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from whystinger :
Where you been lady? How are you all?
from whystinger :
Not going to school with your child? Make you an awful parent??? Hell NO! It makes you a smart Mommy. She will see it is no big deal for her to go and probably make it easier for her to adjust. I went through this with my sister when she started school. Big bro walked her to school, to the classroom door and she cried and cried when I left. Teacher told me: stop walking her to the class door, she is fine until you leave. That was the magic thing.
from whystinger :
I would be jealous, but I will run a 5k tomorrow, which happens to be on a wooded trail! I am psyched. Because it is early in the morning, I won't be having anything stronger than coffee and not much at that!
from noaddedme :
*****hugs******
from whystinger :
Yes, you are blessed but that doesn't mean you won't have tough days and times. I look at you and I see a wife, a mother (a mommy really) and someone who works (at a regular job. Of course it is tough! You give and give and give. Give at the job, give to the hubby and give (and give and give) to the kids! You, my friend, have the TOUGHEST job of all - as a Mommy! Do something to take care of YOU! I need you here and well... as does your family. hugs to you.
from whystinger :
You and I think alike in that aspect - my marriage has turned into a roommate situation. The reason I want to go back to couple's therapies is she will want to do that if I leave, so might as well try, so it will eliminate that part of the equation. Part of it is we need to fix up the house so it will sell... Still, I am searching to find out why I am reluctant to just leave. Perhaps it is because I am on the road so much. Absence does make the heart grow fonder.
from whystinger :
China? I am jealous. Glad you are sprinting. I am back to running and sprinting was a big part of that. Pull-ups: don't give up. I did that years ago and could not do one. I would try for the hell of it and noticed that while I could not do one, I would pull farther up and kept at it. After a while I could do one, then two... and so on.
from elberry :
Thanks for the note...understood.. :)
from elberry :
many thanks. so sorry to hear Mike's dad is suffering...it hits us all. Life is indeed too short not to share what goodness we can.
from catsoul :
preheat to 350 9 by 9 inch pan, 3 chicken boobs, organic cover with water 1st 15 min at 350 2nd 15 min at 300 3rd 15 min at 250 then 45 min. at 200, turn off oven and leave in for another 15, drain off water, enjoy Since I don't season my meat because of all my food allegries I still enjoy the flavor Now when I make meats for my husband I use a lot of basil, pepper, ginger, and all spice, I pinch the most of basil and just a pinch of all the rest. I never measure. He loves the seasonings. I would think it would be delicious on chicken, if you try it, let me know
from whystinger :
She is good at the mind games and there are too many of them.
from whystinger :
Go with your instincts about modeling for Shopko. I can imagine the lure of the ego boost, but go with the gut feel. If you don't like putting the kids out there, don't. That is Mommy instinct!. "sent Mike out to spend some time with friends..." Awesome. Rarely hear that from my wife. Most recent involved a biz partner who sort of fucked up on one of her friends. She said "maybe you need to take P out to dinner and find out what is up, like you did with Steve, ya know, get him back on track. BTW, I appreciate how you helped my friend..." Keep it up girl and y'all will keep a fine marriage! I am happy. Oh, I will keep you in my prayers for the surgery. Heal well.
from violetsmile :
I'm with you! Keana could have modelled because she was considered an attractive child with Down's. And she was also better behaved and more undetstanding and compliant than most kids with Down's. But I refused because I didn't want her exploited. x
from whystinger :
Uh-oh! My Chiro is similar, female but super good looking. Hot bod and a health nut. I have been told she has some relationship issues. Sometimes I think she "over-sells" adjustments, but I do see and get benefits (health benefits). I do walk a lot taller when I leave. She is slender and does manual adjustments, so she has to use her weight a lot of times. Honi was enamored with her for a while, then felt she was just taking her for a ride. Honi asked me to sit in on a few sessions and the funny thing was, the Chiropractor told her "you NEED to do this particular exercise, XYZ because..." has she will show you what to do. Honi never would do the exercises for long. I think Honi is jealous a lot of times. Jealous because I have gotten results and also because she is pretty. Hell, Honi is pretty too.
from whystinger :
Congratulations and have fun! I am honored. Remember to start slowly, STRETCH and buy some good running shoes. Go to a runner's store where they will watch you walk and recommend some shoes. You will get sore, so find something like ibuprofen you can take and ice! Especially if you start to get shin splints! I am happy for you! Actually, I am sort of proud of both you and I... Hugs!
from whystinger :
I got her to communicate, but this has been a long, long battle. I realize there is something that keeps me here... Struck by lightning! That sucks and I know from personal experience. We were struck several years ago and every now and then I still find damage, like the light in the attic that won't work anymore. Love the "hot hood" story! I wish Honi would still be like that...
from whystinger :
It seems as if I may be headed towards the door. It is almost like she is pushing me towards that door too. I am soul searching and thinking of getting out that book on whether to leave...
from whystinger :
Of course he loves you and is hot for you. You bore his children and he doesn't care that your belly button is not like it was - those are the scars that show you bore HIS kids and that is so beautiful to him as are you.
from catsoul :
Thanks for you kind words. I always feel better for now. I have to say that I don't miss those PMS days, just take it easy on yourself. Be still and enjoy the moment. Take Care. =^..^=
from whystinger :
I forgot to mention: I did ask her about oral. All she says is "it doesn't do any thing for me." I wish I knew that when we dated. She was not very open and honest with me back then.
from whystinger :
The kids make noise. I wonder how I would handle that if they were my kids. I have enough trouble with the cats, especially Q (Chubbles). I think God put me in a relationship without kids because I am not sure I could handle that. I CAN and did handle neighbors kids who had non-stop chatter. That was eons ago, but I would only deal with it on weekends while we all hung out together. It was different, I was a bit unhappy that the Dad didn't want to listen to the kid, (nor Mom) yet, I felt I HAD to and we became quite close. That little shit is 28 now... I wish I still lived near them.
from whystinger :
Dinner, well behaved kids and drunken sex! Good for you two!!!
from whystinger :
I have asked. I don't think I get the whole truth. There has been issues a long time. I think there are compound reasons. Her weight, depression, the way depression meds mess with her, her health...
from whystinger :
Love your attitude. You are ill, but refuse to let it get you down! I know you have battled this a long time. I wish my wife would have your attitude. :-)
from whystinger :
I hope you feel better and soon. Tell you a secret: clearing sod/grass from anywhere is a BITCH! 5 wheel barrow loads? all I can say is WOW! If my wife did that, her health would improve. My hat is off to you! Oh, the girls love it outside - GREAT!!! foster that love of the outdoors and they will be healthier for life!
from whystinger :
I hope your vacation is restful for you! I am glad you are updating more often.
from whystinger :
Concealed carry class? Awesome! I applaud you. Learn the safety and don't be afraid to take refresher classes!
from whystinger :
I think you are so right! I have not been wanting to "remind her" as I am reconsidering what I will do. She has not wanted to go back to the marriage counselor, so maybe a reminder will be good. On the other hand, I don't want her to live in fear that I will leave. She surprised me that she was able to hold her facade for as long as she did - over a year before she started to revert back. I have much work to do myself. Yes, I have started going back to the therapist I saw before I moved out. Thanks and hugs to you!
from violetsmile :
Hi my lovely. I loved your message! And I've been meaning to respond but just keep forgetting! So here I am to say thank you! It meant the world to me. And I will update shortly, just for you! ;) xx
from whystinger :
Time from an update from you? Pretty please?
from violetsmile :
Sending you serenity!!! xx
from realsnoopy :
Keep me posted on Emily. I love children and worry so much about them. Mine or not :)
from violetsmile :
Are you just unable to sleep? Or are the little ones keeping you up at night? You really DO need to sleep! I KNOW how you are feeling. It's funny, Russell does the same thing to me that Mike does to you to help pull you out of that depth! I really hope you are able to get some proper sleep soon! xx
from violetsmile :
What a wonderful entry! x
from realsnoopy :
Sorry for writing a book!
from realsnoopy :
How exciting! I remember my birth with Nadia like it was yesterday and it was 13 years ago. It was such a wonderful experience. I was in total control for the first time out of the four of my labors. Abe had no experience at all but he was perfect. He held my hand while I silently pushed laying on my left side. I didn't want the nurse or doctor involved as much as possible. My Mother and Sister were in the background. I wanted to be in my own little world with just the two of us. When it came time to push, I rolled to my back and he told me he was going to numb my JJ for pain. While he was talking to the nurse as he filled the needle, I gave birth as he fumbled to catch her. What I did wrong was not paying enough attention to notice the bed was not pulled out enough for her to deliver onto the bed. She almost fell to the floor. He fumbled to grab her. I was scared at that point. How dumb were we?? Abe cried silent tears as he lay over my chest and told me how much he loved me. While we had our own moment Abe seemed to need, my Mother was the first to hold our daughter. She was so happy and I had no problem with it. Abe and I had never been closer in our entire relationship. I never saw him so happy. Ever. She was 4lbs 6oz. I had to pump. She was way to small to nurse. Abe stayed the night with us. He acted as though if he left, it would all disappear on him. I had to pump every two hours around the clock. When I woke, he woke. He never left my side or slept without me. He went to Arbys that night after everyone left to get food.It was late, I remember that. There is no experience in the world better than that. He will still say to this moment, it was the happiest day of his life. We were never more in love than we were at that time. I could not have asked for a better man to share that with. He is a tender man. He made me feel like a queen having delivered his child. Because of him, that was the happiest day of my life. I have 4 children whom I love dearly, but because of who I shared it with, it was the best day of my life...... Congrats! I'm sure you are elated! It's such a wonderful time in one's life. Post pictures when you can. Your first one is so cute, I'm sure this one is as well! Remember to take care of YOU!
from noaddedme :
Congratulations on Emily!!!
from realsnoopy :
11 hour days are to much for you being that far along.Did you find out the sex yet :)
from whystinger :
Eleven hour days DO suck. I did a slew of them last week and my ass is still draggin. cut out early, spend time with the kiddo and then paint the toes:)
from whystinger :
Thanks X, you are always such a doll:)
from realsnoopy :
When is the little one due?
from violetsmile :
((hugs)) Make sure you look after yourself! xx
from whystinger :
Yes, learn to take care of yourself. Mandatory naps would be GREAT!!! Hugs.
from realsnoopy :
I hope you feeling better. Loosing your Mom, having a two year old and being pregnant is sooo much to handle. Make sure your handling you emotional side like glass. I am truly sorry. I truly am. I feel the pain in your post. Take care of yourself. You have had a diary for a long time. Your entries are very far between. Try to write more. Keep spilling things out. Even if you think you have nothing to say. You probably do.
from realsnoopy :
After months of not reading you, something made me this morning. I was shocked to see about your Mother. I am truly sorry for the pain I KNOW your going through. I hope you find peace and comfort in your memories with her. It will take time. I promise their will be a day you will smile at the memory of her instead of all the tears your shedding now. Take care of yourself.
from violetsmile :
I am so, so sorry! I can't imagine what you are going through. I do believe that your dream was your mum giving you love and strength and telling you she will always be with you. My thoughts are with you sweetheart. xx
from noaddedme :
My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm so sorry!
from casa-rosie :
Oh sweetie! I'm so sorry to hear about your mother, though I believe that the dream you had was clearly showing that her soul is ranging on the astral level, and she is showing you that she is with you always. Huge Hugs!
from realsnoopy :
AWW, I can't see the pic of her. It says removed. Can you fix it? She's so cute. The last pic you posted was a while ago :)
from violetsmile :
That's such exciting news!!! xx
from whystinger :
17 months and going strong, eh? Sounds like you handled the tantrum right. I remember in Kindergarten one of my friends told us "my Mommy does whatever I want. I just hold my breath till I turn blue and she does what I want." That made an impression on 5 year old Wyatt... I tried it and my Mother laughed at me and walked away. I held my breath and she walked away. I tried a few more times, but it never worked... so I stopped doing it... Thanks for brightening my day with your update.
from realsnoopy :
How are you doing?
from gr8chick :
Hey, Chica!! It's been a long time. How old is your babygirl now? Just wanted to stop by and see how some of my buds are doing. Hope all is well, Gurlie! ~Maria
from violetsmile :
Yay, I'm glad you're feeling better about things! It's perfectly normal to doubt yourself as a mother! It comes with the territory! You're doing a fabulous job!! xx
from violetsmile :
Hope you had fun having your brother to stay honey. x
from lostmystic76 :
Yeah, the earliest I get up is 6 - not gonna happen any time before then! LoL!
from lostmystic76 :
HOLY CRAP YOU'RE A MOMMY NOW?!?!?! Yikes - looks like I have A LOT of reading to catch up on - lol!!!!!!! Congrats though!
