, relationships are fun, but so is sex.
from funslowers :
Hi Neil - Lynne here - I have read todays entry - who are Connexxions? they sound interesting -keep your chin up!! and send me an email sometime soon and tell me how you are getting on
from funslowers :
Remember to log in first!
from funslowers :
Remember to log in first!
from poppyfish :
Oh, oops. Must have changed it when you swithed diaries and then forgot to change it back. My bad. Get right on it. ;)
from devi6989 :
Hey my name is Rachel. I live in Indiana. my die-ary is devi6989.diaryland.com. hope I get 2 talk 2 u soon bye
from poppyfish :
Thank you for the gflattery, the support, and the tip about my strange mind believing there's already a 3rd Lara Croft movie out. ;)
from teekessel :
my lord neil, it.s perfect. if you.re like her & his brother...that.d be cool. finally getting to meet someone like you. not your shallow OMG MY NAIL BROKE girls. good luck & all my best wishes for you. it.ll be grand.
from nny777 :
HI its Cassandra!
from mallgoth :
hi. It's me....Adrienne. I am so bored. hi
from teekessel :
ohohohhh...
from jenny429 :
Remember to log in first!
from poppyfish :
Don't worry. I probably won't be able to tan. Nature is against me. Sigh.
from being-katie :
Thanks
from poppyfish :
Yeah, I dunno what that reviewer would have to say about you. :s She'd probably send police after you.
from teekessel :
ps: I LOVE YOU!
from teekessel :
lol like OMG i will never forget you either! we.re like totally alike! i mean like, are we like the same person or whateva?! it.s so freakkkky! lol ANYWAYZ <333333333333333333333 foreva and eva because ur my worlds bestest pal you are�!!
from six30 :
Thank you! My profile has been updated with your new DL.
from teekessel :
just leaving u a note because this green box says "LEAVE ME A NOTE" so i can hardly ignore it & be like "NOOO FUCKING WAY YOU GREEN BOX!"
from poppyfish :
It's kinda a long story.
from funslowers :
great layout - you are extremely clever from Lynne
from teekessel :
it.s sexy & juicy & hot & is making me horny!
from teekessel :
go out lol! defy the laws of neil! ignore your laws! don.t question your rules - IGNORE THEM!
from teekessel :
getajob
from teekessel :
link whereifall on ur diary not here i fall!!!!!! & if thats the way you really feel maybe i should rethink my philosophy about having a relationship not making you happy...you'll find a better claire soon.
from pink-faery :
So obviously my profile :-P
from teekessel :
well you USED to have hereifall linked on ur diary & you seem to read hereifall notes too so why should i use these mwuhahaha :P
from teekessel :
maybe she does understand who you are, but she just doesn.t like it. it is VERY frustrating to live with a depressed person, especially with someone as bad as you. in the end, she probably only wants to help you. she wants you to lead a normal life, and she can.t understand why you can.t lead one, because she thinks it should be easy to. her way of making you "change" is by yelling at you. or so i think.
from urban-faerie :
I love the colour of the new layout! Mmm, turquoise... :) Nice.
from teekessel :
i think the layout is cool...even though you yourself look weird in it...all white & ... uh...freakish...
from aharshwind :
the layout looks amazing! i happened to stumble upon you from the updated members list, so i don't have anything else to say for you. But the layout looks wonderful.
from teekessel :
it wasnt a real razor blade, it was a miniatur thing that my mum wore 30 years ago when it was modern & "everyone had one" (says my mum). it.s not a razor blade, it.s a necklace, it was designed to be a necklace. & what.s stupid about it anyway???!?!
from laura-diane :
thank you for adding me to your list of favorites :)
from painfull :
hey i just read acouple of ur entries and i can relate to what you feel about being lonely and wanting the right kind of love if u wana talk then read my diary and my email address is on there! Sarah xx
from sad-doll :
I love your layout, but I like your writing- it's something I can really read and get into. I mean I don't know what I'm saying. But I'll be back, and I ♥ your user name <3<3<3 ♥ always, Audrey xoexoh
from livertech :
I have removed the diary entry from diarland and have had my diary re-instated.. what I do with my own webspace is another matter.
from angeloffear :
I'm sorry Neil but you have to admit that girl's entry was damn funny. Some of the things she said were classic. I got 58/70 in the nation iq test, which is an IQ of 124. Those maths questions were hard.
from teekessel :
god neil. i.m so sorry. i love you forever and ever. don.t hurt yourself please..
from cold--fusion :
Getting involved with girls who are already taken is, sadly, a funked up idea ;(
from shawntasy :
Please forgive me, but after a struggle with a pretty hectic schedule I have reached the sad conclusion that I can no longer run the review site, Pretty on the Inside with the time and dedication it deserves. So this means that I will not be able to fulfill your request for a review. Please accept my most sincere apologies. Thank you.
from keeds :
hi
from snowthing :
i just found your diary and i think u are a lucky person to have someone that cares about you so much, i'm jealous.
from poppyfish :
:(
from teekessel :
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy birthday to yooouuuu, happppyy birttthhdaaay to yooouuu! happy birrrtthdaay dear neil-eil-eil-eil, happppyy birrtthdaaayy tooo yooouu!!!!
from some-trouble :
Happy Birthday Neil!
