messages to whitepills:
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| from gbtommy : |
| actually.. that would be pretty sweet! Next time I see ya i'll have to borrow it :D |
| from srllaves : |
| I don't know what to tell you about the Countdown on my page. Just make sure you have the newest version of flash. It seems to work on all computers I've tried it on -- PC and Mac. Or maybe it's user error. Ha! |
| from heartracer : |
| it was an accident... so there's not much to read. things are weird. i miss you and wish we could talk. how are things anyway? |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I'm loving the As Good As It Gets line. Lovin' it! |
| from chadmuska : |
| I wish I lived closer to you cause you seem amazing. and exciting. and like you need a hug. |
| from heartracer : |
| you updated and it's good to see your name in red. we should talk sometime... |
| from gbtommy : |
| The reason people come to you for advice is simply because you are an approachable person, people see you as a person who has a lot of life experience. I know thats why I do. But anyway, you know what Doc Ock always says, "Love should never be a secret. If you keep something as complicated as love stored up inside, it could make you sick." |
| from gbtommy : |
| Well no one uses it anymore so i didn't think it was a big deal. Its for me now... just to get crazy ass thoughts out. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| that was really lame. |
| from sunangel- : |
| Nice update. ;) |
| from blonde32810 : |
| Hey..... my email is [email protected] or u can reply by the gb on my page. I actually enjoy the hate mail from the conservatives, lol. It gives me a good laugh at their ignorance. If you reply to that email, I will send you my super duper, double secret email address... looking forward to hearing from ya... |
| from chadmuska : |
| http://profiles.myspace.com/users/45527 |
| from blonde32810 : |
| Yea, I share your disappointment of d-land as well.... it seems to have gone way downhill in the past year or so. Nevertheless, just wanted to say... I am one of your gay "fans"... not stalkerish but admiring from afar lol. You seem really cool and I have been reading u for awhile but never really said hey before. By the way, Jr and the Reds will have a wildcard team this year... |
| from chadmuska : |
| i like that your description of me is "enjoi panda poo" |
| from chadmuska : |
| whenever i poop at work i think of your diary. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| im glad to see that jeska agrees with me. and that im not the only one leaving you notes. :D but after reading your last entry, i just want to give you a hug. not out of sympathy, not because im worried about you, but more like i guess an apology hug. and i know you've heard a lot of apologies come out of my mouth. but i feel like i have a really big part in whats goin on in your life. well, not necessarily your life now, but how you feel about life now. i know some of the conversations we have had, and now that im reading your diary again, you're right, i did change something about you. and not in the good justin positive way. you've lost hope. hope in a lot of things. find that hope again. you aren't meant to by that cynical asshole who comes to hate everything in life. you are the one who likes sittin outside on a blanket reading a book in the sun... or taking a walk in the park, or throwing a frisbee to smokey. don't lose that in you. i know its still there, but i feel if you keep losing your hope, you wont be the same justin everyone has come to know and love. sorry its so sappy. but its honest. |
| from zeporah : |
| First of all, can I get a hell yes for Frisbee's note? She nailed it. One word, COMPROMISE. Dude, you're one of THE most loving people I know. And it really kills me to be reading this stuff you're ACTUALLY thinking. I think you've just got to find an outlet for you're anger, frustration, and over sense of BLEH. If I read some more crazy thoughts like this, I might have to slap some sense into that pretty lil' face of yours. For real, tho. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ok another comment... thats what you get for two posts in one night. but, it all deals with selfish-ness. your selfish for wanting to make someone change for you. but you are also selfish for not wanting to change a part of you to be with someone. its a lose lose situation. and to be honest. if the one person who we all know can love someone and everyone unconditionally... stops believing in love... then what do the rest of us who have a hard time even loving believe in? you type of people are the ones who give us hope, and make us believe in something. with out your beliefs, we have a hard time believing ourselves. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i understand what you mean from the entry with the high fidelity quote. it does make all that more sense. but i think its kinda deeper than that. she doesnt want to feel that pain anymore, yes... so she wants something that will make her feel good. burning yourself or cutting yourself to make the hurt go away is kinda hipocritcal. you cant put out a fire with more fire. thats just what you are doing. make sense? |
| from frisbee01 : |
| that entry was from when i was writing the emails to you. so you know my whole spcheil. its gotten better. maybe cause i havent had a chance to think about it. but this month is gonna be stressful. too much crap. i have my first accounting exam this thurs. blech. |
| from gbtommy : |
| I wish I could offer you some words of encouragement. Think of it this way, in 5 years is any of this going to matter? Well yeah maybe to some extent, If you're happy with UOP you should say there, if you're not... you need to figure something out. The whole drama thing over at the House of J&L will figure itself out on its own, I'm kinda glad Suzy showed up before all of that because I really wouldnt want to be caught in that myself. But if you ever need anything buddy, I'm still here and will continue to be so. |
| from leonmcphelps : |
| The university of Phoenix is a real college you dildo. How dare you insult "The Leon" like that. Also, don't buy a new car unless it's going to get you a BJ, and if you see a little philly that catches your eye go for it. That's what I would do if I were an entirely different person. |
| from patrollerbob : |
| Hello buddy of buddies. How'er things goin?, they sound a bit rough down there, Im actaully kind of glad I'm am away from all of that crazy noise. You and Jeffery and Markus need to come up here for a weekend and get away I'll treat ya all real nice like. But, I was wondering you don't still have that video of Mark being desimated by a wiffle ball bat? I'v been in a down mood for about the past 3 days and need some cheerin' up. Do you think there is any way you could email that to me?, I would let you could I'd let you sodomize me for a whole 30 seconds. If not thats cool. Ill tty on Sat bud. |
| from sunangel- : |
| Hey hun. Sorry things haven't been going so well. I have had a really shity couple of weeks. Everything seems to be going to hell, but it sounds like you had a bit rougher time. I would have let you borrow my snow pants but all my stuff is up in Michigan. I can't wait to go back up there and snowboard... I think I'm taking a couple days off in February to go up and visit my Grandparents and get some boarding in. I need a new board though. I wiped out and snapped my binding last time. Not fun! I am in desperate (sp?) need of a vacation... I think you are too!!! We so need to hang out sometime. And you know what Justin, you really are an awesome guy. So don't be so hard on yourself. I hope you have a great weekend. Keep your chin up. Things have to get better. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I'm making it through! I am going to make him a collage (sp?) & have some things in mind to make him smile when he gets home. I love him! I hope there are MANY more memories to come with you and everyone else! :o) |
| from neetocheeto : |
| Yes...please go boxing with Leon. I really like the way you write your feelings. I wish I wouldve known sooner and I would have bought you a plane ticket to Oklahoma because the insurance company was taking my car away so me and a few friends went crazy and started bashing it with sledgehammers...IT WAS AWESOME. maybe if you get someone to royally total your car...in every sense of the word "total" you can take all your frustration out. Sorry to make light of the situation. Thats just the way I handle things. I used the 3rd paragraph of your entry in my entry, nut I gave you the credit for writing it...i hope you dont mind. Anywho I'll pray for you, I know it will work |
| from frisbee01 : |
| yea... you should go boxing with leon. something. |
| from leonmcphelps : |
| Well I won't be there for you but you can certainly relieve your frustrations on me. And we can go boxing afterward. |
| from heartracer : |
| happy new year. ///// obviously, there's a lot of stuff going on. i'm a bit worried about you. i hope it gets better. i would say you could talk to me if you so needed but it seems like private stuff. i was going to try anyway, just because i'm a bit worried as i said, but you're not on aim. so. yup. i'm gonna go now. hope you're okay. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you doin ok??? you know if you need to get anything off your chest, you can call. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| maybe people shouldnt leave phone numbers in notes, thats how they get stalkers. Ha. Anyway I have felt like that just recently really, I find the best way to solve it is to let it solve itself, you cant change time or weather or the past, all you can do is hope for the best and occupy yourself with other things, every ending is a new beggining. |
| from chadmuska : |
| 763-566-7777 ask for Erin or 612-803-8548 is my cell. i'll listen if you ever need it. |
| from sunangel- : |
| I'm here for you too, Justin! |
| from sunangel- : |
| Thanks. You should give me a call sometime so I can hang out with you guys at a non HQAX event! |
| from gbtommy : |
| whats wrong buddy? I'll be there for ya! |
| from sunangel- : |
| Merry Christmas Jusin!!! Love ya!!! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i actually think i was drunk when i wrote that last note. but your last note did this.... :*) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i love change.... and hate change. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you are such a dork. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| that wasnt meant to be a gut punch. and you've known that whenever dad has had the opportunity to get a new job in ohio, that i've wanted him to take it. im sorry i dont have the balls. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| grrr! you didnt update your gold membership, so the note i just left you got erased. anyway, what i said was that i had to sneak one in. i couldnt help myself. i've just been soo curious the past week or so. i noticed that you finally made it out to cheree's and mike's. thats awesome. im glad to hear that you had an awesome time. and what i take from your christmas tree, i'd make you an ornament for it, but i dont feel its appropriate. may sound stupid, but its how i feel. anyway, i'm gettin ready to put your package together, and hopefully i can get my lazy butt out to the post office tomorrow. i hope your christmas and new years is magnificent. merry christmas justin james. |
| from heartracer : |
| i have to write letters at the computer screen to keep close to the people i love, my important people scattered everywhere. just to tell them about the weather and the good things and the bad things and that i'm breathing and things like i'm finally gonna see a friend of two years in the flesh. so tonight when i did that... you had people in south africa, england and new zealand think of you. just sayin. see you two days! |
| from sunangel- : |
| You are so totally not a jerkface. I heard you guys talking about it but I didn't want to be rude and invite myself. I don't think I will be home for New Years. I am going to Akron with a friend and I think I will still be up there, but I don't know yet. Thank you for the invite though. If you were a jerkface you wouldn't have invited me. ;) |
| from sunangel- : |
| Glad you are enjoying the holidays. It sounded like you guys had a lot of fun at your Thanksgiving party. And you cooked!!! Nice job. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| yea... the past week has been hard on me. i dunno why, but i just want to look into what you have written and so forth. but based on some conversations with la, i know that i either wouldnt be happy if i read them or be upset. i dunno. so i've kept away from it. the only thing is that i looked at your myspace profile yesterday. but i did it b/c i thought i saw a pic of the back of your head on daytonbands.com, and wondered if you had changed your hair. but. um. well, from the notes that you have written to me, sounds like you are doing well. im glad to hear that. and like i've told you, i havent read anything, so i hope that your thanksgiving and such was awesome. and im gonna quit rambling now. cause i dont know what else to say. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| btw, im just curious. was the "have a good night" b/c i went to that formal? how'd you know? readin my diaries again?? or just checkin my aim away messages? like i said, just curious. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| my one and only very easy final is friday dec 17th. i dunno when i'll go home, but no later than that monday. so. i hope that helps. :D |
| from neetocheeto : |
| YES totally changed!! He smokes and drinks and does all kinds of stuff he never did before and he cusses like a sailor and he doesnt even hang out with his friends anymore, I thought maybe that was because we have the same friends, I feel bad kinda, we weren't in a SERIOUS relationship its crazy, I didnt change! I couldn't care less actually! Also I'm the one that should be mad at him and "changing" HE MADE OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND!!!!! I think it's ridiculous! Thanks for the input :) |
| from neetocheeto : |
| Haven't talked to you in a while so I thought I would see what was up. Me and that guy I asked your advice about...broke up?? I guess you would say. He now changed his look. MAJORLY!!! Think...Josh Hartnett to Tom DeLonge from Blink 182. I was wondering if you think that I could've maybe caused this, not trying to sound like I have something to do with everything but you get what Im saying right?? COuld a "breakup" have this effect on someone? what do you think? |
| from cinemaphile : |
| ahhh... quintuple post. |
| from gbtommy : |
| You're screwed buddy. I already have a date.. oh wait.. no i don't. SHIT. Well ok then. |
| from heartracer : |
| oh. wow. you know, just today i was talking to mike about christmas. telling him how i miss that feeling christmas gave me when i was a kid... that getting so excited you think you're gonna burst and your family feeling huge and that magic coziness. i, like you, have had the holidays transformed year by year what with people splitting up, people moving away, death and just... time, i guess. and as i went on explaining to him about that giddniess i so miss, i told him about how you are... about how i admire and envy how excited you get and just... i don't know... i miss some stuff and since i've known you, you've been my example of someone who still feels that magic. i bet none of this makes sense. it was just odd to me that i was talking about your christmas spirit today and then reading the entry you wrote tonight. and i understood everything you said so well, it struck such a chord. i miss big long holidays in the whole big loud family scene, and this year is going to be drastic. but you know. oh well. but in any case, you will make great memories and with how excited you get about the holidays... anyone would be lucky to spend time with you. we're certainly very very excited to see you!!!! we also decided that if we scrape enough money together to actually BUY a tree, we're gonna have you help us put it up and decorate it! that idea made me so happy and i thought you might feel the same... friends till the end. goodnight justin. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| any advice is better than no advice at all thanks |
| from neetocheeto : |
| I wanted to write you real quick and tell you that I read your diary entry ab there being a girl who likes you and thought I'd say that it's all right to sound like a "typical guy" after a long relationship you deserve it. and also I need advice. A long time ago one of my best friends made out with my "boyfriend" I really dont know what to call him. (if you want to read about it it's in my diary under heartbroken) anywho ya so I forgave them both really easily bc I just dont believe in losing friendship over a guy. Anywho me and him started talking again but I think they made out again on Saturday but I cant be sure bc I was kinda drunk. Im not sure how to handle the situation because I really like both of them a lot and my friend really means a lot to me. But I'm just wondering why she would do this twice? I just am really confused and wondered if you could maybe give me some advice...anything you have Im willing to listen. |
| from gbtommy : |
| I know who you're talking about, so I know exactly what to do! Send her my way. I'd date her in a heart beat :-P |
| from elliorange : |
| You think Leon talks it up hardcore in my notes. You should hear how good he cums on the phone. Oh my. |
| from elliorange : |
| Oh yeah. Added you hardcore. I'm readin' you now, baby. |
| from bobbiedylan : |
| i love that book. and movie, i guess... |
| from heartracer : |
| i read that whole thing and heard it in my head in the voice of jonny lee miller. weird sometimes how stuff like that sticks. trainspotting. scary movie. anyway, just sayin hi. |
| from elliorange : |
| You're fun! Happy Birthday Justin's diary! |
| from leonmcphelps : |
| Actually that is called a "Leon". Where the speaker pretends to make a mistake only showing him for his intellectual side because he knows the reader will get angry and pick the message apart for gramatical mistakes. Sort of like when a person pastes a naked photo of one person onto another photo of someone hated by said person, someone like Fabio perhaps. Basically I ment to do it fuckface. (It took me forever to find that typed out, I had to combine Fuck and Face) |
| from leonmcphelps : |
| Your a bitch. |
| from elliorange : |
| You seem to have a good heart. It's quite wonderful. I like. |
| from heartracer : |
| thanks about the emotional vomit. (heh). damn the hard times. but such is life. i'm here to wish you a good weekend! see you in december maybe hopefully! big smiles. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| That is awesome...msot people would like put me down about the way I believe so that is really cool, I think even if I didnt believe in God I would still like to live the way I do. I mean just bc you dont follow the bandwagon doesnt make you a bad person, the nicest person I know is a wiccan...wow thats kinda strange. anywho your friend wrote me a note that used the word believe a lot and it really confused me...I sometimes just say things from out of nowhere...sorry |
| from bobbiedylan : |
| i like the latest entry. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| I said in my previous not I was going to read you a note and I meant to say write...thats funny |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I feel the EXACT same way. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| I just read your newset entry, I guess in a way what you were saying made a lot of sense. I have always considered myself really religious and I just thought you would like my point of view. I think that once you think about it, it may be hard to believe but that's why they call it faith, there's all this stuff your supposed to be scared of bc of the eternal hellfire, but really it's not about being scared...God isn't trying to scare us. All the time people aske me "Brittany, what if you spent your whole life believing in all this stuff and you missed out on all this fun stuff you could have done! What if it's not even true" and I say you speak the truth but also what if it is? and hey even if it's not it's not like I'll know I mean I'll be dead right? and even so why is that bad...that I lived my life in a way that I thought would be pleasing to "God" and it was pleasing to a whole bunch of others Im not trying to argue with you I just thought you'd like to know another point of view...you know whats crazy?? I was going to read you a note and ask you where you stood religiously, but I thought you might be offended. I have a question though, in your entry you said "I want to believe in Jesus..." why can't you? I mena, it couldnt hurt right? |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I will be there, I don't miss. I said I liked your entry because I liked it, and I usually do like your entries (I don't read EVERY word though if you say you are just gonna ramble, but I do skim it). |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I actually really liked that entry. Great work. |