from lostmystic76 :
Gawd I've missed you too!!!!!! I've opened my diary back up.
from realsnoopy :
I have depression very badly. It got way out of hand when I got sick. I am taking antidepressants. Do you take them? It got so bad when I got sick with my Trigeminal Neuralgia, I wanted to commit suicide. It was worse than I ever thought it could be. I dont see a therapist. I should, Im not comfortable with it. I have never liked it all the times I have forced myself to go. All I can say is MAKE yourself get on medication before its so bad you have zero control over it. I KNOW what your feeling! Trust me, I KNOW! Its the worst feeling ever!!!And theres nothing you can do to stop it at all!!
from realsnoopy :
LOL Not laughing at you, just laughing at how hard you are on yourself. Your a first time Mom. Your not a bad mom, your a tired and frustrated mom. EVERY mom goes through that! That doesn't make you a bad mom. Your a normal mom. Its hard sometimes. This little person takes a lot out of you. You have to meet all her needs and thats a lot of work. Sometimes you just feel like you can't meet one more need for anyone or your head will pop off your neck! Im sitting here with my 3 month old grandson and it brings back all the memories of how hard it all can be at times. Trying to figure out what they need to stop them from crying or even prevent it. You know what I think it is? I think you love them so much, more than anyone in the world, and when they stress you out or make you crazy you think its an awful thing to feel for someone you love so much. It's called "mommy guilt" It never ends. Even when their in their 20's. SIGH
from realsnoopy :
Shes just so darn cute!
from chickpea981 :
I know you married a frat boy, but he's a husband and father now. He needs to own up. You can still party from time to time, but you gotta bring it down a notch when you have those responsibilities. I'm glad he listened and that yuou can start to let go of the resentment. Sorry I've been MIA. I moved blogs yet again and was in my own selfish bubble. I'm staying put this time and now it's everything - no more dual personalities. Anyway. I'm gonna try to catch up some more on you.
from realsnoopy :
lol If your not already crazy, being a mom will make you crazy!
from casa-rosie :
*LOL* I was just telling my daughter's BF the other day about how she could sit on a perfectly clean carpet, and still scrounge up the fibers from the carpet and put them in her mouth! Fer cyin' out loud, I ran a daycare in my home, and I vacuumed twice a day, but she'd still find a cheerio here and an old dried up pea from somewhere else. Don't worry, they do grow out of it. Just don't drop any medicine on the floor.
from realsnoopy :
She is stunning! Just beautiful!!
from whystinger :
I'm glad the massage worked. I need to try that with my shoulder.
from realsnoopy :
I still read you on occasion. It sound to me like you have too much on your plate. I see you don't seem to see your friends much or do anything for yourself. It is none of my busisness, but I wouldn't have another baby until you have help with this one. I feel your stress and anxiety in your words. You seem very alone. Working and having a baby are so hard. I did it when my girls were very young. I worked until 2am. This should be the time of your life right now. Your peanut is older and you should be getting more rest and feeling better. I don't know Mike, but it seems you are not being given what you need. It saddens me when I read your entries. You can't do everything by yourself. It will take a toll and cause depression. I have been there. My first husband was over the road and I was alone six days a week. I made the misteak of having a second baby when my first was under a year old. I got so depressed I thought I would die. They always make it look like having a baby and a husband is the american bliss. I guess for some it is. But.... help is needed. Working, baby, home, bills, husband..... hard work! It changes you. I don't know when it happens, but it changes you. Some for the good but some for the bad. They never talk about that. Your life is no longer your own. How do you deal with that??? It's hard. Your family is far away, and if I remember correctly not doing well physically. You have a lot of things in your life right now that are very hard. I hope things get better for you. I HONESTLY do.Your baby is beautiful. Sometimes I read you and hope there will be another pic or video of her. Do you have time to work out? It may help. I never read about you doing anything for yourself. Only what you are doing for others....
from whystinger :
Let me know if you start on the second earlier than planned. I think it is good to wait till she is two, but if it happens, you will do find. Many tell me the first is the hardest.
from realsnoopy :
I know me writing you is strang but.... so am I lol. I know what your going through having had 4 kids. Some is baby blues that can last a year. Some is all the new roles you have in life. Your life changes more than his, and you can feel left behind. It does take a tole on the marriage. Sometimes you will even resent him. It WILL get better as far as how you feel about you as you become solid and comfortable in yourself. Another baby is NOT a good idea until you have all these feelings worked out.Being a mom is a lot harder than some people think. Sometimes being a mom is harder for some people. My daughter loves her baby, however it took a year of adjustments to feel GOOG about it all. You MUST take care of you! Do whatever you did before. I do believe as I said, it is harder on the woman than the man. They are two completly different roles. I cried a lot, and at time I still do. Being a mom is the hardest job ever. I have worked, got a college degree, and nothing was as hard as this. I had my second child when my first was only 15 months old. Worst thing I ever did. I was in the worst funk ever! I wasnt ready completly for the first and then had two. Just know that everything you feel is NORMAL. And yes, it sucks.When this part of your life moves on, you will find more comfort and peace. You will adore being a mom, you will have it all together and things will be fine. Dont force yourself for any reason right now. Be who you are, be comfortable with that, and let things flow. Good luck! You will be fine! :)
from violetsmile :
Hope your dad recovers quickly. I know how worrying it is. You really have a lot on your plate right now!! Hugs!!
from whystinger :
I will add you and your family to my prayer list
from noaddedme :
Hope your dad continues to get better and my thoughts and prayers are with you!
from whystinger :
Hi X! Actually, I think we've made progress with the lube thing, since she asked for more! That made me very happy. We also know she doesn't like "Astroglide" because it is too slippery and kills the feeling for her. She likes the "KY warming" stuff and we've used both the liquid and gel. I go back and forth on preferences (liquid and gel). She now wants to order some that her Ob/Gyn recommended! YAY! Who wants a dry, sore vag? Heck, it is not comfortable for me either, so I sure don't mind. In fact, I love to luber her up and play. Just seems great to me to touch, feel and pleasure. Now if I could only get her to masturbate so she could figure out how her body works...
from violetsmile :
I do empathise! My monkey screams and cries for anything from 15 - 60 minutes before giving in and going to sleep! It used to drive me insane, but I've become used to it as just part of his little bedtime routine!! Lol!! Having spoken to other people with the same issue, I am more relaxed about it. Congratulations on the promotion!!! I'm chuffed for you! x
from violetsmile :
Don't you dare think you're a bad mother!!! I actually think you're being a good mother for letting Olivia be independent. Picking her up constantly will lead her to be clingy and dependent. WHich is not a good thing! As long as she knows you are there for you, and she has plenty of physical contact with you, you don't need to be picking her up every 5 minutes!! And you SHOULDN'T be! That wouldnt' be doing her any favours in the long run! Quite the opposite. I think you're doing the right thing, and doing a great job as a mum!! She's lucky to have such a wonderful loving and caring mummy! xx
from whystinger :
Love the video - the babe sure enjoys when you play!
from whystinger :
I am certainly glad the twister did not harm you and hope the damage is minimal. Smart person you are that you hit the basement. Hope you are feeling better from the virus. Yes, Honi IS working hard to change. This has been very surprising to me. Actually unbelieveable.
from erianne1 :
Wow...I'm glad you're ok and that there wasn't any more damage than what you had. Granted, that was enough to be a problem. Tornadoes are such weird little critters. When you live in tornado alley (which I do) you learn that those little buggers do whatever they want to. I'm sorry that one decided to visit you.
from violetsmile :
Oh sweetheart, "sweet, but clueless!" that sums up Russell too!! Lol!! ;-) And I so relate to your irritation at him complaining about waking up early!! That drives me insane! Moaning about only having, say, 6 hours sleep, when I've had a total of 3 or 4, split into chunks!!! Aaaarrgghh!! I'm sending you huge squishy hugs! (and an over-abundance of exlamation marks, too, by the looks of it!! ;-) ) I hope Olivia's teeth come through without too much more pain!! xx
from bitterwineuk :
((((((((((hugs))))))))))
from chickpea981 :
Spend every minute you can with your mom and love her like there's no tomorrow. I wish I had better words to say than that. You're all in my thoughts.
from violetsmile :
Sweetheart, there are no words. I wish I could say something comforting. All I can do is send you my love and let you know I am thinking of you! xx
from noaddedme :
(((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))))))))
from casa-rosie :
Hugs my darling. It is never easy to see your parents hurting, but I am glad that you are able to see the whole picture and enjoy the time you have with your mom and dad, no matter how distressing it is.
from chickpea981 :
If YOUR ass is huge then mine is a God damn continent!
from violetsmile :
As long as it's just a hangover, and you're not still under the influence of alcohol, yes. The rule to remember is, if you are safe to drive, (if you'd pass a breathiliser), you are safe to breastfeed. And only 2% of the alcohol passes to the baby even if you do feed. So they say you can have one small glass of wine or a beer and still breastfeed. It's only if you have more that you should wait. And another ineresting thing to remember is that the alcohol levels in your breastmilk peak from about 30 minutes after a drink (on an empty stomach) to 90 minutes (if you've had a big meal). Hope some of this is helpful! :-) x
from violetsmile :
By the way, how old is Olivia now? Until a few years ago, the recommended weaning age was 12 weeks. K was weaned at 11 wks, as she was just ready. You KNOW when it's the right time! And don't listen to what your doctor says, you know Olivia best! They just have to be overly cautious! And if you're worried about the confrontation, just don't tell her you've started weaning!! ;-)
from violetsmile :
Did you still feel drunk the next day? Did you know that alcohol leaves your breastmillk at the same rate it leaves your blood. So you don't need to pump and dump if the alcohol effects have worn off. Breastmilk does not retain alcohol. :-) Anyway, glad you had such fun!! Good for you! And I'm so glad your low time was only baby blues as opposed to post-natal depression! You had me worried for a while! xx
from chickpea981 :
I'm so sorry to hear about your mother. Maybe your dad will have some luck with the priest and help her extend her life a bit. On the opposite foot, it's really good to read you being happy again and enjoying your daughter and husband. You're always so damn positive!
from whystinger :
Drowning Pools one of my favorites. Glad to hear Olivia's getting a good appetite! You're on Twitter? send me a link so I can follow.
from bitterwineuk :
yep, the pro's will disapprove but YOU know what is best for Olivia. Mums should be encouraged o trust their instincts more rather than follow the book. I fed James from 4 mths and he is doing great and is the least fussy eater.
from sugar-pain :
Sending the *hugs* right back to you, my dear. You will definitely be in my thoughts. ♥ ♥ ♥
from realsnoopy :
I truly am sorry to hear about your mom..
from noaddedme :
70 is way too young! I'm so saddened to hear this about your mom. I'll be keeping you and your family in my thoughts.
from casa-rosie :
So sorry to hear about your mom. 70 is too young, but it sounds as if your Mom has made her choices and now comes the hard part...letting her go. Here is a Zen hug for you dearest! And blessings on your father, to help him get through this difficult time.
from violetsmile :
I am truly sorry to hear that lovely!! There are no words I can offer as comfort, I only wish there were. But as Becca said, your mum has a beautiful granddaughter to love and cherish before she has to leave. She must be so proud of you!! Hugs!
from bitterwineuk :
I am so sorry to hear that hun, stay strong and help her fight this as much as she can. Yuo have given her a beautiful little granddaughter so she wont just give up. Sending my best wishes to you all right now. x
from cnotefwb77 :
I am so, so sorry to hear that. I wish I could give you a big hug right now.
from erianne1 :
I'm sorry to hear that, hon. Let me know if there's anything I can do for you. Love ya.
from casa-rosie :
You go Mamma!
from sugar-pain :
Chin up my dear!! It's going to work itself out. Sending thoughts your way, and *HUGS!!!* ♥ ♥ ♥
from casa-rosie :
Sweetie, I don't know how having a baby and maintaining a relationship work, I was a single mom both times I gave birth. I had no one else to look to for support, if something got done, it was because I did it. My mom helped as much as she could, and I was back to work with Erin when she was 2 weeks old. "IF IT'S TO BE, IT'S UP TO ME" was my motto back then, and don't ask me how I managed, I just somehow did. But I believe that had I been with someone, it would have actually been MORE difficult, because not only do you have the baby, but you also have the relationship to maintain. Stop for a moment and walk in Mike's shoes. Think about how things feel to him. He's gained a beautiful daughter, but he's lost his sexy, available wife. He is working 3 jobs, and I can say from experience that doing a karaoke gig IS tiring, even if it is fun. I also seem to recall something from when y'all got the dog. I seem to remember that he had a hard time adjusting to something new in the house, right? I guess what I'm trying to say (and badly) is that both of you have something new to adjust to, and ALL couples go through it. How you handle this can set the tone for the rest of your marriage. Do you do the Cancerian thing and crawl into your cave and snap at passers-by, or do you take on the Moon-goddess aspect, and calmly survey all that passes, without letting it fluster you? You are the ultimate mothering sign, think of how you want to see yourself, then live it. Dang. Wish I could chat with you on the phone, I'd make more sense. HUGS!
