messages to xander:
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from myagi :
I think you should start writing in this again. Yep, that's what I think.
from myagi :
Ahh...yes, the fights. Although I'm so constantly in a state of argumentation with various others, you and I would actually stand a pretty good chance of getting along. As I am all fought out most of the time. I miss you too. It has been too long, and our last viewing of each other was brief and unsatisfying.
from isabelviolet :
Not ashamed...just not used to having someone who can love me for me, flaws and all, without passing judgment. It's a new experience, one I'm still exploring.
from myagi :
Not at all--my world is simply in upheaval.
from myagi :
Well, once you and I stopped intentionally pushing each other's buttons, I suppose a replacement was necessary! :) But you're right...I seem to be addicted to conflict.
from myagi :
I pretty much only locked it to keep someone who doesn't have a diary from reading it, but for future reference, I'm not very creative, so this diary's username is always "username," and the password is "password." You are more than welcome to read my angsty drivel anytime.
from myagi :
So is name-calling. :(
from myagi :
Oh! Good sir, you cut me to the quick! Yes, baseball season will be a very confusing time for me...Must. Not. Secretly. Watch. Those. Pin-striped. Mofos.
from myagi :
Okay, the spacing was effed up, but now it is fixed. Damn "enter" key!
from checkerdandy :
Damn, I may have bad luck, but I am resigned to my fate. I'll enjoy the benefits of the relationship until they get usurped by another girl.
from myagi :
Grown up? Hardly. But I would say it's safe to say that I'm going to make a concentrated effort to stop self-destructing. You of all people know how hard this is going to be for me...I'd love to talk to you about it. I'm going to need all the help and support I can get.
from myagi :
I think there are two parts to your dilemna (by the way, I'm speaking as both a married woman and someone who finds you attractive.) Married women are attracted to you because you do convey some sort of innocence, but I think you are also attracted to married women because it makes the relationship safe.
from checkerdandy :
Yeah, I'm not drinking around any guy for awhile. Until I feel comfortable being flirty. Basically when this whole Max thing plays itself out.
from checkerdandy :
On the contrary, my dear, I believe you have worse luck than I. Feel free to debate that with me sometime, preferably over wine. 249-7365.
from myagi :
Hey Prodigal! I just noticed how often I monopolize your notes. I seem to be obsessed. "Seem to be"--HA! I am! Update this before I kill you.
from myagi :
It's like phone tag...only one-sided. I'm so sorry--I ended up running spotlight for a show Saturday night. I'll be home tonight (monday) if you want to call--no matter the time.
from myagi :
What happened? I have gauze and vodka--take your pick.
from kibitzer :
Good to hear from you. I miss you fuzz! 05/07/05
from checkerdandy :
Totally beat you, 89 days, but I cheat on diaryland with lj and myspace.
from myagi :
It's so quiet and lonely in here...surely something interesting has happened in the last 45 days? Your faithful readers are agonizing over your silence...ag...oni...zin...g.
from myagi :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (Sorry, I didn't find out until yesterday)
from twistedtears :
I miss you Jerry
from mylitlepony :
human relations are strange, my advice is don't try to understand them more than you need to to live in syncopation with people.
from nevertrust :
Jerry just tell her. what do you have to lose. You never know what she is going to say. Take the chance it could be for the best.
from exit43 :
If you like this person, tell her. You never know what may come of it. Maybe it could be exactly what you need...
from twistedtears :
You're right. But I also use my diary to vent, and that's what I ended up needing to vent most recently. Not to mention she jipped me out of 180 bucks but whatever. Love you and see you at the wedding.
from lyon :
Hey Jerry.. Seems to me that you just need to spend more time with your friends and the such. Honestly, if you're able to have a great time hanging out with Phill, maybe you should look into doing so more often. Just a suggestion. Catch ya later.
