arttistic's Diaryland Diary

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I have been at work for the past 4 days. Crazy as it seems as I have just been discharged (got another 1 month mc la deyy), its even scarier when you are forced to walk up that 3 storey building just to make a presentation. I was panting and breathlessby the time I reached top floor having had to carry myself on these crutches.

My partner was making a big fuss out of itI tak paham kenapa ade orang sakit pegi keje.. yada..yada..yada..

btw, dear chubby doctor o' mine took off the blue brace today to be replaced with a strong knee guard. Strange.. but I kinda missed him. No matter how messed up he looked like I had this urge to hug him today. For the first time today I saw his unshaven face, fatigued and swarmed with work, yet tried to utter stupid jokes with me.

I miss those daily jokes with him in the ward. I just dont understand why that man really loves picking on me. And I have been wondering what of man he is at home.

I have a strong feeling that my right leg needs to be fixed soon. I have been depending on it since the left knee operation and I can feel lately its failing on me. Despite the RM5K injections I have been receiving on both knee, it doesnt seem to help. I am gonna have to wait till the left leg ligament is completely healed before we can start anything on the right knee.

So far, the new ligament has been great. The doc loves it.

The farthest I ve achieved so far without the crutches is 5 - goddamned - steps. Oh well!