messages to sweetone03:
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| from bitterwineuk : |
| And sorry, When is your due date? Oh, I am so excited by babies.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| from bitterwineuk : |
| Hello, I found you by accident but I am so glad I did. I am Becca and I just want to say congratulations on your baby and discovering it's a boy. Is Matthew the name you picked for him or is that another child altogether. I am a mum to a Matthew myself and I know how rewarding motherhood is. I am glad to find someone who sounds so happy. Good luck and I have added you to my favourites. Becca. |
| from momma-at-17 : |
| Thank you! |
| from momma-at-17 : |
| Thank you so much! I hope to find a date, that might make the night a little better, but I've still got time. Either way I'm going it's my senior Prom. But thanks a bunch for the note! |
| from angeleyescia : |
| How fantastic! Just read your note and your diary! A little boy!! How great?! Wow, I'm really using far too many exclamation points! But I'm really happy for you! You must be so thrilled! The exclamations stop here. =) |
| from angeleyescia : |
| Oh wow! You're pregnant? How exciting?! Congratulations hunny! This must be a really happy time for youu!! xxx |
| from cracked-rose : |
| The job that I have no is just a resturant job. Nothing big but the job that I was describing before I'm going to check on them in 6 months, hopefully they'll have something open by then. But yea, I'm glad to have a job, even if its not what I want (yet) *smiles* |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey, the job consists of me typing a transcript to a disabled person so they know what the other person is saying. Back and forth kinda thing. How have you been doing? |
| from bharrison : |
| http://blog.myspace.com/harrison_brooke Hey! I finally have a blog that I actually write in! Yay!!! |
| from bharrison : |
| where have you been? i keep checking for an update! hope everything is going well in cali! brooke |
| from alwaysaroura : |
| I have a degree in business. I just applied and interviewed. It was really fun. |
| from spikeswife : |
| sorry about your finger...how did bowling go? |
| from angeleyescia : |
| GOOD LUCK!! xx |
| from bharrison : |
| you look very, very pretty in your wedding pics. best of wishes to you both! |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Well look who decided to post an entry finally, haha. Just kidding girl. But seriously, I TRULY miss talking to you and hope you and Jason are doing well. Hope to talk to you soon! Love ya girl! -Chauna |
| from angeleyescia : |
| Heya. Went to your yahoo profile but can't seem to find your wedding pictures!! =( xx |
| from alwaysaroura : |
| So you are in Cali now? Do you love it? How are you? It's been a while. I"ll read your diary and check in with you!! |
| from alwaysaroura : |
| Jason sounds great. I am so glad that you found him. Congratulations! |
| from alwaysaroura : |
| Is married life still treating you well? I love it. |
| from likeashadow : |
| Congratulation on the marriage! I'm really happy for you, you deserve all the happiness coming your way :) |
| from angeleyescia : |
| Congratulations pet!! *throws confetti* hurrah! =D |
| from shattdsoul : |
| Hun, shit, congratulations... how did all this happen?? I go away for a few weeks and everything changes... my god I am so happy for you *HUGS* you deserve all the happiness in the world. |
| from lostlabrynth : |
| Congradulations! |
| from spikeswife : |
| My Husband's name is Jason! We have been married for one year Valentines Day, and now are expecting a child in July! I truly believe that I got the last good man left on earth and am so thankful everyday that I got such a wonderful man! Congats to the two of you who seem to have found the same happiness!!!!! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Yay! I'm so excited for you. Congratulations. I can't think of any two people more perfect for each other. Hurry up and tell me where you're registered! |
| from angeleyescia : |
| hey! im so excited for u n jason! congratulations!!! *hug* it feels so odd talkin to someone about jason tho! lol. newyz, im not makin sense, CONGRATS!! *throws confetti* |
| from angeleyescia : |
| i just joined ur jason diaryring!! i love my boyfriend too!! tehe =D aren't jason's jus the best? lol but it looked lyk u had 2 w8 4 urs! |
| from aliboomboom : |
| Happy Valentine's Day!! |
| from shattdsoul : |
| Hoping you have a happy Valentine's Day... sending *hugs* and loving you lots |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Where did you get the Liger shirt? I HAVE to get one for Ryan and my brother-in-law...We all have mad love for that movie.. |
| from aliboomboom : |
| I'm happy that you are happy!! Congrats! As for me and Brandon, I don't know. The whole thing makes me nervous. I guess we'll see what happens but when? The longer we wait the more nervous I get. |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Is he home for good? I'm glad you two are so in love and having fun... |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Awwwwwww. You guys are adorable. |
| from supermom3604 : |
