2005-05-19 - 2:15 a.m.

*sigh* one week off and then its back at it.

So far I've been nothing but lazy. Tomarrow I REALLY need to do soem major cleaning and laundry.

I HATE this weather... I wanna get into my summer routine of walking and rollerblading at Lake Calhoon... and I definately need the excersize.

Been sick of everyone lately. A friend of mine has yet another fabulous BF that she moved in, and frankly I can't bring myself to give a shit. Does this make me a bad person? Yeh, but I am a bad person so why don't we all agree to that and get on with life.

I'm avoiding Budd like the muther-fucking plague. Lately when I'm around him I'm so bitchy and snappy. I'm always mean to him, but i can't help it. Everything is whine whine whine, bitch bitch bitch. I'm SO sick of that shit. He sits his ass on the couch every damned day and wonders why his life sucks. I mean if he really wanted to, he could have my life. He could go to college... but he has 500 excuses not to, he could have a car- but he refuses to get a job (and blew then money from the one he had for a short stint), he could move out- but again refuses to have a job.

I mean I'm sorry, ppl. Life SUCKS, get the FUCK over it. I don't don't go bitchin about the shitty things that happen to me I just shut up and write it in my journal at night. fuckin whiners.

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