sheshalldie's Diaryland Diary

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distant

i'm back. for who knows how long. i'm restaring my life...this time i want it to be gold instead of blue...

i'm living again because i've been killed.

i'm new.

maybe i can start becoming whole once again.

8:50 p.m. - 2004-09-17

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Forever New

I might just end up changing the layout again. I love it to death but something has got to be changed.

But then again I feel like cutting off all of my hair and becoming someone else forever. Would you still love me if I was someone else?...

My classes were changed around. I have Courtney and Darci in my 5th now and Darci in my sixth and Jill in my second. So now i know people in each class which turns out spiffy. And drama has been keeping me busy as all hell. Seven hours yesterday then three today and six tomorrow. We're painting huge pictures of Monroe and James Dean next is Elvis. Grease is going to be so good, i can't wait till they start the shows...But then again i'll be running around with the props all the time so i'm sort of torn. Oh well.

I'll take my scissors and cut it all away, no one will notice me because i'll be someone new, start new, be new. Peel away my skin and be forever new.

10:50 p.m. - 2004-02-08

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