messages to macdiva:
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from theforest :
No! NO WAY!!!!! OMG, I couldn't believe your name was in RED!!!!!! Woooooooowwwwww!!! Where r u these days? Hope all is well in your life! :-)
from bleek420 :
6/26/12 - Wait, are you really back, or you just bored and wanted to play around with your template? Either way, you should move over to wordpress with the rest of us!
from take-two :
[04/23/08] Right? Men want to woof that mess about friends, but they don't have the first idea of what a real friendship entails... Let's start with honesty - and what did my girl, Lauryn say? Respect is just the MINIMUM!
from theforest :
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! But for real, now I totally understand what people tell me when they say they don't have time between school and work! I don't know how people do it and stay sane! I'm so happy for you though! :)
from theforest :
BEFORE I read this post, I gotta tell u about how my mouth just fell open when I saw your name in red. :)
from kungfukitten :
I think this is what you're looking for: http://members.diaryland.com/edit/changeprevioustemplate.phtml
from kungfukitten :
I obviously need to send stronger powers - boy, he has a hold on you - it's the nature of the break-up. You know you're doing the right thing but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt like hell. At least it sounds like he's being nice, although giving you a little space would be good! Maybe you could go cough in his office when he's not looking and he'll get sick for a few days!
from kungfukitten :
Hang in there - I'm sending you Diva Superpowers.
from theforest :
The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step. You did good boo. You did good.
from kungfukitten :
It sounds like you're doing the right thing. That doesn't mean it won't hurt a bit, but there are plenty of other men and when you meet the right one you won't want a casual open relationship. You'll want to spend all of your time with him and devour him whole! It's only a matter of time. Hang in there.
from maibee :
Whoaaa, I used to read u back in the day (I'm f.k.a. Cot-Damn..) and had no idea u was bk until I checked the recently updated list in the members area. Adding u as a fave as we speak. :) Hope u r OK (having read ur recent entries)
from blackmartha :
hey girl. I'm so glad you are back. I really missed you. Glad to see DC is out the picture. That was one for the books. I just read your story on your weight loss, and for what its worth, I am glad you shared. While it may not have been the most healthiest thing to do, as you admitted, you kept it real, and that's what's important. i hope you keep blogging :)
from try-me24 :
Hey girl,no judging from me i can totally understand what people see and what YOU see as you can tell from my pics i look good to others but i still see 400 pounds when i look in the mirror and i can unfortunately go a whole week without eating and living off of liquids which i'm not proud of but thats my personal quest to achieve the look i want thats my personal walk like you have yours either way i'm proud of you if not because you acknowledge the problem and plan on working on it and for that congrats
from kungfukitten :
Thanks for sharing how you lost weight. I've done similar things - I'm fascinated with the whole pro-ana thing too, I think I'm just amazed I made it through adolescence without an eating disorder. Don't laugh - but I've been known to tape my bikini to the fridge for thinspiration. ;)
from try-me24 :
I had a nice surgery and lost 250+ pounds girl if you hit me with your email i'll show you the horrible b4 and the glamorous afters lol as i was once 400 pounds i am now 189 in a size 12 :D and i have never felt better mentally as well as physically
from try-me24 :
congrats on the weight loss hun :D i'm wondering if we both did the same thing to lose weight?funny indeed how women start to act once we re-emerge i've found certain "friends" started throwing shade at me and these were the women i just knew would be in my corner lol
from kungfukitten :
I think every woman on earth no matter what she weighs would love to lose a couple of extra pounds. I would love to hear how you did it. Your WOE acronym had me laughing, I'll have to start using that myself. I can't wait to read more. ;)
from take-two :
11/9/06 - *waving hand in air wildly* Me, me, me! I want to know how to lose weight!!! (thanks!)
from bleek420 :
say fucking word! are you serious. i doubt you....actual i have no idea what i doubt you did. happy that you are alive. you were missed. hit me up with an email or something.