from teekessel :
i still just cannot believe you lost that much money. i don.t know why i.m writing this now, but it fucking shocks me.
from blondegeisha :
luv ya layout (ps u do sound big headed =P)
from teekessel :
are you absolutely MAD? 220�??!?!??!?!? twohunderdandtwentypounds?!?!?! ARE YOU ABSOLUTELY FREAKING MAD?
from teekessel :
i miss you. i don.t know why when we talk to each other often.
from urban-faerie :
I don't really have much advice to help with your mum, I don't know what I'd do there, but I was just asking for your phone number so I could ring you every now and again for a wee chat since you never seem to talk to me on MSN anymore! :p
from angeloffear :
"For those of you living somewhere other than the UK, basically it's a horse race that is world famous." - Lmao.. If it was world famous you wouldn't have to tell them what it is :-P
from urban-faerie :
If you want note signings, I'll just come and tell you that I had 2 lunches today (a sandwich, and a pain au chocolat) as well so you're not the only greedy one! Your job does sound boring but maybe you should just bring a book to read or something while you wait!
from peanutaction :
You are not on, but I see you on your cam. I miss ya. :) Bre
from peanutaction :
I just wanted to thank you for making me that template. It makes me feel special to know that I was on your mind. :)
from teekessel :
neil >> you rock! don.t ever ever forget that. never ever.
from wheredidigo :
To be honest m8 I wouldn't bother with this handyman thing. It doesn't seem the kind of thing to head anywhere and if you can make �1750 to do some web design work you can do far better. Even if you don't want to do that, earning only �20 a day for what I imagine will be pretty physical work doesn't seem worth it. You could get a job stacking shelves and earn more than that. BTW, good job on the new layout.
from poppyfish :
Thanks for the encouragemnet, luv - honestly, I never would kill myself. Ever. I know that now. But it occured to me that my life, it's just a little unsatisfying . . . still, that entry was more drama than fact.
from poppyfish :
I fixed 'em!
from teekessel :
cool layout (( although it takes ages to load ))
from poppyfish :
I thought you'd offer!
from poppyfish :
Maybe not! I've been around self-righteous geeks all my life - that could explain it, I guess -
from poppyfish :
Thank you! I don't know if you could call it "art," but I'm flattered nonetheless!
from teekessel :
the polite thing to do when someone leaves you a note is to answer!!!!
from teekessel :
why do you feel guilty when you.ve eaten food?!
from opaque88 :
> mon amour, to you i;m the faceless stranger. i don;t know how to sound different to everyone else, all their support, all their advice. i don;t know how to say something that isn;t exactly the same. i;m not going to tell you that i understand, or i know how you feel. even if our experiences had been the same, we would have dealt with them in different ways. i don;t leave notes for no reason. i;m letting you know i care. i;m letting you know, that if you want me to be, i am here. torn souls like yours can be mended. ann, stup�fier ann, is a fantastique remedy. if you want, you can add me to your m.s.n. i have been tempted to add you to mine, but it;s solely your choice. it seems you don;t have enough of that in your life. au.revior mon copain #
from xthis-is-itx :
thanks for leaving me my first of (hopefully) many messages! I'm just a slightly saner version of Katie..not that it'd be hard to be sanier than here! lol! I'm sorry that you're feeling down, but she doesn't seem to be worth the hassle if she won't let you feel the way you do, it ain't your fault! Ems xx
from angeloffear :
Can I make a suggestion to what you buy with your money? One little thing?
from teekessel :
why do you feel depressed all of a sudden? you seemed fine earlier on?
from angeloffear :
I completed the whhhhhhooooooooole alphabet. Beat that, sucker. Muwhahaha.
from teekessel :
you.re hardly ever online?? are you still alive?? and your 26 things is cool...although u sound stuck up lol!
from teekessel :
s.t.o.p only seeing the bad side of things. && have you got a passport yet? && have you done "it" yet?? or have you already broken the 11 day record? && why aren.t you online?? && i need // want to talk to you / / A N N / /
from angeloffear :
I'm not gonna leave you any more notes or anything. You don't reply to any of them. So yes. Screw you.
from teekessel :
love is an illusion.
from angeloffear :
If it makes you feel better I spent V-day eating a takeaway with my parents and dogs when I'd rather spend it with Adam, who was spending it with his girlfriend. Now, that's summat to be jealous about. Those things you did were nice. The card thing was better. I prefer made things to bought things. Adam made me a program thing on here and it was better than a present.
from poppyfish :
I love you, pumpkin! Thanks for everything!
from angeloffear :
Mrs Fine will be fine, because I am fine. I'm a hot momma. Or not. Not with my crappy hair cut.
from teekessel :
thank you for being you.
from angeloffear :
How be you, Mr Poo?
from angeloffear :
Why do you only get half the money?
from teekessel :
"Do you have friends you socialise with?" "None" "None?", he says very surprised. "None". grrr. thats not true. or what am I?
from angeloffear :
Awww, that Big Issue thing you did was really nice.
from sprhrgrl :
your layout is stunning.
from scented-rain :
"Sundays are the kind of days where I'll sit here and do absolutely nothing, looking at the screen, hoping someone will message me and say something interesting. Something. Anything!" Pssh. I DID message you, and much fun that was Mr Cranky Pants.