| from chadmuska : |
| want to go to canada with me? sorry you have to live in ohio, you are the new florida. sucka |
| from neetocheeto : |
| O MAN that is a hoot and a half I wish I could meet him he's the type of guy I wish I could be friends with! Did you ever order those chicken patties? |
| from neetocheeto : |
| I cannot believe you have heard of him nobody I ever talk to has before that is freakin awesome he's hilarious |
| from neetocheeto : |
| You need to check out my profile it's pretty hilarious if I do say so myself. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| good im glad it made sense. ya the rambling thing sometimes sneaks up on me to. and ya I do feel some of your pain. Even though I'm pretty young I still feel like that. It wasnt very long ago either but thats one cool thing about being young:It doesnt take you long to get over things like that because your realationships more than likley arent going to lead to marriage or anyhting...see now Im rambling anywho thanks for the input on my entry. You're right. |
| from bobbiedylan : |
| sorry about the girl. |
| from sunangel- : |
| :) to you too. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| wow...I never thought I'd come upon an entry besides my own that would make me tear up. But once again you have proved me wrong. The way you write about what your feeliong and the way you have changed is awesome. and just like being with her made you a better man...it looks like you're becoming a really great man without her. I just thought you'd like to know that some ppl really do care about what you have to say even though they dont know you. I dont know you but the way you write about things somehow makes me feel like I do...does that make sense?? oh well it makes sense to me |
| from sunangel- : |
| Congratulations Justin. I'm not sure on what, but I felt like I had to say it. I'm proud of you, honestly. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| I'm glad it was fun that means I still have my beliefs. I didnt think it would remedy the situation if it had I wouldve suggested it to the american Cancer Society and then i would have been a millionaire but knowing my luck they probably would have screwed me over and gave all the money to Mraz...damn that Jason and all his talent :) |
| from neetocheeto : |
| p.s. do what I do and listen to "The Remedy" by jason Mraz if it doesnt make you feel better then everything I've ever believed in is a lie!! :) |
| from neetocheeto : |
| Hey I'm really not sure whats going on in your life or anything but I just want to let you know that you seem like one of the coolest people in the world and it sux that you are hurt because cool ppl just dont deserve to feel that way but things could always be worse than they are no matter how bad it is and Im always here if you ever need to vent I hope you dont think Im being psycho but your entry just really made me sad so sorry if you thik nim wierd anywho I hope you have an awesome day and life ~Brittany!~ |
| from sunangel- : |
| I know sometimes when you're upset about something, it doesn't matter what anyone else has to say cause it can't make everything go away. But I'm going to say what I was thinking anyway. I'm apologizing now if this gets long... Justin, you REALLY are an amazing guy. I don�t know what it is about you, but there�s just something about you. I�ve only been around you a few times and I�ve never actually really talked to you, but from what I know so far I think it�s safe to say that you�re a great guy. That�s just the vibe I get from you. Right now things might seem like they�re not going to be looking up for a while, but things will change. You just gotta keep being who you are. I know after Erik and I broke up I spent so many nights laying in bed thinking about anything and everything, and then in the morning I�d wonder if it would be worth it to even try. I�d be so mad at him and I�d totally hate him, but then I�d miss all the good times. Actually, I just heard our song on an old CD I had and it was still kinda hard to listen to. But I know that since it didn�t work with him, there has to be someone out there. I still sometimes don�t feel like it�s possible, but I also know there�s someone better for me. And that�s why I get up every morning. And it just takes time. I don�t expect to wake up one morning and everything be perfect, and I know you don�t either. Yeah it sucks and it would be so much better if that was how it works, but unfortunately that�s not how it goes. You�ve got so many friends who love you and are there for you. Things will get better. I promise. And promises are a big thing to me. You know I love ya. And so do a lot of other people. Hang in there. Keep smiling. Things will be okay. |
| from heartracer : |
| p/s. email = [email protected] |
| from heartracer : |
| hi you. well, we were certainly happy that the message made you smile! every one counts, right. and good stuff... a possible december sighting! we must talk more soon. how are you doing? i've been keeping up with your diary, checking in on you even if i haven't had the time to actually leave a message... a lot of times i just feel helpless because i wish you were not moving through such tough times. i can't help feeling that way because you're my friend so it's just natural. BUT, one thing which i think is very positive is that from what i can tell you're spitting out the emotions honestly, you're being very frank. not only do i respect you for that but i also think it's a better, stronger way of dealing with shit. i know how for the msot part in my life, when things got so fucking bad... i wouldn't deal with it honestly, lots of denial and cheap shots at trying to "fix" things with things that only made it worse. pretending things were different to how they were, pretending i didn't feel the way i did or pretending i believed things that i knew were wrong/untrue. pretense. it's fucking unhealthy. and it always served to get me into tangles that came at a high price. i don't really know why i'm saying all this but ummm... i guess i just want to assure you that you're doing the best possible thing for yourself by feeling everything you feel if it's what you feel. i hope that makes sense to you because i understand it perfectly. and i know you have lots of friends who love you and think you're awesome so saying this is nothing new but... don't ever be afraid to say things. i'm not in your shoes but i understand a lot of the things you're writing about. just one more reminder that friends are there through thick and thin. you take care and have a good sunday... maybe you'll see someone walk into a door... that'd be funny. |
| from chadmuska : |
| i'm wide awake at 8:49, wide awake. my cat is screaming at me for attention and she just tried to eat my hair. eat my hair! it's too early for that. be good justin. |
| from sunangel- : |
| You go Justin! :) |
| from heartracer : |
| the last email i got from you was back in south africa, i replied to that and started to think you hated me as i never heard from you... then i got a note from you when i arrived over here saying i should write you soon as possible. so i knew you didn't hate me! i'm just kidding about that... hoping that you'll roll your eyes at me and crack a smile at my silliness. but anyway, i figured you'd just been busy with life and all that. i sent you an email once we had the computer set up here at home, and i'm not sure when that was but the next time i heard from you was when you left me a note. so nope, i haven't any emails from you. it could be in part because my last email address went bust and mail wasn't being received properly. but in ANY case, don't worry about it either way. i understand how things are and the last i want is you worrying about whether or not you emailed me, okay! there's nothing to forgive. i just want you to know i'm thinking of you. and if you want to talk or whatever, i'm here for you. you know i've always been on your team :) after reading your post from last night and how you didn't want words of sympathy, just your friends helping, making you smile and whatnot... i got what i thought at the time to be a brilliant idea. michael and i don't have money to spend at all right now and the car will not carry us any big distance. but, i was going to invite you to come spend a night here. i'd cook us dinner, we could just talk or rent your favorite movie or something... just be three dorks. then my bright idea started to dim when i realized you'd have to drive for three hours to get here and because we have two seats and no couch, you'd hate us for not having somewhere for you to sleep. i was really excited till i realized it sounded stupid. but mike says (as i'm typing this) to tell you if you have a sleeping bag, we're all set! and though there's no real sights... we have a cat as big as a dog whose something to see! but anyway, we just wanted you to know we're thinking of you. don't forget, friends till the end! |
| from sunangel- : |
| Honestly, I will listen if you want to talk. Even if you just want to bitch and complain, I don't care. I know sometimes it makes me feel better to just...bitch about everything. I know not all guys do the whole "talking" thing. But if you're not like that then well, I'm here. Don't ever hesitate. |
| from sunangel- : |
| Anytime. :) |
| from coryrudolf : |
| That last post didn't really make sense, but I found it really sad. |
| from heartracer : |
| awesome. i respect you lots for everything you said and i think in deciding how you feel about things and changing what you wish to, you are giving yourself the best you deserve. i'm proud of you, if i'm allowed to say that. and you have my 100% support. always. |
| from sunangel- : |
| If it helps, I thought you were a pretty awesome guys already, but then again I guess I don't REALLY know you (I don't mean that to sound like a diss). Regardless, I still think you're awesome. And there's nothing wrong with wanting to change. I sure as hell am always trying to change. The fact that you've already thought about what you want to be different is a pretty good sign. That is, unless your lazyness takes over and keeps you from getting things done. ;) Just kidding. But anyway. I don't know if there is any way I could help, but I'm always here if someone needs it. Everyone seems to come to me so I must be doing something right. Hope everything works out the way you want it to. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Yep, my gifts do tend to run about 3 months late... guess that never changes. Although I suppose that gift was really mom's gift, so SHE was late... therefore it must be hereditary... Anyways, thanks. I love you. |
| from gbtommy : |
| that picture is going to be on a bus (without the illustration looking-ness) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ok, i was just gonna write a note about what you just wrote to me, but i got completely distracted and we'll get to that. but why do you have me as "everybody was kung-fu fighting!" you do realize that i will now have that song stuck in my head for a very long time. and when i see you tomorrow, i'm goin to sing it over and over again, so that you feel my agony of crappy 70's dance music. muhahahaha!!! ok, so back to my thing i was goin to say. um, maybe if you punch me in the throat, it will loosen all that crap that is in there, and i'll be able to talk normal. so, um lets hope that i get the man voice, and then i can say gross erotic things to you b/c im so hot but sound sooo manly. and then you'll fix my congestion! then we can have sex. yay! everyone wins! (ok im done) |
| from heartracer : |
| justin! awww, your note just put such a good smile on my face!! so nice to hear from you, and the nice things you say mean so much. it is great to know i'm that close to the friend who was always one of my best. thanks for making me think of it again. i did send you an email last week so you owe me one... let me know how things are with you. :) stay in touch! love, heartracer |
| from radioflyer- : |
| Hey. Yeah I go to OU now so I'm not really around. I am back this weekend though. So, unless Lindsay calls me up and asks me to come along I probably wont be around this weekend, but I'm sure she'll take me to see HQAX or something eventually. Probably when I get off for break. Who knows. Later. |
| from radioflyer- : |
| Hey. I hear you've met my good friend Lindsay/sunangel. That's awesome. She's totally obsessed with HQAX. Later. |
| from sunangel- : |
| I went back and totally cleared out the form to lock your diary, so I'm gonna guess it should work. I haven't had to use my password to get in it anymore, so I figured it was unlocked since I cleared the passwords out of the form like, a month ago. But whatever. If it still doesn't work, let me know. And thanks for watching out for me tonight. I know you meant well. |
| from neetocheeto : |
| Okay mashed potatoes...good...condiments OF ANY TYPE...bad I hate condiments everything should be plain or chese only because cheese makes the world go round. But when you are mexican cheese is like the main food group. Sounds like you and this coryrudolf kid are having an interestin disagreement. And ya Emporers New Groove #1 then Home on The Range |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I know I say many controversial things, but I do not do sick things to people or hurt them physically unless they ask for it. Sure, maybe I shouldn't have pushed Mark, but I don't regret it. It is pretty sickening to have balls shoved in your face. I told him off the first time, that was a warning. I don't usually give second warning to anyone, that's just me. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| If you don't remember, he tried sticking his balls in my face twice. The first time I yelled at him and told him I didn't want his balls in my face, and the second time I pushed him. I still think he deserved it. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| Was that about me? |
| from neetocheeto : |
| Your welcome it's amazing how excited you get over chicken patties. I love how with some people, something so simple can make them happy, I liked the chicken patties to but I alway hated it when ppl would put mustard or ketchup on them. I HATED THAT it ruined the taste. Oh and also I noticed you liked The Emporer's New Groove. That is th funniest cartoon movie...ever anyway ttyl |
| from neetocheeto : |
| that is cool. Your diary is really funny and just for the record those wonderful chicken patties are delivered to Elementary schools all over Oklahoma by a food company called SYSCO Im not really sure if this company is all across America or just Oklahoma on account of the only other states Ive been to are Texas and Missouri but anywya thats where we get our chicken patties. I think Tyson and Swanson might make them to |
| from neetocheeto : |
| wow ya r definiteley da coolest! where r u from how old ae you |
| from blindsorrow : |
| I used to live in southern ohio in hamilton. i know live in northren ky. |
| from brilleetoile : |
| I'll take your word for it. I'm sure you know him better than I do... considering I don't really know him at all. Thanks for the warning though ;) --Brittany-- |
| from frisbee01 : |
| entertain me my dear with a diary entry. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I am sure I won't understand women COMPLETELY, but I still want to come as close as possible. From reading my diary, doesn't it sound like what I said. She likes me, but she is afraid or something? JK Rowling is planning on making an 8th Harry Potter book that has deleted parts from her books. Just thought I would tell you that. |
| from carpet : |
| i dont hate you , infact you are absolutely the coolest most intresting person i have ever read about . keep up the good work - rachel |
| from gbtommy : |
| I hope you enjoy the wrestling stuff today. As for friend help.. yes kind of. It's stupid really, Me just being a big wuss is the problem. I'll explain later. |
| from a20something : |
| Happy Birthday! I hope you have a fabulously wonderful year! Thanks for your encouragement in my situation. Hope all is going well for you! P.S. Don�t forget to sing this song as you celebrate: �Nobody likes you when you�re 23 And you still act like you�re in Freshman year What the hell is wrong with me? My friends say I should act my age What�s my age again?� |
| from chadmuska : |
| 499! so many entires! |
| from coryrudolf : |
| How do you check to see if people searched you? Your stats page? Explain!?!?!?!? |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I prolly won't get a chance to see saved! until it comes out on vidoe because I don't live near any theaters playing it. If you think I am a horrible drunk flirt....you should hear the pickup line I made up while down at Myrtle. I went up to girls and just said "Did you hear about Cory Rudolf?" "No?" "He is the guy that was standing about right here and he was making out with a girl who looked similar to you." Haha |
| from a20something : |
| I love receiving notes so you don�t have to worry about me getting a restraining order against you...yet! All of the pictures that you�ve recently posted look like you�ve been having a lot of fun and I find that marvelous, don�t worry about anyone who looks down on your drunken escapades, they are probably just have a less fun mindset. Some people have the mindset that their job or their car is the most important thing in the world, I myself prefer to think that having a good time is much more important than that. So unless your escapades break a lot of laws or involve you drinking from a flask on your way to work in the morning, party on! Just remember the things in life that are even more important than that, like family. Thanks for reading all of my entries, it really makes me feel special! And you are totally right about doing things for myself. I really thought that being single would give me an opportunity to figure things out about myself. I�ve been doing some of the things on my list, but I really should be doing more. The new boyfriend is getting in the way of me doing some of those things, but I don�t really consider that to be too bad because at least now my heart is no longer broken and I�m happy once more. I just read your last entry and you should know that I would love to listen to whatever you have to say. So write as many notes as you want to or email me whenever you want: [email protected] |
| from needscoffee : |
| From what I looked up, it looks like the show is on OSU North Campus, but you would know better than I would... is it on (or practically on) campus? I'm trying to get OU people to go up, and give them directions that people can understand. |
| from mrs-farrell : |
| you remind me of my childhood |
| from leonmcphelps : |
| Well I hope you feel better, and remember that touching yourself only spreads it. I know it is hard, but stay strong. Hope you enjoy the movie, and I will be gone this weekend so keep it as long as you need. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Is it me, or do you only associate with girls of the same name as each other? Strange. Anyway, I'm back for keeps now. |
| from needscoffee : |
| Thank you. And for the entry about the storm... I empathize. |
| from heartracer : |
| great entry. i'm obsessed with rain and storms and such... the chaos of the weather. it reminded me of before mike got here, when it would rain and i would miss him so much my heart wanted to split... just to share it with him, the weather. it was always mine in my eyes and it was strange how it connected to him, how the magic of it all was something i not only wanted but NEEDED to share with him. it was a million moments of staring in awe at the big show in the sky... and i think it kinda just sinks into your brain, something so big and endless and perfect... is something that breeds thoughts of love. rain always made me want to know something about love, something i couldn't put my finger on... then i met mike and touched the pulse of it. i remember one night, standing in the rain, and it shakes and curls your thinking, you know... and i thought how i'd never have to kiss another boy besides michael... it was one of the happiest moments of my life, i swear. just the other day, sitting in the office, the sky turned dark and it started pouring down... it hasn't changed, rain equals lovesickness and i want him there because he's the only person whose ever understood how i see the weather. yeh ok, i'm writing a novel here but your entry made me think a lot of things i think about. i see wires in everything, the underneath stuff. oh, also, i eplied to your email a couple of days after you sent it, like two weeks ago. it did bounce back at me, it was filtered because i used the word fuck. i found it pretty amusing but then again, i'm just silly. i edited it and tried to resend... i hope it reached you. take care. and sorry for such a long ramble. |