| You sound so happy. I'm so happy for you. Enjoy him, you sure had to wait long enough for him! |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| I am so happy for you! Enjoy!! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| YAAAAYYYYY! I can't wait for your next entry. I'm so happy for you! |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| I know, all to well how frustrating it is...It will all work out and you will be with him before you know it...Oh, thanks for the hairspray advice! |
| from worthlessl : |
| Thanx:) As for your weight issue - fuck it, hehe. It is much much more important looking good:p - and if you drink water, eat vegetabels and healty good food you'll be ace both in body and health, oh yea. |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Oh honey. I'm sorry, I would be pissed too. I hope he gets home Sunday as planned. |
| from alwaysaroura : |
| I know it's hard to wait to get married but we are already living together and that's the exciting part for me!! |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Yeah for you! Enjoy the time with your man! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Two days? If I was anywhere near you I would jump up and down and shriek for you! (I think I'm almost as excited as you are. Well, probably not.) |
| from supermom3604 : |
| I would see if you could find someone to cover your shift first, and then go to the manager and say, "I need this time off, but Joe here can cover my shift with your permission." That's the most respectful ass kissing way to do it, and a little ass kissing goes a long way. Believe me, I was a manager for a loooooong time and I loved when my employees would do that instead of just saying, "I can't work this day. Deal with it." It shows responsibility, and we managers love that. Good luck! (Less than a week?! Even I can't wait!) |
| from gaycwgrl : |
| Hey there, Tiff. Thank you for the encouraging note! I hope all goes wonderfully with you and Jason! You deserve the best with this... don't let anyone stop you from being happy. It's your life. Share it with the man you love. |
| from supermom3604 : |
| He's coming home in two weeks? So soon! That's awesome. I can't wait to hear about your first meeting. |
| from aliboomboom : |
| MERRY CHRISTMAS, TIFFANY!! I hope that your holidays are happy!! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| He *is* cute, you're a lucky girl! I have a thing for guys with bald heads, Nick doesn't have much hair either. Your notes link doesn't work for some reason, by the way...I think you have to take out the %% things, but I'm not quite sure. Me + html = drinking. Have a happy holiday! |
| from bharrison : |
| I'm still alive! My life has suddenly gotten very busy and crazy. I'll have to catch everyone up over the holidays! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| I'll read anything. I love mysteries and thrillers and chick lit and police procedurals and mommy books, and everything else. I have been known to read a cookbook cover to cover if I'm bored. Thanks for asking! And of course I'm happy for you. Don't let people put a damper on your happiness. |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey girl. Glad you and your boytoy are doing alright. I got mine from http://embellished.org/beautify/archives/cat_free_diarylanddiaryx.php, just click on free designs and there's a bunch of diaryland template sites that offer them for free. Love ya! -chauna |
| from gaycwgrl : |
| Hey... try http://the-toy-box.diaryland.com I think that's where I tried to get a new one... but I couldn't get all of the features I wanted. They have REALLY cute designs though. Yes, I know how difficult the long distance deal is. Karra and I did it for a while... and it just sucks. It brings you closer when the person gets there though.---although Karra and I have a relationship that completely failed, but I've begun to realize it's not my fault. Anyway, I'll write about THAT in my diary. |
| from supermom3604 : |
| I'm so happy that you are happy. Having someone wonderful like Jason in your life does a lot to make you realize how great life can be. I'm glad for you! (And I don't think you were more interesting when you were depressed.) |
| from gaycwgrl : |
| Hey... that's wonderful that your bad days are over. I'm so happy for you being happy. I know what it's like to be inlove... and I know what it's like to want to die... you are a very lucky girl. Take advantage of that! |
| from gaycwgrl : |
| Hey girl... what's up? I just got your note. I'm on Yahoo now. I just buzzed you, but you must be away. Anywho, I wanted to see what's up... aw, damn. You're offline now. Okay. Well... I'm done with class tomorrow at 10 Central time. I don't know where you live, but that will be 8 California time, 9 Colorado time, and 11 Eastern time... Hope to talk to you sometime soon. |
| from gaycwgrl : |
| Hey there.. I'm not all sure what's going on. It's a long story. Tonight was a MESS. My e-mail address is [email protected]. How about I e-mail you tomorrow or something? I have MSN messenger and Yahoo messenger. Do you have yahoo? My SN is rainb0w_w0myn Those are zeros... not big O's. Anyway... I'm gonna get going. My head is killing me. I was two hours late for curfew. Long ass story, crazy ass night, broken ass heart... lots of fuckin' tears. So hit me up... and I'll write about it in my diary too. Just not tonight. Thanks for checking up on me, hun. You're wonderful! And I'm glad you and your boy are so happy! |
| from gaycwgrl : |
