<html>The views expressed in this diary are the sole responsibility of ME, and certainly do not reflect the beliefs and feelings of everyone else...but, maybe they should...
Allow me to introduce myself. I want you to come a little closer. I'd like you to get to know me a little bit better... Meet the real me...
Sorry you can't define me. Sorry I break the mold. Sorry that I speak my mind. Sorry don't do what I'm told. Sorry if I don't fake it. Sorry I come too real. I will never hide what I really feel.
So, here it is. No hype, no gloss, no pretense. Just me... Stripped
<b>Sullen Girl</b><BR>
Intellectual to a point of exhaustion. Depressed. Introverted. Neat. Needs things to be extremely clean. Observer. Perfectionist. Not self revelaing. Does not make friends easily. Suspicious. Irritable. Worrying. Fragile. Phobic. Submissive. Cautious. Takes precautions. Focuses on hidden motives. Solitary. Familiar with the dark side of life. Hard working. Emotionally Sensitive. Prudent. Altruistic. Heart over mind. Silent all these years.
<b>Loves</b><BR>
God/dess. Girls. Boys. Reading. Writing. Journaling. Music (emo, punk, country, adult contemporary, contemporary christian, arabic, hindi, new metal). Internet. Activism. Politics. Piercings. Television (reality, gay, teen soaps). Movies (documentaries, bollywood, indie, horror, drama). Accents (british, southern, canadian). Cultures (arab, indian, native american). Wicca. Islam. Catholocism. Black. Middle East. India. Languages (arabic, french, hindi). Alternative lifestyles.
<b>Hates</b><BR>
Homophobia. Stereotypes. Racism. Sexism. Governments run by incompetent men (i.e. America and Israel). Religious Intolerance. Indecision. Mainstream. Ignorance. Deadbeat dads.<br><br></html>
 My favorite diaries:
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ateeninlove profile - diary |
| comments: "You're my little cliche." |
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thatdamnbird profile - diary |
| comments: "I may be absent for a brief while as i intend to be completely out of my mind until such time as i see fit to get back to it." |
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punkrawkjodi profile - diary |
| comments: "This angel is broken." |
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girlxdiary profile - diary |
| comments: "The course of true love, never did run smooth." |
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fluteguy07 profile - diary |
| comments: "Shut your GD mouth. You're one to talk you change partners like you change underwear... daily! " |
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sarahsbrain profile - diary |
| comments: http://www.sarahsfiasco.com |
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nghtchld666 profile - diary |
| comments: "No one knows what its like to be the bad man, to be the sad man..." |
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lioness72 profile - diary |
| comments: "But his voice filled my spirit with a strange, sweet sound...In that night there was music in my mind... And through music my soul began to soar!" |
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rainbwlollie profile - diary |
| comments: "If the world had more people like me, and less like her, earth would be the best it could be. Not perfect, but a hell of alot closer." |
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hatexbreathe profile - diary |
| comments: "You can't be a slut. You're too damn ugly to be used." |
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the-crapture profile - diary |
| comments: "It wasn't "liberals" who thought that arming radical Muslims in Afghanistan was a good idea, it wasn't "liberals" who thought that giving arms and diplomatic backing to Saddam Hussein was a good idea..." |
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the-book-bag profile - diary |
| comments: "Mom wonders why I’m so obsessed with writers who’ve killed themselves. I tell her that I’m looking for “it.” That factor that pushed them over the edge." |
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i-am-jack profile - diary |
| comments: "Sometimes, like Midas, I just can not touch anything." |
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aboutagirl profile - diary |
| comments: "I just want to let the very essence of me flow out of my fingers and onto the keys, spilling all over the place." |
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invernal profile - diary |
| comments: "They say you can't rape the willing. Well, I wish to challenge that... though I suppose it can't be called rape if I'm allowing it. Oh fuck it... I just wanna get laid." |
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psychodyke profile - diary |
| comments: "As bad as I am, I'm proud of the fact that I'm worse than I seem...." |
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habibilara profile - diary |
| comments: "Confessions of a Lebanese Drama Queen." |
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cheerbaby12 profile - diary |
| comments: "It hurts my soul deeply that I can't love myself, the way I know that I need to, because of the way I perceive myself. Until I can see myself as the beautiful woman I am inside, my inner being is going to continue being miserable..." |
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loveisbliss profile - diary |
| comments: "This girl is a freak, a loser, an outcast. She pretends she doesnt care. Deep down she does. But shhh.... let her think she doesn't." |
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addict-- profile - diary |
| comments: "I hope you find someone new to hurt.." |
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cats-corner profile - diary |