from nelapsi :
I'm sure that would be fine. I'm in Caldwell still, I'm headed out tonight or tomorrow. I'll make sure its fine with everyone else (I'm sure it will be) and I'll let you know. Loves... (8/16)
from exit43 :
Hey Jerry, man, my life is going so well right now. Nothing can make me stop smiling. I've got a girl who loves me, I've got a job probably lined up this week for me, I've got my friends in Caldwell, and I just feel for the first time in so, so long that I'm worth something. Your entry that's up right now is damn right. Anyway - the behind the diary thing was an idea I came up with cause I want some extras for people to look at and know some more about why I keep this diary. I liked writing it and remembering "oh, yeah, that time Ms. Yamamoto read it" .. well I hope you are doing great. Talk to you later.
from dragonwench :
*lick*
from pyroboy1 :
hey cuz well i just want to say your right on the fact that you have been one of many who have made the same mistake with going out with liz but you learned and that is all that matters beside a dream of an ax coming toward her head and she says hey josh throw the silly ball *wosh* later dayz
from twistedtears :
The point is...I'm 18 this year, I'm a big girl now, and big girls vote, bitch, and complain about things not going there way! Love you much.
from nevertrust :
I am so sorry your day has been sorta crummy. I'm also very sorry I missed your reunion concert on sat. I was going to go but my parents had other plans for me. I miss you. muah.
from nelapsi :
"You are only what you are when no one is looking."
from myagi :
Can't make it. Sorry. I'm sure you will do wonderfully. I'll be in Boise Saturday evening and then I'm going home. Thanks though...
from myagi :
Estimated date for the reunion? Also, did you sign my guestbook as "Dal?" I hope so. If it was you, I'm going to need the names of those flavors ASAP. If for the only reason that you need something to do!
from wonderwall :
nooooo dont leave! :*(
from frenchpress :
i do. i do. ;) thanks for stopping by~
from myagi :
Friday night? Yes or no? What's going on? Anything? Hello?
from better-revus :
I'm so, so, sorry I never got the chance review you. My computer has been sick. I hope you'll find it in your heart to forgive me, & if you'd still like your review I'd be happy to review you! <3better-revus
from myagi :
That's funny. We don't even go to school there and the only thing they can think to talk about is the morality of our friendship? Sounds like they have a When Harry Met Sally philosophy.
from lost-n-faith :
That is my favorite song man :o)
from myagi :
A rumor? now my interest is piqued. Explain...
from exit43 :
That lyric fits me better than just about any I've heard. Actually, nearly every line in that song is something I could relate to at one point or another. All I want is to find that "somewhere I belong."
from lyon :
JerrBear! You need to update sometime bud.. Its ok though, I've been slackin in my updates as well.
from wonderwall :
yay yay for a matty quote :)
from myagi :
Oh, you tease! *scowls*
from myagi :
Yay! An entry from the world of Debby!
from lilbobo :
OH !!!!! So yoooourrrr God *wink* Cool diary *smile*
from myagi :
It's not.
from annachan :
that's cool that you like my writing. i found you through someone's favorites. i forgot who... sorry :| well, later babe.
from annachan :
hey babe. i like your writing. coolness.
from myagi :
I think that everytime someone uses the word "haberdasher" correctly in a sentence, the person to ask, "what's a haberdasher?" has to drink. I miss you already.
from deadgod :
Koban wa! Your review is ready.
from dragonwench :
*lick*
from shwroder :
ummm my appt is physically fine...but i want to move. i am not racist by any means but the damn mexicans that live next door and blare their damn mexican clown rap shit need to leave. go back to where they came from. the manager is a bitch. we are moving as soon as our lease is up. so i doubt u'll get to see this one. we plan on moving to boise tho so u'll definately see that one. will philly be playing again at moxie or anything?
from shwroder :
cami and kristy huh...bummer. no comment however. kitty is fine. a little bitch as ever but she learns like a pro. getting big too. she gets to get some more shots on st. patty's day. wohoo! keep talking
from myagi :
Taken care of...thanks for pointing it out. I put you on so you'd get the note, nothing more. Although I love you dearly, secrets are secrets. Don't you find it creepy that you search people's profiles?
