11.18.2003|7:02 p.m.|
before|now|after
okay. i want to make this entry the last entry from this journal, FOREVER. Eeek. It sounds a bit crazy... but... yes, i want to do that. I want to switch over to emeraldx.diaryland.com FOREVER... I'm not so in touch with the whole ollie thing either now. so what's the point? I guess the point was lost months ago... But well, now it's really lost. I've had this journal for a while, more than a year. Mmm, almost 2 years, maybe, even, I'm not sure. but... It feels like it's been the longest time but then it hasnt. but then.. 2/17 years... It's kind of a long time. And I really like it. I really like it still... OKAY, so.. why am i switching over to emeraldx forever again??
Gosh, everytime i plan to switch journals forever it's like this. I have so much difficulty in just, throwing away something and get something that is exactly the same, but new, fresh and stuff. But all the memories, all the time, all the events, everything in this journal... I really have poured my heart out here. Maybe that's why it's difficult.
And i feel like i have kind of established some... audience. I dont know if it is actually a good thing because I feel like I have to censor myself and such... But, i dont think i've ever done that so much, really. Yes, i know the j. thing and stuff... And, i'm just so fucking evil.
sighs.
Okay, so here we are. Maybe i'll come back to this once in a while. I really dont think I'll leave it FOREVER. I dont know. I'm just going to... hop on to my other journal now.
Goodbye, farewell, olliecow.diaryland.com. It's been fun. I love you.