2004-11-02 - 4:50 p.m.
It�s almost the anniversary of your death. I�ve never called it that and I�m not ever calling it that again, I hate the way that sounds, almost like something good. It�s been so long, it marks 3 full years, moving onto 4. I never thought I could live without you, but somehow I have. Somehow my broken heart keeps beating, my resonated lungs keep breathing, my eyes open each morning and get out of the place I want to die in. If I had one wish, it wouldn�t be to bring you back, but to be with you where ever you are, somewhere out there?
Now I�m sittin here thinkin bout you
And the days we used to share
It�s drivin me crazy, I don�t know what to do
I�m just wonderin if you still care
Now you�re gone and I�m lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back to me
To me
Can you feel me
Callin
Hear me
Callin
For you
For you
Cause It�s been too long and I�m lost without you
So what am I gonna do
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