| Hey darlin'... what's up? We need to work through e-mail so it will be a little less difficult. My e-mail address is [email protected]. Anyway, my girlfriend is 24. How old is Jason? How did you two meet? Karra and I have a 7 year age difference, but love is ageless, right? Right now I work at a funeral home, and no, I don't deal with the dead people. I'm to the point that I'm ready to go apply to McDonald's tomorrow if I don't get a phone call from somewhere else. I need money. The holiday season is coming up, and I'm really stressing. All I want is for my girlfriend and me to have a nice first Christmas together. |
| from gaycwgrl : |
| Hey sweetheart, it's Gina... I'm the one with the friend who was killed in Iraq on Friday. I was just reading your diary, and I thought, "Wow, this girl has the same kind of love for her boyfriend that I have for my girlfriend." It's pretty cool. Anyway, I want to chat with your more... so you can add me, or we can keep touch through notes. Take care! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Romance after kids? Um, yeah, but it's a different kind of romance and it makes you appreciate the quiet time even more. Sometimes Nick and I will just sit there and not say a word after the kids are in bed, just to hear how quiet they are. Even if we are talking, it's about the boys. It's like we have nothing else to talk about! But I wouldn't trade it. |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| I watched Bridget Jones last night too...I can't wait to see the new one...It is good that you told your friend that you are there for him and that he knows that..You sound like a really great friend! |
| from bharrison : |
| yay! i'm so glad that things are looking up for you finally! if anyone deserves it, you do! |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey. I got the blinkies from <a href="http://matthiesen.homestead.com/Army.html">Army</a>. Collected quite a few. talk to you later -chauna |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Good for you, a job! Now, if only I could be that lucky... Congrats! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| We are so alike - all my life all I ever wanted to be was a mom. I wanted to get married, have babies, and stay home and raise them. Now I just sit here at work all day and wonder what my kids are doing and why I am letting someone else raise them. I guess I should have married a rich guy or something. |
| from cosmopolitn : |
| Thanks for liking my diary! That makes me happy...I just read your last entry and I want you to know that I have my whole wedding planned out and I am not even engaged yet either...It is perfectly normal and part of being a woman...(okay, I've thought about it since I was a little girl)... Anyway, so your boy is in Guam...I take it we have a base there...It is so very hard to do long distance but let me tell you (and not to sound cliche) but if it is meant to be it will be...If you can make it through the distance, you will be able to make it through anything... And sometimes, when I am feeling optimistic and looking on the bright side of a long distance relationship I do realize that it has made mine and Ryan's relationship very strong, even stronger then most couples who get the luxury of seeing their boyf. anytime they want...It has made us never take the time we do have together for granted, therefore we make the most of it... Well enough of my rambling...I will leave you a note soon! |
| from bharrison : |
| good luck on the prospects. i think being a bartender would be fun. imagine the tips! i haven't talked to you in forever. i feel lost! |
| from blackedeyez : |
| ne need for thanks doll!! i was simply telling you things you already kno :) XOXO fucked&love-ELLIS<3 |
| from blackedeyez : |
| :) ---> ohhh never appolagize for being perfect; tha most amazingly beautiful things on this fucked earth are filled 2 tha brim with imperfections. ++ you are very talented and beautiful. <3 :) -->Ellis XOXO- FUCKED&LOVE |
| from brucegirl : |
| My birthday is turning out very well. I've had a great day so far. Now I'm going to hang up my new livingroom curtains. :-) Music is everything!! |
| from lostlabrynth : |
| Your welcome! You seem like an interesting person. I am glad to find another Labyrinth lover. |
| from xyourtragedy : |
| I sent the password to you. Thanks a lot for wanting to read my diary and being awesome and making those diaryrings! --Sarah<3 |
| from brucegirl : |
| Thansks for the happy birthday note :-) :-) I'm eating home made cupcakes for breakfast today - yummi yummi! |
| from bharrison : |
| how sweet! i' m so happy that you found a good guy this time. hopefully he won't leave you any psycho notes! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Love the new layout! |
| from twolostsouls : |
| ATHF* |
| from twolostsouls : |
| of course ATHC is awesome... too bad its cancelled. |
| from supermom3604 : |
| The other show is called Boohbah, and it was created by the same people who do Teletubbies. My boys are obsessed with it, and I can see why. It's hypnotizing. You should definitely watch it. If you do, watch how twitchy Mr. Man is. Creepy. |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Good luck Tiffany, I hope everything works out for you with the job. A daycare center would be perfect for you. I wish you lived by me, I'd hire you in a second to be my nanny. |
| from bharrison : |