| from needscoffee : |
| So says the (proud) nerdiest of your friends: school good! Fire BAD! |
| from chadmuska : |
| tubring! |
| from needscoffee : |
| Thank you. Also, he loved bowling. I'm assuming that he's bowling right now. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| You are such a sweetie. I hope I can get into the theater program when I try out next year (considering I missed this years audition). I hear they don't accept many people so my chances aren't very good. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| im sad that im missing the move in. and dude.. you are such a dork. but thats why i dont hate you. :D |
| from gbtommy : |
| Also... What did we decide on the furniture? I know we're not going to need a total of 4 recliners ;) and I do have my couch. |
| from gbtommy : |
| If you hear about what apartment # we're moving into, i'll try to just get the cable transferred. I'm going to call tomorrow and get DP&L shut off. Let the fun begin. -Tommy |
| from heartracer : |
| should be there now! i sent it to your "national" address, by the way. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Congrats on what? |
| from heartracer : |
| i tried to send you an email... hotmail is giving me shit. please, let me know when you read this if you've any email from me. take care. x |
| from gbtommy : |
| well duuuuuh |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you are either a really big loser or you fucked up and sent a note to yourself. either way. you suck. ha. |
| from whitepills : |
| Seriously dude, I saw a picture of you on someone's diary. I think you're GORGEOUS! Have you ever thought about modeling? I'm not talking any normal "Abercrombie and fuckhead" modeling. I'm talking about PLAYGIRL! I can make you a star. All you have to do is come on over to my place sometime and show me how bad you want it. And by "it", I think you know I don't mean stardom. Let me know kid. You got somethin' going for you. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you didnt have to tell me that! :D |
| from patrollerbob : |
| Connie britton (gorgeous), Lisa "left eye" Lopez, Suzzane Summers (ounger), Sean Connery, BIll Pullman, Milla Jovovich, Rene Russo |
| from cinemaphile : |
| here's one that must make the list... Nikki "the hottest red head ever" Cox |
| from chadmuska : |
| tell me if you go to 0! i have a few 0 earrings you may like. i'm really considering going to 00 soon. i'm just not sure. i have this one pair of double flared plugs i love that are 0. it's holding me back. but i think i'm ready for 00. |
| from gbtommy : |
| OKAY! you better hurry up and get your membership, Rudy doesn't think I can keep up with them at the gym. So he recommends I go with you. |
| from gbtommy : |
| Yeah! How much is your membership costing? and.. if you hear anything about when we're moving into the apartment call me on my cell. I need to give notice that i need electric and cable turned off. |
| from gbtommy : |
| yeah um... I never wanna see any of those pictures. |
| from chadmuska : |
| that buckle is badass! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ::waves:: |
| from chadmuska : |
| http://www.livejournal.com/community/bodymods/505487.html that is my dream! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you mean your comments? i'll do it tomorrow afternoon when i get home. i'll try to work on it some more either wednesday or thursday. :D |
| from gbtommy : |
| I haven't said much about this whole situation because I don't really know what to say, but like Mark, perhaps I can offer a quote. When things go wrong as they sometimes will; When the road you're trudging seems all uphill; When the funds are low, and the debts are high And you want to smile, but have to sigh; When care is pressing you down a bit- Rest if you must, but do not quit. Success is failure turned inside out; The silver tint of the clouds of doubt; And you can never tell how close you are It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit- It's when things go wrong that you must not quit. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| there's one below! this is the SECOND note. um... yea.. im goin to tell my rents about this tattoo. so that its out in the open. im sick of hiding all this bullshit. oh and... i saw you sneak online! invisible! ha! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you know whats really weird. is that i felt sad b/c i didnt hear anything from you. i figured you would say something about my entries. i just so happened to check my notes.. just to read what was already there. and out you popped! yes the little lizard was for you. all the abstract entries are to you. i dont want to go..."hey justin... blah blah blah" i dont know when im gonna get my tattoo. i have somewhat of an idea, but i want some input. i dont think la likes the idea that i want another tattoo... she hasnt said much. the only thing is that i want to get it sometime soon. and i dont think i have any free weekends open. so i think i'm gonna have to get it during the week. that may be a problem. um... i forgot what i was goin to say. |
| from stale-mem : |
| a quote from Trigun for you and frisbee. Will it help? Prolly not, but I feel its apropriate. "Life is like an incessant series of problems, all difficult, with brutal choices, and a time limit. The worst thing you can do is to make no choice, waiting for the ideal conclusion to present itself." Chapel to a young wolfwood |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Love you too, Justin. I only put that in my diary b/c Jessica was the last person I talked to last night and the first person I thought of when I woke up this morning. I just was thinking about if she was doing ok, if she had a good night sleep. Thats all. I haven't forgotten about you. |
| from sunangel- : |
| Anytime. Glad I could be of some help. I'm always here to listen if you need/want to talk. Even though we've never talked before. I'm a good listener. ;) |
| from sunangel- : |
| Hey, sorry about you and Jess. I hope you're doin aight. Lame as it sounds, everything happens for a reason. Keep smiling. :) |
| from chadmuska : |
| 3rd note in a row! just trying to match your stalking skills! breaking up is a lame way to put it when it's not like that. i'm all about not dating, just having something chill. which isn't going well, i don't know. |
| from chadmuska : |
| or you form a mutual agreement not to be together very nicely. |
| from chadmuska : |
| aww justin. if i could help i would. i could tell you my lame story, it's sad.i'm not going to though. you break up with people so nicely. |
| from stale-mem : |
| ... Dont know what to say, but... I just dont know. I guess if there is anything I can do to help... man that sounds lame, sorry best I can do right now. |
| from chadmuska : |
| that really does make sense if you explain it that way. i'm really considering showering at night just so i can brush my teeth then too. it is so multi-tasking (btw - way to be a stellar stalker! you deserve a button!) your diary never loads. |
| from gbtommy : |
| Ghostbusters Comic Book Day! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i had no clue that was goin to be an actual note. i figured you were gonna make fun of me and tell me that im certifiable. |
| from gbtommy : |
| I haven't written a note for your diary in awhile, so i thought I'd say 'Hey! Hows it going bud?' |
| from frisbee01 : |
| huh? |
| from heartracer : |
| well, im leaving tomorrow so this is my goodbye for now... thoughts from overseas that everything goes well for you and smiles are easy to wear. until later, until then... you take it easy. and dont forget me. lots of love, your friend, wit, accent and perfect sense. xox |
| from sweetnhot15 : |
| Hey u I am a new user on this I just wanted to say Hey |
| from heartracer : |
| hey. thanks for thinking of me... i smiled largely when reading your diary. and as for the show... heavens to betsy. i think im still reeling. ive been trying to write about it, but its kinda turning my stomach. i get like that sometimes. too much the overwhelmed girl, watching my feelings wizz by me at the speed of light. it was just too beautiful... and i feel my nerves in my chest, jumping around, as i sit trying to place it into words. im such a nerd. its like writing about mike... ill do it for the rest of my life, over and over, and still always feel like theres a million more pages waiting. but ill implode if i dont write about it. oh well. soon enough youll read my words about the show, however little justice they do. and... mike says to tell you hi, he also wants to know how far you are from louisville, ky? |
| from heartracer : |
| counting crows tomorrow. ////i hope you're well. |
| from chadmuska : |
| the amount of notes you have is unreal! |
| from heartracer : |
| i sent you an email |
| from chadmuska : |
| i ws looking at my profile and the comments for people, and your's is a quote about going to monster truck rally to yell with rednecks. and thats what i'm doing tomorrow! |
| from cinemaphile : |
| I don't know if "I am the c-c-c-coolest person in the world" was supposed to be read using the speach patterns of Jimmy from South Park... but that's how I read it... and it maked me laugh. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Definetly on track with the Roadkill. I walked into work one morning this week with a usually tidbit about my drive in and this time it was "Do you know how much road kill I saw this morning?" Seriously, it wasnt just one per day, its been about 6 per day. Not kidding. All I can see is red and little white fuzz sticking up. Poor bunnies! But, right on for the road kill! :o) |
| from heartracer : |
| dropped your postcard into the box with the plastic blue and white enevelope picture on it today, so it's on the way! i don't quite know what's going to happen with me as far as an address goes. we're off to the coast soon and for a while at least, everything will be up in the air. i will send you a letter or something from there, hopefully with a return address. but i'll email you the office address in any case and if nothing else, you can use that one. if i'm not here, they'll hold my mail. ///nevermind you not reading my words often enough... i think we just don't write each other enough! but you're as kind as always and... mike and i will indeed visit! don't worry about that... friends keep promises. i know i owe you a hug and it would just be completely retarded to not meet someone who i consider one of my greatest friends. also, i can't explain how much i want you to meet mike. it's silly, i know, but you were there when i was anything but happy so it's important to me now that you meet him. i always make myself feel stupid on this damn notes page... i really should have just emailed you. anyway... be happy and safe. friends till the end! |
| from sunangel- : |
| You are very welcome and I had a fantastic time filling our your awesome survey. :) |
| from katiedoyle : |
| *i'm* the one that forgot the winkie. don't worry; you did not lecture. :) kd |
| from stale-mem : |
| If nothing else maybe we'll get lucky, and after they read your email they give us a better deal. And if not fuck them. We'll figgure something out. |
| from heartracer : |
| p/s. guess who will be seeing counting crows in less than a month. holy shit. |
| from heartracer : |
| hey you. well, it's been ages and i hate that but anyway. so... i read about your sisters birthday, i tell mike about it and we both decide to wish her well. he sat at the one computer and me at this one typing at the same time and saw after that we both used the word stranger, , it just looked silly, these two notes from us. i have no point really, i'm just telling you for the sake of telling you. if you'd have been here you would have laughed at the moment. but nevermind about that, i'm just rambling. in other news... you have to, absolutely have to send me some type of physical address. i have a postcard with your name on it, nothing big but still... i want to send it. don't make me beg. (([email protected])) xoxoxox |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ::scratches head:: huh? |
| from katiedoyle : |
| so then, the thing to do would have been to put a ;) after my answer, because i was kidding. :) kd |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| Hooray for veggies!! |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I hate being loud! I mean, sure, I'm plenty loud when I'm with friends, y'know, literally. I just feel stupid calling. Mom told me that, but I still don't like doing it. Since you told me about Spencer's (I applied there a while back, y'know - they must've misplaced it), I figure that maybe on Friday I'll call. Perhaps I'll wait till Monday. See? I never know WHEN to call... *sigh* Stupid someone just hire me and put me outta my misery. |
| from katiedoyle : |
| thanks for your note on my bands; i am musically insecure, being, as i am, a huge geek and woefully inept, musically. i like the partridge family, for goodness' sake. i didn't know getty lee did solo stuff. when i'm pissed off, limelight and subdivisions are the two best songs ever. kd |
| from needscoffee : |
| I commend you for your strict take on Lent, and I wish you all the best. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Well, monkey ball sounds a lot more fun than giving up crap. I like crap. I don't give up crap cause I like crap. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ::giggle:: |
| from frisbee01 : |
| im glad that you thought it was funny. i thought i was weak towardws the end. i had a bit of a brain fart. it was matt. he wanted to know if i could help him with some problems. dont worry... he's icky. i dont think hes cute at all. oh and by the way, i think i got a 68 on that test :*( but i dont know. we'll see. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I should've known you'd love them. And I'm sure you have plenty of hairplug coupons, especially if you take after grandpa T. I can see it now... behehe |
| from zeporah : |
| Yeah, I've seen your collection. And beign that almost a full 25% is KISS, doesn't leave you with too mouch space. haha. So, come on in to work sometime, and I'll show you things you you've never seen before. Er, HEAR things you've never heard before. hehe. Seriously, though, I LOVE lettign people know about new music. You know that! Um, dinner sounds good, but PLEASE don't wait that long just for us. I mean, I wasn't really expecting to be doing anything on Vday anyways. If you guys wanna go out earlier, then that's hunky dorky with me. :) |
| from zeporah : |
| DING! I've found our niche, brother. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I love you too big brother. I miss you guys a lot so thank you for my note. Love you |
| from frisbee01 : |
| um, i guess i dont have to worry about that... since im not a big ONLINE PORN fan. |
| from zeporah : |
| DUH. Of COURSE I've thought about that stuff. Like I said, it's just talkie talkie right now. We'll see how the summer goes... Besides, I'd prolly get homesick on the drive down there. I love you guys too much! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you know the little rolley thing on your mouse? how come there is the option that when you click it, you just move the mouse up or down and thats how it will scroll. how many people actually use this feature? |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i could have told you that i ate it. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i just picked my nose while i was on the phone with you. |
| from gbtommy : |
| I really am excited about your new place, I can't wait to get a look at it in person! |
| from gbtommy : |
| I'm not being melodramatic ;) I'm being realistic, there's a difference :P Plus I didn't mean it like that ;) |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| How about a hot topic card...ya know since I get 40% off that....they have housewares there....just not practical ones like you'd get at target. |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| hey! congrats on your house!! good luck w/that. i'd buy you a fridge, but it'd prolly be expensive to buy and then ship to ohio...but it's the thought that counts, right? Right! |
| from cdghost : |
| i enjoyed reading your words, take care and all the best..thecdghost |
| from gbtommy : |
| I think you should take me up there. Or something. infact as i recall it might be my turn to drive. |
| from cubbybear314 : |
| Flippy and Hambone!! That's one of my favorites (I have about 30 favorites, but that's beside the point). Thanks for the kind words, I appreciate it. |
| from gbtommy : |
| Congrats bud. Good luck, and I'll see about getting ya some stuff |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Ooh, I can give you gifts now?? I can't wait to see your house! Okay, I can't remember, but mom said you put down an offer, or put a down payment?? I can't remember which one. You have to tell me all about it. By the way, last night when I got home... Brett asked me to marry him.. ;o) You'll have to be my other flower girl. beheh |
| from heartracer : |
| just stopping by to say hi, and i hope you're doing well. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Thanks! I hope I feel better soon too. I should be better by this weekend. Ive been staying home and getting rest. We will see! |
| from heartracer : |
| p/s. the feelings are beautiful, i can only guess that's what makes the words. and... the world's just a mess if someone doesn't think of you someday the way i do of michael... i feel nothing but lucky for knowing him. |
| from heartracer : |
| hi love, i hope your christmas went fantastically... in all the million huge ways you deserve. i hope so with all my heart you're happy and having good times these holidays. it's new years eve and with 'o4 steadily walking towards us, i hope you have a night to remember and the start to a year that is everything you need and hope. you know, it's probably the year you'll meet me so shit, how can it not be great?!? okay, whatever, i feel stupid. happy new year, justin. i love you a million big lumps in my heart. your friend till the end, cheree'. xoxoxoxoxo!!!!! |
| from sunangel- : |
| Thank you for LISTENING to my feelings. It was much appreciated. |
| from sunangel- : |
| Okay, no more annoying notes after this I promise...but you must be an angel or something because something happened and today was just perfect. Well, most of it. Everything fell into place and everything worked out. I even got some of my good Christmas memories back. : ) I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDEFUL CHRISTMAS!!! |
| from sunangel- : |
| ::Big Hug Back:: Thank you. You actually made me cry...but I suppose that's the pathetic side of me. I think things are starting to get better already. : ) |
| from sunangel- : |
| Hey Justin. Remember me? Probably not. It's been a while. I just read your "Christmas entry" and I wanted to say thanks. I've been feeling pretty down about Christmas and honestly just wanted it to be over. My parents are divorced too and it's hell trying to plan 5 Christmas get togethers in one week and make everyone happy. I'm not doing to good at the moment. But I thank you for your entry. For atleast the five minutes it took to read it I forgot about all the bad stuff that comes with Christmas now and remembered what it used to be like. It means a lot more than you might know. So once again, thank you and I hope your Holidays are wonderful and the New Year is as well. ~Lindsay |
| from heartracer : |
| hey. i sent it to [email protected]. i think thats the right address, but the email was without subject so it easily could have appeared to be just spam. ill resend soon as possible... but dont worry, it was shitty anyway. |
| from heartracer : |
| awwww shit, i just sent you an email, but due to being tired and all the rest... i forgot to tell you that my last name is now gillooly. yup, mrs gillooly. thick irish. yup, my irish american husband. and i have all sorts of bloodlines. imagine our children. haha. ok shit, anyway... that's my name. love you. ♥ |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| AH! I'm definetly liking that cheesy but sexual quote! :o) |