from angeloffear :
I feel happy! Just thought I'd let you know. You said it gives you sometime to look up at. Toodles!
from teekessel :
lol neil u.ve been mentioned @ haters. AND NO it wasn.t me, just in case you think so since i.m writing this note...lol.
from teekessel :
here are some scissors hanging in front of the webcam. && you look peaceful in bed, i just can.t bring myself to call you && wake you up. although i should neily. you said it would be no problem to stay awake at a normal time for a week. but hehe, turns out you were wrong, eh?
from kbaa :
im going to break QOL's legs soon, so dont worry. :)
from angeloffear :
Neil! You suck, suck, suck! How dare you get the lyrics to my favourite song wrong! Other men feel LIBERATED! They don't feel every ready! Oh no!
from teekessel :
i can see you in bed. rrrrwaaaarrrr. i wanna be there with you, honey.
from angeloffear :
Why aren't my images working again? Have you changed your IP again?
from teekessel :
miss angeloffear is right, you know.
from angeloffear :
**You can't expect to make friends by sleeping all day and being awake in the night.
from angeloffear :
You have to be cruel to be kind, and seeing as I'm the only one who isn't afraid to speak their mind.. You have to get out the house! You can't expect to make friends by sleeping all night and being awake in the day. You would feel much less depressed if you had a regular sleep pattern, preferabley a normal one. Sleep makes a huge difference to your mood. Then you have to start making an effort of getting out the house or something. Friends don't fall out of the sky, and very few people that live, ya know, in England go online the times you're awake.
from teekessel :
oi you fuck you for saying my layout SUCKS. you didn.t have to write SUCKS in capital letters. i got the point.
from teekessel :
"Sometimes, I wonder if I were to disappear, would anyone truly care and indeed, would they wonder if I was ever coming back. Sadly, to these wonders, the answer is usually no." neil, when you say something like THAT i just want to hit you until you realise that I WOULD CARE. grrr.
from teekessel :
i can seeeeeeeeeeeeee you. oh dearest neily boy. helllloooo.
from teekessel :
neil............
from poppyfish :
What can I say? It's brilliant. I'm wildly flattered, and I just wish there was something I could do in return. Much love...
from poppyfish :
Problem. Not pronlem. I'm a a klutz this early in the day.
from poppyfish :
Hmm - sex in exchange for a British accent. Well, considering who's asking, no pronlem. Set the date! And bring along some joints, would you?
from teekessel :
"even porn is boring" ?!?! lol bad boy! maybe IF u started sleeping at night and being awake in the day, you wouldn't be so bored *hint*. i just got back from school, and I wanted to talk to you, but *sigh* you are in bed. I could call you but...no :P i won't heeeheee. I'll try later after ive done my homework. *kisseeeeeeeeees* for neil.
from teekessel :
neil, i for one, love you to death. but yes, i live far away...typical. by the way, you will get a suprise soon. its nothing too fancy though. tell liam to hurry up from the retarded girl lol. huggles&snuggles neil. u rock, and u fucking know it!!
from katiebrown :
i dont know you. its nice to be noticed. thanks, hi! and also, let talk, cuz...weird? check.
from teekessel :
heya neil. i can see you on the bed i think. or at least there is something head-like at the end of the bed because the other half is covered by the chair. sorry for bothering you :S i'm just bored. have fun. by the way my diary is closed right now my dads acting VERY weird.
from potireviews :
Ummmmmmm...I know I can be a lil dense at times but, does this mean you dont want the review? Cuz since you waited all this time I'm sure there is something we can work out. One person not joining the ring or linking more than likely is not going to be a problem.
from potireviews :
Ummmm did you still want the review? You can always join our ring instead of linking if you'd like. Please let us know. Thank you.
from potireviews :
You requested a review from Pretty on the Inside a very long time ago and I was just wondering if you'd still like that review. If not I understand, please forgive us for the atrocious delay. If you would still like a review please leave us a note. Thank you- Shawn
from teekessel :
hi neil. i know you probably won't have your money till then, so it won't work. but i'd like to invite you to spend new year with the wonderful MEEEEEEEEEE, hehe, if you dare. you'd have to meet my friends & stuff & whatever...and it would be weird and all. but hey, it'd be different.
from poppyfish :
Ditto, pumpkin.
from teekessel :
neil? are you in bed or what? all i can see is your leather jacket. i've been thinking & now i am confused. i don't think you should come and see me. ever.
from teekessel :
you seem confused. i'm sorry.
from teekessel :
anny hasnt talked to neily for a day now. anny misses neily.
from kbaa :
:)
from applescruffs :
i like ur diary.
from teekessel :
hey neily u r sleeping right now. i should call you and wake u up :P. Anyway, um, you rock. Yeah, you do. Do NOT say that you don't rock, because I know a person who rocks when I see one. I've been planning our wedding, by the way. I'm listening to Wham - Last Xmas. I hate that song. Woo the songs over. Its snowing here. I am bored to death & I am really tired. Oh no, now Kate Winslet is singing. Wake up, neil. Please wake up.
