2005-05-13 - 2:10 p.m.
I have lost 25lbs. Sounds good, huh? However, I want so badly to die that it is taking over my life. It is not enough that I lose weight. I feel like I must make up for not having children. Once upon a time , I wanted 6 children. I am now old. 39 to be exact. My baby organs have been removed. Who am I? What am I for? If I could only disapear. I don't know. Help me. I can't live. I don't want to live.
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