ericboy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "constantly consuming / conquer and devour" Hello, old friend. I think I miss you. I think I want to know you again. I don't think I want my new life anymore. Any of it. I want to give it all away and start over. Be an older, simpler version of me. I don't want to be an adult anymore. I want to regress to that lost 17 year old. 'Cause that's what I feel like today. For the past few days. For the past few months. I got in my car an hour ago to move it closer to my workplace so I could make a quick getaway and I thought to myself, "Man, I really like my car. But I hate paying for it. I should chuck it in the river and disappear." I almost deactivated my FaceBook account a few minutes ago. Keeping up social contracts seems like too much damned work. I just want to disappear. 11:41 p.m. - 2013-02-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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