from kbaa :
:)
from teekessel :
oh god neil, i feel sooo sorry for you. that is so bad. i was out yesterday too, as you know...and they didnt let us in either! but we kind of chatted up a few guys and tried again and it worked. apply for an id. and remember : if at first u dont succed...(SPELLING?!) try try again...
from urban-faerie :
Hope you're having fun at that club right now. Thanks again loads for the CD. :-D
from poppyfish :
I haven't left you anything lately. Here's something. It's a present. Um - it's invisible, so you can't see it. But you can pretend it's anything you want. Much love.
from beyond--time :
don't give up your dreams ;-)
from teekessel :
neil, ur msn name tells me to call you because you are playing a game. so i call, you but you dont come to me. so i call u again, and what do u do? U TAKE THE BLOODY PHONE OFF THE HOOK?! *screams and kills herself*
from teekessel :
fuck you for sleeping all day!!! I haven't talked to you, for like, 3 days.
from teekessel :
neil, i don't know how to say this politely: I need to talk to you! because A) I want my layout B) I need ur advice and C) I MISS YOU :P. So please get your ass out of your bed and over to the computer. thanxx :P
from greywillfade :
read the conversation........she sounds so detached. :(
from angeloffear :
Ok, I will leave a note. I like you. You're a nice friend. Don't take that the wrong way though dear, I love mah sexy slag (Adam). But yeah, I class you as a friend.
from wheredidigo :
The analysis of club culture was one of the funniest and most well observed things you've written. BTW, I don't think a couple of drinks would be a bad idea. Fuckin scallies everywhere I look :D
from greywillfade :
Me gusta mucho this layout. It's really interesting to look at.....now excuse me while I go and stare at it some more.
from engelchen :
Whoa, thats a really great layout. I like it alot. A very good work, really.
from bodymindsoul :
thanks for the compliment of my not original idea haha :D
from deianra :
I have to say...absolutely gorgeous. The layout that is...ahem :)
from absolutewhat :
love the new layout. glad you seem to be feeling a little better. Lots of love and good wishes.
from wheredidigo :
New layout rocks. Can't say I liked the last one very much. I still think the one before the last one (the one with the spider, was my favorite, although the text was too small.) The new one looks great and is size I don't have to squint to read. What's it with you and eye's? :D
from absolutewhat :
You poor thing. You shouldn't lose confidence in yourself because some other idiot tried to goad you into violence. If that's not your way, then it's not your way and that makes YOU the bigger person. If you had hit him back it would have just taken you down to his level. You only served to prove how much better you were than that low-life. You were right for the way you handled it. It took more to simply let the police handle it then it would have taken to sit there and take his abuse without saying anything or to slug him. People like that have worse issues than even you. He obviously takes pleasure in making others feel less than they are. Don't let him win. And it's OK to be upset. No one likes to be hurt.
from greywillfade :
what a bastard childe that headbutted you. scum of the earth!!! To show violence like that against a complete stranger, for no reason whatsoever - I feel nothing but pity for the braindead scall - and a strange desire to ram his head into a wall. Your head looks sore.......... :(
from bodymindsoul :
hahaha ... nice try on msn smilies :D
from teekessel :
i just called u. i wanted to ring again because i think i must have hung up by mistake. but u had to take the phone of the hook, silly!! :P
from greywillfade :
oh wow, love the smilies! They should employ you as a professional emoticon!!!
from teekessel :
hey neil. i am just going on ur nerves on msn. LOL. its fun.
from absolutewhat :
Boxers or briefs? Well, you SAID we could ask.
from angeloffear :
�1750? You basta... Lovable guy! Wanna buy me stuff?
from absolutewhat :
Heh...have you actually been reading my shitty diary? You sound like me. Most of my passages containd references to getting laid..especially when i'm not. Perhaps you should consider going out there and finding a steady partner? yanno since you aren't all about the whole casual thing? At least a friend whith fringe benefits.
from greywillfade :
Hiya, I know that latest entry wasn't addressed to me but I read it and totally agree with all that you're saying. I got the impression not long ago that my mum had been reading my offline diary (I hope to hell she hadn't) and it was horrible. Everyone deserves their space for private thoughts and emotions, but it makes it even worse if they think they have rights to complain, <b>complain</b> about what you've been writing. goodnight. orla.mustbehere.com
from absolutewhat :
I did as promised and added you. Feel better?
from absolutewhat :
Very cool lay out. Not to mention interesting reading. Mind if I link you? Oh and..your sister is only fifteen? And your mom knows she's making all sorts of obscene noises with her boyfriend late at night? And SHE hasn't slashed his tires? Wow...
from teekessel :
so, r u gonna go and have a massage?
from silverbiker :
Im on faceparty..look me up.. "gothrockerwitch" is my name on there.. its quite an interesting site..
from poppyfish :
MAKE my day, not male it. I wonder what Freud would say about that slip-up?
from poppyfish :
You still male my day . . . and comfort me, too.
from teekessel :
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnneil u really should try to stay awake in the afternoons! I am only on in the afternoons :(. & I miss you!!
from teekessel :
hey neil, why is ur webcam showing something grey and blurry? Are you doing something forbidden no one is allowed to see?!?!
from solo-star :
defintly throw a party with a dancing monkey. i'll be there :)
from teekessel :
i just read your entry. YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE. stop telling yourself that. no ones a failure.