from erianne1 :
You do not look like a dork...beautiful as always. *hugs*
from second-love :
LOL...you are too cute!
from violetsmile :
Ah, then I can understand why you want to wait a bit!! Oh, and by the way, my comment about not getting pregnant was actually about me doing it at 2 weeks! Lol! Obviously by now you wouldn't have the same peace of mind, lol! Hope you're well sweetie. LOVING your videos! x
from violetsmile :
I'm so happy for you!! And I'm glad you got a good night out!! Good for you! What's this 6 week rule?? Is this one you've set yourself?? I only waited about 2 weeks I think. There's nothing wrong with having sex before 6 weeks! Just take it gently, and stop if it's sore! And you have the added benefit of not being able to get pregnant! Bonus!! ;-)
from violetsmile :
Always here for you sweetie! If you need me for advice, support, or just someone to scream and moan to, just yell!! Easiest to get me on facebook. I'm glad Little Bo is being so good! And yes, get Mike to babysit for a while so you can have some time off! Quality time with Little Bo on a walk could be a great boost! xx
from second-love :
It'll get easier...guys can be dorks, but just try to show him what to do when you can be there with him so that he feels comfortable. You are going to have to let him take it at his own speed - but dont give up hope! He'll get better!! **hugs**
from whystinger :
I read about Olivia and I think that she's beautiful. A BIG belated congratulations. Dads helping are great and needed. Praise Mike and keep him helping and giving you some time, that will help a lot. My Dad did that with my Mom after I was born and she went through that. I wanted to watch the videos, but will have to wait. from what little I know, what you are going through is normal... and at least you have here to unload. Sorry I have been gone and self absorbed. God bless you, Mike, your daughter and family now!
from violetsmile :
Oh my goodness, I DO know what you're going through! Newman had good intentions, but ended up being useless at night! IF he woke at all, he'd quickly fall back to sleep!! It really does sound like Olivia has colic! Classic, textbook case! I'm so sorry you're going through this! The good news is that she'll grow out of it soon! It will just seem like ages!! Please speak to Mike about being more supportive! And to your doctor, health visitor, or whoever, about how you are feeling. I spent many a time collapsed in a heap crying my eyes out! Talking about it really did help! Hugs! xxx
from noaddedme :
I cannot even fathom the stress you are under. You need to hit hubby in the head with a clue by four ...
from erianne1 :
Olivia is adorable! Thank you for posting the video here for those of us who aren't on Facebook! *hugs*
from sugar-pain :
You should go to Photobucket and sign up for a free account. It's super easy, and you can store GAZILLIONS of photos. ♥ ♥ ♥
from casa-rosie :
Meg was the sweetest baby ever, happy and loving...and then one day she got colic. She cried like the damned, and I was tempted to send her flying down the stairs! But I finally realized that the iron tablets I was taking were hurting HER little tummy, and when I went off of them, the colic went away! Broc and other crucifeous veggies can cause gas too.
from violetsmile :
Sounds like you're having a tough time of it. If you need to talk, you know where I am! And you know I'll understand, having been there just a few weeks ago!! She might be colicky you know! Colicky babies are usually fine, and sweet, and happy! Then turn into screamy demons late evening and through to the early hours! Oh and the contracting of the uterus in those first couple of weeks!!!!! Hurts doesn't it!! And is worse when you're breastfeeding (expressing), as that helps it contract quicker and more efficiently! So more hurtily!!! Lol! Hope your flu goes away quickly!! You take care, and keep an eye on that dark cloud! I'm sure it will float away soon! But let it know you're on to it, and don't let it win!! ;-) xxx
from chakra-chick :
Awww!!!! Congrats to you and Mike! All the best with baby Olivia :-)
from noaddedme :
congratulations!!! I look forward to pictures and I love the bear/bunny joke!
from cnotefwb77 :
I can't believe she's finally here - congratulations!! Can't wait to hear all your newborn stories...
from casa-rosie :
Whoo Hoo! Congratulations! And to echo Erianne, we want pictures!
from erianne1 :
Congrats sweetie! When do we get pics??
from violetsmile :
Congratulations lovely!!! I'm thrilled for you!! And she looks beautiful! xx
from gr8chick :
Hey, luv! I was thinking about you today, and was wondering if the baby had arrived. I'm still around, just hanging out at transformation.com. Happy Easter, and I'll be checking in on you again, soon. ~hugs
from casa-rosie :
Just checking in to see how everything is going, I'll wager that right now isn't the best time to tell you that both of my daughters took 42.5 weeks to complete their gestation, is it? I hope that your little darling does NOT imitate mine, and gets his/her little butt out soon, before you resort to jumping jacks and falling down stairs like Scarlett O'Hara. HUGS!
from chakra-chick :
Ooohhh so exciting! I's almost time to 'offload'!!! All the best and I hope it goes smoothly :-)
from chickpea981 :
I know I cannot be nearly as anxious as you are for this baby to be born, but OH MY GOD! I'm at the nail-biting stage!!!
from whystinger :
Good advice. How do you tell which are non-standard?
from bitterwineuk :
I've nominated you for an award at my diary, just follow the instructions on this page http://bitterwineuk.diaryland.com/blogawardmo.html to accept.
from second-love :
Well FRICK...hope you have that baby SOON!!!!!!!!!! Have a little S-E-X...its supposed to hasten the inevitable!!! **hugs**
from violetsmile :
OOOooo sounds like Olivia's on her way!! Good luck! Can't wait for your next update!!! xx
from cnotefwb77 :
Oh my gosh, so exciting!! Any day now...
from noaddedme :
You should start writing lullabies! And when your milk comes in are you going to ask skim, whole, soy or breast?
from bitterwineuk :
sounds a great place. You sound really happy. :)
from second-love :
You are so cute!!! That baby needs to come OUT!! Chicago is a very cool city and really beautiful. Go to Ditkas for dinner if you want a great steak!
from sugar-pain :
Thank you for the sweet note. I really needed that. ♥
from erianne1 :
I can tell that I like Trish just from the exercises she has you do...they make absolute sense to me and are similar to things I've led others through myself. I can bet they are doing wonders for you. Hugs n love sweetie!
from violetsmile :
Awww, thank you so much for your lovely message!! It means so much to me! Love you! x
from bitterwineuk :
it's lovely to see you so happy and with just over 6 weeks to go!!! Where has that time gone??? Enjoy your last few weeks. :)
from chickpea981 :
It's funny to me how the brain works. It feels like you and Mike have been together forever and that your wedding was eons ago, but then I think about how it's only a few weeks till the baby's birth and it's like "wow, already!??! REALLY??"
from bitterwineuk :
eek, i must have been reading for more than 3 years. where has that time gone!!!!! happy belated anniversary!!!
from second-love :
Time goes by so fast! I cant believe its been 2 years already!!! I truly do believe you are healed in all ways. Its been truly amazing to watch your transformation after all you've been through. You deserve a wonderful life sweetie. Congrats...happy V Day! **hugs**
from bitterwineuk :
oh my god, i didn't realise how close you are to being a mummy. woohoo, final quarter will speed by. x
from chakra-chick :
Awww sweetie! You're almost a mommy! Just take it easy and look after yourself...
from second-love :
Welcome to the exhausting world of parenthood!
from whystinger :
You gotta make him understand that it is the preggers that makes you not hit the O. Soon, when you want the baby out, you will be jumpin his bones to try to break the water... tell him not to worry, he won't poke the kid in the head...
from second-love :
OMG!! You are SOOOOO cute!!! Be patient...its hard right now...but it will be fine after. Seriously...you are too cute.
from bitterwineuk :
Just get on top, you get much more control and power is always a good thing. ;)
from whystinger :
Yeah, that has to be tough going to Vegas preggers
from second-love :
Yeah...prob not the best place for a prego :)
from second-love :
Have a GREAT time!!! What happens in Vegas...STAYS in Vegas :)
from spring-da1sy :
You're beautiful as ever, I'm sure! Kick some butt at work and make the others step up too!
from second-love :
Ill say it again......you are TOO cute!!! hugs
from whystinger :
a very merry Christmas to you and happy hormones! The first preggy is the hardest, the next one you will be more familiar and used to all the hormones and Mike will have an easier time too! Hugs to you!
from bitterwineuk :
Hey you, finally getting a chance to send out a few comments and messages. Good to hear things are going well with you all and I really wish you a very merry christmas and a very special 2009!!!!
from second-love :
OMG you are the CUTEST pregnant woman ive EVER met!!!!!! **hugs**
from erianne1 :
My sister had to wear her wedding rings on a chain around her neck when she was pregnant. I hope you have a lovely holiday. *hugs*
from whystinger :
Roasting a turkey is pretty simple...
from whystinger :
you being facetious or serious? By the way, send me an email, as I had some pics i wanted to share. I am not sure I have your correct email. Whystinger"at"yahoo...
from sugar-pain :
Thank you! I totally needed that. ♥
from whystinger :
You have fun doing those cards...
from spring-da1sy :
Pregnant IS sexy! I'm glad you're having fun with it.
from second-love :
You are too damn CUTE! :)
from noaddedme :
is that E for eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!??
from chickpea981 :
I'm not only jealous, but I'm also very happy for you both. Yay! A little girl!!!!
from chickpea981 :
I'm not only jealous, but I'm also very happoy for you boht. Yay! A little girl!!!!
from spring-da1sy :
Congratulations! A beautiful little baby girl! Can't wait!!
from noaddedme :
and she's already got daddy wrapped around her little finger doesn't she? :) Congrats!!!
from violetsmile :
That's so exciting! Congratulations!! :-) Good for you for drinking lots! I don't drink as much as I should. I often feel quite dehydrated.
from bitterwineuk :
hooray, congratulations. call her Rebecca. :D
from casa-rosie :
Heh heh heh...M.Rose used to say trash truck as "frash fuck" We got endless amusement out of it.
from whystinger :
Oh God! Don't let Mike teach him mother trucker - you know how it will sound...
from noaddedme :
Just wait until the wee one does a number that diapers cannot contain! Nothing like pooping all the way up the back to neck! It's like an explosion!
from casa-rosie :
Hi Sweetie! I tried to send you the new password, (to eurydice10) but it came back as undeliverable. If you send your latest e-mail to me at wildwestrosie at yahoo I will send the password back post-haste!
from casa-rosie :
Dear Mike, Never, ever, raise your voice to a pregnant woman, especially if that pregnant woman is carrying YOUR child, unless she is about to run in front of a truck or train. OK? OK.
from noaddedme :
He can't trust you because you told someone he was feeling sick? Um, I just don't get that. He's a dork. Good thing you love him or he'd have a foot up his ass right now wouldn't he?
from spring-da1sy :
That was nice; sorry that happened. Men can be as bad as they say we women are sometimes! I'm glad he apologized and that you're feeling better.
from moonfaeryy :
X, That is a lovely post, and I don't know about anyone else, but thank you for sending your angels my way...I really can use them right now... xoxo
from theratqueen :
LOL don't be surprised if you get into an elevator in Vegas and someone looks you over with, "So what have you been in and why haven't I seen it yet?" Porn stars are hilarious...and fun to talk to!
from second-love :
You ARE the luckiest!!! xo
from dogbones :
You are very welcome, and if you change your mind you know who to go to! Thanks for responding back :D.
from dogbones :
Want to draw attention to your diary? Check me out! I can help! If you don't then ignore this note and just think of it as a Kudos ;)
from violetsmile :
Glad you're well, and over your fright! Hugs. x
from cnotefwb77 :
Oh my gosh, how scary!!! I'm so glad everything is okay...
from spring-da1sy :
Goodness-that's the fastest I ever read anything! I'm so glad the baby is okay. You make sure to do like doc said. Rest. Relax. Hugs
from bitterwineuk :
I'm glad all is ok. I had this before James was born too and they had no reason as to why it may have happened. I was 30 weeks at the time and they were concerned it may have been pre-term labour but I went on to have the rest of the pregnancy complication free. I wish you the same good luck for the rest of your pregnancy. x
from whystinger :
I'm glad the baby is okay. I'll send some hugs your way.
from erianne1 :
I'll send you some good, healing energy, hon. Do what the doc says and take it easy. Love you!!
