cold cold hearts

what have you become?

not what i taught you.

not what i believed you could be.

but maybe you are what you were born to become.

maybe there never was any hope for you.

maybe i should have let you drown.

'Without'

welcome to my page of anime fanfics, so far mostly Saiyuki and Yami no Matsuei fics, for diaryland purposes called Heart of Blood, aka Cold Cold Hearts, aka Chronology of Blood, etc. sex, violence and angst can be expected... be forewarned, it gets a little dark in here. it's all explained in the first entry, so go on and read that, and feel free to email me and sign the guestbook.

"and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message." AFI

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comments:  my largest work of fiction. saint james, my alter ego.

My favorite music:

AFI

comments:  "walked away, heard them say 'poisoned hearts will never change." "don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything."

Nine Inch Nails

comments:  how could i write ANYTHING without NIN? "i won't let you fall apart" sums up everything. and 'hurt' which is just so fucking muraki its not even funny. wait... yeah it is.

My Ruin

comments:  listen to 'blasphemous girl' and think about hisoka and tell me that doesn't fucking send you there. the fic i intend to write to this song is pending due to the massive breakdown i intend on suffering.

Silverchair

comments:  you forget how cool silverchair is. "i love the way you love but i hate the way i'm supposed to love you back."

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My favorite authors:

Caitlin R. Kiernan

comments:  i am in dept to this woman. i cant help that she shaped my writing style. she makes me insane.

Poppy Z. Brite

comments:  god if i could write yaoi like this... but everyone has to have role models, and she's mine. you MUST read 'lost souls' and 'drawing blood!' i demand it!!!

Francesca Lia Block

comments:  subtly twisted, delicously sugar-coated sexuality... see 'Wasteland.'

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