Dreaded conversations could include: erotic fiction, tales of my life which sometimes sound like erotic fiction, bondage, domination, fetish, slavery, masochism, homosexuality, omni-sexuality, obsession, death, music, pain, suffering, self inflicted wounds, history, masturbational fixations, photographic explorations of disturbing fantasies, and what happened last week...
I am some girl, somewhere, in a small apartment with a blue screen glow on the wall. My glasses reflect long hours, typing, smoking, mulling over. I just don't have one of your lives. I never did. What I have to say is brutal, sometimes ugly. Starkly different from most girls my age. Sometimes I like it. Sometimes I want out. I like to tell stories. Some of them are true. Some of them are not. I will leave it to you to discern the fact, from the fiction in my life, and to learn if sometimes that's really all the same thing anyway. Mature themes, often.
![]() My favorite diaries: |
fergie profile - diary |
comments: When I began lavishly adoring an image that represented extreme parts of who I really am, accepting the rest was easy. *W.F. |
![]() My favorite music: |
mindless self indulgence |
comments: I'm fine, then I die. Holy shit! |
acid bath |
comments: the bones of baby dolls |
michael nyman |
comments: the theme from the piano |
Metisse |
comments: Nomah's Land (from dead like me.) |
meg lee chin |
comments: deeper & nutopia |
![]() My favorite movies: |
princess bride |
comments: i know every line in the movie, somewhat like monty python as well (fetche le vache!) |
The Two Towers |
comments: you know what i really liked him in though, was Hildalgo. |
SICK |
comments: Sick: The Life & Death of Bob Flanagan, Supermasochist |
Slaves... |
comments: I just found this the other day about/with R.C. H�rsch, haven't seen it yet: http://slaves.eroto.com/home.cfm?AID=72502 |
Dead Like Me |
comments: It isn't a movie, it's a dramatic series. Deadwood and Carnivale too. |
![]() My favorite authors: |
jaqueline carey |
comments: i have never heard a better term than anguisette |
Phillipa Gregor |
comments: the other boleyn girl |
Art Spiegelman |
comments: MAUS |
Chuck Palahniuk |
comments: Lullaby (yes, he wrote fight club.) |
William Gaddis |
comments: The Recognitions (french dictionary helpful if you don't speak the language.) |

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