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"Everything strikes her as false, everything- from the Bible to the press. The Montagues exist, and the Capulets, but there are no Romeos and Juliets... All things look hard- the roofs and walls, and its no accident that, over the city, the television antennae rise like crucifixions without Christ." -Yevtushenko

*DISCLAIMER: You read this diary at your own risk. These are the honest thoughts and feelings coursing through my body. If you cannot handle the truth, DO NOT read my diary- especially if you know me on a personal basis. Thank you.*

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My favorite music:

bob dylan
comments: five stars. outspoken, one of the fathers of folk music. check out "stuck in the middle with you."
Pixies
comments: five stars. random... yet brilliant. check out "gigantic."
echo and the bunnymen
comments: five stars. dark, but not so sinister. check out "killing moon."
radiohead
comments: five stars. socially aware. check out "karma police."
johnny cash
comments: five stars. father of country. check out "devil went down to georgia."

My favorite movies:

donnie darko
comments: five stars. "they just wanted to see what would happen when they tore the world apart." -donnie
empire records
comments: five stars. "attention rex manning fans! to your left you will notice a shoplifter being chased by our night manager lucas. this young man will be caught, deep fried in a vat of hot oil and served to our first 100 customers!" -gina
fear and loathing in Las Vegas
comments: five stars. "few people understand the psychology of dealing with a highway traffic cop. your normal speeder will panic & immediately pull over to the side. this is wrong. it arouses contempt in the cop-heart. make the bastard chase you." -raoul
virgin suicides
comments: five stars. "and so we started to learn about their lives. coming to hold collective memories of times we hadn't experienced, we felt the imprisonment of being a girl." -narrator
lolita
comments: five stars. "what i heard then was the melody of children at play. nothing but that. and i knew that the hopelessly poignant thing was not lolita's absence from my side, but the absence of her voice from that chorus." -humbert

My favorite authors:

yevgeny yevtushenko
comments: five stars. "i became deliirious. thousands of giggling demons rose before me with thousands of meek and uncomplaining women washing their feet."
chuck palahniuk
comments: five stars. "everyone thinks their whole life should be at least as much fun as masturbation."
betty smith
comments: five stars. "his thin tangled hair was the same dirty gray as the stubble standing on his sunken cheeks. dried spittle caked the corners of his mouth. he had no teeth. his legs were sprawled wide in helpless relaxation."
hunter s thompson
comments: five stars. "forswear that alcohol and no more speed... just wail on the weed and go under with a smile."
jack dann
comments: five stars. "i was going in and out of consciousness, seeing flickers of light against the darkness like fireflies on a hot august night; and I imagined that each flicker was a second a minute an hour a day."

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