from spring-da1sy :
Feel better! I'm sure you can still pull off cute and sexy-it's who you are more than what you look like, and I'm sure you are beautiful & glowing right now anyway. Hugs
from second-love :
You are too cute. I think about you every day! xoxo
from spring-da1sy :
Awwwww, how beautifully awesome-you felt movement!! Being preggers is the most wonderful experience ever!
from whystinger :
Thank you, I really appreciate it. I really do. hugs to you.
from spring-da1sy :
Locking up. If you'd like my pword, please email me at [email protected]
from spring-da1sy :
You sound so healthy and in-tune and HAPPY! I'm so happy for you! Hugs
from whystinger :
I friend once told me that "near beer" (non-alc) had all sorts of good things in it. He was a punk rocker and a body builder... so it is true with pregnant women craving pickles huh?
from whystinger :
For some reason, I think you will enjoy this quite a bit and will have at least 3 kids... and I say God bless you both.
from second-love :
You are such a CUUUUUUUUUUUTE prego girl!!! I love it..."whats you are prego you bonehead and all is screwed up from now till the end of time LOL!!!!! **hugs** You are too cute!!
from bitterwineuk :
that entry made me smile too, :) I get the feeling that theres a little boy in there!!!
from hurt-so-much :
Your husband almost being stabbed entry amuses me like you wouldn't believe. Good luck to both you and your husband (especially if you get a hold of the knives again) and your baby!
from second-love :
**HUGS** hon about your mom. That must be very hard. She is angry and resentful now, but hopefully she will come to accept it soon. Im sure once she see's that beautiful grandchild smiling back at her, it will help!
from noaddedme :
*hugs* I wish there was something more that I could do (like wave a magic wand & return your mom's voice) but since I can't I can only tell you that you're in my thoughts & prayers!
from chakra-chick :
Glad everything is still going well with the pregnancy... I'm so sorry that your mum is ill...don't give up on her and you never know; she might respond soon---I'm sure she will realise that her daughter and grandchild needs her. (((hugs))) & ~smooches~
from whystinger :
I am sorry for what your Mom is going through. It must be scary and frustrating for her. I hope she can/will be there to help you, answer your questions and support you. Keep reaching out to her - this (your pregnancy) may be the thing to help pull her out of the funk. She may be grieving for the things she thinks she cannot tell her grandchild. She will find out that she will be able to communicate with the child... Sending love and prayers your way.
from violetsmile :
Lol at the "pasta gut"! :-D Bloating at this stage is totally normal. That will die down and the baby bump will take its place! :-) Go you with your thriftyness!! Oh, and why don't you just put in a navel piercing retainer. I changed from my usual belly bar to a retainer yesterday. Not necessary yet as I haven't got much of a bump yet, but at least I'm prepared now! Lol!
from spring-da1sy :
Awesome! How exciting!
from noaddedme :
well crap, I just teared up! I'm soooooo happy for you both :) Much love to your little growing peanut too!
from whystinger :
Cool, cool, cool... I am happy for the both of you.
from second-love :
**hugs back**
from whystinger :
Hey, do it the way YOU want, it is your body. Remember, in the "olden days" they didn't have pain medication and they survived just fine. My Grandmother from Poland used to tell the story about how the women in the village would work the fields right up till delivery, deliver in the field, wrap the child in a blanket and go back to working... That may have been bullshit, but she used to look at my girlfriends and liked the heavier ones. She would say in her accented voice, "nice strongk gurl... good for work on farm... give you strongk kidz..."
from casa-rosie :
Check out the Bradley Method... http://www.bradleybirth.com/ It's what I used for both of my births, and I didn't have any pain meds for EITHER birth! It makes you informed so you can make good choices! I even had my second child at home!
from violetsmile :
Aaarrgghh!!! Stop eating!!! Lol!! Just kidding! I'm still waiting for the desire to eat everything not nailed down to kick in!! Lol! I lost 7 pounds in the first 4 months, so I feel I'm in credit!! ;-)
from gr8chick :
OMG...I've been away for so long! YAY!!! You're pregnant! I'm so, so, so very happy for you! Baby-X is on the way! Oh, you're going to be such a great family, a great mom. How awesome. Congratulations, sweet-girl! ((hugs, hugs, and more hugs2u))
from whystinger :
Tomatos are good, real good and so is the hummus. I will bet that you never thought you would be glad to be barfing.... I am delighted things are well.
from spring-da1sy :
You are taking great care of yourself! Keep it up. Do what feels right to you and the wee one. You will never regret that.
from bitterwineuk :
glad to hear all appears to be going well.x
from second-love :
When I was pregnant with my first child...i was sick EVERYDAY for 9 months!!!! I used to go to work and puke every 1/2 hour...but i never missed a day of work LOL. I only gained 16 lbs with her and she was only 5lb 14oz when she was born...but healthy. Ughhhhhhh that was all hell as i remember LOL
from spring-da1sy :
You two are awesome to help a friend like that. It's so exciting to get your baby stuff together! When I was preggers, I used to hold little sleepers up and imagine my baby was in them! Weird, I know, but don't pretend you won't do it!
from second-love :
You are going to be a great mommy :))) Do you still have your same email address? I sent you an email but it kicked back. Lemme know ;)
from second-love :
You are too cute!
from spring-da1sy :
Thanks for the note! It seems like you're taking really good care of yourself. It's like you're on the fast track pregnancy! Being preggers is awesome!
from whystinger :
Oh gosh, you are going to confuse your hubby. You are a steaming pot of hormones now and you don't feel attractive, BUT you are carrying his child and you are sooo darn smoking hot to him now, he just loves you so and wants you so badly. Funny how nature messes with us like that. He will never look at you the same - you are bearing his child and you have been elevated to Goddess status! I am sooooo happy for you both! Hugs of joy!
from erianne1 :
I'm glad you like the goodies...even better that it lifted your mood even a bit. Love ya!
from bitterwineuk :
Ah!!! Same as me, fruit and veg cravings from day 1, Still, I am quite fond of chocolate again now. :)
from spring-da1sy :
It's not unusual to be very tired during pregnancy. Go with the flow!
from rose-phoenix :
i never told you congratulations, and by the way I told everybody the first day I found out. I couldn't hold it in. probably should have waited just in case something happened, but I coulnd't wait. you must be so excited!
from second-love :
You are so cute!!! The sleepiness will get better after the first trimester :)))
from spring-da1sy :
Congratulations, Dearie!
from erianne1 :
Congrats sweetie!! Hugs n love coming your way.
from violetsmile :
Sweetheart, you do know that if you're 5 weeks pregnant that means you did conceive 3 weeks ago. They count the 2 weeks before conception as part of the pregnancy. If your due date is April 11th, then, that makes your conception approximately 19th July! Hope this all makes sense! Lol! Anyway, hope you're feeling well! You didn't say, but will you still be able to take your meds?
from noaddedme :
I am so very happy for you and Mike. You deserve this :) I remember when I first started reading you & where you were in life. All those "better things ahead" are here!!! Congrats!
from second-love :
OHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYYYYY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I leave for ONE LOUSY week and this is what happens!!!?? I am beyond happy for you. Its amazing and fantastic and well.....AWESOME!! I am so happy for you hon!!!!!! xoxoxox
from bitterwineuk :
awww, a spring baby!!! I am really excited for you. :)
from chakra-chick :
Congrats my love! I'm so happy for you! Look after yourself... ~smooches~
from violetsmile :
Awww, I really hope he manages to stop stressing and listing and start actually enjoying it! WIth your pregnacy hormones kicking in you might just kill him!!!! Heehee!! Thanks for sharing your news by the way. I know it's controversial telling people before the 12 week mark. Here's wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy!! All THREE of you!!!! By the way, how's the pup?
from violetsmile :
That's fantastic news!!!!! Congratulations!!!!! Look after yourself lovely!!! Does that mean you'll have to come off your meds tho?? Oh I'm so happy for you!! You deserve this! You'll be a great mum! xx
from whystinger :
Ooooooo, the excitement!!!!!
from chakra-chick :
Squeeeellll! I'm so happy and excited for you and Mike! ~smooches~
from krugerpak007 :
Wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww-I am so incredibly excited for you..xx
from noaddedme :
woooooooooooooooo woooooooooooooooooooo woooooooooooooooo! Congrats!
from bitterwineuk :
:O) hooray to the newest member of the mommy club. I am so happy for you. xxxx
from chakra-chick :
I'm so sorry...that can not be easy. I hope that the split does turn out to be the best for your friends. ~smooches~
from krugerpak007 :
Split ups are awful.. I hope it really is the best for both of them.. Take care! x
from second-love :
That is so hard!!! :((( I hope it works out for your friends and that they will be happier now. You and Mike DO have a healthy relationship!!! Its a MUST to have your own friends and your own interests!!!! You two will be fine. I just know it ;) Heading out on an alaskan cruise vacation today.....back in about 9 days or so. Love you!
from chakra-chick :
Thank you so much for your kind words and prayers darling. It is much appreciated. ~smooches~
from krugerpak007 :
Sorry I have been such a stranger-so glad to hear you feeling better and cheerful. xx
from violetsmile :
I'm so glad you're feeling like a normal person!!! And I hope you're soon an actual pregnant person, not just looking like one!!! ;-)
from erianne1 :
I'm glad you're feeling better!
from chakra-chick :
Hope your road to recovery is smooth...glad you are doing much better! Thanks for the comment over at my place. ~smooches~
from whystinger :
I will remember you in my prayers... I think I would rather put stereoids up my butt rather than have the colon removed, but I would rather not have either if I could!
from gr8chick :
fingers crossed. glad you're feeling better. (hugs)
from noaddedme :
fingers crossed and sending healing love!
from violetsmile :
Oh sweetheart! How horrible for you! I'm keeping my fingers crossed that you are on the mend!! xx
from bitterwineuk :
wishin you all the best. Hope you get on well with the new drugs. x
from erianne1 :
Sending you healing energy hon. I'll put your name back under the candle and keep it there this time. *Hugs*
from erianne1 :
*MWAH* You are wonderful...love ya!
from whystinger :
I hope the camera-up-the-ass goes well...
from gr8chick :
Hey, pretty lady! Yes, movie-night is sometimes what a body needs. Some down time. Hope everything goes well with the culo-man. At least your not being double-dipped (scope at both ends)! ((hugs))
from rose-phoenix :
doesn't sound like much fun. i hate the doctor. especially the ASS man.
from whystinger :
Wow! One of the longest updates from you in a while!!!! grins
from second-love :
Im somewhat of a lousy friend too. If you arent "conveniently right in front of me" its too much effort :))) So you arent alone in that. OHHHHHHHHHH and isnt it your bday this month??? You crab you :))) Happy bday friend. Another year for me too on the 21st...bdays have become somewhat of a "ick" day for me the last few. I heard from Kevin the other day via email. Once in awhile he still pops up ;). Sounds like he is doing well. I miss u. **hugs**
from gr8chick :
Hey, girl...how have you been. It's been awhile since I've visited. You know what? I'm the same way with my friends. People assume that Hombre is the one keeping me from spending time with my friends, but it's just like you said. Kind of like "out of sigt, out of mind" as horrible as that sounds. I have always been that way. you would think knowing this fault in yourself would encourage you to change it...but no...I'm still that way. I'm going to work on that though. So you're not alone...if that's any conselation. ;)
from second-love :
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh im SO EXCITED!!! I hope you are prego!!!! Hey...i talked to Kevin!!! He emailed me out of the blue. He seems to be doing well...i miss him. I'll be on vacation the next 10 days or so...i cant wait to know if you are pregnant. Email me when you know, k? I have my iphone with me on vacation so ill get the email. Love you!!
from whystinger :
Happy Birthday! Oh, cologne? I rarely wear that anymore. In the South, that attracts bugs and makes Honi think I am whoring around...
from chickpea981 :
Happy birthday my fellow June bug!
from noaddedme :
Yeah, happy birthday and .... well?!? By the way, I think I am the ONLY person in the world who thought Juno sucked. Maybe I was too old to watch it??? (crying inside)
from spring-da1sy :
Firstly, happy belated bday! Secondly, well...?
from erianne1 :
Late Happy Birthday, hon!!! Love ya!!
from bitterwineuk :
happy birthday for yesterday and good luck with the pregnancy test. still, you know if you are late and if you feel weird but weirdness can also be PMS, :) take care missus. x
from whystinger :
whystinger"at"yahoo.com
from whystinger :
Okay, since you have asked. I was withering as you know. I have stopped withering but have not yet blossomed. I guess I am like a plant that withered badly until I have been given some water (the therapist). Not as much water as needed, but enough to make me start to thrive again. Now I need plant food (the divorce and healing time) to strenghten me so I can blossom...
from whystinger :
Ah, we're online at the same time! No more updates on the dreams?