from cdghost :
enjoyed your words
from rebirthofher :
just bounced here from someones profile and wanted to send you a whats up...interesting reading...holla back (I know that's played, just couldn't think of anything else to say..lol)
from bleek420 :
hey hanky. can you send me a email to my hotmail account. you have like 50 billion email accounts i dont know which one to send the info to. miss you too!!!
from take-two :
Good to have you back... and thirty pounds lighter - I'm jealous! Can't wait to start reading again.
from angie-t :
Hmm...i don't remember ur diary being locked... Anyway..can i have access? Plz? (caramel_qt18@hotmail.com)
from bleek420 :
gosh i missed reading that man's foolishness.
from lake-ya83 :
lol. you should of snatched ya stuff back like..."no?" but tha's a hot track, nunca heard of Teedra i'm gone dl her (hehe) Thanks ma
from take-two :
I am FEELING you on the un-permissioned burned cd. That would make me NUTS. Like you, I probably wouldn't have said anything about it, but it would burn me up inside.
from cakibaby :
born-day wishes :-)
from buppie :
Happy Born Day!!
from blackpearl1 :
Happy Birthday. Hope you have a great day!
from bleek420 :
HAPPY BIRHTHDAY HANKY!!!
from ricandestiny :
Happy Birthday Girl! Despite what you may think, I've noticed alot of growth in you from just reading your diary. I hope that you have a great day and that this day can help you to grow into even more of a beautiful person in the future.
from cloud84 :
yeah gurl. I can't believe she would abuse a situation in which someone is trying address raw sometimes uncomfortable emotions. I would have cussed her ass out just so she could feel as bad as you did. I couldn't imagine if my therapist acted that way.
from buppie :
whoa, what a waste of skin she was, and an insult to the profession. You should seriously consider reporting her to someone
from italianxladi :
hey i was jus passin thru ya diary and i saw dat clip. i hate jay z even more then i did lol. i can't believe him. i never heard about this until now. hit me up sometime ight <3Cathy
from buppie :
the jay z clip was from a while ago (shit, Jazz is in the shot) and I was told that it was a guy with long hair. papparazzi (doncha love how i butchered that word?)
from mochadreamz :
Hey I just wandered upon your diary. Interesting footage of Jay,it was from a few years ago but it's still somewhat distubing.
from suerte-vida :
thank you.
from suerte-vida :
umm...what the hell? I'm seriously disturbed about that right now!
from bleek420 :
but...but...it was 98\99. that was when jigga was stabbin niggas.
from take-two :
that video is so disturbing... know where I can return the cd's I've bought?
from take-two :
As always, I am so impressed with the way you are able to express yourself. You words are so brave and honest. I see you growth. Keep growing, sister.
from lyric4553 :
yeah that would be a mess if DC found your diary. Especially with all the stuff you write, your life seems so much more interesting than mine. Yo shit be havin' juicy details, and what not. Mine just be like....woo woo woo, I had a bad day :( Ne-wayz thanks for the note. 2 fingas
from tanprincess :
LOL i was wondering what was up w/ all the "x's". girl i think we all have issues w/ our weight...lord knows i do!
from viamante :
hey, i just started reading ya diary and i like it. u go thru man troubles just like the next chick. im glad mine aint as deep as urs. or are they? f it. im thru wit dudes for now. not interested. no im not gay or bi or tri. stop by and read my diary. tell me if u like it. holla if ya hear me! 1 huned
from lyric4553 :
Damn, the page is tight fa realz. How did u get the music and the movin' pics on your page. I'm so computer illiterate, haha. Ne-wayz if u could help me in any way, I would appreciate it. I'm an avid reader of your diary, so don't stop writin', and I'm so glad DC is ova, cuz he's an ass. -Lyric
from angie-t :
hey gurl....sorry to bug u...but i desperately need to kno how u got music on ur page. Can u help a sista out? (If its not too much trouble)Ok, hit me back plz. Thanx.
from wedding05 :
Hi! I'm getting married in 2005 and I started a diary to get some feedback on wedding ideas. If you like taking polls and giving feedback, please check out my diary. Thanks a bunch!! And if you have no intentions of helping out, Sorry to bother you =(
from take-two :
Love your new layout!
