2005-08-03 - 9:35 a.m.
I really do not want to give myself head. No, I don't think you heard me the first time. I really do not want my shaft sliding down.....my own throat. Now at this point a lot of you are wondering, what the hell is he talking about? Well here it goes. I have just read a very interesting diary entry on here about a guy who does a show where he sucks himself off on cam and has pictures and videos and you can get them for free. I won't tell you whose diary it was till I have her permission but she had pictures and everything. I am a little in shock right now that I looked at them. I mean it disgusted and intrigued me all at once. You know, like when you take a dump and even though its disgusting you turn and check it out or when you see an accident happen and someone breaks their leg or something and you really don't want to look but you can't stop yourself from looking. It was like that for me. I really really didn't want to look but I looked. And of course the question arose "would I ever ever consider doing it?" Now this is a loaded question. So much rides on this because if I would that would automatically make me like dick if I enjoyed it. *Shivers*. So no I don't like dick. Don't want one in my mouth even if its mine so thankfully I wouldn't try it. Phew.