| i have my fingers and my toes crossed for you! |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey! I'm making a 101 about me right now. Unforunately for me, its taken me about 2 days for me to get past 50 LOL but you're right, it is fun! You end up writing down things you haven't thought about in ages! Hope you're day is going well. Love always, Chauna |
| from likeashadow : |
| :) thank youuuuuu!!! |
| from girlygirl83 : |
| Hey~~~~ Thanks for the note, and for adding me to your favorites! I really apperciate it. I just IMed you, but I don't know if you got it or not, my screen on aol name is tahitiantreat00 if you ever want to talk Have a great week! |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey girl! I forgot to thank you for the encouraging words that you left. Also, I'm sorry to hear about that guy. Thats too bad. Love ya! -chauna |
| from aliboomboom : |
| I keep meaning to add you as a favorite. I don't know why I keep forgetting. That's awful about that guy. What a horrible way to go!! |
| from bharrison : |
| i think your fingers are going to fall off from typing that long ass entry! |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| All went well. Thanks for the concern. : ) |
| from supermom3604 : |
| My best friend was 19 when she had her first son, as were most of the people in my "group". I was actually considered "old" when I waited until I was 22, but I caught up quickly by having my second fourteen months later! I think it depends on the person, on the circumstances, and quite a bit on the people you surround yourself with. It is not the way to solve all your problems, though. Yes, having a baby is wonderful, and it may cause all the stupid drama to pale in comparison, but it comes with an entirely new set of difficulties. That being said, I firmly believe that no one is ever *ready* to have a baby because nothing can prepare you for such a huge commitment. How's that for a non-answer? |
| from bharrison : |
| i'd have to agree that 19 is a little too young to *plan* on having a baby, but hey... life happens! |
| from the-used-18 : |
| To all that read this, this is her ex Jonathan. I want to explain some stuff. She treated me really poorly and gave me no reason why she ended it. I have always treated her so special then one day she gets stressed out and doesn't want to be with me. I know that if you are in a relationship and you have alot on your mind you usually 'want' someone to help you with her problems. She told me that she wants to handle her whole life herself and that she doesn't want to share it with anyone. It kinda feels that tiffany lead me along the whole time. I also have another thought. She told me that she has always been the one to break up with someone. It really bugged her alot when i had to end it the first time. I have a feeling that there is some revenge behind all this as well, i'm not sure. What ever the reason is doesn't really matter. I don't have any ill feelings toward tiffany i just hope she doesn't treat her next guy the same way she treated me. No one deserves it. A message to you tiffany, do not worry about me. What we had is not worth me actually hurting myself. I have been through alot harder stuff that this stuff. In a week or so i will have forgotten all about us. This will be my only entry so do not worry about me sending another one. |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey girl. I'm sorry to hear about your breakup with your boyfriend. Its true what you said though, never stay in a relationship that you don't feel secure/happy in. Things will get better for you, I promise. If u want to talk, u know I'm here to listen. love always, chauna |
| from likeashadow : |
| No I don't. I'm not really good at web desing and I just mess around with the codes and hope the layout turns out okay... lissaexplains.com is a good help page if you want to check it, it's meant for kids but it's simple enough for me :) And it's actually pretty easy to do little changes to the codes of the current layout and give it a whole new look :) |
| from for-you-only : |
| I like your layout alot. Hey, I have this awesome review site going at reviews-only.diaryland.com, I don't have anybody in pending right now, so your review would come fast! Go ahead and check it out. Feel free to read my diary, or add me, or any of that other good stuff. :) Also feel free to note me. Notes are fun. And you can leave comments... I like those. !!! Have a nice day from PINK! |
| from bharrison : |
| i'm glad to know that i'm not the only one who sleeps until 11! |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Whoa, you're a genius! Did you put the <p></p> after each of them? I think that's what makes them skip a line. |
| from bledgirlblue : |
| u hve to b a gold member to get them... it's in the gold member resources under help. :) |
| from bharrison : |
| the third time was the charm! yay! i'm really happy for you. still no word on my interview...:( |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Congrats on getting your license! I'm happy for you and good luck finding a job! -chauna |
| from likeashadow : |
| oh thanks :) I'm still working on it but it's starting to look better. And you're right, they are hot ;) |
| from supermom3604 : |
| After where it says %%entry%% in your template, you have to put %%option1%%<p></p>%%option2%%<p></p>%%option3%%<p></p>. But I have to type out the name of the field every time, so if you can figure out how to make the field name stick, let me know! |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| i hope you feel better soon and I'm so glad that they figured out what it is!!! |