from rose-phoenix :
THANK YOU SO MUCH for your offer. They're probably not glass bottles. Dr. Brown's only recently started offering the glass bottles. the plastic bottles have BPA, high levels actually. Not good. VERY sweet of you though. love rose
from whystinger :
At least I am not the only one whose animals wake up...
from noaddedme :
Sending prayers and fast healing vibes!
from violetsmile :
Sending positive thoughts to your friends!! And hope your plans are coming along well! Sending fertile thoughts your way, too! x
from chickpea981 :
Also, mad support to you both for getting that dog fixed. If you're not going to breed the dog (and I am so anti-breeding it's not even funny) then you should do it for the health issues alone. Nola went through one heat before I did hers because I found out going through a heat can be a good thing for them. Plus she started it the week I had her scheduled and I didn't know they could do the operation while she was going through it. In those two weeks my girl went from puppy to DOG and bulked up. She grew up overnight it seemed. Anyway, rock on with your bad selves getting the girl taken care of.
from chickpea981 :
Would decaf be enough to give you the coffee taste fix and ween you off?
from rose-phoenix :
how r u feeling today?
from bitterwineuk :
good luck when you come off the pills. :) x
from rose-phoenix :
i hope you are feeling better!
from casa-rosie :
Love the description of the special request, especially the "soul of a starving child sacrificed to the latte god".
from second-love :
Hang in there hon...**tight hugs**
from noaddedme :
we had to choose 3 out of 4 things to do and you get a one month time period to accomplish it: 250 flights on a stairmaster, 50 miles on a bike, 26.2 miles on a treadmill, or 1800 calories burned on the elliptical. I have lousy knees so I said NO to the stairmaster but am doing the other 3. I'm trying to decide on my reward for finishing since I *should* be done next week :)
from second-love :
You feisty little thing! :))
from erianne1 :
Welcome back hon! Glad you had a "mostly good" time. Love ya!
from whystinger :
You have a great self attitude. Congrats on the parts and pieces.. that is really great.
from rose-phoenix :
MIAMI! shit i'm really jealous.
from gr8chick :
What's up, Babygirl? Thanks for the note. I'm sure you'll look fucking hot as hell in your bikini, no matter what! Thanks so much for the note. I don't know your e-mail address to send you my address. Can you e-mail me at [email protected]? Luv ya!
from whystinger :
Hurray! You've updated!!!!
from second-love :
Miss you - thanks for the note.
from whystinger :
I don't think so... but I do wonder sometimes. I have been beginning to agree that she may be BPD (Boarderline Personality Disorder) as she fits some of the symptoms. Either way, she is highly functional, or high functioning so she may be and just covers it. I've often wondered. Some feel that BPD can be a gateway to bi-polar.
from bitterwineuk :
thank you hunni!!! Hope you had a good time while you were away. :)
from whystinger :
I hope all is okay, since no updates. Hugs 2 U and yours...
from chickpea981 :
Be extra careful and take care of yourself because you can get it again. I had the flu for TEN days and lost 12 pounds and then got the flu AGAIN a few weeks later. That time it was only 5 days. Each time sucked equally bad.
from spring-da1sy :
Take extra good care of yourself, Lady. I hope you're both up o 100% soon!
from krugerpak007 :
Feel better both of you! xx
from whystinger :
I am sorry to hear that you are both ill... hugs to you.
from erianne1 :
I'm sorry that you're both sick and really hope you start feeling better soon. Love you!
from krugerpak007 :
You are missed. x
from whystinger :
So the lip gloss in in the fur or on the nose... I think it is the fur. I am still a bit burned out...
from whystinger :
Isn't it great how good exercise is for a person? Both mentally and physically!
from second-love :
Miss you!
from casa-rosie :
Baby? Sleep? Having a baby AND sleeping? Bwah-hah-hah-hah! I love you darling, because you make me laugh! No, really, don't listen to me, I'm just joking. You can get sleep when you have a baby, it does happen occasionally.
from chickpea981 :
oh, and all these comments about the puppy being the alpha are absolutely correct - you have to establish that YOU are the alpha dog, not her and you do that by taking control. Mike needs to be involved too or she will not respond to him as well.
from chickpea981 :
You have to get things under control now. What you teach this dog in these early impressionable months is what will shape her as an adult dog. The minute she bites or scratches, you say no and put her in the kennel. If she barks in the kennel, then squirt her with a water bottle or slap some papers around or something that frightens her without being violent. She has to learn early on what behavior is okay and what isn't. I've gotten to a point with Nola where all I need to do is holdup the water bottle and she knows she better behave. She's 4 years old in a few days and I keep her cage in the other room just in case she's having a particularly bad day. Anyway, the best thing for puppies is a routine - they need structure and discipline. That is security. If you wake up to let her out at 4:30 all the time she's going to establish that pattern so vary the time a little bit - go in 15 minute increments every week or two. As she gets older, her bladder grows and her control grows so she's going to be able to stay in the cage longer and longer as time goes on. Puppies also need things to keep them from being bored. Kongs are fabulous, especially with a little bit of peanut butter in them (depending on age - gotta be careful with those baby bellies!) Also rawhide bones and other chew toys are incredible for boredom cures. They bark and scratch and whine when they are bored. (Man I have learned a LOT!) It does get better, believe me, and the mroe you do now, the happier you'll be later. And don't you DARE get rid of that dog!!! If you can't handle a puppy, you will never be able to handle a baby because a baby is a puppy times 20.
from whystinger :
Oooooh, Momma is spoiling the child rotten. Momma better learn some behavior mods stuff... I know, I have done the same with Quincy and it is hard to break these habits. Reward positive behaviors and do not reward negative. You need to be the alpha in the pack and a firm "NO" when she bites you too hard or such... Q also favors me and that drives Honi abso-fucking-lutely nuts!
from gofigure :
Hon. You really are spoiling her. She has decided to lead the pack and she thinks you're her equal. Check out _The Loved Dog_ by Tamar Geller. It's wonderful; your dog will be wonderful and you'll have your life back. xo
from ava-reborn :
Sweetheart, I hate to say it, but you have to stop spoiling her so much. Paying her so much attention is bad for you, your relationship, AND her! And certainly stop her chewing on you. She won't be a cute little puppy for long. When she's full size, has her adult teeth, and huge claws, it won't seem so sweet! How often do you take her to obedience classes? Maybe you could ask for some advice there. And you need to start taking better care of yourself. You'll be no good to her if you make yourself so ill you can't play with her or walk her every day. By the way, Koongs really are one of the best inventions ever, aren't they! In hot weather, I fill Finlay's with peanut butter and freeze it. Have you tried the Kong squirty stuff you can fill the Kong with? They do lots of flavours. *hugs*
from erianne1 :
If they took the cast off, doesn't that mean the leg is healed?
from krugerpak007 :
You do sound exhausted-you must take care of you sweetie-I know how exhausting pets can be... Mine drive me mad-if its not one thing its another with them..but they are so worth it. But take care of yourself and rest! x
from second-love :
Welcome to the life of marriage and "children"...or should i say pets that might as WELL be children :) You def need to get a handle on that dog because if you dont...you will REALLY have your hands full when its full grown!
from whystinger :
Nice!!! go f--- his brains out, it will keep him smiling, but you two are good at that anyway. Glad you are doing well
from second-love :
Congrats on your anniversary sweetie. I cant believe its been a year already!!
from erianne1 :
You're welcome hon. Love you back!
from krugerpak007 :
Glad you figured the milk thing out. Feel good lovely and update-you were missed! xx
from second-love :
OMG i had no idea that soy milk could do that! I'm so glad you figured it out!!!! I will most DEF not be experiencing THAT product. Lord knows i dont need any additional emotion :) **hugs**
from krugerpak007 :
Hope you are ok-I miss you!
from krugerpak007 :
Sleep sweetie! And take care! xx
from krugerpak007 :
I think the most important thing is that you are together and happy. And well yes, just together-who cares where it is.In fact, with this weather-bed sounds perfect to me! :-)
from ava-reborn :
Hope you and Mike have a great Anniversary!!! Hugs!! xx
from whystinger :
I hope the puppy does well. Remember, dogs tend to not notice their defects or dwell on them. A friend adopted a dog that needed to have a leg amputated. The way he ran, you would think he was built with only three legs. It never slowed him down. I'll bet the pup heals nicely
from rose-phoenix :
how i wish i could have a puppy, it would be the cherry on top of this delicious hot fudge sundae called motherhood. ahhh...but one day the baby will be a little boy, and all little boys eventually ask for puppies. we'll just see if daddy can muster up a big fat "No" the way he did to me. CONGRADS! kiss his wet little nose for me would you. that's what i miss most about my dog.
from ava-reborn :
Awww, I'm so glad you're enjoying having a puppy! It's wonderful isn't it!! Phooooottttooooossssss please!!!!!!!!!!!
from chickpea981 :
Excellent method of asserting dominance. I wish I'd gotten my girl when she was younger, but being abused, she didn't have dominance issues... just peeing on everything and socialization issues. Crate training is the best thing on the planet. I kept mine in hers till she was two, now I use it for the boyfriend's dog when we leave the house because he has major anxiety issues and will scratch the fuck out of the door. Also, if you don't breed her (and I hope you don't) let her go through one heat cycle before spaying her. I did with Nola and she bulked up and grew up to proper size in those weeks she was in heat.
from cnotefwb77 :
Aren't dogs awesome??!! Everyone should have one. And you guys sound like really good dog "parents"! Congrats!
from noaddedme :
Lil' Bo is adorable!!! Congrats!
from bitterwineuk :
such a sweet little thing :)
from second-love :
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww OMG how cute!!!
from chickpea981 :
also: prayers for mama X.
from chickpea981 :
what kind of puppy and where are the pictures??
from jwinokur :
Thanks again for leaving me a little note on my Diaryland page. I'm happy you come by to visit my words from time to time. Maybe send me an email some time directly? Warmest wishes and happy new year! -Justin
from gr8chick :
Lo siento, mi amiga. Your mother will be in my prayers, tonight. **besitos**
from second-love :
Merry Christmas, sweetie. xo
from ava-reborn :
Oh sweetheart! I'm sending hugs for you AND your mum!!! I hope with all my heart she just has a virus and recovers quickly!! xx
from noaddedme :
prayers for your mom and it warms my heart to hear how much love you have for each other~
from casa-rosie :
I hope your mom gets better, and I surely hope she doesn't have that unpronounceable and unspellable disease. Hugs to all of you!
from bitterwineuk :
hugs, wishing you all the best for your mum. That sounds worrying, it's not muscular distostrophy or whatever it is they are worried about is it? That is harsh. Sending many xmas wishes your way. xxxxxxxxxxx
from whystinger :
Any entry from you is a treat, so don't worry, just take care of the family.
from erianne1 :
If he can't self-adjust his units to compensate, then try having him sip regular Sprite or 7-Up for 30 minutes before and after his shot. It will help calm his stomach and keep his sugars from bottoming out.
from bitterwineuk :
miss you too, good to see you are still about though. Hope Mike is better very soon and you look after yourself as well. x
from chakra-chick :
Glad you're on the mend darling. ~smoochess~
from erianne1 :
Feel better sweetie...will send Reiki for you.
from spring-da1sy :
Congratulations!
from chakra-chick :
Congrats love! And yes...you are fantastic (and thats coming from someone who has never even met you!) Enjoy the weekend! ~smooches~
from whystinger :
Face up to the facts X... the coach can tell who can and who cannot do. He/she could tell you would be okay and the other fellow, probably needed help. Or he wanted to see what you are made of. I can be the same way. When I have to train some folks, if I can tell one can make it and one is iffy, I will spend the time with the iffy one, trying to bring them up to speed. Yes, you are terriffic and I can't spell tohight.
from whystinger :
Yep, those stats are correct, but I have this feeling that you will make a good go of your business. I am proud of what you two have done so far. I am happy for you both. Wanna know a little secret? Love grows when a husband and a wife work together to accomplish goals... so this is putting your marriage on a better plane, even if the business failed, you may grow even stronger as a couple. I do have these strong feelings that you two will succeed. Oh, it will be hard work, but the two of you are up to it... :)
from second-love :
**hugs** too cute
from noaddedme :
My oldest niece got pregnant on a cruise with her husband. She said it would happen and we still call that guy "her little souvenier!"
