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6:39 p.m. - 2008-12-09
people are nicer

if you know me you know i don't let anyone treat me like shit without a fight. i said i would never work in this situation ever again and i ended up back there.... so now after today.. i'm done. i'm tired of putting all my heart into something and it not working out. i guess its all about how much ass you kiss rather than how good of a job you do and once someone told me 'people are nicer somewhere else'. i know i'm a smart person so why do i end up in situations where i work for 50% less than everyone else. everything i do whether its relationships or work i always try my hardest and take it really hard when it doesn't work out. i'm officially on the hunt for a new job and next time i won't just take the first thing that comes along. i need to start wanting better for myself.

not really asking for help just asking for thoughts and prayers and maybe a reference or two.


and times like this i can say my mom has always had my back whenever people were against me and for that i will always be obligated to love her and know that the amount of time anyone has left to live all depends on how long it takes me to dial 706-829-****. shes my 911.

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