xkillthisx's Diaryland Diary

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my new (hopefully permanent) diary can be found at xmydemisex.

my history with diaries: i have had many previous diaries, but i cannot remember much before fadedmind

fadedmind - this started off as an adventure for me going back to my past and the person i was before i became who am today, but two days into the diary, it became a place for meto write about my obsession with casey. then after six weeks of writing in fadedmind i moved to xkillthisx.

this is because i really wanted this obsession with casey to die.

xkillthisx- this was supposed to be about my obsession with hate, death, destruction, anger an dpain instead of my obsession with casey. but within the two weeks that i used that diary it became a place for me to write my feelings about casey again.

and i know where ever i go i cannot gte rid of the feelings i have for casey, but i have moved diaries yet again. you can now find me at xmydemisex.

i want a diary in which i feel like i belong. because this is the death of me. this is casey winning. because i want something that doesnt want me back. this is me slowly killing myself.

3:38 pm - 2003-12-08

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