| from shattdsoul : |
| Thank you. That means alot to me |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey girl! I really hope you get better. So glad to hear that you got to the ER on time. Just rest plenty and drink plenty of liquids. -chauna |
| from supermom3604 : |
| Wow, it's a good thing you went to the ER when you did. I'm really bad about that. I'm very lucky nothing like that has happened to me...I hope you feel better. Get some rest! You need it! (That must be the mom in me.) |
| from grrl-blog : |
| thanks for the encouragement...i guess i am sort of in denial and it is true that every one of my symptoms could be caused by something else. for example, my back has been an issue for me for about half a year, and learning to do pole tricks is the sort of thing that could fire it up. but really, you're right, if i am i should be seeing a dr. |
| from bharrison : |
| I am so sorry that you didn't pass your driver's test. Hopefully, the third time will be the charm! But I am glad that you got your health problem diagnosed and taken care of. |
| from grrl-blog : |
| hello. thanks for stopping by my diary and whatnot. how tall are you? because 115# is really thin...having been that weight myself at 5'9" and now weighing more around 135/140# i can say that i like my body much better with a little bit of womanliness to it. it took a long time for me to realize that, and i thought a lot like you do when i was 19 (in regards to my ideal weight). just try to remember that for every body type there are people who are attracted to it, and that - really - flesh is sexy. |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey girl! I'm happy to hear that someone is a music junkie like me. I'm like you, if the song/CD has no meaning to it, I usually don't listen to it. But most of my CDS (R&B though they might be) have meaning. And not all are above love that I listen to over and over. You're right about them having messages. Some you can just identify with better than others. Hope you're having a good day! love ya! -chauna |
| from aliboomboom : |
| I just read the story of your miscarriage, I am so sorry that I hadn't read it before. I know that God does have a different path for you and you will gain happiness again. Real, full happiness... |
| from aliboomboom : |
| I didn't mean to offend you. I enjoy reading your diary and I figured that you didn't mean what I thought you meant. I just wanted to clear it up. Nine abortions, huh? That's sick. I don't know what possesses people to do that. I mean you can only make a mistake once, you should learn after that, ya know? And besides nine abortions cost far more than birth control does. I'm sorry if you are upset with me. I just know that a lot of people do indeed group me and other single moms in that same category and I'm pretty defensive. I see what you are saying though. Abortion is the easy way out. I've never met anyone who has had more than three though. It's not a birth control method, it's murder. I agree with you, please don't think that I don't. I just wanted to make sure that we were on the same page. I hope that you understand and I hope that you'll continue to read me. |
| from aliboomboom : |
| I agree with your view on abortion for the most part however being a single mom, I hate to think that you put everyone who gets pregnant before they are married into the "slut" category because I don't agree with that at all. There are just some people who have consequences to their actions and some that do not. I had sex, I got pregnant but I'm not a slut and I hate that people put me into that category. |
| from compclass : |
| Hey doesn't everyone wish on stars? No one is perfect because everyone has different standards in life, so you have to be perfect to yourself! |
| from lostmotion : |
| F THAT!! The hispanic guy who plays the fiddle/violin is hot!! |
| from xgrapefruitx : |
| i saw your bar thingy on the top of the screen. i just thought i'd say i wish on stars too. xxx |
| from supermom3604 : |
| You need to get real help. If your parents don't listen to you, there are people who will. Your story is so much like mine, I feel like I have to help you. I know that things get better because I'm past all that now, but just telling you that doesn't do a thing so I'm not going to. What I will do is beg that you get yourself some actual, professional help. It doesn't get better on its own, I promise. If you need to talk to someone, please email me (link is up on my page) and I'll listen. But don't do this on your own. |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| admiting you have a problem is only step one...step two is seeking help. I am sure there is some sort of support group in your area. Call the public health office and find out about some assitance for mental health. See a therapist. No one here can give you the right answers, no matter how good intentioned we are. a professional CAN....go, do it now. |
| from blakkrayn : |
| Hey sweetie... sorry to hear about your break-up. We've all been there at one time or another and I know it sucks so, so much right now... but in time it will get better and you wont hurt so much. *hugs* If you ever need someone to just talk to, throw a msg my way... Ive been told Im a good listener :) xo |
| from shattdsoul : |