from take-two :
forgiveness is a beautiful thing - but sometimes we just aren't there yet. i wish i knew how to make it better for you... some words, a plan - anything to make it right. but there are those things in life that we just have to go through. and you WILL get through it. on your time-table. me? i have to get mad - angry - before i can forgive. i have to live out my pain and my hurt before i can start to heal. i guess that's why my tag line is "healing, not concealing"... because i am not going to hide my pain and pretend everything is okay. i am going to go thru it. it's going to hurt, i'm going to cry, and then one day it's going to hurt a little less. and less. and less. until i am healed. be strong when you can, sister, and on the other days, it is more than okay to rest and gather your strength for another day.
from blackpearl1 :
I pray that you come out of this situation with DC a stronger person.
from blackpearl1 :
Oh nooooo....not another break!
from shawntasy :
sorry it took so long to reply. i thought my notes were off. you can find me here: http://journal.stillbeautiful.net---- no password needed.
from try-me24 :
i've been to therapy myself girl and the good thing is YOU realized it and wasnt referred to one by a superior at work or some thing :)seeing a therapist dont make ya crazy people do that wayyyyyy b4 u get to therapy girl
from blackmartha :
damn damn DAMN! MD just when i thought we were all in the clear for DC, he's back! *smh* at ya triflin new coworker. and i wish i could get it tossed in tha theatre! LOLOL. Anyway, i feel ya bout the therapist. Mine is Black and i also go to group therapy specifially for black women. At first i thought it was kinda weird for me to look for a Black therapist and group, but now ive grown to appreciate it sooo much. anyhoo, just thought id let ya know i come by and read you all the time, even tho im not writing on DL anymore.
from nahnni :
I'm a size 2 and you know I'm no better off than you are. So that ain't it!
from angie-t :
I really respect what u do diva....there are too many young girls who are suffering and there's no one there to help them. We really need more ppl who are willing to give their time like that. Anyway, have a nice day!
from kryptonite13 :
Girl use that damn word! (Dog, Dickhead, Damn bastard any other word too)I wouldve kicked him in his knee! But hang in there girl you doing the right thing by droppin his trifuling ass (you have to excuse me but Ive been in ur shoes before and it aint fun)
from blackpearl1 :
Hang in there MD. Your not the only one feeling lonely.
from buppie :
i'm lovin' the alicia keys phone call!
from cot-damn :
Jus' catchin up on the recent ish in ur life.. That pic of MJ crossed with JJ's nip made me piss my pants. No joke!
from cakibaby :
i'm voting for yoanna. love her cheekbones. mercedes is hot too. i'd like to root for the black girls...but i ain't really feelin either one of em.
from take-two :
read my 01/27 entry. i was thinking of you.
from bleek420 :
i got dat from that nicca!! DAMN IT...i just used another one!! LOL!! the funny thing is i had a dc like weekend!
from nahnni :
<----- also resenting the fact that she has to work. Is looking into getting a MS in Housewifery.
from kryptonite13 :
LOL girl u dont need a hobby, folks are just ignorant and people like us want to kick them in the neck for it...Sorry to hear u had a rough week, its been a rough week for everyone I know...must be the moon or sumthin but hope things get better....But you had me dying about the women drinking tea on the bus...LMAO...
from bleek420 :
YO....this is a straight up b4 dc post. you got me feeling like tracking back to read some of your old entries. and can i say that as your old street team president dat i am so proud of you with the resisting dc shit....but u cant respond to a nicca's email??
from babygyrl02 :
Gurl! That would've gotten underneath my skin also! That lady should've put her bag in the trash. I hate when I see peeps doing that. It's not that hard people!
from tamika712 :
omg! why did i just stay up all last night and tonight reading your diary?! and why have i not come across it before now? girl, you have got me hooked! good luck with your new years resolution! i have already broken one of mine.
from shawntasy :
Cute! I'm sorry I had to say it. Your last post was just sooooo cute! I'm rooting for you sis! You and DC!
from cakibaby :
lol. I thought that was funny too. Boy..dark-skin Mike was off the chain.