from spring-da1sy :
Use those feminine wiles, Girl! I HATE when I have dreams that make me mad at Bobby. Had one last night, and I had to make a point of telling him, "it's not okay for you to have a girlfriend" when I woke up. You can imagine the look I got! Hee hee (Perhaps I, too, have some unresolved issues from the past)
from bitterwineuk :
that would be strange. A good few months (probably about 4 or 5 months) before my best mate got married I dreamt that she told me I couldnt be her bridesmaid at her wedding because she didnt want a pregnant bridesmaid. Nobody but me knew at the time (not even my ex) but I was about 99% sure I was pregnant at her wedding and it was confirmed 2 days after when I had a positive home pregnancy test. That was strange, maybe you've had a baby premonition too :o)
from ava-reborn :
Awww, I'm glad you and Mike had fun on his birthday!! ;-) And that you've found a way to "enjoy" the footie together! ;-)
from whystinger :
I hope you feel better soon and what a great b'day present! I wish Honi would do some naughty fun...
from ava-reborn :
Oh, and I hope your cough isn't too bad, and that you feel better really soon!!! *hugs* xx
from ava-reborn :
Congrats on the job lovely!! Sounds like it'll be fun!! Thanks for the note. K is feeling better now (though not 100%) but was very very poorly bless her. Happy birthday to Mike! Hope you both have a wonderful time celebrating!! ;)
from whystinger :
I think it is because they are happy. A few folks from the church work at FiveBucks and they really love... Thanks A-latte and have a GRANDE!
from second-love :
I think that will be a perfect job for you - it suits your personality. Im so happy for you hon! :)
from spring-da1sy :
That's wonderful-it sounds like you're going to fit right in there! Congrats!
from chickpea981 :
*if it's
from chickpea981 :
Congrats on the new job! Little tip: keep all receipts for any of the clothes you had to buy to work there. I fit's required dresscode/uniform, you can write it off at tax time.
from bitterwineuk :
I am glad you had such a great day! :D I had to smile at "the typical birth control-gone hippy glasses" hahahahaha
from spring-da1sy :
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I emailed him the link, and I'm sure he will view it with interest! I'll let you know what comes of it.
from gr8chick :
Fuckin' YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go kick some starschmucks ass!
from spring-da1sy :
Yaaaay! Congratulations!
from bitterwineuk :
Hooray!!!!!!! Good for you! Glad you got the job you wanted. It's the sort of place I would love to work too :D
from second-love :
I'm so happy for you! NOW can you please help me figure out how to get HER a job so that I can go back to some semblance of a normal life??
from erianne1 :
You put an honest appeal with lots of good intention out into the universe and God took care of it. I'm so happy that you got the job you truly wanted! May it bring all the blessings that you need. Love you!
from spring-da1sy :
That is a tough choice. I hope the right one becomes blazingly obvious! hugs
from wildrosie :
I will tell you one thing that my Rat Queen told me. Starshumcks does pay much better than the other place that she was cafe manager, BUT...they often lay folks off with less seniority after Christmas. Also, it can be an asskicker, with lots of dishes to be done. Just go ask %%diary-theratqueen%% she will reveal all!
from spring-da1sy :
I figured that. Nah-that STILL hasn't happened since early June. Poor me! Thank goodness for that little box in the bottom of my closet!
from spring-da1sy :
That neck-and-shoulder old accident pain is killer! Aleve helps me. Good luck with the Starschmucks gig.
from bitterwineuk :
Good girl. I am on day 2 of working out daily. It's only cycling but I am feeling good again. hehehe. If you do a favourite things thing, link me and I'll do it too. :D
from gr8chick :
Hey, X...Do you still keep in contact with Second-Love? I have her other blog site, but it's been a while since I've visited. I wanted to contact her to see if she was willing to give me her password, but she is not accepting notes under her Second-Love diary. Can you help me?
from gr8chick :
Dear Lord...I pray that x gets the job at starschmucks, for there is nothing better than being a starschmucker! Amen
from ceilings :
thank you so much for introducing me to flyleaf! i love them!!
from chickpea981 :
Yes, you should wait a bit before getting pregnant. Pregnancy is a huge challenge for a normal body let alone one with so many issues. Yes, you should get a job with health insurance because not only are you going to need it, but your obstetrician visits will be plentiful, you'll have a couple first time care visits with a newborn, you'll have hte hospital bill for the labor (and I'd bet under your condition you'd have to have a c-section). All of this is stuff you should be talking to about with your DOCTOR not getting advice from strangers on the internet (much as we all love you) and not just reading up. Call you're OBGYN and call your physician and get on a healthy plan with them to have a healthy baby.
from krugerpak007 :
Thinking of you both. I hope you are having a lovely, relaxing weekend. x
from second-love :
Yes!!!! You both have health issues that could potentially leave some hefty bills. I worry about both of you!!! At least for now, you should work somewhere that has decent benefits...at least until the business gets going well enough that it can provide what you both may need. Even having a baby is SO expensive!!! You need to be covered. **hugs**
from erianne1 :
I'll keep you both in my thoughts hon...sending much good energy for you to use in whatever way you need. If there's anything else I can do, let me know. Much love and hugs!
from spring-da1sy :
Hmmmm...you didn't mention how you feel about that...about getting a job.
from spring-da1sy :
Happy Halloween!
from chakra-chick :
Lovely pics darling! ~smooches~
from spring-da1sy :
Va-Va-Va-Voom!
from erianne1 :
Gorgeous, doll!
from princesse69 :
Love the photos! You look amazing in that corset! You and Mike make a cute couple too. x
from krugerpak007 :
I can't wait for the photos. Plesae take it easy and feel well sweetie. You are going to be a wonderful mom.
from second-love :
I definately think you should give yourself some time to get your health back before getting pregnant. The first 3 months can be brutal if you have alot of nausea and you cant afford to lose ANY weight puking. Get your strength back and then talk to your OBGYN about what drugs are ok to take while you are pregnant... Miss talking to you xoxoxoxox
from wildrosie :
I'm still chuckling over Colostomy Latrina. He's right, it sounds pretty, iff'n ya don't know any better!
from bitterwineuk :
I like A names. Matthew would have been Abbie if he was a girl. :D
from krugerpak007 :
You are going to be STUNNING. Date night-yay! That makes me jealous. Al though every night for me is date night-with my cats I mean. SIGH
from spring-da1sy :
I hope you're going to share pics of you in your costume-I can't wait to see!! I wish I possessed half your creative talent. I made a shirt for Gussie (long story, but he's a stuffed monkey), and though it's okayish, it's not great.
from noaddedme :
bwa ha ha ... two months and I moon everyone at walmart while reaching to the higher shelves :) thanks for the inspiration sweetie!
from anita-girl :
I hope that you start to feel better soon. Glad that you are trying to take care! :>
from gr8chick :
Sending you a shitload of "luvies."
from krugerpak007 :
You are such a beautiful soul. Love and missed you. Please take care. x
from noaddedme :
*huge hug* I get that concept too. We both need to act on it. You are strong and can do this!
from gr8chick :
I love you, too!
from spring-da1sy :
Be strong, Hon. Love ya.
from chakra-chick :
~hugs~ Feel better love!
from gr8chick :
take care of yourself, sweets! hope you feel better soon!
from spring-da1sy :
Take care and feel better soon!
from noaddedme :
feel better sweetie!!! take care of yourself!
from erianne1 :
Love you too hon! Sounds like you all had a really great time Friday night...cool!
from erianne1 :
At times like this I really hate not living closer to you because I can't just run over and give you a Reiki treatment like I want to. I'll send you Reiki long distance though. *hugs*
from noaddedme :
I'm sorry you feel shitty, but PLEASE take care of yourself!
from whystinger :
Thanks dear!
from chickpea981 :
Okay yeah, here's a real note. Flower dying: is the suck!!!! I randomly watch that show and always end up feeling so bad because there's so much death. Mike's blood sugar: you should keep some things in your purse to be safe - the peanut butter suggestion below is good and you can keep a lot of those "to go" type things on hand. You and Mike deciding to start a afamily: AWESOME! Very happy for the two of you. You're a couple I envy. And your belly after the weekend: it could have just been a bad piece of chicken that made you all sick. It happens. I know I don't do well with bar food and I'm not as sensitive as you are!
from chickpea981 :
I'm sure I have a real comment for you but that will wait. Please get some sort of external commenting thing (like haloscan) on your page! I hate logging into d-land to leave you a note because your guestbook is blocked on my work server and then when I get home I forget the leave you a comment. Yeah... or I could just leave you notes here and quite being a jerkface, right?
from noaddedme :
Ok, you get a sweet kiss ... I get a loud long fart followed by "did ya hear that! Whoa!"
from erianne1 :
If his sugar drops that low again, try a large spoonful of peanut butter dipped in table sugar or honey. The honey or sugar will bring him back up quickly and the peanut butter will keep it up safely at a decent level. The problem with using sweets is that it is only a very short term fix and he will crash again quickly.
from ava-reborn :
Oh my god! Flower died?!?! Awww, she was my idol! I rarely get to watch it, but I loved Flower. Thank you so much for the birthday message! Hugs!
from noaddedme :
Very scary! *big hug*
from spring-da1sy :
Also--thank you for the encouraging words. I did okay for a few hours, and I was about to go get one little ice cream sandwich when I read your note. How about that! You've saved me too! Love ya.
from spring-da1sy :
Omigosh! That's so scary! Thank goodness you were there for him. Is he under a doctor's care? Isn't there something that can be done to keep his sugar levels more stable?
from noaddedme :
My friend's sister went through the whole annulement with the Catholic church. Basically they just want the $300. Surprise surprise on that eh? Now how do they track it because if I were you, I'd tell mom that I did it locally. Can you do it online? lol! What a crock! (my boyfriend is catholic too)
from spring-da1sy :
Indeed, the bank analogy is rather appropriate. Thanks for the advice about Kay. I think it's a good idea to be mindful of her. She won't take me down!! I really just want the opportunity to confront her to point out how callously she behaved.
from second-love :
Hmmmmm PERFECT analogy...DEF like a bank acct.
from spring-da1sy :
You're so strong, Hon. Just the same, I sure wish you could get a year or so off from it. Hugs.
from chakra-chick :
Awww sweetie! So sorry that you're feeling unwell---hope it passes and you feel your old self again! Have a lovely weekend. ~smooches~
from noaddedme :
I hope the bad days become less and less! *hugs*
from erianne1 :
*big hugs* I'm sorry that you two haven't been well lately. Feel better soon!
from whystinger :
Just to clairify, use the stuff you put on cuts - the clear liquid you can buy at the drugstore for $1.00. In fact, if you want me to explain it more, let me know... I worry that someone will try to use the crap (commercial) that they put on hair...
from princesse69 :
Mike sounds just like my Dave. You KNOW when Dave's sick. lol...men just don't DO sickness. It's funny how pathetic they are when they've just got a cold. Imagine what the world would be like if men had to endure periods and the cramps and moods that come with them! lol!
from second-love :
I just caught up with your last few entries. I remember being where you are...when the whole partying thing was getting old and it was just time to sorta "grow up" and move onto the next phase of life. You are married now, running a business and ready for a baby. Guys are always a bit "behind" their women in this stuff - but he will. Its harder for then to admit that its time to move on and really being a "grown up". Its just the first phase - but you guys will make it and be stronger on the other end **hugs**
from rose-phoenix :
I think men are more hormonal than women. He's lucky to have you. Thanks for reaching out always. Have a great day. Rose
from whystinger :
I need to get back into doing Yoga.
from second-love :
You are so cute when you are tired and cranky!
from princesse69 :
Hope you're feeling better now Hon. I've a few of those dizzy spells. Times I really did feel like I was going hit the floor. I think it was mainly due to getting up to quick or something. If it happens again you must go to the doctor. But I'm sure Mike will be marching you there himself! I'm glad you have him taking good care of you. x
from spring-da1sy :
Hey Girl! Don't you think it's time to see the doc? Please be careful! Hugs
from spring-da1sy :
Feel better! Hugs
from cnotefwb77 :
Well, you can say that because you're not 30 yet! :) Maybe I'll realize how great 30 is when I turn 31.... ya think?
from bitterwineuk :
No-one i know is getting married anymore, I quite like the idea of going to a wedding. An ex is getting married next year but doubt i'll be invited as I havent seen him for a good 5 years and he wasnt invited to mine. Still I did marry literally 15 months after we split up for good. Oops. :)
from whystinger :
Ohhhh, I gotta read this one again!!! Did you pop him one??? He may have deserved it. Friends that rile one's spouse up suck!
from erianne1 :
Hugs sweetie
from second-love :
MEN! SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH
from spring-da1sy :
Wow-that was one day that maybe you should've stayed in bed! Still, which one of us hasn't gone down that road? Feeling like you're on the outside, watching the evil bitch make a mess for us to clean up! Glad things are better. (You reminded me of a very similar story from many moons ago with the ex-except I was the one who had too much to drink and made a total ass of us both when a "fan" kissed him on the cheek-he was in a band at the time)
from ava-reborn :
Oh sweetheart! we all have those crazy bitch days! But sounds like Mike did fuel it! Glad everything's good now!! Hugs!
