12.27.2016 - 11:25 p.m.
MacDill AFB
I need to stop worrying about finding a wife. This worry is a prison that has too much influence over my decisions and it harms my self-esteem.
Instead, i should just "forget" about it and focus on myself. I need to improve myself, exercise, work out, get fit, develop skills, learn some new hobbies, play my saxophones, and "move forward" in life.
In the worst case scenario, i never will be married. But that doesn't mean that the rest of my life has to be dragged down by the lack of a wife and children.
