Tuesday, Apr. 23, 2024 - 7:57 p.m.

Got my hair cut for the first time in like 12 years. He did a good job and was very nice. But he caused me to chat and that comes with a dramatic social hangover and anxiety. At this moment I wonder why I said anything. I hate it, having said things. I’m going to be in agony all night, I will sleep badly, my social hangover will last days and affect my photo session tomorrow.

I cannot emphasize enough how unpleasant this is. I have a headache and I want to vomit. Like bulimia but for social interactions. If that would get it out of me I would.

Plus my hair smells now. It feels nice, but it smells.

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