stormyalone's Diaryland Diary

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Morning

He came into my room, during the night.
Dark,cool wind through the open window,shadows. Scary.
i woke as soon as he came in. He said nothing. Stood next to the bed, watching me "sleep".
i held my breath.
He stroked my hair, brushing it back from my face, running his fingers up through it, making me shiver and curl into a tighter ball, my back to him standing beside my bed. He knows i am awake now, and says don't be scared, little girl, it's just your Daddy.
Rubbing my back. Rubbing lower, and lower. Sliding his fingers between my legs, touching my ass and then my pussy. Shoving inside me, hard.
i don't move. i don't say a word. i do nothing.
He pulls me by my shoulder onto my back. i can barely see him, in the grey dark that is just before sunrise.
he pulls my pajama top up, pinching my nipples hard, then his hand goes up,and around my throat.Resting there, just so i know he could...if i am bad.
His other hand slips under my panties,and rips them down. Shoves his fingers back inside me. One, then two, then 3...it begins to hurt then. But he puts four,and works them in and out very roughly, until i cry. real tears, big and fat on muy face. he likes that alot.
He tells me to be quiet, stop sobbing,but i can't. i know i am safe, but at the same time, i am scared. i know it is Him, but i feel like it is someone else. His hand leaves my throat, grabs my hair, and he shoves himself in my mouth to quiet me.
His fingers hurt. His cock is big in my mouth, his hand holding my head down so that he is chooking me, gagging me, i can't breathe.
His hurting fingers make me cum, from nothing except the hurt. He cums in my mouth, and lets my head go. i swallow, and can breath.
i am shaking, crying. This early morning Daddy/little girl stuff he likes so much really messes up my head.
He leans over, kisses me, and leaves.

i go back to sleep, and when i wake later only the soreness between my legs makes it seem real and not a dream
Cis scares me sometimes, when he creeps in like that.

7:25 a.m. - 2005-09-28

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