from bitterwineuk :
awwww, get some really tiring sex in. That works for me. ;) But I know how you feel. I went to bed at 10pm last night and was still wide awake at 3 am then up at 7. Must be something in the air.
from spring-da1sy :
Phew! That's good news! I wouldn't mind getting a no-pressure call asking if I would like a quote on insurance as much as I mind those high-pressure and/or recorded calls selling me something I would NEVER buy. Everybody needs insurance, and if folks are open-minded enough, they'll know it's good to check rates now & then.
from whystinger :
You were in my dreams the other day, but not pregnant - you were trying to sell me insurance! Since you were not prego in my dream, you are not pregnant!
from second-love :
**hugs** thinking about you!!! And i HATE making ANY kind of sales calls too!!! UGHHHHHHH
from noaddedme :
fingers crossed!
from spring-da1sy :
My fingers are crossed, Hon. Let us know!
from bitterwineuk :
:) Dont stress about it at all, whats to be is to be x
from ava-reborn :
I'm glad business is doing so well! Don't work too hard though! Look after yourself! Hugs! xx
from spring-da1sy :
That's great to hear!!! (that business is booming)
from spring-da1sy :
Wheeeee! You will make the sweetest little Mommy! What a great set of parents your child(ren) will have! You will handle it fine and be healthy, because you know how to take care of yourself, and you will make the right choices, because you want what's best for that special little bundle! Just remember, if you're not quite "in shape" in four months, you could postpone to get yourself in prime condition. Best wishes and BIG hugs!!!
from ava-reborn :
Yaaaaayyyyy!!!! Best of luck sweetheart!! I know it'll all work out, you deserve it so much! Thanks for your note, I know!! "My bad!" How awful! It's the first time I've heard it said in real life!
from bitterwineuk :
yay, how exciting. Wishing you the best of luck. I am sure there will be no real difficulties though but good luck all the same. x
from gr8chick :
How exciting! I know you'll be a great mom and Mike is going to be a great dad! Yay! Nothing like having a little baby to care for, and call your own...watching him/her grow into a wonderful, independent little person! I'm sure you'll be preggy in no time! **hugs**
from noaddedme :
making the right choices will be easier when you think of the reward! How wonderful it will be to have a wee one!!!
from spring-da1sy :
Ahhh, but for the most part, womanhood is a good thing. Try to relax, have some hot tea, rest a hot water bottle on your tummy. It'll pass soon. Hugs
from whystinger :
So, you are feeling guilty about buying the books and the fairies were punishing you perhaps??? Or did you just eat something that didn't agree with you.
from spring-da1sy :
Think THAT'S funny? When I worked in retail as an assistant manager, I fell out of my chair when we were interviewing for an opening. Talk about embarrassing! Yep-we hired her! Just don't try to walk & chew gum until you get past this...awkwardness! Hugs
from second-love :
You make me smile...and thats not easy to do these days.
from whystinger :
Sorry you tipped over, but seems like you are doing well... Looking for fruit for your granola? go to the health food store and get diced papaya, dried and any others you can find. Papaya enzymes are supposed to be good for the tummy...
from ava-reborn :
Oh sweetheart! I'm sorry, but that made me smile! I hope you didn't hurt yourself!
from spring-da1sy :
Sounds yummy!
from barank :
oh that sounds YUMMY! but do i have to use coconuts? i'm not really a fan but i know there are some things you have to use to make it right. let me know if that's what it is or if it's just for taste. i'd send u some really good cuban and puerto rican dishes, but i don't think they fall into ur diet :( but that's ok, maybe i'll learn to eat better from u! hugs
from gr8chick :
Ugh...Are you reading The Vampire Lestat?" That is my favorite out of the whole series! I had a copy and brought it work, and left it in the lounge. Don't you know, somebody snagged that mug? I was pissed! Enjoy your book tonight. I am now reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I'm sorry, but I'm hooked!
from second-love :
Man...you two need to take CARE of yourselves!!!! I worry. **hugs**
from spring-da1sy :
Glad to hear it-keep working for 100%! Hugs
from erianne1 :
Hug n love at ya hon.
from second-love :
Ive been worrying about you...glad you are feeling a bit better. **hugs**
from bitterwineuk :
hope u are feeling better very soon x
from gr8chick :
Well at least you've got the energy to take care of the important stuff, eh? :) Don't push yourself though. Hope you're back to your spunky self soon, sweets! Take care!
from second-love :
You are so domestic :) its cute! Feel better soon hon **hugs**
from spring-da1sy :
Feel better soon.
from princesse69 :
I hope your belly gets better soon. I'm glad you have Mike to take good care of you. ((hugs))
from spring-da1sy :
Okay...I'm thinking it's time to waggle my motherly finger say, "X, if you know you're not feeling your best, you need to slow down and take better care of yourself". That's just what I'm thinking of saying... Hugs
from whystinger :
I am soooo happy for you guys! Yippeeeee! Hypoglycemia? I dated a chick that had that once... we went camping and she wanted to make s'mores... It was pretty wild, the goofiness and energy... and ahem ;) I will never forget the next day when she ate the rest of the chocolate and got a buzz... on the way home. Went from screaming happy, to hysterical crying... She realized what happened and I was always careful to not let that happen again! well, the best that I could
from whystinger :
Can I have the ceviche recipe??? I love it! I need to find one for shrimp and scallops.
from whystinger :
Have fun and learn things at insurance camp;)
from spring-da1sy :
Good luck!
from whystinger :
I don't know... where Washington beach is. I do know where the remote is... missing, so I really DON'T KNOW! lol!!!!!!
from spring-da1sy :
Thank you for saying that; I needed to hear it. I've seen positive signs that it was the right thing to do as well. I hope you & your baby feel better soon. Hugs
from krugerpak007 :
Have a wonderful weekend cutie :-)))
from second-love :
Those 3 entries were so cute!!!! hee hee YOU are cute! Hope you GOT YOU SOME tonight ;)
from second-love :
You are sooooooooo cute :)
from noaddedme :
the barney labels just might catch someone's eye! If he wants business classic get a freaking stamp. (Zzzzz)
from spring-da1sy :
Oh my! Feel better, Hon.
from whystinger :
yeah, but random is good...
from ava-reborn :
Lol!! I know!!! Men eh!!! Love you!
from spring-da1sy :
Where can I get me a job like that?!!! Enjoy your weekend.
from chickpea981 :
I just bought an explorer a month ago and while it's an older model (2002 XLS) I fucking LOVE it. It is by far the best purchase I've made in my 26 year son this planet. You will love driving it if he ever lets you!
from spring-da1sy :
Good news, potentially fun weekend, awesome dream! It's all good! Hugs
from chakra-chick :
Thank you for your wonderful, sweet words & endless support...it is muchly appreciated :-) Have an awesome weekend sweetie! ~smooches~
from rose-phoenix :
He sounds like someone I know too!
from spring-da1sy :
Awwwwwwwww!
from grt8f84me :
HaHa...that is too fucking funny!!! You are one cruel chica!
from the-big-day :
Thank you :-)
from rose-phoenix :
I WISH that would work for me, but my husband would only get more angry, believe me!!! Love your spider story. I used to pick the legs of daddy longlegs when i was a kid. wonder where they ever came up with a name like that. anyway, don't tell anybody!
from spring-da1sy :
Thanks for the laugh! Poor Mike!
from spring-da1sy :
Self improvement and broadening our horizons are definitely underrated. Good for you! I, on the other hand, would be the girl standing by herself!
from erianne1 :
*squeeze*
from bitterwineuk :
:) awww, how sweet. and the babies will go to school together too ;) x
from noaddedme :
yeah, I'm guessing your previous job didn't have that as a benefit ;)
from second-love :
mmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmm now THATS my kind of job hee hee xo
from spring-da1sy :
Your new job is better than mine!
from krugerpak007 :
Hahaha-sounds like fun to me!!! But then I think about my bosses head between my legs and well...ok....yours just sounds more fun :-))
from ava-reborn :
Yay!! Sounds like a lot of job satisfaction!!!! ;)
from fluttrbykiss :
You go girl!!! ;o)
from noaddedme :
congrats on passing your test! Glad to hear you sounding a bit less frenzied!
from chakra-chick :
Congrats love! ~smooches~
from krugerpak007 :
:-))))) Congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And what about that test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 The pregnancy one????????/ Could you be a mom??????????
from bitterwineuk :
well done sweetie!! :)
from erianne1 :
Congrats on the test!!! Hugs n love.
from ava-reborn :
Congratulations lovely!! I don't understand what test you passed, but good on you anyway!! lol!
from spring-da1sy :
Congratulations.
from grt8f84me :
Hey, hermana! Can you tell me how you started your new diary, while still having your old one on line? I want to change my username, everything, since BabyGirl inadvertently found my diary after I had posted my last entry about Mr. Man contacting me. I fucking freaked out! I don't want to delete all my entries, though, because is my own little history, ya know? Do I just create a new account with D'Land, and my old diary will stay there forever and ever? Been missing you, and I was so happy to see you posted. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a little mini-x!
from bitterwineuk :
Definitely get one for peace of mind and to take your mind off it if nothing else. A mini X would be FABULOUS though and I have complained of lack of Diaryland babies. Break the spell. Good luck. :)
from spring-da1sy :
I hate when that happens. :-)
from spring-da1sy :
Hey, Girl-good to hear from you. I'm glad your reception went well, and yeah-that's the only thing I would've changed from our reception-having more time to mingle. Don't beat yourself up about not being certified yet; Mike had been living & breathing it a lot longer than you, and you only missed one question too many! You'll ace it next time!
from second-love :
Miss you...tons going on here...ill try to shoot you an email to update you cuz you'll have to read WAY too many entries to catch up. xo
from ava-reborn :
Sending you hugs!! And just off to email you!! xx
from noaddedme :
help you how? I was worried before, now I'm more worried!!!
from bitterwineuk :
what's up hun? Was going to comment you today anyway as I haven't seen you update then I find you updated when my back was turned. Hope you are ok darlin. x
from wildrosie :
No problem darlin' we'll do what ever we can! Do you need help burying a body? Maybe something else? Just let us now how! ((((hugs))))
from grt8f84me :
I have not been updating much, but I still read your diary. It's not going to be the same not hearing everything wonderful going on with you and Mike. This is my e-mai: [email protected] Unfortunately, I think I have your e-mail from work. Going to miss your crazy ass! **hugs**
from second-love :
Tons of hugs........ love you. PLEASE email me on the weekends...im on ALL the time!!! You have my email ;)
from bitterwineuk :
:) I'm always around weekends, does that make me crazy too. hahaha. Can't believe your last day came round so quick. x. Good luck with the non working at that place life.
from moonfaeryy :
I have your addy somewhere..buy you'd better give it to me, just to be safe! [email protected] Take care, and thanks for being in my corner when I need it!! HUGS!
from spring-da1sy :
That's horrible! You cannot possibly know how much you'll be missed! But I do lurk around on the weekends, so I'll have your weekend updates to look forward to. I'm glad this is all for a better future for the two of you, or it would be a lot harder to take. What will we ever do without you!! Take good care of yourself, and please email me so I can be sure I have your current addy. Big hugs! [email protected]
from spring-da1sy :
FINALLY! Yippee! Love that man up!
from noaddedme :
who needs a song when you've got all the rest? :) M and I don't have a song ... or a movie ... hmmmm ... our thing would have to be a shared warped sense of humor!
from second-love :
awwwwwwwwwwww you too are soooooooo cute you are making me PUKE :)))))))) xo
from bitterwineuk :
ah, X.... I flamin well LOVE YOU. You are my transatlantic twin in so many ways. I have the most spotless house until you get to my room. It's MY spot, MY mess, MY pit and MY problem. I like it that way. The only time it's not scattered with pretty bra's is when I am expecting male company, even then it doesn't stay un-bra-scattered for long. Hahahahaha. You always make me realise maybe I'm not that weird after all. :)
from ava-reborn :
Thank you! I do know who you mean! I love you! I do! xx
from cnotefwb77 :
That's what I would choose too....
from noaddedme :
okay, that made me laugh out loud! My oldest brother emailed me and told me that HE is the bad one in the family, not me. We both feel better knowing we are good for nothing low life kids :) *he's 52, has a great job, 2 kids, and 3 1/2 grandkids -one on the way*
from spring-da1sy :
Hugs
from erianne1 :
*hugs* Love ya sweetie.
from spring-da1sy :
Have a great weekend, Toots!
from spring-da1sy :
Awesome! I'm sure that's going to be a great time!!
from spring-da1sy :
Reception? Did I miss something? I'm sure I did, but what? Please.