from shwroder :
i wanna know...i wanna know...i wanna know. ps.....can't believe u spelt it....tisk tisk
from myagi :
What are you talking about? "w"s in recitations, mispellings in freakshow? Wha? Qua? I'm so lost...what on earth are you referring to?
from myagi :
Patience young grasshopper...although I joy in thee, I have no joy in this contract tonight. It is too rash, too sudden, too like the lightning that ceases ere one can say it lightens. In other words, I'm working on it, freakshow. love ya!
from exit43 :
Thank you for signing the 'book, no advice is bad advice, especially when Incubus is involved. That day I just entered one of my occasional lapses where I need to know that people are listening. So thank you, because it did help to know someone is pulling for me. Laters for now!
from aurorawept :
Hey! I had to go home... I tried to find you to say buh-bye but you were nowhere to be found... I will call you tonight and we can figure something out hang-out wise. You make me smile!
from aurorawept :
Hey hey Jerry! I think that I will give you a call as soon as I go upstairs... I need some cheering up... You are a wonderful person from what I can see right now! sanx for the note...
from aurorawept :
Hey Jerry! The invite to come and hang out with you guys is graciously accepted! If you want my number Liz has it and I will call her tomorrow and find out some particulars. I really appreciate all that you said though! You're great! Hoping to see you soon....
from dragonwench :
*love*
from bigandy :
jerry, maybe its cause im in the army, of i just dont like hussein, but i think bush, in his infinite stupidity, mught just pull this off and win this election. he's done a lot of shit in the last four years, and it just might be a good choice. bush that is.
from pyroboy1 :
you are my relying heart your the one who makes me think in the state of mind that is me not my other me i sometimes wonder if your a gift or a tootor for me to listen to and absorb your words either way i thank you
from exit43 :
Your guestbook's really screwing up, mine is too (it won't send me email anymore when someone signs it). I wrote in your 'book about how I like Dashboard's lyrical style more than the actual music, it is rather good music though. I don't know if it showed up. Laters
from whippedrevue :
Whoops! Sorry about that! My fault, I don't know why but I didn't see the scrollbar! Alrighty, you're up on the pending list! My apologies :)
from shwroder :
good. shaun and i have an apartment and i too went w/my mommy to costco. however the only obscene supply of anything i got was tampons. go figure. glad 2 hear u r out and away from home. its a good feeling.
from shwroder :
no good news here my friend. jason y-hee died. i dont know how to spell his last name but thats how u say it. he committed suicide yesterday. not sure on funeral or anything but its not a very happy day over here
from twistedtears :
Ha! Thank you! I'm so needy for recognition...or attention...or love...Damn it already, I'm getting help! Love: Me
from lyon :
Hey hey!! I only get to see you like.. Once every two months, if that often. (This is Phillip, the one from Vallivue, in case you didn't know) So I decided I'd drop a line here. Just have to say.. You're one of the coolest people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting, if not one of the strangest, then again I'm rather far from "normal" myself. Just wanted to say, you're awesome dawg. Keep on truckin.. Or whatever.
from lyon :
Hey hey!! I only get to see you like.. Once every two months, if that often. (This is Phillip, the one from Vallivue, in case you didn't know) So I decided I'd drop a line here. Just have to say.. You're one of the coolest people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting, if not one of the strangest, then again I'm rather far from "normal" myself. Just wanted to say, you're awesome dawg. Keep on truckin.. Or whatever.
from kacybebe :
remember i am a great listener so talk to me i am only like 1 minute away so pick up the phone 703-7743
from myagi :
THe beauty of the song. I wouldn't presume to understand the relevance...although I would really like you to tell me--We both know how good I am at assuming. How about that for our next e-mail convo? If you are open to that, of course. Tell me about the song. I've never heard of Brand New before, but that song is painfully beautiful.
from myagi :
wow.