from jblunt2006 :
Hey I love your diary, thought I'd Leave you a note... Good Luck with the DC situation... *Muah* - J
from xmusiqluvax :
hey hey...i just wanted to let you know that I'm lovin your layout..I've read a couple of your entries..and i'll definitely be stayin tuned in :o)
from try-me24 :
hey macdiva its 3:53am 12/27/03 i just read ya whole diary ive been reading since about 10:45 and all i can say is WOW and its so true we all have a DC so with that being said sweety good luck and what im about to say may seem dumb but its so true the hardest thing to endure is watching the one you love love someone else.but the cure to that is time and i'll put you in my prayers not so you'll get over him but so his heart will be more receptive to ya feelngs ~try-me24~
from shawntasy :
I loving your new layout something fierce. "I just wish people would be consistent... honest and consistent. At least then folks could make an informed decision on whether or not to fuck with them" I wish people can with label, especially men. Labeled with tags that gave away their true selves. With things written on them like, "I am an inconsiderate control freak with 4 baby mommas and children I haven't seen in years. And I'm hoping to make you the 5th." Sighs. Happy and safe Holidays to you!
from sad82girl02 :
i'm loving that picture of the beautiful Ms. Badu!
from koymistress :
i guess everyone has a "dc". damn them, lol. hope you feel better soon.
from roxyelliot :
I think you've hit the nail on the head about DC and your father. Just like your father, DC isn't emotionally available to you. Good luck on setting things right. I'm proud of you. :)
from a-divas-life :
I'm with bleek...let me in dammit, lol...
from bleek420 :
what do i have to do to get da damn password??
from blaqfyah :
Ok. I'll admit it. Im addicted. I check at least once a day for new entries. Girl let me just say the DC sounds a lot like my MA. Long story short I was on the same path that your on. But I took the one drastic step that many would not do. I move. Literally. I moved my ass to Nashville, TN. Recently a friend of mine ran into MA and guess what. That Negro has about three kids. Two of which was outside the marriage. Now if I had stayed in MA I probably would have been one of his baby's mama. Well anyways. Keep your head up. Try to see through the emotional fog thats called love. Its hard. But all you need is that bright ass flash light called clarity. Well anyways keep on keeping on, despite DC. PS is your diary gonna stay locked? Cause I think I'm starting to go through withdrawal symptoms.
from kryptonite13 :
NAW, girl that layout got me wanting to put on a black leather suit with a black beret and start a rally....LOL, FIGHT THE POWER! (fist in the air)
from nahnni :
LMAO @ Saul. From your description of him, I have already pictured in my mind what kinda personality he has. There is something that I love about a half-cocky dude. I wish you could post a pic of him; I need a visual now. BTW I have a sure fire cure for the DC situation. Actually, I don't know if it's a cure, but it will treat the symptoms...but I'll have to talk to you behind the scenes about that one day.
from bleek420 :
yes....i have been to lazy to try to figure out how to correct it.
from bleek420 :
how bout i just beat the shit outta u...just for old times sake!!! HEHEHE!!
from bleek420 :
damn your new street president ('member election day was on november 4th and i didnt get my letter saying i won) aint even been inducted to office yet and he already got you running amuck. i would have never let something like this happen on my watch. nah ma...at least he gave you some feedback this time instead of kicking you in your heart as usual.
from kryptonite13 :
Man, why is old boy so damn DENSE!!, I mean do u have to spell it out for him?? Geez I cant stand that shit, he got me irked that he was trying to play dumb with you....Ugh...Men, boy I'd tell you they cease to amaze me.