from teekessel :
of course i enjoyed yesterday. lets do it again! and come here. n o w . i wanna be nice to u.
from solo-star :
you'll never amount to anything with that attitude!! if your unhappy, try something new that you always wanted to try out.
from of-her-soul :
I absolutely love your diary. It's wonderful.
from greywillfade :
I'm watching your webcam. I feel like a stalker. I just watched you stare right up close into the screen, then put your arm in front of your face, then walk over to the window. Now you're tilting your head back - oh wait, you've disappeared.
from solo-star :
come on, you can't die of a broken heart yet!! you still haven't broken enough hearts yourself!
from clare-bear :
Try not to get so down, things happen out of the blue to mkae you happy, take Katie for instance, u didn't expect to meet & have such a nice time with her did u? Another fish in the sea like her could pop up anytime! On a lighter note i think i'm giving up on this diary business, i can't understand why my diary looks fine on my browser but not on anyone else's? *sighs*
from greywillfade :
glad you had a good time with katie!! :)
from greywillfade :
I'm sorry to hear about you feeling depressed. I hate the way it's a cycle, and I hate the way you always end up thinking "What's the point? Even if things do get better at some point it'll only end up like this again anyway." Well, that's how I get. On a nicer note, LOVE the polo necklace. It couldn't get any cooler. :)
from she-scrawls :
Yea, I would love it if you were able to design a layout for me! Unfortunately, I forgot my password to my MSN and I'm too lazy to create a new one, so would it be all right if I talked to you on AIM? My AIM is curiousxjess.
from kbaa :
thanks though
from stumblings :
WOW!your layout rawkes! and btw just thought id leave a little note i viewed it in 600X800 and it was just fine =)
from smileyreview :
Hi! Your smiley review is up at http://smileyreview.diaryland.com/whereifall.html Thought you'd like to know! :o) -Krissi
from greywillfade :
hello. yes, I should update more, but greywillfade is my 'other' diary that strictly none of my offline friends are to read, so I quite often forget. my other diary is at http://orla.mustbehere.com (great new layout btw!)
from greywillfade :
Er, yes. That entry scared me somewhat.
from kbaa :
it looks fine. i promise. youre pretty, remember?
from poppyfish :
You make my day.
from solo-star :
lol. you caught me in the middle of re desgining. i just changed that. i'm trying to get it to look it's best. :) thanks for pointing it out though
from solo-star :
ohhh! thank you!! :)
from engelchen :
Hey Neil, I think it doesnt look bad at all. Infact I think it looks really good. That really suits you. So, be happy about your new cool haircut. :)
from greywillfade :
Actually, don't worry. Your hair looks fine.
from greywillfade :
OH SHIT. I know how you feel. In January, the day before a new years party I went to, I went to the hairdressers, she cut my fringe really short, it looked AWFUL, I was so frustrated, (I admit, was crying at one point) and there was nothing I could do, I had to go to the party with stupid fringe, made me look like a (very ugly) five year old. And I was having a really spotty, greasy week anyway so it didn't help at all. Since then I'm not very trusting of hairdressers, which is bad cos I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow. :( Anyway I don't think yours looks that bad. From the way you described it I thought it would be a lot worse.
from missym :
it makes you look older.. ;)
from missym :
i truthfully think that i like the picture after you got ur hair cut.. i dont know what it is but i like it shorter...
from teekessel :
NEIL! He has a girlfriend! shit i want to die. i dunno why im writing this. i want to die.
from solo-star :
what exactly does 'to the point?' mean?
from solo-star :
i like your head shaved. it looks nice on you
from teekessel :
You're sexy neil! & when we meet, I'll flash u & do more for u mwuhahahaha.
from greywillfade :
Hey, I am from Liverpool!! Orla.
from teekessel :
the only film thats on in our little ickle cinema here (i dont want to go into munich) is minority report but my dad & brother watched that & they said it scared them to death! and hardly anything scares my brother. but i guess i could accidentaly start screaming and he'd have to calm me down by hugging me lol
from teekessel :
"What happens after he says yes?" was what u asked. But I dont get the question...after he says yes to what? a date? If he says yes to that I'll go out with him & I dunno but maybe friendship would turn into a relationship.
from greywillfade :
Hey. I read your entry about cutting a few days ago, and saw the pictures. I'm glad I did. The poster you did looks brilliant, by the way! orla.mustbehere.com
from teekessel :
hey neil. yeah i know...nice work, eh? its like when you stopped that girl at the train station and told her you liked her.
from urban-faerie :
Oh my God Neil... I don't know quite what to say about that arm picture. I think "Oh my God" just about sums it up. Anyway I want to say well done for not doing it anymore. And, I'm sure you'll find someone to love, you deserve to, you're a decent person.
from poppyfish :
Thank you for so much encouragment, pumpkin. It makes me feel happy inside . . .
from deianra :
Amazing. How long did the poster take to create?
from urban-faerie :
Neil, your poster is REALLY good! Who's the boy in it by the way, is it you? Anyway, I am impressed! You're dead good at making stuff on computers, do you do it on photoshop?
from emeraldblaze :
Hi, I realized that I was mad at people that would view my diary but never leave me a message. Silly me! I relized I do the same thing. So here I am changing my ways :o) You have a nice diary, and anyway enjoy and keep updating.