| from heartracer : |
| i already gave you the two "magic" words, mister. youve been allowed in since i posted the entry... youre just a bit silly and didnt realize it. [[ heart racer ]] // perhaps im the silly one but anyway, youre always welcome. much love. xoxoxoxoxox |
| from heartracer : |
| two words : heart racer |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I like agry! |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Silly Emily.. the joke made no sense and the word ended up being "language" It's definitely an oral joke, not to be written down. Anyways, I heard that TSO is coming in Kristin's stocking!!! Woohoo! I talked to dad last night and I was wondering if it'd be possible if we could drive up Friday night, leaving around 6 or so? So he'll feel better and I don't have to ride a bus? Let me know what you think, love ya! |
| from patrollerbob : |
| congratulations on the promotion i always knew one day youd make us proud maybe next next year youll be promoted to barking for the yake woman |
| from frisbee01 : |
| :D |
| from soulepiphany : |
| such a mongoloid. She means "guitar" and not guiter or whatever the hell. Heh. Chord. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I think I've got a serious thing for Slash. But there's a good chance that it's only if he's found animated on a basic cable overly-profane teevie show. Maybe it's the rockstar mystique. Maybe it's the odd charge that guiter guys give me. I don't know. It's really the animation thing that gives me the creeps, though. Have a nice enough day. Don't eat any rotten bananas. |
| from gbtommy : |
| Well you know I want a new job ;) Just a matter of going out there and finding it... I'll find mine. and I'll find myself somewhere along the way. |
| from gbtommy : |
| not much bro, yourself? |
| from gbtommy : |
| Hi Buddy! |
| from scarydoll : |
| thanks for the suggestion! (name) I really can't take this seriously, so I will probably not use a serious name at all - I might use "scarydoll"... hahha. |
| from onyxbttrfly : |
| Wow, I never knew there were so many things that could be taken the wrong way on Thanksgiving. And what's worse is I've probably said every thing on that list at one time or another... Talking about the turkey, of course. ;) |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Well, I was just making sure you were paying attention. Since we only talk through diaryland.. heh Love ya, Justin. |
| from needscoffee : |
| Thank you. Just be aware that my hair is less the color of Mike's hair and more the color of Mike's car. We're not talking auburn here, we're talking red. See you in less than a week! |
| from stale-mem : |
| I see your on a religous kick, Happy one year diary annaversery, I hope you two had a romantic evening and then made sweet passonate love. Your bro, the stalemem |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Hey, can I borrow your copy of High Fidelity? I can't find mine...and that's just about all I'm missing today to make things perfect. Thanks, get back to me on that one. :) |
| from lunaadored : |
| hey... im updating now! :] |
| from stale-mem : |
| Jeff and I were just talking and we were wondering if you could use your gold member status to creat a HQAX diary ring. |
| from stale-mem : |
| Thanks buddy for the nice note. I'll prolly see you tonight, so till then keep the faith, or kill the jawas, or something that sounds like a cooler tag line. laterz |
| from frisbee01 : |
| what the hell is keeeyyy hotttt??!?!!? dumb ass. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Oh, I know it. It's just they were sorta around the scene of the crime, and we weren't gone that long. So, yeah. But don't worry, we're the last people to draw conclusions stereotypically. |
| from chadmuska : |
| my brother just went to 2 the other day. he's 13. i'm considering upping mine to 00 soon, but i doubt i will. thats a huge step. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| thank you.. I love you too. |
| from chadmuska : |
| how was that book? |
| from frisbee01 : |
| who doesnt want to be adored by boys? but i know that i do not want to be britney spears! you can be adored by boys and not be britney spears. gross! |
| from heartracer : |
| i hope youre okay and smiling. i was just thinking about you and... i miss you. i guess a lot of reflecting reminds (not that i have or ever will forget mind you, but you know what i mean) me a great deal of how much you were there. and yeh, i just miss you lots. take care, be happy. im listening to this morrissey song, about friendships, and some parts of it just make me wanna tell you... youre a friend like no other. much love. |
| from stale-mem : |
| You should get a light bulb... You know, the ones that diminish depresion. Not only that IT GLOWS IN THE DARK, when electrisity runs through it. Later buddy, hope to see you fri night. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| You've never read the unauthorized biography? |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I've actually had the trick for quite a few years of thinking of that damned video when I need to laugh. Glad you reminded me. |
| from heartracer : |
| fuck. i'm here for you, i hope you know. if you wanna talk, or something, please let me know. i write the worst emails in the world, but if you wanna write me, i swear i'll write back and tell how you're just the coolest. ok, i'm not trying to make light of anything. i realize you're going through shit. this is just my back-assed way of saying i care and i love you tons. (([email protected])) friends till the end. ♥ |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| since you don't want a hug, I give you a pat on the back and a "that sucks, man" |
| from heartracer : |
| good good thoughts your way from mine. x |
| from cfbucki5 : |
| Just letting you know that I'm still here. -Hoebag |
| from stale-mem : |
| Did you see that show on the history channle too? Cause your two stroies were on it. |
| from chadmuska : |
| well thanks, a few weeks later. if you looked down a few notes you would see your girl kindly gave me that address alreadt. but thank you too. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| No, you looked like your pictures, which is strange because I only saw them the couple times you posted them. And other than that, I knew it was you the way you know thigns in dreams. yay! :) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| really? wow!!! i've finally reached the cool group! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| sorry, i've been a bit out of the loop. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I haven't written notes in a while and forgot how to send one! Anyways, im very sorry about the note and how you wrote that phrase. I didnt realize you had written on it. Im sorry. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ok, when did you note me with that thing your sis said? b/c i went to my notes for shits and giggles...and i saw taht....for a second i thought i was at yours and you wrote to yourself. man my head is out of it! |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Did I miss "dood" school or something? Must not be a band nerd thing, eh? Anyways, thanks for the note! You should come live with me in Wyoming. Because it's great fun. I can't believe you guys will be here in less than two weeks. OLE! |
| from serena6184 : |
| dood, you graduated from springboro high school? when? i know someone who i think went to school with you! |
| from serena6184 : |
| how wonderful, what a sweet note to leave me. i have actually exchanged a few emails with leon the hot. its been swell, i even found out from him he lives about 30 min from me. which is neat. so it is good to meet a friend of his. hope things with your gf go well. ;) |
| from stale-mem : |
| Its alright Lj, dont worry about it. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I have a feeling there's someone else who might take issue with that idea. :) And as for being the first, well, I don't see too many others racing to beat you. Fuckers, not adoring me. I'll kick their asses, hardcore. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Sigh. Yes, very much so. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i know how awesome you are, you dont have to remind me. um, can i please have a hug, cause i really need one. |
| from wokendream : |
| Trizzle Blizzles get pretty good gas milage, my dad has one. Anyway, it would get better milage than that Ford truck thing. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Hey you're the one that said don't put anything on here that might slip to someone else! Let's just say.. mom has a new grandkid. heheh Her name is Oreo and she's a beagle. But you can't tell! I want to tell her when you guys come out in October. Wait.. what are your thoughts on this? |
| from heartracer : |
| unlocked |
| from wokendream : |
| Boo Ford! Anything but the Ford! Get a Trizzle Blizzle! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| that note was random. what inspired it? |
| from stale-mem : |
| how do you want me to send that wallpaper? |
| from stale-mem : |
| yea, I figgured those wouldn't work. Oh wells, to each there own. I'm sure you'll find somthing you like. |
| from zeporah : |
| Well...phshhh. |
| from zeporah : |
| Well, I was gonna say soemthing really gross and inappropriate like, "Well, later on, in bed, it just wasn't happines that was ..." OOOPS! I think I just said it. God, I hang out with y'all WAY too much. :D |
| from apieceoftiff : |
| "Ohio State lost today, but at least I got laid." Ahh!!! That is so rude! If you were my man i would kill you! You would have never got laid, jerk! |
| from izzabel044 : |
| u were on tv? i dont know how i found ur diary. i read some of ur entries...im kinda new...ur welcome to check out my diary. |
| from onyxbttrfly : |
| okay, conversation starter... so, i saw you on tv last night... are you a regular on cops? i'm playing... um, ok, so, what color is your underwear? |
| from radioflyer- : |
| Sorry I don't have any good conversation starters for you, but I thought I'd at least say hello. |
| from stale-mem : |
| note conversation starter huh, well lets see here. Have you read any good books lately? I just finished 1984- by George Orwell and Stupid White Men- by Michael Moore. Both good books though they both pissed me off. Well any coments you know where to find me. Next note I'll think of something better. |
| from gbtommy : |
| You should make a post about how great Ghostbuster is. Or how much I remind you of that famous celebrity who is cool. :p -Tommy |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Okay, I was going to call, but my address book with your 800 number is being elusive. Which is why I hate electronics, cause I put it on the comp. I just need to get your cell # sometime, even though you hate having people use it. I love ya, take care... I'll call soon! I have to go to band! |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Well, you're the damned sweetest brother in the world. Thank you. Miss you, love you, and I'm calling you right now!! |
| from jerri-blank : |
| hi hi hi my birthday is also july 20 1981. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| fak off. remember im not an english major |
| from frisbee01 : |
| now, are you just asking me a really random ass question. b/c you know that if there was a dance...are you going to a dance? that i would definitely check the yes box....what should i wear? your odd. |
| from stale-mem : |
| I forgot to ask you at the party when do you start school again, but If you have by the time you read this, best of luck. |
| from blonde32810 : |
| Hey, goood stuff here. I used to hang with a big No. Kentucky gang. HUGE Red's fan, but the Bangles suck. Sorry. Come check my stuff out sometime... |
| from heartracer : |
| i hope you're okay, justin. i'm thinking about you. i love you bunches. xox |
| from cinemaphile : |
| I don't think that'll work man... I'm helping my sister move back to school tomorrow morning. I probably shouldn't drive up to Bremen. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Thanks. :) And I will be getting back to your email, I promise. It's just gonna take a few minutes, you asked a lot of stuff. :) |
| from stale-mem : |
| I totally agree. |
| from cinemaphile : |
| hmm... seems like this most recent post directly contradicts: "Some things I like about some peoples." from all of 2 days ago. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| whats up with the ewws and the ohhs???! you've lost me! and im not a moron! moron! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| thhhhhsssspppppppppppppbbbbbbbbbb |
| from soulepiphany : |
| [email protected] |
| from sunangel- : |
| Hey. It's been a while. I changed my name from linz5255 to what it is now. I think I just spent about 45 minutes catching up on reading your diary. Nice pics. I don't know what else to say. So yeah. Later. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| HIYA!!!!! ::::cheesy ass smile, and waving really high:::: |
| from soulepiphany : |
| ...god, I'm a tool. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Well, if my USB port wasn't fucked like a cheap Staten Island whore, I would scan in my "Michelle" Full House card on which it said that Fraternal twins Mary Kate and Ashley were left and right handed, respectively. Or I could just send your ass to google, where you will type in "Mary Kate Ashley fraternal left handed". So kiss my butt. :) |
| from gbtommy : |
| Hey if I can afford the Cedar Point trip with 260 some bucks, I'm in :) Send me details and what not to [email protected] when you're going, where we're meeting up.. am I driving? Should I be bringing a tent or.. blah i'm confused. unconfuse me LJ! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Actually, my dear, Mary Kate is left handed. Ashley is right handed. And if you ask me why I know this, I just may have to have you assasinated. |
| from chadmuska : |
| in your profile! (i have nothing to do at work tonight, this is keeping me busy) |
| from chadmuska : |
| you called me annoying! |
| from gbtommy : |
| [email protected] |
| from scarydoll : |
| if you're supergold, you can upload pics. I just realized that you are cause you have comments. Soon. Soon. ;) |
| from scarydoll : |
| Sorry about your lack of new template on my part. If you read my latest entry you'll know. I was thinking about something similiar to mine, though with collums on each side for links instead of across the top. Plus a gray background. If you can support pictures I can make you something in PS with 'white pills' to go across the top. ;) |
| from abandgeek : |
| Hey ya I am no longer useing this name my new name is i--eat--glue soo if you wanna check my diary out goto http://i--eat--glue.diaryland.com and see what crazy, twisted, mixed up stuff is going on in my head! laytahz |
| from heartracer : |
| YOU SAW MY BOYS. I AM SO JEALOUS. you cannot even begin to understand my jealousy. boo hoo. i just looked at the clock and realized, on my side of the world, it is exactly four years to the day since i saw them. my first, but definitely not my last. next time you see the crows, tell them that africa is not sleeping. xo |
| from stale-mem : |
| I wasn't that offended. I thought it funny that he got offended so easly. Like I told Danny, He's half right |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Whatta cute lil nose.. Don't cry, though. That'll make me cry. Set off a whole chain of events. Huzzah big brother! :*) |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| You need to get the battery checked...as well as the electric wire that functions both of those. My mom had that happen to her. Everything one day just stopped working. |
| from heartracer : |
| it's a long story. one i'd like to tell you someday. but his name is michael, and yes, i am happy. but oh, i guess diaryland note pages are not the place for this. but you're justin and you're my friend so i will tell you someday. much love. xox |
| from dipso : |
| yes she is |
| from wokendream : |
| Okay, thanks guys. I've just been tired or trying to figure stuff out lately. Also, I DESIGN webpages. That doesn't mean I know how to read text-heavy, small font, poorly designed sports pages, alright! Alright. So now my team is not gay by being the Cybertron Decepticons! HA! |
| from wokendream : |
| Hey, I want my name changed in fantasy football. I'm not playing with that stupid name. It doesn't even sound like a team. |
| from gbtommy : |
| Oh wow, that entry was crappy (haha get it? crappy haha!) |
| from stale-mem : |
| Nice. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I can definetly relate on the "Eating Fruit the night before" deal. Only, mine doesn't wait 12 hours to digest and come out...it waits about 1 hour! Ya, memories in Hawaii! :o) |
| from mugbug226 : |
| So, for one thing, congrats on the poop I can't believe we're related; second, you told mom I was mad at her? Not at all, I just don't want her to ask me to talk to dad anymore. And third please just randomly tell our parents stuff. It doesn't seem to be working well. Bedroom furniture with dad, being mad at mom..? Love ya, have fun at work. |
| from abandgeek : |
| I wasnt meaning anything mean by it. Its just saying what is going on in your head. I was meaning like what you wrote in your diary. If I offended you in anyway by that Im sorry and will change it if you like |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I enjoyed jess' latest entry.. heheh |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Ass... lol They just called AGAIN. |
| from onyxbttrfly : |
| thank you. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I would definetly AGREE on the 3-D porn. That would be awesome. I feel like such a perv. sometimes...but, you just had an awesome idea! :o) |
| from heartracer : |
| hey stranger. it's been a long long while. when i came by to check on you... i wanted to smack myself in the face. i missed your birthday. and to think you were of the very first to wish me on mine this year. i'm sorry, justin. i'm a bad bad friend. i'm a bigger dick than ron jeremy for missing your day (i've not lost my lame sense of humor, no). but i still love you, ok. and shit, i wish you the best of everything all year round, every day of all seasons. take care. your friend, wit, accent & perfect sense. (if you remember that i'll give you a badge.) |
| from radioflyer- : |
| I'm not much for porn, but your 3-D porn idea is freakin awesome! You should find a way to market that or something. Everybody'd want it. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Abercrombie boys...ugh. Remind me to tell you my detailed opinions on that type over coffee sometime. Ugh. I feel like I need to go spit now, or something. Ugh. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| Your daily life sounds fun. |
| from stale-mem : |
| Conance, Big Birthday Bash. A repition of concenant sounds. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Oh! Look at you! You're just cute as hell! |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I believe your poem was a Haiku. Maybe? 7 beats? |
| from cinemaphile : |
| lol... too funny. i don't think she's going to be too happy about that picture though. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Hurry up!! I wanna see pictures!!!! :o) |
| from scarydoll : |
| Hahaha. I did not forget about you, J. In my defense, I have been extremely busy (which is why I hardly updated last week) But I have some plans... ;) |
| from dont-stop : |
| That was a frightening story. At least you guys made it back alive. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| Thanks for calling me brilliant. I work out you know. |
| from gbtommy : |
| I love that story. I don't have any funny drinking stories like you :P |
| from mangofarmer : |
| Damn. That is a drinking story for the ages. I can't wait to hear the rest. :) |
| from stale-mem : |
| So, hows the gold thing working for you? I've been thinking about doing it off and on sence March. Is it worth it in your opinion? Anyways cant wait till the next time we hang out. Hopfully its not too long. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| :) I don't mean to leave you in the dark. But there are sometimes that I need to write something that may hurt, or complicate the lives of, other people that read my diary. So I have to be a bit vague and non-specific if I am going to be able to write about what I want. I would freely tell you, though, since this is something that makes me tremendously happy, and you always seem to think I'm cranky. ;) Get you some damn AIM, boy, and you can hear all about it. :) ~sara |