from lost-n-faith :
Hey dude! What's shakin?? Hey you need to fill me in on the dealeo about you and that one chick whose name starts with an 'L' and ends in an 'EIGH' wink wink...But yeah, seriously dude, I'll give ya some tips if ya need them.
from pyroboy1 :
jerry we need to talk a lot of shit has been going down that i am having problems with and i am so confused that i am going back to my ways old ways of just running away to nothing and letting things build up and get worse instead of talking about them to the person i trust the most. yeah but we need to go have coffee call me tommorrow and we shall no matter what the time i am staying home roads are to fucking slick for me to :driving: on but yeah give me a call i really need to get things cleared up the beast within crawls toward the flame -pyroboy
from pyroboy1 :
jerry we need to talk a lot of shit has been going down that i am having problems with and i am so confused that i am going back to my ways old ways of just running away to nothing and letting things build up and get worse instead of talking about them to the person i trust the most. yeah but we need to go have coffee call me tommorrow and we shall no matter what the time i am staying home roads are to fucking slick for me to :driving: on but yeah give me a call i really need to get things cleared up the beast within crawls toward the flame -pyroboy
from pyroboy1 :
jerry we need to talk a lot of shit has been going down that i am having problems with and i am so confused that i am going back to my ways old ways of just running away to nothing and letting things build up and get worse instead of talking about them to the person i trust the most. yeah but we need to go have coffee call me tommorrow and we shall no matter what the time i am staying home roads are to fucking slick for me to :driving: on but yeah give me a call i really need to get things cleared up the beast within crawls toward the flame -pyroboy
from nevertrust :
I don't know if I can too much homework
from kacybebe :
jerry hey u one day maybe not so far away we could hang out i kindof miss that. well u know my number so use it please
from quotheraven :
i'm so glad you stopped by. i hope you come back often. i will always tell you my secrets, if you'll listen...
from twistedtears :
Hey, Jerry, if you and Jake want to take Andy away for a couple hours, that's fine with me as long as it's not Saturyday (his mom's birthday) but I think you have his number so you can call him yourself or if not tell me and I'll e-mail it to you.
from twistedtears :
Don't be so stubborn! And don't worry, they're not going.
from cutieblues :
Hey brother, I made a journal. Read it and no worries, I am going to be reading yours!!!!
from tasha-x :
Oh! I've got every single Beatles' cd ever so I'll burn whatever ones ya want.
from tasha-x :
Hi you!!! it's been awhile, but I have been reading. Hope to talk to you more online. loves, Tasha
from wonderwall :
roller hockey counts! :)
from kacybebe :
hey there jer i just wanted to say hi im back and i missed u if or when u get time and u want to call me. hows ur sister doing well hope to hear from u my number is 703-7743 love kacy
from myagi :
Please don't ever do that again. The preservation of my worlds is so ultimately important to me--and you'll be surprised to know that the story is almost exactly that--an exercise in imagination. I don't know whether to be mad or scared right now. Please please don't ever do that again.
from cataliena :
You are very correct dear sir! You win the magic prize... I don't rightly know what that is at the moment... and probably will never know so just pat yourself on the back! Have a nice day and night;)
from myagi :
What did you lie about?
from cataliena :
Hello… you probably won’t remember me (ahem), but I graduated with you… and I wanted to apologize for not really getting to know you back then… you seem like a nice person… a little strange, but(meh) I’m not one to talk. Have fun:) P/S I'm wondering if you can figure out who I am?
from lost-n-faith :
Hi Mr. Jerry Stanwood, yep it's Hayley :o) How's life boy? Tell me all about it! Luv ya!
from twistedtears :
Ok, I just signed your G-Book with a comment to your newest entry (the drama one) and realized it could cause confusion with knowing two Brenda's and all. Just letting you know. Still love you, though!
from twistedtears :
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!!!...But that's what you get for not talking to me anymore! :0)
from twistedtears :
Agh! I'm sorry I didn't answer your IM! I was in the shower, and I left the comp downloading and forgot to put the "away message" thingy. I love ya and you have to call me! Pony
from supergirl10 :
Hey Jerry! That note meant a lot to me! :o) It cheered me up! And I really would like to do something sometime!!! Hope I get to see you around!!!! ByeByeee! *manda
from bagelbite :
I love you Jerry. Thank you for everything.