from kryptonite13 :
OH NO!!!, u got the "breakdown" song on...shit it has got to be super serious to play that song...I really hope everything will get better, b/c that song...whew...brings back too many memories for me...Be strong girl
from cot-damn :
Yup Yup, Ralph 'Fucking' Tresvant indeed! Heehee.. =x=
from cot-damn :
Luvin' ur diary. And that be sum freaky shit that u've listed Eve's Bayou as ona ur fave films. It's my all time fave and I dunno hardly NE1 who's heard of it.. let alone lists it in their top 5. Just gon' catch up in summa ur previous entires as I'ma new comer here.. =x=
from ericbenet06 :
if i come back as a chick and have to experience labor pain, i swear i'm coming for you! lolol
from ricandestiny :
Girl I just spent the majority of my Friday nite and a little bit of this morning reading all ur old entries about ur situation with DC. (Yea i kno i kno im a loser...but dang it was like I got addicted...like it was a romance novel or somethin) I could really just feel ur emmotions in every word u wrote...i think I would have had alot of the same reactions to some of the things he did. Im alot younger than u, but I def. can respect u alot, even tho I dont kno u like that, only thru diaryland. Be strong and try not to let the unnecessary bring u down. Eventually clarity will come grl...stay up. Xoxo
from shawntasy :
lol. i'm back. no password.
from kryptonite13 :
Girl...I dont why us women do that and let a man get under our skin...I just hate it!, Ur not the only one who had ur same response...I feel ya and i hope things get better
from babygyrl02 :
Thanks for adding me as a buddy. I'm feelin ya diary so, i'll be back. :)
from buppie :
thanks for adding me as a buddy. I heard (read) some good things about your diary, so I'll definitely be back to check it out. Peace & Blessings
from earthangel07 :
sending some love...
from take-two :
I tried to send you and email, but it got sent back... check out the entry on 10/24/03. It's the email that didn't get sent.
from roxyelliot :
Much Love to the MacDiva :)
from mzkzmylyf :
You know you ain't right! Had me shakin' in my damn boots girl! LMAO!
from roxyelliot :
Congratulations on the new job!
from ericbenet06 :
don't be alarmed, but my diary is locked and will be for the next few days. the first entry will explain why....
from omni102 :
You seem pretty strong and resilient, but if that's truly the case, then why are you allowing these brothers into your life that are constantly doin you wrong in one way or another, you have to know that you in some way are attracting them, or overlooking certain things. What pattern is it you see or want in them that constantly keeps popping up. Examine that. Keep doin ya thang, it's all a learning process. One love. Stay positive. Omni.
from roxyelliot :
Nothing sucks worse the transit stains. I ruined my favorite capris that way. Damn MTA! :)
from kryptonite13 :
MD...girl the best thing for u do to is to write it out...dont let it stay up in u cuz it will drive u nuts...trust me, i got physically sick over a the same bullshit one time, It hard to let them fools go once ur feelings get attached...sucks to be a female, but always think of this..."without dark times there would be no light"...or something like that, but hey keep ya head up...aight
from blackpearl1 :
hey MD...you got the same men trouble i have. me and j-mac been thru some thangs. i feel a new entry brewin about him. so any good advice on leavin these crazy dudes alone...please pass on to me. ~BP1~
from phonetics :
lol...thankyou very much; no 2 counts. firstly out w/ the booty, in w/ the hoochie. 2ndly, this morning alone i've got 4 hits 2 my site cuz of that plug u gave me...lol. u're a trip mac. stay up & keep yrself out the gutter. u're a star, ma...u don't belong down there w/ the ruffnecks. pCe...
from neicy81 :
Don't believe those fools when they start talking about their marriage problems.Men don't leave their wives, women leave their husbands.
from achord :
i'm sorry its kinda funnty cause it sounds like something i would go through. girl dont let him have his cake and eat it too. better yet do one of those hop on him and bust moves then leave him wanting to nut. however you choose to attack the situation.peace achord.diaryland.com
from roxyelliot :
The easiest way to figure out where things stand would be to decide for yourself, and not cross that line. Why give a married man so much power over your own life? He's not even your guy, but someone elses. You're a smart funny gal and you deserve much better.
from thickbxgirl :
Thanks for givin me a shoutout...Love ya diary...It's always the good women who go thru all da drama...Hope everything goes well...Holla @ ya girl
from lyric4553 :
i haven't been on here in a while, and forgot all about my lil' "D-land friends" You r cool peeps, and your diary is addictive yet refreshing. I wish people out hurh were as real as you are.
