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9:19 p.m. @ 2009-07-11
I feel like I've given up a little part of me.
Part of it has sunk too far into a relationship that never gave back. Part is from giving up on the love of my life: writing. And part is from believing in others.
I think it all comes down to trusting in the wrong things, and I'm not sure how to change that.
I want to leave it at that but this thing inside of me just won't stop ticking.
I have a feeling that I'm going to wake up in the not-so-distant future and regret a bunch of choices I've made. I also feel like I've trapped myself already.
I always end these with a resolution, or a question for a resolution.
I think now is the time for apathy.