| from stale-mem : |
| Yes I know I cant spell. Anyways dont get too down with your current situation. Things'll work out. They always do weather you want'em to or not. |
| from punkroxxy : |
| well i finally am getting around to your template hooray for me!!!! but now i don't remember what you wanted to yours as far as colors and links. i finally got around to mine and am hungry for more. *smile* |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I think you 2 should work on more planning the whole moving thing. Saving enough money and looking into the situation more before you jump right into something fast. Having you tell Jessica not to move there right now definetly put a smile on my face. Rushing into this could make it worse and more stressful. Give it a couple of months, see where you are at. Ill see you in a few hours. I love you dude...and PS-Laura and I might be coming to Ohio for your bday weekend :o) |
| from stale-mem : |
| I'm not Chuck Noris's Love child. YOU ARE! . You've just been gorilla NOTE'd. |
| from quiddle : |
| this is a happy note to tell you that you are wonderful and worthy of many subsequent and lovely notes such as this. however, this is not a stalker note. in any way. and i am not a stalker. ha. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| So, my table at coffee? It's right against a big window that looks out at the sidewalk in Farmington's busy little downtown. My best friend and I sit there for hours at a time with a running commentary of these obnoxious yuppies sauntering past. We play out their internal monologues and everything. You are oh-so-very perceptive for picking up on that aspect of me. As for the smart part...well, it just took me literally 4 tries to spell "perceptive" up there, so don't go jumping to any conclusions. :) Actually...thanks for that note, I really appreciate it. It made my day, and oh, what a day I have had to make. You're a good man, Charlie Brown. ~sara |
| from quiddle : |
| nice diary. keep writing. i like how you express yourself. =) |
| from scarydoll : |
| haha - WP, you can send the HTML to me & I will fix it for you. email me at [email protected]... ;) |
| from cinemaphile : |
| sounds good man... lemme know what you want it to look like and I'll get on it. Also, let's get together tomorrow... I'll shoot you an email if it turns out that I am TOO tired. cool? |
| from chadmuska : |
| there is a conjunctivitis breakout at my work too. i haven't caught it, i rock. |
| from gbtommy : |
| yeah i agree with scarydoll, parents always want to keep the image of this perfectly innocent child thing, in my honest opinion I think that they should step off a bit and let her do what she wants. Oh by the way, I say we kick someones ass. I don't know who, but lets get Mark in on it too. |
| from scarydoll : |
| ehh... It's hard for parents to say "okay" to something like that. Especially when that brings a realization to the father that his 'little girl' is a woman. A woman that could possibly be doing your brains out. Haha. Sorry for the vulgarity - but its true. Daddys don't take that mental picture very well. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Yes! I agree! For some reason, I dont think they will have a problem with it. We will see. Ill see you later!! :o) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Eh, screw luck. You've got good karma. You'll do fine, I'm confident in that. ~sara |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Good luck babe!!!!! :o) |
| from chadmuska : |
| good luck with that, if it makes you feel better i asked my parents if they minded if i quit my job and left the state on a 40 foot tour bus the other day. and drive around with a few people for a year or so. they said yes. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I'm going out to coffee now...I'll grab some for you, too. Go outside. It's good for you. |
| from chadmuska : |
| i'll give you the sacred number, call if you get to it. you'll either get me or the voice mail. you can't make fun of me either way. 763-585-5235 xt 240 |
| from needscoffee : |
| I love you, in that OK way that no one needs to worry about. The parents are being f^$#&*g psychoitic. You guys are no worse behaved than my OU friends, and the parents have banned me from some of their places too. Ugh. I'm saving to be able to move out and support myself. Thank you, and let me know if you want to do lunch sometime. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Cassidy, cassidy...something cassidy was her name. Pretty blonde girl who sang the most beautiful version of Over the Rainbow you could ever imagine. As for me...yeah Norah Jonesy kinda stuff, Billie too. Anything low and slow, really. And I've always wanted to sing with a band. I'm a band girl. I'll sing anything. But jazz is what's gotten my interest lately, and I'm thinking about going to school for it. You need to get an imer, kid, this notes stuff it for the damn birds. :) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Kidding, kidding. In high school, I was always in regional and state competitions for Italian Opera, but I performed a lot of broadway stuff, too, because in high school when you sing, that's just what you do. Now that I've been out for two years though, my voice has kind of fallen to shit. I write some of my own stuff, and I would like to sing that, but, to answer your question, the answer is jazz. I sing jazz. :) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Songs. ;) |
| from coryrudolf : |
| One thing I found kind of stupid was the thing Dumbledore told Harry at the end. The one thing he shouldn have known all along...why Voldemort chose to kill him at birth. It wasn't so much of a surprise. I thought it was going to be something that really shakes the plot...but it wasn't. I don't think "he" will come back. I think we will find out about the viel...but he won't come back. Lupin seemed to know what the viel meant that they can't come back or something...or else he would have tried to save "him" as well. What the hell is up with Luna Lovegood? |
| from coryrudolf : |
| Did you finish Harry Potter yet? If so, what did you think? |
| from cinemaphile : |
| geez... sorry i didn't double check all my info before leaving the post. (i don't promise that it will never happen again, 'cause i don't care that much) and by the by... she is less gay 'cause her's is a direct quote but yours is modified... where did all those "Are you"'s come from? |
| from cinemaphile : |
| psst- you didn't XXXX out Brenda's phone number, just the fax. thought you might want to know. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| A-a-a-hemmmm. Ok. And now, for your Fourth of July pleasure, a poetry reading by Sara. "Oh (CRASH!) my (BASH!) it's (BANG!) the (ZANG!) fourth (WHOOSH!) of (BAROOOM!) July (WHEW!)" (You should see it live, with dramatic flair and all. Hoe you had a great and fun day, Bob bless America and all that jazz.) |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Lordy, im so stupid. I realized it AFTER I typed it and talked to the boys about it here at school. I am going to change it now. Im crazy! |
| from gbtommy : |
| you... must... throw... party... tommy... will... bring... karaoke... machine... will... bring... ghostbuster... theme... song... will... sing... ghostbuster... theme... song... BOOYAH! |
| from linz5255 : |
| Hey. I'm one of Megan's (radioflyer-) friends. I found your diary through her. I think it�s pretty interesting. Yours tends to be more provocative than others are. I like that. If you ever want to read mine, I'm going to have to give you my password. Someone found it and I wrote some pretty mean stuff about them... oops. Oh well. I'll be coming back to yours later. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I think I am coming up July 11 for Tub Ring. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| we're gonna have sex in like ten minutes....how cool is that? |
| from soulepiphany : |
| You're a bit of a freak for noticing the IM/MI thing, but I am a lot of a freak for asking such stalkery questions of you nonstop. Yes, I planned on hanging out with you. I would have the last time you were here, but I had to work. I even tried to get it off. (heh, that sounds like get off...yeah, sorry.) Anyway. Let me know when you're gonna be around. I could always use more tattooed, pierced, seemingly obnoxious but nice to the core boys lying around in various places. :) |
| from nny777 : |
| Im ganna keep reading up on yours....wow you have more notes than anyone else ive seen....! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Mmk. You've now been upgraded from butthole so "serious crack-smokin asshead," but just for kicks. Not for real. :) When are yoou coming to MI? |
| from zeporah : |
| Seriosuly, Justin. I wanna re-hee-hee-ad. ::whines and tugs on pant leg:: |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Not to follow the crowd or anything, but you've officially made me one sad, sad motherfucker. I want to smack your arm and call you a butthole, but I'm not going to, in case you locked your diary for a serious reason, and don't need anyone's shit. In which case, I hope everything is ok. Butthole. |
| from goodlovin : |
| ummm, can i read? |
| from cinemaphile : |
| fine then, lock your stupid diary. see if i care. i'm never talking to you again. |
| from zeporah : |
| Why the hell is your diary private, now? Saying nasty things about everyone? :D |
| from mangofarmer : |
| :) |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I am probably farther in Harry Potter than you are...I am on page 463 to be exact, but I hope you enjoy it. Some slow parts at the beginning but it is great so far. BTW - I am going to Wapred Tour tomorrow and I am so excited for it. Mest, Racid, Bowling for Soup, EVERYTHING. I look to have an enjoyable time. You can find out all of the info for the concert and what stage each band plays at on www.warpedtour.com. Just find the calender on it and click on the date of the Indy one (I assume that is the one you are going to). |
| from nny777 : |
| *pops in* Hey, I read your diary(most of it).....I fuckin' love the "100 things you need to know" |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Dude, I am calmed down. Don't you ever just have one of those upsetting days? Well, I had one and thats all I need to say. Later. |
| from chadmuska : |
| alk3 is tonight here and i'm totally skipping it. work sucks, i'm ok with it though. i wasn't too excited. but i had no idea they were playing with the start! i love them. please like me. |
| from whitepills : |
| What are you so worried about? Do you honestly think I'm going to let her ruin her life or something? Sheesh! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| heh, idiots in michigan....yeah. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ::head cocked to the side, twirling my hair in my fingers, and chomping on some bubble gum::: ok, like is that some kind of song? cause like if it is, i have noooo clue what it is! ok, and so if like you are just tellin me to do it, OK! Oh you are telling me...ok, like where do you want it??? ::stupid valley girl laugh:: |
| from chadmuska : |
| i can not believe you did that. comparing muska and his beatz to dave matthews band! have you no shame! i'm glad to hear you like my mixes. the spitkiss one is my favorite. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| Yeah you drive me Crazy, crazy, crazy for you baby |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| I just thought I'd share this quote I saw once by Anonymous (that person comes up w/a lot, huh?) "A part-time vegetarian is 50% better than a full-time meat eater" Any step in that direction makes a difference. |
| from chadmuska : |
| hahahahahaha...please....stop with the dave matthews band....i can't stop laughing. my coworkers are going to start asking questions. |
| from chadmuska : |
| hhahahahahha dave matthews band. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| the banner on my screen right now is a red crayon. the name of it is "time 'o the month" by kitty-kaboom. yea. thats all. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| But I'd go through hell for you and I haven't been this scared in a long time And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody This world's and ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me |
| from chadmuska : |
| dude! read my work story! it is soooo nerdier. |
| from mangofarmer : |
| Well thank you. You're pretty cool yourself. :) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| But not a real green dress, that's cruel. |
| from zeporah : |
| Whatever. I was not trying to make anyone feel bad. I'm not going to talk about this through dland. I dunno why it's such a big deal. If you have soemthing to say ot me, SAY it to me. |
| from radioflyer- : |
| Don't worry I don't think you'e a band fag yet anyways. Music is cool. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| You know me, and I suck and I know people who work at Mcdonalds and I hate all of them. THEY SUCK! |
| from coryrudolf : |
| Main reason - I use to work at McDonald's and it sucks ass. That is why they don't count. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| Main reason - I use to work at McDonald's and it sucks ass. That is why they don't count. |
| from radioflyer- : |
| It's okay. I'm not doing anything anyways so I have plenty of time to answer questions. Tuba. |
| from radioflyer- : |
| It's okay. I'm not doing anything anyways so I have plenty of time to answer questions. Tuba. |
| from radioflyer- : |
| Hey it's been a while. I figured you forgot me. Anyways you did spell my name wrong because it has the little dashy thing at the end. I think it should work okay after that. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| If you updated at nine thirty at night...does that mean you have AIM again? |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Dude, you had me pretty damn worried for a minute there. Thought you were goin' all SquirrelX on my ass. :) |
| from heartracer : |
| the way you tell your stories makes me think of your smile. good luck with the BIG stuff! i know i/m just one of the many people who believe in you. and you should know... whatever you do, you/ll be amazing. yup, i/m gonna shut up now. take care, dorkhead. ♥, your silly little friend. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Your lameness seems to be just part of your charm. :) |
| from gbtommy : |
| Consider me there! I'll try and find girls to go. heh heh. |
| from gbtommy : |
| Tequila for all! |
| from needscoffee : |
| Congrats and glad to hear about the classes! Seeing you this weekend would be wonderful (I saw your note to Mike), seeing you and Jessica would be even better! |
| from cfbucki5 : |
| Hello Justin |
| from carpet : |
| way to go |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Great stuff, kiddo. You're definitely good people. |
| from punkroxxy : |
| I am proud of you too. good luck!!! and if you need anything, you just let me know. it may take me a few days to get there but i will drop everything. you will have to cut me some slack b/c it is a LONG walk! |
| from coryrudolf : |
| Aragog from Harry Potter? Nice. |
| from stale-mem : |
| yes i happen to know, in fact i have both verssions. Bad Religion wrote it in 1982 on their first full length album "could hell be any worse". I pretty sure sublime wasn't around in 1982. Hope that helps. |
| from radioflyer- : |
| More Vandalia than Dayton, but it's close enough. My diary is mostly crap, but that's okay some people like it I think. I write something good every now and then. Talk to you later. |
| from gbtommy : |
| I just wanted to say great party yesterday. When is the next one? :p |
| from radioflyer- : |
| I think your diary is funny. Plus you live near Dayton and this matters to me because I've never met anyone on here that lives remotely near me. I'm sure you don't care, but I thought I'd share. |
| from gbtommy : |
| if you say so Justin ;) |
| from cinemaphile : |
| so, since you and I aren't going to the graduation tomorrow, do you feel like going to see "The Italian Job" while they're doing that? |
| from cinemaphile : |
| that is too freakin' funny. and i can see griff being like that too. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Dont worry, I'm not going to starve myself, i could though...i really could. And my body just ached all day yesterday. I think its b/c I didnt get enough sleep and getting laid. "Wink wink" get it? Good! |
| from leonmcphelps : |
| Dildoface |
| from cinemaphile : |
| lol... by the way, nice entry... you totally pulled me in with your "Hey, check out how funny this guy is!". |
| from cinemaphile : |
| Oh, hey! What's goin' on hot stuff? I just wanted to let you know that your diary is super cool and rad. I think I'll make a link to it sometime. You're so hot. If I weren't totally straight, I would make-out with your hot ass. Keep it real G. |
| from chadmuska : |
| you're hilarious! (i have nothing better to do at work but constantly hit the "buddy list" button in hopes someone has updated.) |
| from whitepills : |
| Oh, hey! What's goin' on hot stuff? I just wanted to let you know that your diary is super cool and rad. I think I'll make a link to it sometime. You're so hot. If I weren't totally straight, I would make-out with your hot ass. Keep it real G. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| im glad that im not that monkey. i dont know which is worse, pooping out a cue ball, or stickin food in your ass and then eating it. eww gross |
| from gbtommy : |
| Why are your entries funnier than mine Justin? :p |
| from failure4eva : |
| ok so not sure wot im chattin bout but u sound like a funny guy. wot kindda music does ya band play?? not sure if u mentioned that, short attention span u see. oh well. so yeah lets us know! byeeeeeee!!!!! |
| from lunaadored : |
| im back for a moment or two!! we're so amish, we don't have a phone in the apartment yet!! anywhoo, which eddie dvd? i have dressed2kill, and i want glorious. lemme know! im excited for you, but not quite as excited as you were.... :] |
| from stale-mem : |
| I... lo... lov.... I ... I love you. ::runs away embarassed:: |
| from zeporah : |
| Oh my Jesus. Those were only SOME of the awesome times we've had. Dear Lord, I love you boys. |
| from heartracer : |
| memories can be sweet breathing; perfect tasting. you have a good hold on them and it/s good to think of you with smiles for these things. never regret, never regret... this is a gift. love you. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| ::sniff sniff:: Can I reminisce on the past too? :o) |
| from zeporah : |
| Aww, buddy. I love you bunches. No playa hatin'. :D |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Uh...I think I put an extra drink in there...leave it to me, always sneaking in extra drinks. ;) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Ya might want to fix the typo on the word "big" close to the bottom of your entry. :) Just a thought. Have a happy tomorrow, drink and drink a free beer for me when you help your mom move. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| "Bhanks A Tunch" for changing that! SMILE! LA luffs you!!! :o) |
| from carpet : |
| aww, smile. things will be better eventualy and if not at least you will be dead and not have todeal with negative emotions anymore. if that does not make you happy , maybe knowing the fact that nanaimo means 7 potatos.-rachel |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| What exactly is the thing you wrote about me in your profile mean? |
| from frisbee01 : |
| diarylaxing. that sounds like some kind of laxitive or something. gross. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Saturday?!? Noooo! I switched with one of the girls at work so she could plan her wedding, so I have to work saturday, 4-11:30! You won't be back through at all at any other time? |
| from stale-mem : |
| The trick is finding what makes you happy. Its easyer said than done. |
| from cinemaphile : |
| if "nobody makes you happy but you" then I guess we have to cancel our late-night rondesvous. and poor poor frisbee. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Get AIM again, you big fat turd head. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Move? Dont worry, havent scratched that outta my mind, YET. I still want to move there. Money? YA, thats a huge issue. So, give us money, and we will do it!! :o) JK. Luff ya! |
| from chadmuska : |
| i will search when i get home. io know it was in there. there was 3 seperate packs of earrings. i'm sorry to tell you but i'm pretty sure the post office hates you. first hte monkey and now this. |