from loveme2night :
Lol I was reading the diary and your hella funny and cracking me up. I know your prolly in dc right now but when you come back check my diary out. Your most definately a favorite. Luv.
from kryptonite13 :
Have a good time in DC!!!!, if ur up in a club ya might run into me...lol, but have a good weekend
from a-divas-life :
I spent a bunch of time in your diary last night but I don't remember what time it was. Hmmm...I don't know if it was 85 pages but I know I read a whole lot b/c I was trying to catch up. I'm addicted once again, lol!
from kryptonite13 :
Girl im gonna have to agree with you on Common but also Esai Morales (played the brother in la bamba) and Orlando Bloom...girl he is a fine elf in lord of the rings...lol...
from phonetics :
yo. please. another pic, mac. lol...the hoochie was more pleasant & that aaliyah was even better. sorry abt the man-trouble; we r a bad bunch, which is y u're better off left 2 yr own devices 4 a while, ma. recooperate from the DC ugliness & all. good luck image searchin'. ;0). pCe...
from sazzyone :
im liking your design. even though i dont like pink to much.
from neicy81 :
Spraypaint his car!
from neicy81 :
I meant..that idiot.It was only one person lol.
from neicy81 :
Get revenge on those idiots!
from kryptonite13 :
Girl...lol, yes i feel you and yes i do agree..they can be tryfuling..lol~Kryptonite13
from kryptonite13 :
Naw, girl you are not being anal about a phone call after setting a date, for some reason these fools dont like to pick up a phone, its the considerate thing to do..But yeah i see where ur coming from not wanting to calling, But naw u straight u aint being anal about it...he's just trippin
from sugarbear01 :
Go with Cali. Get your your desires satisfied, then get with hubby once he comes off vacation. You'll only have to wait two weeks for hubby, while Cali will be gone for a month. *shrugs* I don't know....go with the one that eats p*ssy the best. (ummmm I'm just playing lol)
from blackpearl1 :
girl.....im a lil slow today...sorry. i just read the note you left me and had my "ah ha" moment of the day....you da freak ha ha ha. but hell get your freak on i aint mad....jealous...but not mad :)
from blackpearl1 :
i was planning on doing this earlier but i have been dealin with my own drama (u read so u know all about it) LOL. Anywho... Im a selfish chick who wants it all so I would try to fit both dudes in that night. Or you could always send Cali my way I would gladly take him off your hands :). Just kidding. But good luck anyways be sure to keeps us losers posted. (ok so im the real loser but it sound better when i generalize it).
from earthangel07 :
Go with Hubby. If thats the one you see the future in roll with him. Also i dont think you should try and do both the same day. If you really think he is husband material please dont sleep. You dont want hubby coming back to a new start without you in it...lol
from ericbenet06 :
MAC.....if this is the first date with hubby, have an early date and be home by like ten. at eleven, go out with Cali and get broken off. that's what i would do. if the hubby is an investment, he can break you off later, and it will be mo better.
from neicy81 :
Go with the future husband guy. He sounds like he has longevity.The other guy is just a good lay.
from nahnni :
Go with the investment that will pay off long term. Cali will always be there as long as you both continue to have "needs". And it seems like you both with still "need" eachother. But if you are really trying to build something with the other dude, it will take many opportunities to do so, and you haven't a moment to waste. Dead that Cali dude and kick it with the other one!
from thintowin :
Ahhh! You kill me! :) Glad you had fun. Anyway, when D-land doesn't let you in, just write on a text editor and keep refreshing the d-land page, so you can just cut-n-paste and get it done. Later.
from acoustic03 :
haha!! Its cute though, do your thing :) One Love
from acoustic03 :
Loving the pink! One Love
from blaqfyah :
Girl, reading about your issues with DC make me re-evaluate my issues with my "DC". So talk/write as much as you want. This is your personal forum.
from phonetics :
d'u sound that brainwashed? lol, u know we couldn't claim 2b real friends of yrs if we didn't answer that. & it's a rhetorical ?estion too. enlightenment is a mofo.
