2018-01-12 - 11:36 a.m.
FORGIVING A PARTICULARY ABUSIVE EX
Trying to find excuses for why someone would treat me so bad.... can't just be because they are a peice of shit. Probably they have some rare mental problems stemming from early childhood abuse.
Complex post-traumatic stress disorder
Dissociative disorder
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_disorder
Probably my favorite is Multiple Personality. See that way maybe the version of him that was dating other women and lying to me etc... well maybe that wasn't him at all. Maybe it was an "alter" maybe he doesn'teven know about the horrible things it did. Maybe it has a different NAME and everything. That would be pretty wild but I'd i'dreally like to forgive this person so I need an excuse. THEY need an excuse.