| Hey, ofcourse I don't mind you adding me. I would like to add you too, if that's ok. I hope you are well. *hugs* |
| from cracked-rose : |
| Hey. I found you through a banner. I'm so sorry to hear about your relationship. Everything will get better for you though. Just keep your head up ok? And you WILL pass your driver's written test. It took me 2 tries to pass it :) I hope you don't mind that I added you to my buddy list. Later hon:) |
| from shattdsoul : |
| I found you through your banner. I am sorry to hear about your relationship loss... I want to offer my *hugs* Do you mnd ifI keep reading your diary? |
| from supermom3604 : |
| I found you through your banner and had to tell you...when I was 19, my boyfriend died (not the same thing, I know, but it's still ar relationship that ended suddenly and without my wanting it to) and I thought I would just fold up and collapse from the pain. I was a basket case for about a year, but then I met the man I married and now we have two wonderful babies and life is still not perfect, but it is better. I still cry, I still hurt, it doesn't go away, but there are other things now. You just have to find them. Sometimes, they find you. Hang in there. Good luck on the driving test. |
| from bharrison : |
| i'm so sorry to hear about your relationship ending. i know it's hard and nothing i can sya will make you feel any better. i didn't marry the first person i fell in love with either. please don't give up though. i wish you the best of luck on your driving test tomorrow. i'll keep my fingers crossed and keep you in my prayers as well. |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| I know that feeling well...it has been swelling inside of me for the last few days. Praying for God to take me...as I sleep...or painfully...just for it to be over. this isn't to say I would actively persue death. But then I look at my boy and I remember...I've got everything to live for as long as I have him. BUt it doesn't make the sadness go away. It doesn't stop me from sobbing or keep my insides from hurting every time I breathe...and my heart...I worry that I am killing it. But I keep telling myself that it gets better...and I know it does...it will. It will for you too. |
| from blakkrayn : |
| ... stumbled in from the banner. Very cool layout, so sparkly and pretty, heh. I do know what you mean about waiting and kids, etc. I had my daughter when I was 17. I dont regret it but regret the circumstances. Talk about having to mature quick. Ive been super responsible though and rarely if ever have anyone watch her from her birth til now (shes 9) because I felt that even though maybe friends/familia wanted to help it was no ones place to do it but mine since I got myself in that situation to begin with... cause if your gonna screw and an 'accident' happens you need to be mature and deal is my thought. Alot of gurls arent thinking and think it'd be cute to have a baby. I know if my daughter even thinks about it soon like that I'll be delivering her one hellacious whoopin', heh. Take care. xo |
| from x-punk : |
| very cool diary, I love the layout. Yeah, I've seen she's too young, which is sad. you just let him do whatever? wouldn't that be considered rape, probably not. I'm sorry though.. guys only want one thing usually, which sucks for girls. |
| from likeashadow : |
| thanks, I hope so too :) |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| my first time wasn't much different...other than I knew he and I weren't getting married...we were fooling around and it was over before I even knew what was happening...splendid no? He left as I cried myself to sleep...Once I'd done it it was easier to do again...and again... (this makes him sound horrible...but he really isn't. We are still friends today. But he was 17...and 17 year olds are stupid...especially the male variety) |
| from silverbiker : |
| yea a lot of my friends are in that situation where they have kids now and they thought that it was going to be cool or nice to have kids but now they regret it..its not an easy life i tell ya.. just try to really live life at the best u can! |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| omg...my cousin is like...half the time she can't afford a car or a place to live for her daughter but they 'only wear dkny and tommy' WTF??? Feed your kid...house her...cloth her...it doesn't have to be a fashion show. And besides...I look damn cute in my walmart jeans. lol |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| Tif (can I call you that?), I had some abnormal cell growth a few years ago now...when I was pregnant with my son. It scared the hell out of me because all of a sudden the dr was dropping things like "terminate the pregnancy" and what not...it clearly all worked out okay considering my little man is almost 2 1/2 now...I have yahoo and msn. If you have either of these we can chat and I'll let you know what happened with that. As for not having happiness that lasts...that doesn't sound like stress, that sounds like depression. I am going to guess you are still under your parents medical as you are 19 and still in school...you look into seeing a counselor if it doesn't improve. [hugs] |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| that really is very messed up. If you are seriously concerned try to find another doctor to see sooner. Don't wait. (on another note...thanks so much for your kind note. It meant so much to me) [smooch] |