| from chadmuska : |
| are you serious?!!? was it opened at all? i know i put 3 pairs in there. i'm positive. i cleaned out all my stuff today. i would have noitced if i didn't out them in. i will search again. that is the saddest thing i've ever heard. hopefully i jsut forgot them. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| number 27: When guys act like they are independantly thinking little beings and write big long lists of pissosity and try to deny that they are oh-so-totally their woman's bitch. But really, we know the truth. ;) |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| How..uh...degrading!! Hehe. Kind of puts me in a bad mood. :o( HEHE! Luff ya! :o) |
| from cyanophyta : |
| You have officially popped my "Somebody Said 'Horribly Retarded' in Your DLand Notes" Cherry. It was About. Time. In other news, saying HORRIBLY RETARDED never EVER gets old. |
| from zeporah : |
| Ha. I'm a retard. :D |
| from wonderchai : |
| you're lefthanded! *enamored* |
| from wonderchai : |
| ohh i love you! love love LOVE you. |
| from stale-mem : |
| hi, i havnt left a dumb measage in a while,so heres one for you. Hi |
| from chadmuska : |
| just because you downloaded the songs early doesn't make you cool. i can't even listen to it now either because the speakers on my computer are gimpy and won't play cds. i sent your presents today! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| How did I know you were just going to leave this :) in a note? ha! |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| Heh heh, oops, did I say that? Well, I didn't have a bottle of wine in me when I wrote that, otherwise I probably would have stuck by that. Ah well. |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| Totally did. ;) |
| from needscoffee : |
| Just to let you know (pass this message on to the other Js, please), the only thing missing from this weekend was seeing "all y'all." However, I should be back in town in two weeks, so I will see you then. :) |
| from chadmuska : |
| if you ever met me you would be slightly disappointed/suprised. i'm actually really quiet and save all my sassy/annoying comments for my diary. i'm not a social person, all my friends here my comments, no one else. i'm not really cool. |
| from katiedoyle : |
| i like labrynth... |
| from katiedoyle : |
| dude, you are so *cool*. have i said you are cool? because dude, you are so cool. :) kd (and with your post, i have to say it would be interesting to walk around in a guy's body for a day to see what the hell all the fuss is about, but i don't want to do it on a daily basis my entire life, no sir) :) |
| from katiedoyle : |
| and just to be clear, i am NOT bashing you, and i think you're hip, and have a nice day. :) kd |
| from katiedoyle : |
| this is part of the problems inherent with the world. i as a girl say this sucks and men are lucky they don't have it, and i launch into a bit of a tirade (ok, ok, more than a bit!) to say to you men hey, this bites it, be glad you don't have it, and btw, this is what it's like, and i get a tad carried away by saying you only have the prostate thing, wah, get over it, and then you think i'm male bashing and don't understand that being a guy is tough too, and i'm sure it is, but you know, i'll take it over the girl thing any day. maybe that's just because it's grass on the other side of the fence, i don't know. but that's the thing: i say my lot sucks, and men think i'm bashing them. men say their lot sucks, and i and other women think they bashing us. and there's a little bit of green syndrome going on too, so that probably causes the whole bashing feeling. yes, you have a penis, and yes, it sucks, and yes, being a guy is hard, but truly, i do think being a girl is harder (but sometimes i think being a guy is), and once a month, when i'm crampy and bitchy and REALLY uncomfortable, and The Boyfriend is happily typing away and doesn't have a physical care in the world, i get a little irritated that you guys don't have to deal with this monthly thing. and by the way, boobs hurt when you bump into 'em or jostle 'em around much, too. but i'm still glad i don't have a penis. :) kd |
| from heartracer : |
| hey justinface. i miss our conversation too, you know. all the wit &perfect sense. good full spoons of laughs/// i think your friendship kept me [somewhat] sane through some very bad times, some very bad moments. i hope you know i'm still super warm in the heart to have a friend in you... even though we haven't been able to talk in a very long time. it was good to hear from you. i'm doing good. yes, quite good. big treasures in my heart. i hope you're doing well, with a face full of big fat smiles! ///p/s. the other night when i read your "Obituaries" entry, i kinda freaked out for a second. i got this awful feeling... yes, it was horrible. i quickly went to check the diary of jess because i was worried... yes, i AM a dork. ah, nevermind. i feel silly now. anyway, you take care of yourself, my friend. <3! |
| from cinemaphile : |
| whatever you idiot. lol... jeez i'm an asshole sometimes (all the time). but you know that i love you... and if it weren't for your penis... |
| from wonderchai : |
| come to Oregon and visit. |
| from cinemaphile : |
| lol... but i still love you. |
| from cinemaphile : |
| now did you pee ON your girlfriend in the shower? 'cause dude... you're messed up |
| from frisbee01 : |
| um, if you could, um, could you please write soon? um...yea...thanks...heheh. im dumb... |
| from katiedoyle : |
| now see, this is why i like you. and i don't mean to say a prostate exam isn't awful, because i'm sure it is, but MAN, that pms thing and all that goes with it SUX. so i still like you, even if you *did* take that cheap breast shot. :) kd |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Hey, thanks for the note. I'm not ALWAYS sad or mad...I really do have more of a middleground in real life. I guess I'm just a girl of very intense emotions, and sad and angry tend to get more attention paid to them than happy does. Hanging out DOES sound like a great idea though. :)] ~sara |
| from wonderchai : |
| *grinny face* |
| from chadmuska : |
| just telling it how it is. |
| from chadmuska : |
| crazy boy what are you talking about. fotolog has nothing to do with diaryland. it's just a place to post pictures for free if you'd like. i have a gold membership, that's how i post pictures on my diary. fotolog.com is not diaryland.com it's fun though. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| damn, it looks like im a little late on the death comment. anyway...um. dont croak on me okay? i like you too much for you to go dying on me. (i know i probably spelled dying wrong). but seriously. stay alive. your too much fun to be dead. and way too cute. if you were dead you would be really boring...and you would start to smell bad too. so, there is my great wise thing or whatever about stayin non-dead. just stick around atleast a little longer. :D mwah. |
| from chadmuska : |
| http://www.fotolog.net/chadmuska/ |
| from needscoffee : |
| Please stay healthy, Justin. No dying for you! How are you going to mature into a dirty old man unless you grow old? (But you'd also be remembered for your compassion and your insight, and your outlook on life.) |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Ok, I guess thats a good enough excuse, but its still sad. |
| from chadmuska : |
| do you still live on huffman? i want to make sure i have the right address |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Wow, that makes me want to cry. :o( Its only the thought of dealing with the pain of losing a loved one. |
| from chadmuska : |
| did you really die? i have presents for you! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| my bad! i didnt know that it was spelled different. symbol, cymbal....they're all the same! hehe. :D |
| from frisbee01 : |
| um...how come you arent gluttonous like me? hmm. i would think that two people such as us, would be very high. ok i was...but where were you? hmmm....i think an alien has taken over my boyfriends body. thats why he doesnt eat meat anymore. you have one of those brain slugs like in family guy. but yours is high tech and invisible....dont listen to me, im full of crap. |
| from chadmuska : |
| you list abbey (scarydoo) as a favorite! you rock the casbah! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Thanks very much, you were right. I DID need that. :) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| im so proud of you! hehe. man im still friggin hungry. hmm. i want mcdonalds. i have money. but i shouldnt do it since im gonna be poor. damnit. im hungry...hmph :*( |
| from frisbee01 : |
| how come your entries date one day ahead. like you wrote today and its the 2nd, and it dated it as the 3rd. hmm. odd. |
| from zeporah : |
| Ha. Um, I dunno. Boring ones? No, not really boring, just kinda, not really normal stuff you used ot write. Like, you used to write stuff about what you're thinking and drawn-out thought things. Lately, they just haven't been "Justin-y". I dunno. I'm not making sense. I JUST LIKE THAT LAST FEW ENTRIES, OKAY???!!! :D |
| from chadmuska : |
| i jsut realized that the last note made almost no sense at first glance. i'm sorry i suck at typing. |
| from chadmuska : |
| you can have the stretcher, i'm sending out everything that needs to be mailed next friday. i'll make sure to send you it. that boys like me, i constantly laugh at myself and tell no one my personal life. that's why its called a personal life. your ears aren't in pain because the holes are jsut babies. little 6gs, 4's hurt me the most. i was fine until then. i tried to email you so i'd stop flooding your note box, but it back fired. how's your girl? |
| from cinemaphile : |
| in case you haven't figured it out yet, Jeska put the weights back on last night... Snakey and the rat were nestled up to each other taking a nap. And they say that people play with their food? |
| from chadmuska : |
| http://chadmuska.diaryland.com/images/thebludge.jpg check that out, want my 2g stretcher? i was going to send you a cd as a suprise, but if you want that too its all yours. i only have one though. i used it, but only for 3 days basically, i put plugs in right away. i actually have a lot of extra jewlery, but only one pair of 4g plugs that i just shoved in, don't do that. it hurt super bad. that picture just became 10 times funnier because it really is him. i'd be happy i don't look like someone that should be on TRL. so hows the ears? |
| from chadmuska : |
| baby, 6g, only. thats what my small plugs are at. i'm more hardcore than you. my baby brother stretched his by himself and he is at 8g now. he rocks. look like a boy band member yet? |
| from chadmuska : |
| when you put a picture of a bare chested boy that could easily pass for a boy band member and actually tell people it is you, i'll link you. that is the nerdiest thing i've ever seen, i would never admit if i looked like a pop singer. he is hilarious either way. i'll link you someday. promise. |
| from zeporah : |
| :) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| lets just hope that i am all and well this weekend. ok, off to school now. ::grab my books and skip out the door:: haha! fuck that. oh shit where are my keys? damnit im gonna be late! hehe. talk to you soon! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| yea. im sure that shot gun would make me kind of messy. you could be thinkin you are kissin me on the lips and it would be my nose or something. eww gross. how bout i just go to the doctor, rip em out, and get some pain killers instead? |
| from zeporah : |
| I'm very excited that you are writing normal 'Justin' entries again! ::smooch:: |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ok, we need three things. double-barrel shotgun, you, and me. now put the shotgun up to my jaw. just pull the trigger. |
| from punkroxxy : |
| HAHAHA some shit talking guy that lives here in valdosta. it is amazing the things that you hear about from other people. it is a shame i wasn't there when it happened. i guess i should be pissed off but it is such a bizarre thing that i can't help but laugh hysterically. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| AHHHH, you whack to the animal pron while I do a completely different method and whack to the child porn. Whatever works. I totally fucked up my part yesterday at practice, but I will get it all better. Hopefully. ONE THING HAS MADE ME HAPPY: Pacers Won! Indiana Pacers that is. |
| from cinemaphile : |
| 1. sorry i didn't get any input from you... didn't even remember that I still needed a few when I got there, once I did remember, you were kind'a busy. 2. i don't intend to make more lists... i just did one for justin because he thinks they're retarded and doesn't intend to do one... everyone else has or will. 3. numbering and listing things makes me look pissed off... i'm not... just thought it was funny. 4. i should really be doing work... i need to get off D-Land 5. but not "get it off", 'cause there are just too many people... |
| from cinemaphile : |
| the HQAX site is Jeff's. It's also where he hosts his images from. How did you not know about this? Hell, Jeff posted about it in his 100 list. Anyway... glad you enjoyed my "ode to JK list" (this is what Jeska and I were talking about last night) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| suhhhweeet! :D Um, since the server is being gay....I'm gonna get ready, so if you finally get my other emails. Im doing my thang! I'll chat with you shortly. Although you may be at lunch hm...... I'll talk to you soon! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i'm eating this bagel right now. and i was wondering if we can go to bagel cafe this weekend? :::big puppy dog eyes with the lip stickin out::: :D ::bats eyelashes:: |
| from frisbee01 : |
| how boring is that? just little ones? thbpppppp! and i see that you have learned to write notes to me and not yourself. i almost did it though. Im all ass backwards today. hmmm...you get my email? |
| from frisbee01 : |
| im soooo sorry that i get excited with glee when i write you a note, that i do not pay attention to my your's you'res and my their, there, and they'res. maybe i just have bad english kharma with you, b/c usually i do not have a problem with those. im wearing purple tube socks. what color are YOURS???? |
| from coryrudolf : |
| youll be surprised how good i actually am. I have been told i am the best acrot here. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| your sick! you know how many germs are on a computer screen! good lord! im not the sick one! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ::puts crotch up towards screen b/c i know you are making out with it:: hehe. not really. but the thought is nice. :D hehe. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| You were NOT supposed to see that!! And now you know that I had semi-planned what I was going to say and paraphrased it back to you after noticing what a tool I was. hahah oh well. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Oh, trust me, I fully appreciate AND practice thorough grooming habits such as those. It was just odd knowledge to have, that's all. :) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Your theories make sense. All of them. However, it is very difficult to write you a note and look you square in the (type)face without blushing, with this newly accquired knowledge of your...ahem...shaved testicles. It's like trying to hold a serious conversation with someone you dont know so well after walking in on them jerkin' it. :) |
| from cinemaphile : |
| http://leonmcphelps.diaryland.com/030429_81.html wow... not a flattering picture of you. lol. |
| from xo-liesl : |
| You say some nice shit sometimes there, little homey. We'll see if and when I go. I'm just starting to feel like writing the diary is forcing me to wallow in shit that I would otherwise normally ignore or get over faster. But I appreciate that you dig my diary enough to tell me I shouldn't stop. That means an awful lot. xo |
| from chadmuska : |
| i have the enjoi ring that means i rule the world. or at least how geeky boys use the word enjoi. its ok though, i understand. i know you stay up some nights wondering if you are really cool or not. it's ok, i know you are cool deep down. |
| from chadmuska : |
| just because you spelt enjoy with an "i" doesn't mean i think your cool. only if the animal cookies were panada shapes can it be spelt enjoi! get it right sucka. |
| from chadmuska : |
| is that the leon diary? that thing is super, super funny. if i knew you and your friends personally i'm sure i owuld make fun of you too. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| thats my very special dumb ass. i knew i liked you for a reason! hehe! its ok. we all have our moments. mine and yours seem to happen all the time. :D |
| from needscoffee : |
| Thank you much - Justin, I love you... not in any way that Mike or Jessica need to worry about it... but you know what I mean. |
| from whitepills : |
| Hey Beeby! ::Smiles and waves hand really rapidly in front of chest:: |
| from frisbee01 : |
| hola! ::waves hand really high:: |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Ok, so, are you eating those plain animal cookies? B/c the ones with the Icing are the best!!! YUMM!!! :oP |
| from chadmuska : |
| i like the earrings like that better too, but i can't match it on the other ear so i'm not sure what to do. the 4th hole is broken and closed. so i'm not sure how to sport it. any more advice? |
| from chadmuska : |
| somedays you don't even know how lame i am. like now i'm sitting at work stuffing envelopes, there is nothing witty about that. i know you secretly like your girlfriends better because she doesn't talk about her snot. i have soo many stories waiting to be told. i'm trying to space them out. it's going to be a good week. |
| from stale-mem : |
| That is an interesting argument. For god. Hmm, but that implies he exsisted in the first place. But none the less, it is still an interesting thought |
| from zeporah : |
| :P |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Man, you are so mean sometimes. Geesh. I could actually be a vegetarian. It wouldnt be that hard for me. :o) |
| from zeporah : |
| I thought you already wrote about the concert...Damn, you are all flubberfucked lately! :D ::smooch:: |
| from chadmuska : |
| 62 = me! i stutter during good stories too. and i used to wear hemp jelwery! i still hav ethe things needed to make it! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| yes, justin. you are the poop boy. ::pats you on the back to calm you down::: |
| from soulepiphany : |
| you fuckin TEASE! I saw your name online yesterday, and asked if it was really you. And know what? It wasn't. Meh. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| my bad! so i typed THERE instead of THEIR. i was in a hurry. geez! can you give me a break?!?! hehe. just kiddin. ok cool. i have to find my stand by your van cd. i'm gonna be PISSED if i dont find it! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i would be very content with that, but i still owe you a butt load of cds. is that there only one? or do they have more? just wondering! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Hey, thanks for the nice little note. It caught me at the perfect time. You're such a good day-brightener! Now get your ass some AIM so I can talk to ya. :) ~sara |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| Thanks man. If I really could, you know I'd be there in a second. It will happen eventually though, I just have to be patient. |
| from heartracer : |
| dear justin, you didnt have to tell me that... you certainly didnt have to apologize. because, you see, you have never been a bad friend to me. i realize how confusing my shit must get. the fact that i am an idiot coupled with the fact that i try not to think about what i write and rather just feel must make it even more confusing. just know... if its ever anything bad, theres no chance its about you. youre a wonderful friend. we havent spoken in ages but youre still just as special to me. dont ever think youre a bad friend to me. ill have to kick your ass if you think that. love you millions. love, chere� |
| from frisbee01 : |
| well, you've got all those damn nail files, im sure you could fix it. damn, maybe you are more a girl than i am. hehe. shit i dont even file my nails. im just kidding. i like your hands anyway. but we wont talk where. thats just wrong. hehe. |
| from heartracer : |
