[2001-11-23 - 11:41 p.m.]
listening: "hanging by a moment" lifehouse

i've been away from school for quite a while and haven't been in contact with many people my age.

it's strange, but i have this... feeling of emptiness. i guess you could call it loneliness, but - that's not exactly it.

it's like as if i'm missing something that i need to be experiencing.

do i need a reason to smile? i need a reason, because i just can't.