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2005-03-18 - 12:38 p.m. Well, I worked outlast night. It was only the second time this week, not good. To make matters worse, I wimped out and quit when there was only 15 minutes left on the tape. My legs just didn't have anymore get up and go in them. I have always been winded when I work out to The Firm, but lately I have been just plain exhausted. I took a five minute break and walked on my treadmill for 15 minutes, as a cool down of sorts. When I think really hard about my continuous battle with my weight there is really no excuse. I don't have children, just a bad ass dachsund, and she can be gated in the kitchen, to prevent me from working out. I cannot even blame the lack of appropriate equipment. I have treadmill, and universal weight machine, therapy ball, ab roller, numerous videos, weights, and an adequate space to work out in. I am just plain lazy. I look at my husband and his family, they eat whatever they want, never exercise,and yet they are not overweight, WTF! They tell me I need to eat what they eat and I won't gain weight. Well, I tried that for the first three years of my marriage, and I gained 30 lbs. I know better then to listen to people who have never had a weight problem. I kick myself in the butt everytime I think about how I fell into there sabotaging words and ate crap, and barely exercise. It has got to stop! I lost the weight before and I can lose it again. By god, if it is the last thing I do I will be a lean, healthy women!
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