<< First comes love, then comes marriage, then IVF?!? >>
06.01.24, 5:06

Hello Diary,
I'm a Mrs. Now! I can't believe it yes I got married it was very intimate at the courthouse. I got a dress from Macys with my sister and can you believe that my royal blue shoes were on the clearence rack just waiting for me! Well I booked th hotel for both us & my sister who decided to come after some prodding of my own. I had thought that since my Husbands family wasn't in the country to see the wedding I thought that we should make it equal and also not allow my family to come just me & him. Then one day he asks me you should invite your sister and I was like huh really?? Well I talked to her and she finally accepted we packed everything that we needed and decided to make it a day trip. Luckily, with Marriot we were able to not only check in early, but also get a suite once I told them we were getting married. I tried to get ready as quickly and we ran to the courthouse by foot (luckily I had got a hotel 6 min. walk from the courthouse) we rusehd in and I checked in then we waited. During that time our photographer just started taking pictures I was super nervous so I hope those pictures come out nice. To be honest it was all a blur. Our name was called and I nervously walked up the steps with my flats scared that we were gonna miss out slot. Then the lady told us "oh okay I was just shouting your name just to let you know your up next". Uggghhhh my nervous were shout to shingles. I just wantd to get married so I could relax. Then she called our names we went into the courthouse and it was small and vintage. The building was built in 1895. The judge asked us how we met I told him that he was moving me out and then he brought me back here. He made us hold hands side-by-side and he recited some things then told us to hold both hands and look into our eyes and then exchange rings. The whole time I have been with P I was very nervous about him really wanting me for more than just being different or for who I was but when I looked into his eyes and he recited the vows the judge told him to say I knew he loved me .......very much. All my worries went away and I was able to say my vows with confiendence. Confidence that this love was real, gentle & kind. Once we said our vows and said I do he told us to turn & kiss each other....We did. The photographer immediatly after took pictures of us about downtown and it was just magical. After we changed and got ready to go to Cheesecake after it was really nice and we all had steaks. After that we headed back to the hotel and just relaxed before we went to the 80s club. It was really fun just sat down and listened to 80s music all night long. 12/22/2023 2:27pm :)). Just a couple of days after was Christmas but after that we went back to work. I was waiting to hear back from the fertility clinic about my test results and it broke me. I was told not only will my fibroid need to be removed that because of this my right tube would be damaged & they weren't able to pass dye through my left tube. I also had a hella high AMH levels which means I have PCOS. This ripped through me and I"m not going to lie I haven't been able to sleep for weeks. I know this I have to take matters into my own hands and lose this weight becuase it may be a reason. My sister had also told me to get a second opinon and I will see another doctor towards the end of the month hopefully she will let me know other options that IVF. Anyways we are getting ready to go to the club to see my sister's new boo. I hope this one sticks to be honest it's dry Janurary so I can't drink but at least I can sit & listen to music.
TTYL Diary

<< welcome >>


current | archives | profile | links | rings
email | gbook | notes | host | Photobucket">image | design