2004-11-13 - 6:42 p.m.
I feel fat, fat, fat, fat!
I haven't worked out in three days. I feel like crap like I'm going to pass out all the time, but yet I'm still agitated that I haven't worked out. I feel like I could wish I could die.
I'm concerned about claire. She seems to be constantly worried about where her next meal is coming from and is always hungry.
I am a fat, fat, pig. I've eaten a lot in the last 3 days and I can't handle it at all. I always eat a lot when I'm feeling guilty about not eating and doing my best for the kids.