| i miss you |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you know what. i'm a gay ass. dont pay attention to me. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i've always loved my men with purple toenails. hehe. and when they have manicured nails. mwah! hehe. hows the toenail polish holdin up? my finger nail polish is startin to chip in certain areas. oh well. gotta work in two days. talk to you soon! |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I'm not sure why that went up twice.. Sorry about that. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I don't like it when you read my diary... freaky. Heheh. Anyways, I'm assuming that you sent the email to PinApl, since I didn't get it. My s/n is FribseeBug226 now, I don't have PinApl21 anymore. I'm sorry if you didn't know that. Mom said she enjoyed the party a lot. Love ya. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I don't like it when you read my diary... freaky. Heheh. Anyways, I'm assuming that you sent the email to PinApl, since I didn't get it. My s/n is FribseeBug226 now, I don't have PinApl21 anymore. I'm sorry if you didn't know that. Mom said she enjoyed the party a lot. Love ya. |
| from chadmuska : |
| a gold membership is nescessary to host wonderful pisctures. without it my entry would have been boring and not very believable. who's your coworker? |
| from punkroxxy : |
| i'm always up for new things. *smile* |
| from stale-mem : |
| sorry bro cant be there sat, family thing, but i love and wish i could be there. |
| from chadmuska : |
| i'm sorry to imform you my latest entry was far more ewxciting than yours. also a gay man is suing my work. don't hate on the gays. |
| from punkroxxy : |
| will you marry me? |
| from rudybob77 : |
| hello just, i find it very cool that you have decided to try to not eat meat, i wish i could do such a thing, whatever you end up doing i will support you no matter what, i am a supportive buddy :o)! |
| from katiedoyle : |
| lol; yes very diverse! i love the meatloaf too; both of them! :) kd |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| Okay, be prepared to get some veg stuff, for now check out http://www.peta2.com/stuff/s-recipe.html, it's got cruelty free options at fast food places and such, and also http://www.veganarchy.freeserve.co.uk/ and http://www.veganstreet.com/ There's lots of recipes and info to ensure you your doing the right thing. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| You know what I meant. Geesh. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| haha! you're a dumb ass! haha! i'm not weird. i just tell the truth. now go wash your butt! hehe. and your balls too....pee ewww...they still smell from the concert last night. hehe. mwah! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Why can't you just cut back on it instead of totally wiping it out of your meals? One little piece of cow or chicken wont hurt you. :o) |
| from whitepills : |
| Yoh wee-ud. Can you figure that one out? |
| from frisbee01 : |
| your butt smells like poo. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| That, then, is admirable and I give you snaps. :::snaps fingers three times::: |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I am not gay. |
| from cinemaphile : |
| ready to rock, i'd have it for you this evening but you're going to Indy... it'll have to wait until tomorrow i guess. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Yay, vegetarian stuff. But veganism? is a fucking cruel and psychotic JOKE. I'm tellin ya. I was vegan for a while, and man alive, is it ever a damn pain in the leafy green ass. Don't do it, dude, don't do it. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| good entry. i feel the same about some of those. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| good entry. i feel the same about some of those. |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| I'm so proud!! I love hearing that other people are considering going veg. Makes my heart melt. I'd be happy to share some of my favorite recipes w/you if you'd like! Let me know! |
| from punkroxxy : |
| it makes me sad when other people are sad. i want to take them home and hug them and tell them everything that i am going to do to make everything okay. i feel so helpless. |
| from rudybob77 : |
| yer my girl buddy, be happy. Huh? Stay what you are. Change things you are doing but not who you are. Love, Jeff |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i know you did. |
| from wokendream : |
| Hey man, I love you just the way you are. If you weren't who you are, you'd be an arrogant prick with a lot of talent and hate us all. And you're intelligence is what separates you from other people, and acceptance. I love you. And...you owe me 12 dollars because I have to pay the cable bill tomorrow. Bye. |
| from cinemaphile : |
| dude... you're on crack! |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i love you. |
| from leonmcphelps : |
| I don't see what was wrong with that entry. I would have commented on the time I lost virginity but that is still in tact and I can't imagine anyone having sex with me. If I were a hot chick I wouldn't even consider having sex with myself. Well if I were a hot chick I would have sex with myself, but not with me. Well, I think you know what I mean, because I certainly don't. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Just to let you know...the past 3 hours...i have been holding it in! So, you can't smell it yet! Seriously. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| HAHAHAHAHA!!! you are dumb and cute. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I love your hairy white ass. It's even hangin' up by my computer. :o) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| I love your ass. ( Okay, the inflection there is hard to write. While I do in fact love your behind, by "your ass" I mean you as a whole. Remind me and I'll say it to you exactly how it's supposed to sound ). |
| from chadmuska : |
| boy, you update more than the hoover dam. what entry of mine are you copying? |
| from frisbee01 : |
| can we hire a hitman? then we could get rid of everyone who poses a "threat" to us. I don't want to deal with this shit. FUCK....ASS!!! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Ya know, I was fairly sure when I left that request for a stalker, you would be the first to take me up on it. Thanks for not letting me down. :) ~sara |
| from whitepills : |
| I'm kind of pissed. I've checked my notes about 10 times today, and NOTHIN'. I'm not blaming you guys, I just want a really interesting note to read! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I'd like to see good old Mr. Owl chomp into one of THOSE things after only three licks. "The world may never know." |
| from stale-mem : |
| Dont worry too much about our party, If your moms having one thats prolly a big deal, So if you can make it or not i know the love is there. Just thought of something just now and i'll relay it to justin (bj) in note form. But summer will be here soon enuff, so this whole sceduling think prolly wont matter, Plus it'll be solved long before then. Hope that thought sits well with you. I know its not my place to but in, just an observation. Later. |
| from cinemaphile : |
| "dude, if it weren't for your penis..." |
| from cinemaphile : |
| FYI- I got you a tik for the DMB show @ Columbus |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Um...the word was Then, and That. Apparently my H button now smooches big grimey donkey balls. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Well, I have these days where I excercise like a fiend, and ten days where I drink coffee,listen to the beatles, and knit blankets. I'm kinda schizo like tat. But I have noticed that on days that I work my ass off, Ijust crash oh-so-nicely. :) Thanks for the concern, it's nice to know somebody's watching. (just not from my window. freak.) ~sara |
| from coryrudolf : |
| I have actually been too pissed off/busy/stressed/everything to even write. I just wanna sit here and think about jumping into a bathtub with a toaster, but I will prolly mess that up too and forget to plug it in...so? Life just sucks lately. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| wow im a cool person. hehe. look at what nice things soulepiphany has to say about me. THANKS! hehe. just wanted to say hello. for the umpteenth time today! Miss ya! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Jessica must be an amazingly trusting person. I'm always so jealous, I wouldnt be able to handle that. The two of you must have such an incredibly trusting and open relationship for her to be able to deal so maturely with that. You are both so lucky to have each other. :) ~sara |
| from stale-mem : |
| Dude, your a big boy you can take care of yourself. You wont get any shit from me. Anyway hello, its been a little while. Hope I see you saturday or friday. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| WTF... I didn't mean it at all like that. You are not a horrible person. If you were, I surely wouldnt like you. UGH! |
| from punkroxxy : |
| what is your email address? i will correspond more with you there. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| We all have things we dont like about ourselves. Some things people can work on, some things will always stay the same. Dont be unhappy. Change the things you dont like. Work on them. But, remember you arent the only one who feels like they do horrible things...something like that. Thats just the person you are. |
| from katiedoyle : |
| been catchin' up on my reading. but please, for the love of god, please listen to the bat out of hell (1) album. it kicks the livin' daylights outta 2. kd |
| from scarydoll : |
| ha. the reality of being old. at least you still look cool to the under 18 crowd... ;) |
| from iplaybasswel : |
| April 20th boy... And everyone is invited... no Mike Walker and I kick you twice... not really, maybe, who knows... 4-20 weekend... be there or be incredibly square |
| from punkroxxy : |
| i'll be happy to do it. |
| from zeporah : |
| thanks! |
| from punkroxxy : |
| you need to add a template to your diary. you are too colorful of a person to have such a normal diary. |
| from xo-liesl : |
| its was too soon after the entry to get a smile. but fuck, dude. You got a laugh out of the last one. I'll graduate. I'll be fine. |
| from xo-liesl : |
| yeah, thanks. thats comforting..... |
| from cinemaphile : |
| now why the hell are you telling me to "eat shit"? seriously... you DON'T want to get me started, what's up with that? |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Reasons Why Guys are Gross: 1: They pee standing up, encouraging them to spray errant piss droplets everywhere, only for them to dry and turn greenish. 2: They would actually consider resting their forehead on the wall above the pee-spray, not taking into account the risk of pee-spray DRIFTING up onto that wall. 3: They pick pick their noses. 4: They WIPE THEIR BOOGERS ON WALLS!!! and apparently let other dudes KNOW that they do this. Jesus. It's a wonder all of us girls are not lesbians. It's only the Reasons Guys are Wonderful list that keeps me having any hope... |
| from pseudoclaire : |
| you are right. we do suck. i agree whole heartedly. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Good, because I'm bored out of my mind. ;) Screw traffic laws. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I've been told on SO damn many occasions that I seemed unnaturally preoccupied with death. People seem genuinely disturbed by me sometimes, when I think I'm just talking normally. I don't know, the good ones always end up understanding, and the bad ones get scared and leave me alone, so it all works out in the end. ~sara |
| from soulepiphany : |
| 1. Sake does = hockey-sounds. And...fuck...I forgot the 2. thing. Eh, I'll let you know if it comes back to me.. ~sara |
| from carpet : |
| hi ! the reason why there is a red line through your name on my diary is because you looked at your own diary before looking at mine. i dont hate you. i dont know you :) |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Mucho Hug-o's to you too!! Thanks. |
| from scarydoll : |
| haha... 1970! Dland sucks! Haha. (I am easily amused.) |
| from coryrudolf : |
| thanks....it wasn't like a suicide note or anything, just a thought provoking questions about how people piss me off, and how it is impossible to change who you are once people know you. People here know me for my humor about death, which I think those jokes are hilarious, and other weird things, sick humor. I have tried changing all that, but people still regard me as a loser/sick person. |
| from stale-mem : |
| i was reading last night and i just remembered. I've been meaning to ask you if you liked those blade books i've let you borrow. All cory's talk about books lately reminded me. hell i read one again last night. Anyways see you later. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Damn. *fixes eye makeup once more so she can go off to work without looking like she got stuck in a huge tear storm* |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I know all we should do is smile and remember the happier memories. There is still sadness that will occur considering that everyone grieves when someone is gone. But, the only way to get through it is smile through the good times. I will always remember the time we went outside to play in the snow with snowball fights, our "sleds" made of trash bags..hehe. That was very hilarious. I love you, man! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Ah, no need to cry. Just smile for me! He was a really good person, it would take me forever to type out exactly why he was liked by all. You are a good person too! :o) |
| from wokendream : |
| Yeah..you do suck. I never hear from you anymore. I'm kidding. Or am I? I love you, you know? |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I'll take that into consideration, seeing as you just might have a point there. And about it fucking me, I'm not sure about having to wait until later years. It seems to be fast-acting. Hey, get some AIM soon.We can be funny and talk about wonderful Christmas like we did before. :) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| MWAH! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| No legs? Shit, dude, that really fucking sucks. I, on the other hand, am lacking a heart. That's a much more useful condition. You can still get around just as well, walk and all that. Just, well, it doesnt hurt so bad when you fall down. ~sara |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Physically I have arms. Mentally, I dont. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I have no arms... I have no arms... |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Oh, you had said something about backing up your journal because of Dland having the tendancy to be a schizophrenic whore-beast. I second that emotion...or something. Shit, it's late as balls. AND I take issue with you calling your very sweet girlfriend a "bloody fucking cuntrag on fire" unless she has something equally nauseating and disturbing to call you. :) ~sara |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| not a piggy? Explain that one. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| OK OK OK...You totally looked her up and down, but you weren't checking out the nasty girl! It was just funny anyways. I caught you. I know Jessica doesnt care if you think a girls good looking, but its the fact I saw those eyes peek over and look at that girl! :o) Love ya! |
| from stale-mem : |
| Thanks dude, It means a lot to me. Thanks for the insperational words. They may only be words, but they give me optimism. |
| from coryrudolf : |
| About a boy it is...hopefully the library has it. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| ok, sounds good! ::thumbs up:: ::wink:: |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Where did that note come from that you wrote last to me? I havent even updated my diary! Well, you kick ass too...you totally rock! :o) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Um...backing up...::picks nose and makes hillbilly face::: Am I a complete idiot for not knowing how to do this? And could you maybe enlighten me a bit? Danke. ~sara |
| from coryrudolf : |
| Ahhhhhhh, you're a good kid Mr. J. I love you too. I don't know when I can come back over there though. Hopefully soon. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Aw, thank you. I need something. I was fine until I got into the shower this morning and I started about thinking about people...my ex...how he is going to deal with this alone. his best friend died on tues, his grandma died on wed. He is not a strong person. Very sad. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Ok, check your email..NOW! :o) |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| (((HUG))) Since I cant personally hug you! I forgive you and I dont hate you! AND you wont be let out in the dark about anything. How could someone do that? ::shrugs:: Love you darlin' and hope to see you soon!!! <3 |
| from heartracer : |
| thanks justinface. it was shit, like all heartracer pages, but im glad you loved it. im glad someone can love it. thanks you. take care. xoxox |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| OMG! That was a great entry about war! I totally agree with you on some things. WOW! |
| from heartracer : |
| i am feeling excitement ((much)) and anticipation for my gift! i love you....... |
| from chadmuska : |
| "Good Charlotte: Kinda gay" now wait a minute here, kinda gay. i'm more leaning towards hella gay. |
| from stale-mem : |
| Dude you have to go to blink182.com and see the new video, Travis FUCKING ROCKS!!!!!!!!!! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| LOL, can't wait to come tomorrow! I have no idea what time we will get there...depends on how fast i decide to drive :o) Oh ya, My dad and I and my sis are going to see Yanni on tues. LOL, kinda gay, but im going for my dad, we got box seats. :o) |
| from stale-mem : |
| ok it took me three reads to get it, But the first time i didnt even know it was a riddle. I was like " what the fuck?" but then i got it. oh yea um... hi. doves and horeses forever |
| from pseudoclaire : |
| it took me about thirty seconds to figure it out i am THAT SMART!!! |
| from pseudoclaire : |
| this is how to keep a dumbass busy for two minutes. i am so smart! |
| from whitepills : |
| I am STILL awesome. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| "our day" supposedly V-day isnt called anything nasty like that. We dont have to recieve anything. It's degrading. |
| from scarydoll : |
| ahh... nice BJ entry! I am laughing, yet totally appalled at the same time! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| WTF dude! March 20th? Thats totally wrong. And the whole...what girls and guys would say...totally wrong too. . . . . . Sick & Wrong. :o) |
| from heartracer : |
| okay, i'm sending it again from another address. don't delete anything with the subject ASSHOLE ADDRESS. god, i'm funny. |
| from heartracer : |
| hmm. i sent it to the aol address from which you sent pictures that time. is there somewhere else i should send it, somewhere else i was meant to send it? |
| from cinemaphile : |
| oh sure, I tell you that you've been bumped down a spot and you make references to her being "on top"... and on top of you no less. So much for me thinking that we were friends... apparently you're just trying to get to my girlfiend. Many, now I know how big Justin feels... Right, so I WE TODD DID |
| from cinemaphile : |
| Justin... it is a sad sad day for you my friend... you've been de-throned as the first person on my buddy list for DL... megan has signed up and that premire location is reserved for her. What can I say except that if it weren't for your penis... you know... that spot would be yours. (wink) I WE TODD DID! |
| from heartracer : |
| well, you are still owed a hug but you'll find the infamous address soon enough in your inbox. i thought that's what you meant... i won't think you hyped it too much. it'll be beyond special whatever it is and i will, without a doubt, love it. i already know that. besides the fact that you know me and would thus know what would mean something to me blah blah... it's from you, DUH! also, i'll have to thank mike.xo. |
| from heartracer : |
| heehee. funny. i was gonna use the sweetheart introduction last night. did you get my address? and in what way do you think i'll be pissed off? this is curious and curiouser... i have no idea what this gift could be! /// i was at debbie's house tonight and we listened to GRACELAND. now you're added to the other thousand things said album brings to mind. later<3 |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| And...you're welcome! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Ok, i'll take your word for it. I may not have much to say..when people need my opinion, but I try to tell those in need out. :o) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Are you the boy that doesn't come online anymore? I see that you updated less than an hour ago, and check my AIM list, and you are totally vanished. Oh well. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| A motivational speaker? Explain that one. Please. |