| from bharrison : |
| congrats on your new car! i'm so jealous! :) |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| I'll keep you in my thoughts about the doctors...good for you on your car. I know how exciting your first REAL taste of freedom is. Enjoy it. The Notebook was great...I didn't read the book but really enjoyed the movie |
| from likeashadow : |
| Well, I wish all the luck to you and I really hope it's nothing too serious. You are really nice person and don't deserve anything awful like that. If you ever need to talk or anything I'm here and I'll try to help if just can :) |
| from likeashadow : |
| Oh thank you :) I'll miss writing and reading your diary too... And I wish all the luck to you, I hope you're alright. And I'm sorry to hear about the work too, that's not right to make you lose your job. |
| from brucegirl : |
| I clicked on your banner. A great first banner :-) Thought I'd say hi. Stop by me some time. |
| from annivate : |
| what color are you dying your hair? |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| He was in the navy when I met him. He got out a few weeks before we were married...he is now a "maintenance technician" at a factory. Keeps the lines up and running. |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| I promise I won't be abandoning my diary anytime soon. I get too much from it!!! I hope you enjoy the read |
| from daze-of-rain : |
| Thank you so much for adding me to your favorites...I am getting set to go out of town but will be looking forward to checking you out when I get home!!! |
| from likeashadow : |
| Thanks and you too :) I hope everything is okay with you. And it's good to have you back! |
| from likeashadow : |
| Have a great vacation!!! |
| from aliboomboom : |
| I'm glad that you enjoy my diary. I find myself a boring rambler but I am glad that others find me interesting. I'll have to catch up on your diary soon!! Oh and thanks for the compliments, I never get tired of people telling me how beautiful Griffin is and truth be told, it's always nice to hear about yourself too. THanks! |
| from bharrison : |
| omg! that is the most terrible and hurtful i have ever heard. i hope you never have to see those assholes again! |
| from likeashadow : |
| I always pack way too much stuff on a holiday. I get spare spare shirts etc. And when ever I go by plane, I'm so worried my luggage will be overweighted, because they have these limits and I don't want to pay any extra. Anyways, so my advice would be to try to take as little as possible as most likely that too will be too much :) |
| from aliboomboom : |
| Email me at [email protected] and I'll give you the username/password. |
| from bharrison : |
| glad to hear that your dr appt went well! |
| from doll-life : |
| i loved reading your diary....i finally found something to read that i can somewhat relate to.... |
| from educ8or : |
| Thank you so much for the sweet note and for keeping us in your prayers. I will do the same with your family. I hope your father continues to get better. |
| from bharrison : |
| i hope your father gets better. ironically, my father had to go hospital yesterday too. |
| from likeashadow : |
| I might just try that, if I find a club that I like. But I'm pretty sceptical when it comes to stores like that... |
| from likeashadow : |
| Yeah, I like The Ataris. And I think I've heard all the songs on the Yellowcard cd and I love it. I would have got it earlier but it's always a big problem to try find cds around here. Because the bands I like aren't famous at all in Finland. But I order cds from online stores :) that's my rescue. |
| from likeashadow : |
| THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH, once again. And you have no idea how much it means me to know that someone reads what I write because in the end that's what I do it for... And I will definately keep your email in my mind :) |
| from groban83 : |
| Hi niceee journal :) |
| from cchrista : |
| no problem they are awesome |
| from bharrison : |
| love the new layout! i really do hope that things get better for you. |
| from bharrison : |
| Try Simply Sleep by Tylenol. It works fast and you sleep the whole night! |
| from likeashadow : |
| Hey thanks for the notes, it was good to come back and see I had got a note from you :) and the thing you wrote about me in your profile, it's so sweet, thank you soooo much :) |
| from zoesmomma : |
| Just a note of concern... I am on anti-depressants, as well. Stopping the meds abruptly can cause all sorts of problems, seizures, and tons more. I know right now it seems like you are okay, and you can do well without them, but I have fooled myself into believing that as well. I am not patronizing you or anything, I just read your diary and was worried... If you want to talk, leave me a note at my diary... |
| from momma-zoe : |
| Hey, thank you so much. I just added you to my faves.. :-) |
| from likeashadow : |
| aww, thank you, you're so nice :) Your note really made my day. |
| from bharrison : |
| shrevenet was me. i was at my parents' house for a few days. sorry to alarm you! |
| from elchelso : |
| Franks. |
| from likeashadow : |
| Oh thank you! And you too :) |
| from fan4 : |
| I love the carebears too. |
| from mommaviews : |
| Your review is done. Thanks for stopping by and be sure to eat your veggies!! |
| from mommaviews : |