from saiyanstar :
It will get better sweetie. I'm so sorry you have to go through and relive this. You're strong and you'll be fine. keep telling yourself that. :)
from mzkzmylyf :
That's our responsibility...to find the good in the situation. Can't let life keep you down. Gotta fight back. Show your life who it belongs to!
from hot-crumpets :
I hope tomorrow is a better day for you -x-
from mindseye00 :
nice page!
from nahnni :
thanks for the condolences. I appreciate it. It's also good to know that my ramblings don't fall on deaf ears.
from babygyrl02 :
Gurl, that's sad. That lady needs to start taking better care of her children. Her children shouldn't be dressed all dirty. I hate when I see that and why is she singing Ignition to her child?? She got issues!!!
from omzhaara :
Damn, girl - just caught up on your diary... this guy sounds like he's more trouble than he's worth. Now, mind you, I completely understand that those are just words from a totally disinterested observing party, but still... that's a lot of pain you're going through... have to ask yourself whyfor. :)
from omzhaara :
Oh no! If you lock up your diary, pleeeeease let me have a password. I just spent a good portion of time you paid for with your federal taxes, reading EACH and EVERY entry in your diary (the layout caught my eye since I'm an Aaliyah fan, and then your writing just caught me, period). What a fabulous writer you are; your diary is wonderful, wonderful, wonderful - seriously.
from mzkzmylyf :
My sis... The only thing that comes to my mind is "Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality. Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see..." LOL. It doesn't even make sense to me. But that's what I'm hearing to say to you, so examine it and try to get something out of it. Until then, that's "all that I can say (do do do do do do do)".
from phonetics :
lol, honestly it was a lil' petty the first time; the thing he said on the train was the kinda thing i woulda said in an awkward situation like that. just 2 say smthg, just 2 make small talk. not meaning it, or believing what i was saying but basically talking 4 talk's sake. the thing on the phone however shows me meant & actually believed it it. i think flippin out the 2nd occasion was warranted. but like folks said -- it's fixed & thass allat counts. pCe, Diva...
from bleek420 :
no that's what friends (and i mean the true down to the nitty gritty) friends are for.
from nahnni :
If this is truly a good friendship that you cherish, the important thing is that it is repaired. Never mind how you went about doing it! (even though I woulda flipped the first time he said it, stop or no stop)
from nahnni :
I love the Tweet and Bilal that you have scrolling in the status bar- nahnni
from snoogy :
leave dude alone 'til he gets his head str8 yo! he seems conflicted and you dont need drama sis. hope it works out for you my BrooKlyn sista! ;]
from lunjonez :
So one wonders -- Where do you go from here? It looks as if it's cheaper to keep her ... Is he really sure of what he wants?
from lunjonez :
I won't mention it's been three hours now.
from lunjonez :
I'm sitting on the edge of my seat ... Give me more.
from bleek420 :
ok...you are going to stop doing this...leaving heads in suspense! you are too funny!
from lunjonez :
You ain't right! My mouth was wide open and you leave me in suspense.
from omni102 :
I'm feelin ur page. Hit mine up.
from a-divas-life :
Don't fall for the okey-doke and start calling the house because then if things continue to progress with you and him you'll feel even worse. Also, I've been in a situation kind of like yours (but they were only boyfriend/girlfriend) and the "girlfriend-being-the-bigger-person-thing" only lasts for a second, please believe. Good luck.
from lunjonez :
You know I'm laughing right? DC is off the hook!
from nahnni :
don't lock it. why do you want to lock the diary up? part of the reason why we bare our souls is so that we can get feedback (positive or negative).
from lunjonez :
I'm glad to see that you didn't lock up the entry ... Hopefully my entry didn't offend you. I'm sure you'll be able to get through your storm. Do it at your own pace ...
from a-divas-life :
Stumbled onto your site and enjoyed it. I think I'll follow your world for a minute.....that is, if you don't lock it.
from mzkzmylyf :
Don't just know it will get better, believe and accept that it will.
from shawntasy :
The road you're on, is a journey I wish never to travel again. Keep your head up.
from neicy81 :
I'm glad you had the strength to move on. I know it's not easy sis.Stay strong. If you want to view my diary, send me an e-mail to iceeluv@yahoo.com and I'll add you to the list.