from poppyfish :
Why, thank you, pumpkin.
from lizzymay :
wow...lots of reviews..thats something I've never wanted to do. Oh..and is it supposed to be black or..or there words there in your entries..but I can't see them. Best on your creativity.
from sweet-views :
Your sweet-views review is up!
from sweet-views :
hey! ok, thats cool. not a problem! It will be up..... soon. maybe in 30 minutes( or less) Christie
from sweet-views :
um... I noticed 1 think bout your diary.... #1, the pics have red x's through them. #2 your text doesn't show up on the background. Might wanna fix. Christie
from sweet-views :
hey! you should get a sweet-views review!
from twisted-mind :
Good luck on your first day tomorrow! :o)
from clare-bear :
I think you'll talk to more than 5 people, with teachers and people like that included :o) Go on, surprise yourself, you may have loads of friends before you even start your course then which will make you a lot more confident and likely to make friends whilst on your course! Good luck and i hope you enjoy your day! :o) *hugz*
from missym :
i think that you will at least talk to 1 person... and that person will probably be as quiet as you are.. trying to avoid large masses of people... i also want to wish you luck...
from yellowreview :
Your review has been posted. Good work.
from dlandbdays :
I love your layout....very cool. I had a wonderful time reading your entries. Keep up the awesome work.
from chinadollrvw :
your review has been posted congrates on the score good day to you
from onlyareview :
Thank you. I just want to make sure that everyone reads the rules. :)
from onlyareview :
I am sorry. I cannot review you. First of all, you don't have a link up. Second of all, I have reason to believe that you didn't even read the rules.
from missprisy :
Hey. I had said your diary was one of my favorites, that's why Mandypandy83 left you that link. It is a privilege. :)
from mandypandy83 :
Um dear, it is for you, I was just spreading the word. Apparently someone thought your design was awesome. I believe their diaryland screenname is missprisy. So forgive me for the "plug" I unintentionally plugged. That link is simply a link to an award you could have for your diary's design. It was not meant to be a plug, it's meant to brighten people's days to know that their diary is appreciated. Once again, I apologize for this inconvenience to you, and hope you do realize that it was not a plug. Take it out do what you have to, but it was honestly just to give you an award. Thanks for your comments.
from mandypandy83 :
For you: http://favediaries.diaryland.com/020810_79.html
from kbaa :
there are always exceptions neil :)
from poppyfish :
Yeah, I know I could download it - but I'm so busy right now it's horrible, what with college in one week and everything. Don't feel hurt! It's not like I'm chatting with everyone but you behind your back. And if I ever DO get AIM or something, you'll be the first I'll talk to ^^.
from stacybear-1 :
.. i love your layout... i hope that the heartbreak will soon be gone. you seem like a wonderful person and i hope everything turns out good for you.
from preceptionss :
new. grey. public.
from poppyfish :
I'd love to chat, but I can't. I mean, really. I'm a complete technopeasant and I don't have MSN or AIM or anything. Remember, I'm the girl who doesn't even own a cell phone, so of course I'm too behind to chat ^^. And I'm sure this sounds like a brush-off, but it's not . . . it's just me. Being electronically unadvanced.
from kbaa :
hellllooooooo mr. neil. How are ya?!
from devilish- :
yo, i'm stealing the questions from your about me page to put in my diary, ok? good, no disagrements :)
from youaremystar :
I read your diary pretty regularly and just thought that I'd stop in to say that I think the whole smiling at strangers bit is really good of you. Not only is it good for you, but the people you smile at will probably like it a lot as well. :-) Plus, I understand what you mean about when people want to ask you for money, etc. You're v sweet!
from lonelykitty :
hi. If you don't rilly like buttons, then you aren't going to like making them. It's not a good money-maker and I think it's only worthwhile if it's something you rilly want to do and enjoy.
from kbaa :
wait.who said your cute. I might've said "You're cute"...but I'm not sure. I don't like baseball either. :)
from devilish- :
Except i don't agree about the 'your cute' bit because i don't actually bat for that team....
from devilish- :
I was going to say something along the lines of 'i like your diary' or 'your layout is cool', but after reading a few of the other notes up here, i think all thats left to say is...I agree.
from kbaa :
ah..dude, can I ask you for a tiny favour? Sorry for asking, I'm just dumb at computer stuff. Thank-you :)
from kbaa :
yeah..and I'm a little weird compared to everyone in CANADA...so we rock. haha...I meant what I said, and am GLAD you didn't take offense to the word "pretty". Some guys do. :)
from mehhhh :
"I got left a message in my notes, telling me that I am pretty and that I could find a girl any day. Ironic, when if that's the case, why am I single?" How would you have found a girlfriend if it weren't the case? Sadly, significant others don't just jump out at us. You will find someone, it just takes time (as do most good things in life). Not having found someone yet isn't a reflection on you. And this is a clich�, but when you stop looking is probably when you'll find someone: let yourself live, give yourself something more in life - it has to come from within you.
from rabbet :
um, I just wanted to say ... I dig your diary. I found it and read several back entries and will undoubtedly be back for more!
from kbaa :
forget claire. You're pretty and could get a cuter girl any day.
