i've got more for the world than this

"i am a work in progress, dressed in the fabric of a world unfolding.. offering me intricate patterns of questions, rhythms that never come clean...... and strengths that you still haven't seen."

an awful lot like you, eh?

My favorite diaries:

luminescent profile - diary
comments: "maybe i grew up that day, though really i just stopped telling the truth to anybody."
tegansarafan profile - diary
comments: "Blah, little Mz Angst strikes again, how dull. Someone please strand me on an desert island before I get worse." i miss her terribly. my jenny.
boyinthemall profile - diary
comments: "feeling uncomfortable in yr own skin isnt any way to spend a holiday."
caulderized profile - diary
comments: she's gone, too. *sigh* "sometimes. i like to write like the canadians do. honour. favourite. colour. i think o's look more eloquent when paired with u's. i think i look more eloquent paired with you."
jenxylex profile - diary
comments: another one bites the dust. "i want to write about the string quartet that plays at grand central station, but i just can't"
shecrafty profile - diary
comments: and another one down. "erase me. the enamel of my skin. this cavity that's not a hole, but a weight. pressing, stoic, dead."
artisticguru profile - diary
comments: "my body is about as happy as my temper is short."
alkalinepixi profile - diary
comments: "i got brokeded. je suis si cassee. are we any closer to barcelona?" she's updating again! (!!!)
frostedlemon profile - diary
comments: the original. she's my favoritest fave. "sometimes i feel like the whole world is so fucked up that it's just going to hurt me to keep living in it."
starlace profile - diary
comments: and another one down. aaah! "i want to touch her and i'm sure it shows. i cant remember ever trusting anyone so quickly, so much."
xmyheart profile - diary
comments: she's moved. i still read this. it's true. "tell me, is it too early in the year to be contemplating suicide?"
girlthepunk profile - diary
comments: i hope she's still going strong. "there are no sad endings, the author just stops telling the story."
orthodox profile - diary
comments: there's always the older page! "maybe today i.ll lemonscent the dirt i.m rolling around in. "
youturned profile - diary
comments: "I'd like to make a toast. To the roadmap of success. Lonely tears were never meant to be shared."
dyke profile - diary
comments: "If I lie here and allow you. Let you. Open me. Will you please. Please. Fill me. With your skin." :::blush::: and gone.
youthonfire profile - diary
comments: "you tightly wrap your arms around me and i always want to hold on and never let go. " and gone.
spamcadet profile - diary
comments: "If you could just hold onto the edge for a little longer you would see that things do not always have to fall..." i hope she sees.
darkbluerain profile - diary
comments: "Things are ok with me. They are ok."
s-p-a-c-e-s profile - diary
comments: "my future is waiting for me. patience. patience, little girl."
candor profile - diary
comments: "I can hear the potential energy whipering in my ear. "You can't keep starting over. This is where it ends. Jason, finish what you've started.""
omnipre5ence profile - diary
comments: "And I remembered the time everything fell apart at once and I was the only one clever enough to jump at the sound of squealing tires."
parlance profile - diary
comments: "I love writing people notes professing my undying love to someone, then ripping them up into a million pieces, forgetting that those feelings ever existed."
punchdrunken profile - diary
comments: "i have a birth defect in the shape of silence."

My favorite music:

ani difranco
comments: 'cause when i look at you i squint, you are that beautiful
tegan and sara
comments: close your eyes, free your mind, you're free to fly
grateful dead
comments: ripple in still water, when there is no pebble tossed, nor wind to blow
deb talan
comments: it's not quite winter, and it's not quite fall, and even though it's been a year i cannot pass you by, not at all
comments: sarah harmer, kris delmhorst, ferrick, erin mckeown, be good tanyas, janis joplin, modest mouse, joni mitchell, dmb, get up kids, eddie from ohio, dar williams, ella and billie, elliott smith, postal service, death cab, the weepies, ray lamontagne

My favorite movies:

high art
comments: lost and delerious + foxfire + hedwig and the angry inch + better than chocolate + gia + all over me + the incredibly true adventure of two girls in love + but i'm a cheerleader + get real + the broken hearts club
roman holiday
comments: rebel without a cause + guys and dolls + breakfast at tiffany's + funny face + vertigo + west side story + citizen kane + some like it hot + an affair to remember + all about eve
comments: labyrinth + now and then + the neverending story + the sound of music + stand by me + the land before time + goonies + my dog skip + shrek
empire records
comments: office space + high fidelity + dead poets society + waking the dead + the breakfast club + romeo and juliet + pretty woman + ten things i hate about you + good will hunting
comments: a clockwork orange + memento + blue velvet + full metal jacket + trainspotting + magnolia + dogma + the velvet goldmine + rocky horror picture show + wonder boys + ghost world + fight club + run lola run

My favorite authors:

adrienne rich
comments: silence can be a plan / rigorously executed / a blueprint to a life / it is a presence / it has a history, a form / do not confuse it / with any kind of absence
milan kundera
comments: Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it
sylvia plath
comments: If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell.
gabriela garcia marquez
comments: He repeated until his dying day that there was no one with more common sense, no stonecutter more obstinate, no manager more lucid or dangerous, than a poet.
barbara kingsolver
comments: dorothy allison, shel silverstein, anais nin, kate chopin, ayn rand, kerouac&ginsberg, jane austen, anne patchett, chbosky, lm montgomery, kevin henkes, millay, sexton, bishop, jerry spinelli.

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