from twistedtears :
I really really miss ya, you know that? I wanted to come see you before prom, but you weren't home...you better give me a call when you get here. Love you much. Pony
from wonderwall :
hey hon. i just finished catching up on your diary... so i just wanted to give you a *hug* and say good for you for saying what's on your mind. if you want to talk, drop me a line. :)
from bagelbite :
It makes me feel absolutely wonderful that you read my diary. And that you care. I'll e-mail you and give you a password. It's not a big deal, I'm just sick of people complaining about what I write. So, I just wanted to lock it. I love you and hope to see you soon. MUAH!
from princesjazmo :
Take it slow. You'll see me and I'm sure you'll see others too. This week is taking too long, but it will be over before you know it.=^.^=
from unloved-1 :
Cheer up Jerry. Don't feel depressed, it is not a good feeling. And I know it is hard to just be happy in one moment, but it is better to try than not to try and stay sad as long as possible. Keep your head up : -hugs-
from nevertrust :
hey jerry this is leigh. havent seen you for a long time miss you. love ya :)
from s-c-o-t-t-y :
Your Review Is Up!
from wonderwall :
did you write that? it is awesome. :)
from paintedkiss :
and i pinched my arm, remembered how much you hate me, remembered i can't see what you need; too stupid to be aware of the beauty that you give this place and how shitty this town would seem without you in it, when you walked around, let the shades fall down... just some ultimate fakebook for you. :) <3
from paintedkiss :
xoxo
from fluiditee :
Hey! :) Thanx for checking out my very first journal entry! How exciting! haha. Anyway, I'm feeling MUCH better today. So much that it almost scares me. Psych is great up here in the best country in the world :) 3rd year is definitely a tough one but its also the most interesting so its worth it.
from paintedkiss :
pretty words. thank you for stopping by doll ;o) will be sure to check out your diary as well! <3
from wonderwall :
thanks hun :)
from patw-21 :
thanks for visiting my site!
from patw-21 :
thanks for visiting my site!
from wonderwall :
hey buddy, remember as u2 would say "it's just a moment, this time will pass..." hang in there. i must go see adaptation.
from chemsmile :
yeah I did have Everclear on my fave bands for awhile but I change them almost every day because I have alot of faves that they dont all fit on the thing. I find it shocking that you can make the connection between my screen name and Everclear because most can't. Thanks for leaving me a note and stay with the good music :0)
from gbg :
Merry Christmas, sweetheart. 8)
from minderella :
well, of course you can add me to your list! i find that very flattering. i'm too lazy to add everyone that i'd like to add, personally. and i had no idea people get touchy about it. what for? some people just like to get upset, don't they? hmmm.. oh wait, first you have to promise that you're not xander after the character on buffy. i mean, i like buffy, but... somehow... hold on. i'm minderella. that's pretty silly, too. proceed.
from wonderwall :
just stoppin on by, back from my summer hiatus. i still love you! enjoy the college life- its magical
from foreverlad :
It's a good feeling, checking out a friend's site and seeing m'boy Pete Yorn's lyrics, (especially track 6's) spilled out across the page. I've been technologically impaired lately, so I haven't made the rounds much as of late but It's good to hear from ya and as always, I appreciate the compliments. So don't stop don't stop don't turn around. TTYL X
from dragonkiss :
Tom Petty is coming to Idaho..August 28th. Just thought you would be interested to know!
from dragonkiss :
U know, I'm so sick of being nice, and caring. I asked you today, while you were online..."how are you" and you got offline...what would you think.. If I did that to you? I'm sorry you couldn't fit me into your busy schedule. As for this whole ordeal. YOU can deal with it. I just wanted to help. As far as I'm concerned, I'm so sick of "trying" with you, when you just push me away...each time. When you feel like you want me there, here, or anywhere for that matter. Let me know. I'm always here.
