2004-03-11

7:09 p.m.

I been putting off posting any diary entries... things have been awful for some friends... I feel a bit.. well fed up for them really...

My friend Debbie.. Well I dont knwo if I said about the fact that she was pregnant again.. she miscarried in October.. and she was really really depressed.. as it happened the day before her father in law died... really awful feeling... but anyway.. I was really sad for her... it was difficult.. she began to bleed and went for a scan... and ther was nothign unusual then she was 5 weeks.. but then she had to go back in 2 weeks for another scan... so she did... and the baby had died... it was awful.. well she got preganant las tmonth.. and she was sooo excited... and so I began to jump about and alsorts ahhh it was sooo good... :)

But last week she went for an early scan because she had miscarried last time.. and guess what.. she had miscarried again.. no heartbeat.. :( So all in all it has been difficult.. and then within days Alice said she was pg.. so I felt like I didnt want to post to say that Debbie had miscarried.. and now look...

Alice I love you sooo much... please do nothing more than go to the toilet when you have to... you must sit and sit and sit.. nothing stressful... watch tv all day and chill... I am preying for you.. x

Alice began to bleed yesterday... :( She is five weeks and 6 days...

and on the completely different side of the coin...

1 week and 2 days!!! well 1 day now!! in 1 weeks time I will be going throught the practice at the church!!!! I am sooooo excited!!

but sad for Alice and Debbie... always makes me feel a bit well... I dunno... I know how you both feel I have been there several times.. and the feelingsa re sooo confused as hormones fly about madly...

Pray for Debbie and Alice.. please x Oh and yesterday was my Birthday... I am now officially 29 years... OMG! :) I think I am gonna like being this age... :)

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