from spring-da1sy :
Feel better! Hugs
from whystinger :
I'm glad I finally got the chance to catch up on you... site's been sooooo painfully slow....
from the-big-day :
Thank you ;-)
from spring-da1sy :
Wheeeeee! Have a wonderful weekend.
from spring-da1sy :
You ARE brilliant!
from spring-da1sy :
I'm sure Mike will be glad time won out. Very glad.
from spring-da1sy :
Feel better, Dear, and make the training go quickly so you can get back on here!
from grt8f84me :
Thank you for the note. I just have to keep a positive outlook on things, and things will work out. You are a wonderful example on how to get the most of life regardless of the curve balls life may through at you. Your shining example of how to grab life by the balls and live it to the fullest extent...well, I wanna be just like you when I grow up! (And I said grab LIFE by the balls...not Mike!) :)
from second-love :
OMG you are TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute!!! You kill me!!! I love ya! xo have a GREAT welcome home :))))))
from the-big-day :
Now you tell me! You've been my role model. I keep thinking, How could X have been so calm?!! You didn't show it, let me assure you! So...now I can run screaming into the night?
from spring-da1sy :
Corporate-minded people suck. And not in a good way.
from bitterwineuk :
:) I love mugs, went through a bit of stage of having a new one every couple of weeks at one stage. I still find myself looking at them in shops. That would be a strange collection to start
from ava-reborn :
Thank you so much sweetheart!! You made me cry! But in a good way!! Hugs!
from the-big-day :
Haha! I needed that!
from ava-reborn :
Ooooo, I'm literally feeling excited for you!!!! Now I want photos of your new decor!!
from second-love :
hahahahahah you dang newlyweds are so damn understanding **wink**
from ava-reborn :
Weeeeeeeeee!!!! I feel famous!!! Actually, I don't know how I cope without him for so long either! In fact, I don't really! I manage, but I only barely cope! The tiff is to be expected! I see it as a good thing! The electric is still there! The fire! If you made an effort to be polite to each other just because you were apart, I'd say there was a problem! Hugs!!
from spring-da1sy :
I'm sorry you miss your Hubby-kins. Time apart from one another can be a real trial on our emotions. It'll pass, and you'll find yourself in his arms soon. Hugs
from ava-reborn :
Awww, just make the most of every minute you have together!! I sooooo know what you're going through!! Missing the man you love is like having your arms chopped off!! I hope you manage to keep busy and that the time flies without too much screaming!!!
from cnotefwb77 :
I guess you're right - I'm just so worried about making the wrong decision somewhere down the road and messing everything up. It's actually making me nauseous. Ugh... But thanks for all the warm thoughts you're always sending my way, I really appreciate it! So, here's some *hugs* back your way! :)
from spring-da1sy :
That's a very interesting proposition. Fall-back position if nothing else! Good for you!
from noaddedme :
I am so happy for your health improving! Woo hoo!! Celebrate!
from chakra-chick :
Great news about your GI visit...I'm so happy that you're doing so well! ~smooches~
from krugerpak007 :
Gosh-u r doing great-I am very happy!!!!
from second-love :
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy for you!!! I'm so proud of you for doing what you have to to be healthy **smile**
from erianne1 :
Yay! Much love and hugs, sweetie!
from spring-da1sy :
That's the best news I've heard all day! Good for you. Hugs
from ava-reborn :
Oh sweetheart, I so hope you manage to get that extra income each week so that you don't have to stay at that place!!!
from spring-da1sy :
He gets along great with her Dad, but he's not so fond of her Mom. I guess she just doesn't compare to me, eh? Hahaha
from spring-da1sy :
Now that's more like it! I should've known you'd be more resourceful. Good going! I wish you the best luck!
from second-love :
Sigh...yeah welcome to the SUCK real world. That was always MY dilemma about leaving my other job, remember? When i was full time i had awesome benefits...but to pay for them ourselves was like 800 a month!!! Utterly RIDICULOUS. Look into Blue Cross for policies. Cobra is really the most expensive way to go (although it SHOULDNT be). I do worry about the fact that you both have had some health issues that may limit your ability to get reasonable insurance :((((((((( Im praying that everything works out for you hon xo
from grt8f84me :
Oh, mijita...I'm sure things will work out. Just step back and consider all your options. I'm sure you two will find the best one for you, and everything will fall into place. I wish you all the luck in the world! Just keep your head up, Mama! **hugs**
from noaddedme :
That totally sucks donkey dicks :( I'm sorry that things are messed up. Apparently insurance companies like to fuck you up the ass any chance they get!
from spring-da1sy :
That sucks. I'm sorry, but maybe this happened for a reason. Maybe it's better to slow down and start small, wait until the business is up & running full-tilt. You can do it, Love. Together, you & Mike will get through this and any other pitfalls along the way to make a huge success of your business. Hugs
from whystinger :
I look at it this way. She knows how I feel about the ring. She asked and I told her i was happy that she could wear it. She chose to keep pushing with the "well, you don't seem happy..." so you are right - she should have picked her battles better. For some reason, she is trying to make this problem my problem and I won't accept it. Maybe because she had talked about having sex and this is the avoidance or HEY! I just realized, this may have been punishment for not taking her to the mall Saturday, instead saying "let's go Sunday..." Thanks for the note... now I have someting to add to my homework! :)
from chakra-chick :
Good luck with your house-painting project...how fun! ~smooches~
from krugerpak007 :
I hope all goes well with the pill-I HATE taking medication too-I know what you feel like. Hope you had a good weekend! xoxo
from spring-da1sy :
Saying this in a public forum may be a faux pas, but I never saw the appeal of Tarjay. (Except that's where I just found the most adorable purse I've ever owned) But yes, I was at Wally's yesterday-went in for a pack of gum and spent nearly $100! Maybe you're not aware that non-Gold members have been unable to update since Tuesday? It's killing me!
from spring-da1sy :
Aaaah-I understand and sympathize with the reluctance to take pills. Is the patch ineffective for you? (Am I being too nosey?)
from erianne1 :
*hugs* Be thankful you aren't taking pills at my level yet hehehe. I'm up to 22 a day now...11 in the morning, 10 at night and 1 more smack dab in the middle. I would LOVE to only have to take 6 pills a day. *grin*
from ava-reborn :
Sorry your current birth control's not working for you. Good luck with the pill. It works for me. Well, of course, when I say "works" the only time it didn't, I had K! But hey, She's not the worst side effect ever from medication! x
from plopphizz :
Hello :). I am stopping by to say hi and add you. -- Ploppy.
from spring-da1sy :
I'm glad to hear that you've found something to bring your thoughts into more fertile ground. Creativity is always healthy. I love the colors you chose. I'm one of those safe decorators-afraid to combine colors except for my main and a neutral. Can't wait to see the pics. Enjoy the work. I know you will.
from krugerpak007 :
At last I added you properly-I think I had you written wrong in my profile. Firstly, thank you for all your comments and support, it is very much appreciated-the writing assignments sound great! I am keen! Next, I cant wait to see the photos of the house!!! I can imagine how hard it must have been handing in your notice. Although I moan about work constantly, it is a HUGE part of our lives and all in all, no matter how much people can frustrate or drive us mad, they play important roles in our life, and so it can not have been easy. Feel good sweetie and take care, and thanks again. Will email you soon. x
from ava-reborn :
Can't wait to see photos! I'm glad this is getting you out of your funk!!
from whystinger :
Thanks! Actually the difficulty comes from her and I do need to tell her that. I made a note of that several days ago to discuss with the therapist. Funny, but I was trying to get her to go to the therapist to help with her depression. She declined and I decided to go to "work on me" and I am sooooo glad I finally went. I had some reservations, since it is not covered by health insurance, but I find that it is better that way... Mostly because health insurance only gives X amount of sessions and then the therapist generally pushes you out... This way, I go, I pay and we work on me... By the way, I really appreciate your support - you have been great to me!
from ava-reborn :
How exciting! I'm proud of you! Hugs!
from bitterwineuk :
Good luck to you darlin!
from second-love :
Congrats on taking that step!!! It takes guts and I am so proud of you!! **hugs**
from spring-da1sy :
Well congratulations, Hon! You just opened the door to a bright, new future.
from chakra-chick :
Hope you're feeling better hun! ~smooches~
from second-love :
OMG what was THAT?? too much wine hahahahaha sorry to lecture
from second-love :
Hon...what you are feeling is very normal! Part is our personality and part is just the normal cycle of this new stage of your life. But take it from me - its good to be "open" and "flexible" to do whatever each other wants to do...but if you've planned a night together - dont let anything get in the way of that. Tiny bits of resentment that are almost unnoticeable can build and you HAVE to always keep the two of you first above all other relationships...your friends...his friends..whatever. Please...take it from me. But be yourself too and do what you need to for your creativity...but keep each other first **hugs**
from sunpowered :
Thank you. I agree with you - it can be frustrating when someone doesn't update regularly. You get hooked on their diary and then you jones. I can relate. Just don't have the update urge very often. Too much to say, too much that's private, too much that sounds trite or contrived. I'm a very private person and so the online diary is very touch-and-go with someone like me. Thanks again, and have a fabulous weekend!
from second-love :
You are too cute.
from grt8f84me :
Were your little horns showing in the picture, you naughty chica? LOL You sound so happy...that makes me happy. As for being without Hombre, it is kind of nice. Nothing to stress me out, you know? But still, nothing can replace having a partner there, no matter how fucked things can get. But I guess that's my issue. I have never been alone. I went from living with my father to living with Hombre. Even when we were separated, I had three kids to keep me company. OMG...what is retirement going to bring? That's some scary stuff, Ma! Anyways, I'm sure you looked radiant in your pic! Take care, mamacita!
from whystinger :
I think you are on to something here - I think she manipulates and has control issues due to her depression. That is why I wanted her to go to a psychiatrist and therapist. She needs to take care of her depression. The sarcoidosis she suffers from also can cause and the meds for that can cause depression... I'm just taking care of me for now.
from chakra-chick :
Thanks for the comment love... Gosh! Only now? Iv'e been broody since I was like 21 already! I love kids and can't wait to have my own someday. Good luck with accomplishing things on your list...it definately will be a breeze to do :-) ~smooches~
from amb1valent-k :
...and the Scotland trip..?
from second-love :
Our lists are so similar except ive done the kid thing :))) But i want to go to Vegas AGAIN and the Greece trip. We are so much alike :)))
from spring-da1sy :
Must be something in the air. Me too. Only I'm hoping for a grandbaby.
from spring-da1sy :
When people say that relationships require hard work, they're absolutely right. Mostly, I think, it's just staying conscious of such things. If we allow ourselves to become lost like that, we will eventually resent each other for it. Again, Girlie-well handled! You're so lucky to have such an understanding hubby!
from second-love :
Boring can be good...very good.
from ava-reborn :
Oh my god, what are the blood tests for?? And wow, you have a small version of the duck billed atom bomb? That would have been welcome when I was young! Now it makes no difference!! lol! But if only I'd had that choice a few years ago. Maybe it's because you pay for your check ups. Anyway, I feel for you going through all that! I have my next check up in a couple of weeks! My first since having my op! Hugs!
from whystinger :
I really hope you are feeling better... to see the bike, you have to use the scroll bars until I figure out how to size the picture better...
from spring-da1sy :
Feel better, Doll!
from erianne1 :
Hugs n love, sweetie.
from second-love :
Awesome!!!! I love it! And thanks for the encouragement. Love ya xo
from noaddedme :
very lovely! The idea of the Antonio accent does have me giggling a bit ;)
from whystinger :
Nice new diary and template! Will it be the same? I don't think so. Hmmmm, growth? new marriage, new diary... BTW, thanks for putting your hand down Mike's shorts while sleeping - you must have brought me luck too *wink
from krugerpak007 :
Its lovely!!! I wish you only happy happy happy good things here sweetie!!!
from spring-da1sy :
Ahhh, very nice.
from ava-reborn :
Weeeeeeee!!!! The honour of being your first reader is a prize in itself!!! And that font is clearer! Much easier to read. xx
from ava-reborn :
Ooooo, very sexy! Heehee!! Love the layout, but the font is quite hard to read. Looks beautiful though! xx
from dukkha-tanha :
OH GAWD. I'm so excited to see your new layout. LOL. OLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. I was all ready to read and shit. Muchas gracias. Puta. LOL. I kid, I kid. Get writing, kabrona! =)
from spring-da1sy :
Love the layout!!
from amb1valent-k :
ooh - very green!
from dukkha-tanha :
Hey! Can I get in?!? effinoverextended AT gmail, blah blah blah. Muchas gracias. Di nada. =)
from ava-reborn :
Yay!! I'm so glad you went with X-centricity! Hugs!

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