from dragonkiss :
Jerry, I really hope you can learn to talk to me, instead of getting offline...that won't help anything. If you want to talk, call me. If anyone else wants to talk to "Tire Swing Girl" hehehe my SN is : Peachezncream712!
from wonderwall :
im sure you saw my entry. my aim sn is nyrpj928, drop a line.
from supergirl10 :
Im just wonderin'...you asked what love is...then you say you don't love ice cream...so, if you don't know what love is, how do you know you don't love ice cream?? hehehe...i'm just bein a smart ass...sorta..does that makes sense?? *Manda
from wonderwall :
you just inspired me to write an entry :)
from wonderwall :
hello, i just wanted to say, that you should tell the girl you like her. cute boys should not have complexes! take charge! i'd be your girlfriend in -10 seconds :)
from blackxican :
I still read your diary. i'm sorry you didn't get the part you wanted...just rationalize, jerry. keep up in your cynical ways.
from gbg :
=) Ronni is very....very...slow on adding people. Patience, Daniel-San, she will add you. =) I'm on so many rings from her, and I'm not even sure if she added me to all of them....
from foreverlad :
Oh look, Foreverlad has united two people from across the world. AND DON'T CALL ME FOREVERLAD, I usually just AKA myself as Mike, my real name. =) Jerry, how you doing, BTW?
from armande :
I found you through foreverlad....he's cool too, as I said. He thinks i'm a goddess because I live in Australia!! Um, I seem to recall that mort of you American people use AOL, which I don't have. I've got MSN though, so if you use that leave me another note and we can chat sometime!! Thank you for letting me pass the test! ;P
from armande :
Ok, Jerry - your diary ROCKS!! I'm adding you to my favourites RIGHT NOW!! Your life kinda reminds me of mine, a bit.....
from supergirl10 :
Hey jerry!! You're so nice! thanx for invitin me to come sit with ya guys! that's awesome!! I think i will come sit with ya sometime (not sure whent??)!! It'd be fun!! Oko, well i better go!! bybyeee! *Manda
from supergirl10 :
Heya jerry! thanx for inviting me to go with ya to that recording party. it sounds fun! tomorrow night i have a dance practice at 5:00 till 6:00 or 6:30.And I'm going to go to the bball game to play in the band and take some pictures for my photography class. What time is that recording party? maybe i'll be able to go instead of the game. well, cya tomorrow at school. I'm a little shy when it comes to calling someone...hehehe...but if ya want u can call me. 459-7204. Thank ya much jerry!! *manda*
from magenta83605 :
Hi, Im really noone important to know im a sophmore. My name is Melissa I think yours is Jerry if so, i think I know who ya are. But i'd be to shy to say hello to ya to school!:)
from frenchpress :
hey ya~just wanted to say hi~frenchpress
from c-breeze :
Look son, your relationship with your right hand is your own business...
from c-breeze :
Sorry babe. It was just too soon after losing you in a show to take the chance, plus you've been wavering on your desire to be involved. If your fire has been relit, please come out for The Crucible. I miss you.
from supergirl10 :
Hey Jerry! Thanx for readin' my diary! You have a cool diary too. :o) Well, I don't see ya very often, but when I do, I'll be sure to say hi!! Peace! *Manda
from shutupmom :
HOLD THEM FOREVER? YES.
from the-pickle :
very interesting yourself. well i'm sure i'll see you sometime eventually, too bad your play got cancled...
from sun-kissed :
You don't know who I am?? That's too bad. Talk to you later.
from frenchpress :
xander i still remember...the way we were :) haha hope school is going well for you...~frenchpress
from tearsforrain :
our lady peace is te best..just thought id say that...later...silver
from faera :
xander hi. i'm leaving a lil note cuz, well, it's fun! i hope you're well and i'll talk to you soon. and also, my AIM sn is "weetzie631" ttyl -faera

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