from weedqueen :
i just found ur diary and was interested to see what you had made and your pics, but i cant see them, so what did you make? rach.xx
from peach-review :
If you haven't received a notice on this, here it is. You have been reviewed. Thanks for requesting and sorry for the delay.
from yawner :
See, they changed the review so my entry doesn't make a whole lot of sense now...
from blackdrops :
We can still give our love to each other and I am still YOUR friend, and you are my best friend. I love you. xx
from winterleaves :
you said you wanted to know about review sites that you hadn't heard of... so, loudreviews.diaryland.com
from blackdrops :
I am cold, *shivers* I just wanted to say hey :D
from blackdrops :
Boo! Duh nanananan duh duh PRAT MAN!! Hello fellow super hero :D
from jaderulez :
IYA!!!!!
from clare-bear :
Ugga bugga to u too! :o) Hope you're ok :o) *hugz*
from paintedkiss :
i really like your style...im coming back for more ;)
from blue--star :
"Okay, let me just give you a hint.. it's not a good way to start off a review by not following the rules, and then getting an attitude when I asked you to do so because you think that all review sites have the same rules. That may be the case, but you know what? You are submitting to my site to get reviewed. I could choose not to review you and after all I went through for you to get put one word in your request, it doesn't seem too hard." Okay, what a twat! God knows what she'd think of my (non-existent) diary!
from blue--star :
I just read your entry about breaking up. It was so sad to read, I'm really sorry that it's over for you and Claire. :(
from pireviews :
Hey this is Paula from PI Reviews, just wanted to thank you for filling out the survey. Sorry I wasn't "more harsh," but that's hard to do when you've got such a great diary - I had nothing to be harsh about! But thanks for filling it out, it really helps us make our site better.
from cheerbaby12 :
This is review-world.. I understand that you may think that all rules are the same, but none-the-less, in our rules it says things that the reviewee are required to know and do. Please read the rules if you wish to get a review. until then, your name will not be on the pending list.
from cheerbaby12 :
Hi! Review-world would love to review your diary but we cannot review you until ya please read the rules! Thanks and please resubmit!
from bop-reviews :
Your layout is cool and maybe I'm blind, but I don't see our link. Hint please. Thanks.
from blue--star :
wow - the webcam - cool!
from winterleaves :
err... i meant IT might be understandable...
from winterleaves :
well, if your mom isn't really clear on what your relationships are like right now, she might be understandable for her to be a little mixed up... i mean, didn't you used to do stuff with natalie?
from jaderulez :
i just came on diaryland after not for ages n i sor u had me in ur faverites! cheers m8 and ur a feller scally like me so nice one. i upsdated so read it if yer want. big up! jade xxx i will add u to my faverites too by the way.
from blue--star :
The new layout is AMAZING! I love the way the spider legs kind of stick out over the text. I'm working on the HTML for my diary, but it frustrates me so much when it won't go how I want it to go. Oh well, I'll keep trying........
from circusfreak :
well, it IS me. im really not that scary, it's the photo. i assure you. thanks for adding me and for the review.
from urban-faerie :
Like the new layout, I dunno owt about layers and making it look the same in different resolutions but I just thought I'd tell you that it looks good. :)
from daisybell :
Sometimes in life you have to do things you don't want to do in order that you can do what you do want to do.
from teekessel :
hi neil, i haven't said hi in a while, so HI. I liked the opening credits in Panic room too, i wonder how they did that! haha, it was the best part of the movie...lol no sorry. you're lucky you are able to buy fruit pastilles, because I LOVE fruit pastilles, but I can't buy them here =((((( - ann - -
from blue--star :
I love your diary, I could read it for hours. When I first found Diaryland (about a year ago, I'm not sure) yours was one of the first diaries are read and I read it for ages. I remember in particular an entry about you giving your playstation away. Then I tried linking to you, but I spelt it whereifall. No wonder I couldn't find your diary again. Until last week, when I found it by chance on someone else's profile. Hey I'm rambling now. Well, I haven't even started my new diary yet, my mind is completely blank but I will be coming back to yours for sure.
from withopeneyes :
Your diary is cool along with your layout. You write fun too. Keep being you!
from missym :
;)
from palladium :
K-Pax = GOOD
from wingdangel :
I love you baby. I am worried about you, please don't hurt yourself.
from winterleaves :
Hey Neil... just because a movie won a lot of Oscars doesn't mean it's good :/ I didn't like it that much... I guess it was okay. I think you'll like it.
from missym :
just want to let you know that i was thinking of you...... try to keep your head up...... i know how you feel depression comes and goes with me too.... remember you have a girlfriend that loves you......... and friends that care..... good luck... i know you will get over this soon.... and remember keep smiling... =)
from offence :
Oh my GOD! Your drawing is gorgeous! There's no way you can fail, man!
from wingdangel :
Good luck baby!!!! Be delirious!!!! You will do great! I love you thousands and millions! Oo they are little sweet things that go on cakes and stuff right? Yummmmmmmy. Hehe. *mwah* and *huggles* and you got a nice bum, hehe. *sex*
from teekessel :
Good luck Neil! AND YOU ARE NOT GOING TO FAIL SILLY BOY!! You're going to get 100%, or something like that.
from offence :
Good luck for your art exam.
from wingdangel :
I love you and miss you loadses!