| from zeporah : |
| Justin, you write so well. Like when I read your diary, I get pissed when you get pissed,a dn i get sad when you get sad, etc...Anyway, I truly believe that you are one of my favortie people in the world and I think you did a VERY good job wirting exactly how you felt. You know I am alway here for you for anything. Well, not sex, but anything else. I'll even let you touch my boob. Oh, wait, you already do. :) l love ya' to bits. |
| from heartracer : |
| hey you. just been catching up on your life... 1. i have to say that i got all stupid excited when you spoke about paul simon's graceland. that album has the sweetest fucking memories for me... and sweet present moments too. i just love it. so brilliant and amazing and any other adjective i'm too stupid to say. 2. as far as love and all that shit... things get so tough sometimes (as if you didn't know that) and often people hurt each other without meaning to. that can break you, or you can choose to use it as something that makes the bond stronger. just always do what feels right. i'm glad things seem to be sorted out. you know that i wish you all the happiness in the world and want for you whatever it is you want for yourself. you and jess just be good to each other and stay strong, you're both lucky to have what you have... and you're both smart enough to know that. 3. i'm always here for you. 4. i KNOW i still owe you an address. pure laziness and forgetfulness are my only excuses, invalid as they may be. oh well... what more can you really expect from an asshole? 5. take care, justinface. 6. ♥ |
| from rudybob77 : |
| cory has a diary now coryrudolf is his name |
| from rudybob77 : |
| Justin loves Jessica..............na na na na na na |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Your impeccable taste in music just makes me so insanely happy. Graceland is one of the most talented, unique, and uplifting albums ever made. Yay,paul simon, and yay, you. ~sara |
| from lovelyashley : |
| hey, thanks for reading. I'm glad you enjoy my diary. And about your notes; I find it much easier to love strangers rather than myself. And yes you can love me back, you are wonderful, NEVER FORGET THAT! love, -Ash P.S. If you want to see more of my poetry, go to coldandnumb.diaryland.com |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Ya, comfortable would be good! Um, did you say, Bald? :o) |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| I hide things well. ::wink wink:: |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Ok, i feel a diary entry coming up about masterbation...be ready! No moshing for me...if it comes down to it...ill leave! I aint moshin' dude :o) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ok, its gonna be a minute until i get your ticket. cause, well. im not broke. but between payin the rents back, buying 4 tickets, and buying new work pants...that has dwindled my account. so you may have to wait. or either pay for it yourself. but if i get there first...ill do it for ya! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| ok 2 things: 1.)How can you feel bad for masterbating? 2.)I didnt agree with you tagging along for the concert. Explanations: 1.)Masterbating you should never feel bad about. It is a great thing! No one should feel bad for making themselves feel just a bit better for a few sec. 2.)JK'ing about you tagging along. I just found out this morning from Jessica that you were coming. At first I thought she was talking about a different Justin until she said.."he will probably get home at midnight, oh ya, justin is coming." Kind of a shock...but that totally r0kz! I can't wait! Later on homeslice. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| um, crap. i had an important message to write to you. let me sit here and drool for a while, see if i can remember what it was. oh, k i remember. how the hell did you and mike do that shit with the dec entries...current ones. cause i tried to do it...and i just f-ed it all up. ok, so that wasnt important, but i felt it was at the time! shoot me, now. |
| from stale-mem : |
| you know i dont hang out with you for the beer. Dude you fucking rock. Thought i'd leave you this little note telling you that |
| from heartracer : |
| well, our postdal address won't be changing so if i don't get chance to email you tonight, i'll email it as soon as i can get online again. probably friday... from tomorrow morning (a few hours away) i won't be online till everything is sorted at the new place. and by the way, i'm not at all worried you'd come to africa to kill me. i wish you would come to say hello and give me a hug though. duh. xo. |
| from heartracer : |
| haha. i fuckin love you man. p/s. i LOVED the ron jeremy reference the other day. i smiled so hard. <3 |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Me worried about a keg? ::laughing:: Im not worried about it, im worried about you all! LOL, not really, but something like that. I dont like that Mayer fella, his music makes me sick to my stomach...something along those lines. Just not fun to listen too, so that's where I had to agree with Jeff. ::wink wink:: :o) Adios Amigo! |
| from rubyxmoon : |
| Culinary school, huh? After your done w/that you should come be a chef at my vegan restaurant I'm gonna open in Chicago. If you want I will allow you to cook rats, but that's the only meat. And we can tell all the stupid vegans that it's fake meat. Hahaha....wait, I am a stupid vegan... |
| from frisbee01 : |
| can i ask you who ron jeremy is? ok well i just did. im thinkin i have an idea who he is, but im not quite sure. :) |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ok, this is totally random, but i looked down, and i look like i have these massive hips and ass...whoa...ok what i wanted to say: well, i dont know what to say. i guess thank you. those things are the things that make me think i love you. i love who you are. i know that much. |
| from xo-liesl : |
| Oh Justin! I'm so sorry. It was a total accident. You know how I am -all obsessive about alphabetizing and shit, so whenever I add a new favorite, I have to move nearly everyone. Sometimes things get misspelled, and this time you got dropped. I'm SO sorry! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Glad you think it's more like..."MORE THE MERRIER!!!" Who cares where people will sleep! There is always the floor! Don't worry about the house...it will be fine. Plus, it will probably end up not being ALOT of people. So, no need to worry! I cant wait to come visit! <3 *LA* |
| from xo-liesl : |
| Huh? |
| from heartshaped : |
| sometimes, that's just fine. yesterday was tragic and i'm fine fine fine. <3 |
| from heartshaped : |
| thank you kindly. keep in touch, yes? xo. |
| from chadmuska : |
| i'm addicted to sending people stuff in the mail. addicted i tell you. expect another letter someday. |
| from heartracer : |
| i dont know her in person (i hope i will some day) but she's a friend, yes. shes certainly someone i care about a great deal. she is indeed popular... because her and her words are exceptionally beautiful. |
| from heartshaped : |
| pretty pretty. <3 |
| from heartracer : |
| i love you, asshole. don't go thinking shit like that again... i care about you so much, and there's just some people i'll always want in my life. like, HELLO JUSTIN. you're one of them. so, uh, i cried when i read your note and all... so fucking relieved. and some time you should put the comment you had for me back in your profile. the one that you said "sounded weird", the one about me never getting rid of you. that used to make me smile so. i guess i should have told you that. take care. xox. |
| from heartracer : |
| god, justin... i typed that entry before i even recieved your note. i only just got your note now, after having read your entry. that message was not to you. it was about someone else i had a conversation with and some people in general... not you. i would never. anyway, whatever you think... i love you. |
| from heartracer : |
| justin... i gather you're talking about me because i'm gone from your profile... but uh, i just want you to know... i was definitely NOT talking about you in that entry... i don't know what exactly made you think this of me... but if it was that, well, it was about someone else. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Hey there, kid. How come it says on my buddy list that you have not updated in eleven days, and that actually turns out to be a pack of damn scandalous lies? hmmmmmmm. |
| from scarydoll : |
| i added you to my favorites because of your elevator entry - very entertaining! |
| from chadmuska : |
| ohhh my gosh! i hope you are ok. i'm totally afriad of that happening to me. one of mine is growing in and icky. i hate wisdom teeth. |
| from chadmuska : |
| you must eat some kim chee. it is good with rice wrapped in dried seaweed. or plain, me nad my brother just take a bowl food and eat it. eat some! |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| ok, let me rephrase that one. If you need HELP finding that little piece of jessica v-day gift...you can always ask me! Email me [email protected] |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| If you need finding "the present" you can always ask me! My [email protected] :o) |
| from iplaybasswel : |
| centerville lanes has the sponge ball |
| from chadmuska : |
| i rock at bowling! if i could i'd be on your team! last time i bowled i almost broke 50! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I was mad at my best friend because she thinks its ok to randomly lie to people that love her, as long as it serves her own purpose. I haven't talked to you in a while, hope I have not been cast aside for being rude, since i have the tendancy to do that sometimes. :) ~sara |
| from chadmuska : |
| did you read about what happened to the monkey?! i msut sue the post office, they obvisiouly dropped it and kicked it a few times. i packaged it sooo much. i'll find you something different. |
| from scarydoll : |
| Hi, I found you from chadmuska's diary. I think "rat" would taste okay with enough hotsauce or wrapped in a tortilla. Jk. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Just leave us in suspense!! Dont continue the entry!! AHH! ::covers eyes:: That's ok with my name. Ive been dealing with the misspellings for..uh...20 years! Hehe. Its right..Leigh Anne...so, at least you were somewhat close! I would of corrected you sometime. I forgive ya! See ya on the flip side y0'. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Holy shit, dude...not a rat...not a rat... |
| from heartracer : |
| i/m glad things are going so well for you. i miss you very much. take care. |
| from iplaybasswel : |
| So excited to see me all the sudden? |
| from chadmuska : |
| i'm left handed too! i hate writing things, my writing is soooo horrible. not girly at all, but i don't care. i got over it. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| you're awesome. i just wanted to remind you of that. |
| from chadmuska : |
| really, email me. i want to send this dumb monkey out. get back on the internet. [email protected] |
| from heartracer : |
| p/s. and yes, i realize you.ll probably only get this next week but... i.m really going to fucking miss you. that.s all. |
| from heartracer : |
| greetings you. well, i shall miss you until we next speak and hope that all goes beautifully for you. i am incredibly happy that jess is going to be there with you. it's super important to me that you're happy and have what you want. i'd rather not think about things my side and just be happy for you. so yes, be happy and stay safe. bye for a while! x |
| from heartracer : |
| you ass. you *should* be online right now, talking to your friend, wit, accent and perfect sense. yes. that is what i say. anyway, enjoy the packing and the move... i'm glad to read you so excited and all. ♥ |
| from punkroxxy : |
| you need to get msn messenger so that i can put you on my buddy list b/c i want to get a chance to talk to you b/c i said so. HAHA *smile* |
| from chadmuska : |
| i don't mind haveing things in common with people. i'm glad me and my sister aren't the only ones who got ugly monkeys for christmas. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| ok, i know that you would make out with me while puking. but what about taking a dump and pukin in the bathtub at the same time? would you even clean up the puke for me? eww that is soo sick!!! haha...dont worry...you'll get to make out with me soon...dont know about the puking up crab at the same time tho...ha! talk to you soon! |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Ooooh, that's one of my favorites. Good pick. and MERRY CHRISTMAS! ~sara |
| from lunaadored : |
| way to be. we need more people like you in the world. many more. and who said cloning would be a bad thing? :] the fuck up was a great read. i think im getting dogrun from santa. im hoping its just as good. happy holidays! and i mean it! |
| from heartracer : |
| you're good for my heart. and i hope you have a wonderful christmas - filled with smiles and good thoughts and grand feelings. i am honored to be included in that toast. my love, hope and friendship to you... a place you can always go to. xoxox. |
| from heartracer : |
| hello darling. it warms my heart very very much to hear you sounding so happy. such is important to me. thank you for the note. it was all touching and significant. i have more to say but hopefully i can speak to you soon. i was hoping tonight but you'll have your sense tied with alcohol and christmas music... which is a good thing! have fun, dear boy! bye for now. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| Tortugatjj, the same one that's on your profile...hmmm, very weird indeed. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| I'm about...four blocks west of detroit. I would im you, but you have blocked both of my names, and this makes me quite sad. I am SurrealCrimson, and CaipirinhaAlma. ~sara |
| from soulepiphany : |
| :) no, I stay out of the football battles. I'm in Wayne, in Redford. (nobody knows it exists, though.) |
| from soulepiphany : |
| What part of Michigan were you in? (unless you're concerned about crazy stalkers, namely me) That's where I live. ~sara |
| from chadmuska : |
| 3 days without an update! where are you?! |
| from heartracer : |
| [[hopes everything is going well there where you are]] ♥ |
| from zeporah : |
| i miss you. come home. we get drunk tomorrow with adam. and kelly osborne's music sucks ass almost as much as listening to christmas music all day while working a ten hour shift on the busiest saturday of the entire year all while trying to be nice to people whose bodies ,instead of taking up space, should be used as doorstops. ugh. love ya! |
| from iplaybasswel : |
| fag. |
| from heartracer : |
| it.s friday 4:04 pm. i am talking to him. nothing has changed. thank goddess. love you. bye for now. |
| from frisbee01 : |
| i am drunk..you just got off, and i would like to say....you are awesome...god that is SUCH A DRUNK COMMENT!! : D |
| from heartracer : |
| p/s. your note made my day. adoration at ya. |
| from heartracer : |
| dear boybrilliant, i have not heard a thing from him yet. sadness. thank you for wishing me well and caring. i shall be thinking of you this weekend and sending you good vibes. i hate family feelings like the ones you speak of. i sincerely hope it goes well. remember no matter what, i am here for you. point taken and, i love you too. we shall speak soon because i miss your ass! ♥ |
| from punkroxxy : |
| you are very right about how interesting it is that we are so in the same boat!! it makes me feel a level of comfort *smile* your diary is my daily crack. *giggle* |
| from katiedoyle : |
| because people are afraid of intensity. they don't understand it. you just have to learn to scale it back until others get a chance to know and let you in. most people go thru life with blinders and gloves on, so they can avoid feeling or seeing or thinking too much. i don't know why, but they do. you've got a tough life ahead of you, kiddo; most people will never understand you. but you'll probably get way more out of the good things than anyone else will. sadly, the bad will also hurt a lot more. that's just the way of it. so stick to people who can accept you, and forget the rest. just remember it might take people longer to get where you want them to be than it does you, and *you* accept that. kd |
| from heartracer : |
| you are darling. knowing people like you makes it not hurt to be me -- because you understand and experience what it is to care so much. i think we're lucky -- regardless of how many times we are pushed away and out. i love you much. & remain held to that hug. your friend, wit, accent and perfect sense. xoxoxoxox. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| No need to feel sappy. You obvious care about people you have never met. Everyone has some time in their life. At least you care. My very first entry I wrote last night was sappy. No need to be questioning about it. |
| from heartracer : |
| hey hun. thanks for caring. it means very, very much to me. i hope i can talk to you soon and let you know what happened, as i don't know when i will write about it. love you. xo. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Procrastination...hmm. All these nights you are on the computer til 3 AM, you could be out shopping!!! :oP hehe. Get Goin'! Time is ticking. Later on...HOMESLICE! |
| from chadmuska : |
| you are my complete opposite and i don't like you at all either. i hope no one is confused. |
| from twnkleeyz4 : |
| Hello! Its LA :o) All I want for Christmas is a boyfriend. I think I have the perfect girlfriend for you, only she doesn't liv 20 miles away. If only you could deal with that! Hehe. Hope you are doing great! Talk to you later, homeslice. |
| from heartracer : |
| p/s. yes indeed. time differences suck much. ugh. |
| from heartracer : |
| i am on -- just horribly fucked up right now. i don't imagine it would be fair to allow this me to touch a sweet soul and friend as yourself. thank you for the note though. i appreciate. take care. love. |
| from heartracer : |
| damn the man. let me know when the fat lady, er... justin, sings. heh. i'll always be wishing you luck for the next thing if luck fails the first time around. take care, hun. all things in time and there's usually time enough to get it right. much love. ♥ |
| from pseudoclaire : |
| sometimes diaryland likes to reitterate the point you are making by adding a few repeat notes. no biggie. it happens to the best of us. -claire |
| from heartracer : |
| heh. i love you. get online. i'm drunk. hello justin. |
| from pseudoclaire : |
| hi. i like your diary. love, claire |
| from chadmuska : |
| hahahahahaahah and times tht by ten! you wore a tie belt just like the sum41 kid! that was sooo last year! you rock. |
| from heartracer : |
| good luck! i am hoping it goes your way! xox. |
| from chadmuska : |
| i used to sleep with my contacts in too! for way too many weeks at a time. it is soo bad for your eyes. |
| from lunaadored : |
| I am pleased. :] "Je dois partir maintenant parce que ma grandmere est flambe..." |
| from lunaadored : |
| So, Im still the "I don't know just yet" girl on your list? :] Well, thats okay. I still love your diary. Keep it up. |
| from soulepiphany : |
| :) you just seem like someone I would hope to talk to and get to know. I like what I've seen in your diary and your profile. I'm sorry about the out-of-blue IMs i sent you, i didnt mean to creep you out,or confuse you. Hope you weren't too bothered! ~sara |
| from heartracer : |
| ha. arena rock [or my idea thereof at least] = good. & therefore the interpretation should be that your diary is adored by me. xo. |
| from heartracer : |
| yours is the arena rock of diaries. xo. |
| from mugbug226 : |
| I just read your first entry, and I'd like to thank you for not having thrown up on the Refs. I'm sure they would have called even more PK's against us. And by the way - you write better drunk than sober... |
| from mugbug226 : |
| Damn - you lost your virginity to someone else. I wanted to be the one =( Love you. |
| from lunaadored : |
| Since, you have a virgin note page, I thought I'd be the first. I check your diary everyday, so keep it going! And good luck with your home-hunt. |
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