The doctor bullshit is solved. It just took my doctor a bit longer to get to me with the details than I thought. On the other hand she is ending a forty year-ish practice, so that is likely a lot of work. Though she has slowly be redirecting patients I think. In any case... No crappy male doctor who doesn't know me who won't make house calls. It's someone in my previous doctor's office, so I'm sure the new doctor will also learn about my disability, and all the other fun stuff. I have until May or June until she's gone. I'd like to see her to say goodbye. She's been my doctor since I was 9 and now I'm 40 something or other. That's a long time, and she's gotten me through a lot of shit in my life (can we swear here? I don't remember.).
Not much seems fun about my life right now. I need to choose an online psychologist or psychiatrist and they aren't cheap nor paid for by the government. $100 an hour. Who can really afford this? Why isn't it paid for like other healthcare, mental health affects physical health, just like dental health affects the health of the rest of your body (don't even ask me about mine). Ugh
There is a fky in here, the sun is coming up and I haven't slept and I'm supposed to get up today? Maybe? It's ridiculous when you are deciding which days you get out of bed and which you don't. I never thought I would actually get to this point, though I thought about it sometimes. If I was really bedridden I'd move my bed my the main part of the house somewhere, maybe? Get a hospital type curtain... I have no idea..
It's late, I'm babbling. I should post most stuff I've copied and pasted kind of randomly in my notes. Individually I think they make sense.
Ooph. Time for sleep?
6:35 a.m. - Monday, Apr. 17, 2023
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