from wingdangel :
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
from teekessel :
ello! Thanks for telling me what you think of my layout..lol...even though you told me that you hate it! WAAHH BAD BOY!! hehe. nah. Its a bit cluttered, I'm gonna redesign it..erm...later. thats all. I can't wait to see your new design hehehe so go and do it.
from miscellaneo :
zabba doo you need a chatbox for me to graffitize. your layout makes me giggle thumbs up!
from missym :
that is it... that was pathetic.... i know you can do better than that =)
from missym :
hey what is going on..... just wanted to say hi... are you to stuck up now.. not even going to leave me a note.... j/k sont be a stranger... hey remember keep smiling..
from rudereviews :
Dude. You've like, totally been rudely reviewed. -C & M
from enchanted17 :
Wow, this is awesome. That interactive bed room was way too cool. Good job! :)
from missym :
what is going on... sorry i have not written you in a while.. i have been so busy.. i am going to be moving into my own place tomorrow... =).... i am soo happy for you... i knew some one would come around for you....... i just knew it... you are an awsome guy and claire seems like a very sweet chick...... =) good luck to you both... and just remember.. time apart makes the heart grow fonder..... the distance will not pull you apart unless you let it... and i think the distance will only make you 2 stronger... comunication in the keep to a strong relationship.... just remember keep smiling..... =)
from silent-dave :
Hi, I'm just leaving you a note because i can. Buh bye.
from jamieez :
I dont know you but i know your girlfriend you told me to stay away lol i was joking about that hehe...Just read your diary go for it...Its so damn sweet you both are so inlove!! Im going to add you to my favs :p
from wingdangel :
I am so sorry for all the kisses that made the page go funny. Anyway I really miss you and just want to be with you.
from wingdangel :
I not feeling very will today :( my friends are in a mood with me because I am not at school too. Speak to you later. I love you loads. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from missym :
i am so excited for you... ;)
from wingdangel :
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
from wingdangel :
I miss you! My heart keeps beating fast and I can't stop thinking about you. I can't wait to kiss and huggle you. You are very, very special to me and I am definitely not going to let you slip through my fingers easily. We are going to get old and wrinkly together. heeh.
from wingdangel :
Hey Neil. My mum said YES about Sunday. I will talk to you about it on msn. I read your lastest entry, you are a pervert!!! Not that I mind much. Anyway, I am at school, and not really allowed on this, so I speak to you later! Much love and huggles, Claire xx
from hunnibunni :
Heya,my names Helen & Im Claire's friend!!I read your diary..sometimes!We're in RE & bored.Claire says "hi"!!I think you're a pervert!! Hehehe not really!! :-) Take care,Helenxxxx
from missym :
hey, babe i am so sorry you have not been feeling well.... i hope you get better soon.. i am fighting off some thing nasty too..... i just wanted to let you know that i am thinking of you..... hey, remember keep smiling =)
from wingdangel :
hey my love, hehe. I'm bored, and still waiting for you. it is 8:21 exactly, well add 40 seconds away and it would be exact. Ok, it is 8:22 now. aren't I such an angel? I am waiting here for you, and you may not even come back online. Well I hope you will, but you might not because you might get trapped in the toilet because your arse got stuck in it when you went for a poo. That happens you know. It happened to me once, well actually it didn't, but it could have done. Get your lovely bum back online, I am very bored. Hmmm, I hope I am not scaring you, do you think I am weird? I very much like your jigsaw globe, I like your un-made bed better ;) heeh. You sexy beast, you!
from teekessel :
Hi, I just added 'the guy' to my msn list :) so I guess I'll talk to him later.
from eternalcalm :
Neil, I just wanted to say, in response to your note at Naked Reviews, that I was not generous with your score, but honest. Your diary is one of the best that I have read so far. Most of the people on my personal reads lists are either personal in real life friends of mine, or my fellow reviewers - you made it onto my list and I have no idea who you are :) You are a wonderful diarist and I hope that you continue to keep up the good work. Drop me a line sometime. xoxo, Christine
from missym :
hey keep your chip up....... when things like that happen it does hurt.. every time.... i know... it has happened to me...... if you need anything.. some one to "talk" to you know how to reach me..... i will listen as long as you keep talking..... hey remember.. keep smiling.... =)
from teekessel :
Hiya! Thanx for telling me that my background doesn't work for 1024x768 I think I've fixed that now. If it still doesn't work then let me know and I'll do something about it ;) ~Ann
from mechanica :
I've read soooo many of your entries today. :) I signed your guestbook and your notes. Don't you feel special :) I added you to my faves. Take care.
from drama-chica :
Pretty Cool Diary. Really interesting....Yeah... I dont know you but your member name caught my attention...as for the titles on your diaries. You could learn more about me at drama-chica.diaryland.com By the way..the name's Melissa.......
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from missym :
hey, I hope things go well with you and kristy... she seems to be a cute chick...... good luck to you....
from missym :
I don't care if you think you are ugly........ I think that you are cute and that is all that matters.... hehe...... @-->-----
from missym :
i am glad to see that things are going a bit better for you....... by the way..... i love the pics..... you are cute =)
from missym :
hey what is going on.. I hope every thing is going ok... I have not heard back from you yet..... hope to hear from you soon......

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