from phonetics :
lol. thanx, mac...'preciate that f'rill. if i get enuff of those, perhaps i can come up w/ the scrilla...until then...e.z., girl.
from lunjonez :
Damn ... That walking away stuff never works for me. This sounds like some "Otherside Of The Game," ... I wish you luck.
from enoch00 :
It's called living. You will get it right soon enuogh. But remember what you told me about dealing with a married people. Take it from someone who knows it not worth it. Gob bless
from lunjonez :
Take your time ... When the feeling hits you ... I'll be right here waiting. Until then -- Take Care of you
from lunjonez :
Happy New Year! New Year ... New Start ... New Beginnings ...
from lunjonez :
See -- Someone needs to pop you in your mouth! How many times are you going to continue to fall in love ... with a married man? Just think about Kharma ...
from lunjonez :
Ain't that the truth? They get you hooked then they stop writing ...
from thintowin :
hey, I update... now and then. ;) Take care!
from jelybeanie32 :
Seattls rainy in the springtime and rainy and then rainy some more. My boyfriend live there. I do not. Why do you keep wasting your time thinking about this guy... he seems all wrong anymore.... but then again, i understand that position. Now i'm rambeling, and will read more of your diary to figure out just what's going on. Good day!
from la-la :
DAYUM!! Put your phone on silent, lol. or turn it off. it will turn on when the alarm comes on. Making you lose sleep and shit. *shaking head.
from lunjonez :
He's getting outta hand!
from lunjonez :
If I were you I would stop the madness before the drama even starts ... As Changing Faces said "Can't Be The Other Woman ..."
from enoch00 :
Sweetheart be carefull. Damn be carefull. thats how all my shit started (and you know how that ended). Boo be careful.
from enoch00 :
I'm sorry.....I'll be praying for you
from lunjonez :
I'm sorry that I missed you today -- I was away from my desk -- but your more than welcome for Bink addy -- Maybe she can become part of your support system -- She's talks about being on a diet.
from footballgolf :
hi its opal from opalfruits - this is my new diaryname!
from dataguy :
just some friendly advice from a guy that thinks this planet is way over carrying capacity.
from invisibledon :
Thanks for visting
from dataguy :
okay. don't get pregnant.
from lunjonez :
I haven't left a note in a minute -- So I thought I would.
from enoch00 :
Thanks for the note. When you put it on paper it does work like that. Plane and simple. But I got some new news from the married one. She's getting a divorce. And this shit got a brotha all up his feelings. Thanks for the advice, I've taken it to heart. P.s I thought funny shit happens to me until I read your post. I need to move to the Ny. For real.
from nycdivadrama :
U'r right... a diary in DL is EXPOSING yourself. I do it as a challenge to myself. If I put my shit out there in the open to be criticized... I don't have to worry about them finding out & criticizing. It's like I'm inviting everyone to make a judgement that won't matter b/c in the end I'm gonna 'do me'.
from enoch00 :
We got brithas just like that in milwaukee but the ride buses.
from nycdivadrama :
That train story is tood funny! There R always some fools runnin' around like that on the train. Expecially on my train line "Q".
from lunjonez :
Alright -- The new layout is hot ... I think I'm a tad bit jealous. Keep posting and I'll be back for more.
from enoch00 :
I sat down and read your whole diary today. ( Slow day on the Job) I want to bust out and laff some many times. Keep writing and i'm keep readin.
from nycdivadrama :
At least someone understands! Thanx 4 the note. BTW I think the lil' girl dancing on u'r page is doing all the cardio 4 u! LOL Later girl!
from shawntasy :
Hey sistah gurl! Thanks for listing me as a fav! That was downright sweet! :o) Havent been able to read you yet, but as soon as I can I will!
Peace, Joy and Blessings
S
from cutiehoney :
hey, thank you so much for the note. It made me feel mad speical! Honestly I am so psyched, I get flattered when I find out people read me!
from lunjonez :
Good luck with the diet ... I know it's not as easy as it seems but it'll be alright.

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