2005-11-10 - 8:42 p.m.

Yeah wow i havent written in forever! Yeah life is still a little crazy, not as in control when i wrote last time. I actually lost weight, who would have thoughtthat I could have lost weight. I thought that i would die if i lost n e more weight. But im still alive so its all good. Oh i was so mad, i got my repoert card and i have straight b's and then one d WTF i was so mad us history sucks and i dont understand it. Oh well i need to start writing in this more, i kinda did pay for it and i feel really guilty for not writing in it as much as i should. I feel really stressed lately and i dont know why, i would write all the reasons but i would be sitting here all night. What a pain it is to have the disability to see things that i dont want to see and dont understand. I wish that everyone else could see what i see. But oh well im talking to dara and Rob, havent talked to them in 4 ever! Im staying at amys house tonight and i think that i wouldnt be on this if i was at home because Of Cody, i miss him, i miss when we actually got along and didnt fight with eachother all the time. Everything is a question that has no answer. There is always some reason that im letting him down and there is always some way that i make him sad. But life goes on we eat heathy pay taxes obey the law and die n e way. Ill write later, I love cody rich for ever and ever TACORI.

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