| comments: "I swear to every Goddess and God in existance...two eighty year olds fuck faster than this machine processes information!" |
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tearfulcry profile - diary |
| comments: "There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me wondering what I think of you, and I protect you out of courtesy..." |
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drowning-you profile - diary |
| comments: "She looks like a flower, but she stings like a bee." |
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squirrelx profile - diary |
| comments: "For as children tremble and fear everything in the blind darkness, so we in the light sometimes fear what is no more to be feared than the things children in the dark hold in terror and imagine will come true." |
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girlinshadow profile - diary |
| comments: "I want to brand her face so finally, finally people will be forced to acknowledge what she really is. Nothing - no, worse than nothing. She's a plague; toxic and parasitic and nothing short of erradication will suffice." |
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palencmprisn profile - diary |
| comments: "I have three ulcers on the inside of my bottom lip. This is because everytime I feel like yelling at you, I bite that exact spot. This is just a physical manifestation of how bad you are for me. And how much power you have over me." |
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toxic-rainbw profile - diary |
| comments: "speaking of.. chicks in spiderman boxers.. so so gay.. chicks in spongebob boxers... yea that's gay too.. guess which one's me?? lol..." |
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long-ignored profile - diary |
| comments: "That which rips at a young girls innocence is what makes her a woman...And all those things plague her as she tries to sleep. The things that the waking hours allow her to ignore. And here, she finds a place to purge it all..." |
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inadatto profile - diary |
| comments: "Endless Waltz with a Crazed Soul" |
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sk8er-cowgrl profile - diary |
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reviews-only profile - diary |
| comments: They made me do it. ::insert Donnie Darko chuckle here:: |
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loner-blues profile - diary |
| comments: To the producers of Desperate Housewives: “Bree” is not a name! No! No! No! Brie is a French cheese! |
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winsome-blue profile - diary |
| comments: Many things that I would not care to tell any individual man I tell to the public, and for knowledge of my most secret thoughts, I refer my most loyal friends to a bookseller's stall. |
My favorite music: |
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Evanesence |
| comments: "Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear. Sealed with lies through so many tears. Lost from within, pursuing the end..." |
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Tatu |
| comments: "You play games, I play tricks. Girls and girls, but you're the one. Like a game of pick up sticks played by f*cking lunatics." |
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Maroon 5 |
| comments: "Its not always rainbows and butterflies. Its compromise that moves us along. My heart is full and my door's always open, you can come anytime you want..." |
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Kenny Chesney |
| comments: "Some say it’s a backwards place, narrow minds on a narrow race. But I make it a point to say that’s where I come from..." |
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Relient K |
| comments: "The world just keeps you at an arm's length. Every week you work up the strength to fight the flames that are thrown. Let your faith shine right through. You know its the world versus Jesus and you." |
My favorite movies: |
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Sweet Home Alabama |
| comments: "People need a passport to come down here." |
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Moulin Rouge |
| comments: "Love? Above all things I believe in love! Love is like oxygen. Love is a many-splendored thing, love lifts us up where we belong, all you need is love!" |
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XXX |
| comments: "Dude, you have a bazooka. Stop thinking Prague Police and start thinking Playstation. Blow sh*t up!" |
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Blue Crush |
| comments: "Don't deny it. You were working it like a rib without the sauce." |
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Center Stage |
| comments: "I am the best goddamn dancer in the American Ballet Academy. Who the hell are you? Nobody." |
My favorite authors: |
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Joshua Harris |
| comments: "Intimacy without commitment, like icing without cake, can be sweet, but it ends up making us sick." |
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Silver Ravenwolf |
| comments: "Hell isn't a place you go after you die. Hell is here." |
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Anne Rice |
| comments: "People who cease to believe in God or goodness altogether still believe in the devil. I don't know why. No, I do indeed know why. Evil is always possible. And goodness is eternally difficult." |
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S.E. Hinton |
| comments: "The fight for self-preservation had hardened him against caring." |