| Hi there. You were correct in where to sign. I must have been tweaking a couple of things when you signed. You are the first. Hip Hip Hooray! |
| from eggsaucted : |
| Hi! We just started a review site and we'd like to invite you to have your diary reviewed. If you're interested, please stop by mommaviews.diaryland.com |
| from likeashadow : |
| oh thank you :) you just made my day. You're very pretty too and your cat is cute :) |
| from kris-tee : |
| Tell your cousin it is almost impossible for them to take a child from it's mother. It rarely ever happens unless the mother is abusing the kids or has a drug problem. With Brad being a state trooper I worry sometimes about if we were to get a divorce if he would get the kids, but I mean, really, he would not. They always want the kids to be with the mom. About the yeast infection thing, tell her to tell the guy to chill out, you can give a guy a yeast infection, but that does not mean she got it from someone else, she probably just got it and then accidentaly gave it to him. It's easy to do, I mean, alot of times, you don't even know you have one. |
| from likeashadow : |
| Oh I had the same problem before when I was using a differnt computer. I guess it has something to do with the computer settings, I'm not that good with that stuff... |
| from likeashadow : |
| Thank you again :) I'll try to think that way too, it's just sometimes so frustrating... |
| from alwaysaroura : |
| Life is treating me great. Sometimes I think it's totally unfair. I have so many friends who are going through hard times and then I look at my life and it's all just falling perfectly into place. I guess we never know what the future holds though so I can't assume that my life will always be this way. It's just nice to know that no matter what happens, I'll have Taylor to help me through it. I hope that you had a great weekend, I'm off to mass. |
| from alwaysaroura : |
| Thanks for the note. My life is going so well right now that I always feel as if I am a bore. I am glad that someone is reading it though. Keep reading and I'll be back to read some more of your journal! |
| from likeashadow : |
| thank you :) |
| from kris-tee : |
| Awwww! Thanks! I sure as hell don't feel all that pretty lately!!!! You just made my day! |
| from kris-tee : |
| Oh man!! We already went last night and got verizon phones. But Brad has been with verizon for like two years now and he loves them. |
| from kris-tee : |
| Thanks for the note about my brother. I am praying he comes to his senses. I think the best thing for him though is to be on his own. He's a spoiled bratt. |
| from bipolarbia : |
| Thanks a bunch for signing my notes;) So far what I have liked what I have read. I look forward to reading more. -Becca |
| from kris-tee : |
| a good way to get people to read your diary is to join diary rings and also, leave people notes, that's how I got most of mine! |
| from likeashadow : |
| thanks for adding me to your favorites, I added you too :) |
| from likeashadow : |
| Hi, I just happened to find your diary and I really liked what I read so far :) and I love the layout too :) |
| from bharrison : |
| love the new layout! |
| from kris-tee : |
| Yes, you should be pissed, birthdays are a big deal, no matter what, he sould have taken a minute to call you. |
| from kris-tee : |
| I think you should start taking it again. I plan to take something when the baby comes out of me for depresssion and anxiety. Mine is not really severe like my mom's and my brother's but it's bad enough where I could use something in that area. You really should not just stop taking it young lady!! (haha, I sound like a mom!) I am glad you are in a happy mood!!! |
| from bharrison : |
| happy birthday. enjoy your gold membership. i think you have a lot of potential to be a good writer. congrats on your class, too! |
| from confused1985 : |
| Thanks for the note, I wish I could do what you told me, but its not that easy. Theres more to the story than I care to explain. Reading your diary you seem to have a great life and a great head on your shoulders I wish I could be as happy as you and Jonathan. |
| from kris-tee : |
| NO, I would totally be pissed too! |
| from kris-tee : |
| You are talking to the queen of being treated like shit. I was with this one guy from age 15-21 he treated me like shit, then I was with this other guy for a year and he treated me like shit, so then I got this really bitchy attitude with all guys and pretty much played about six guys at one time, in the middle of all this I met Brad and I could not do anything to hurt him. But, I STILL feel like he is going to treat me bad. Ok, for instance, my niece�s b-day party this past weekend: I did not want to go because his ex-gf was going to be there, well, at first, I just kept making comments, but I did not really come right out and say I did not want to go, I honestly thought he was going to be like, Well, look I am going, so if you go, that�s fine, it you don�t that�s fine. For some reason, I kept thinking this is how he was going to be. Even though that is so not his personality. Finally, when we talked about it, he was like, look if you don�t feel comfortable going we won�t go, just him saying that, made me MORE comfortable with going. The fact that he would NOT go for me made me feel 100 times better. And Brad would NEVER be like, Oh well, I�m going regardless, but because of how I was treated in the past, I feel like he will act like that. Sometimes, I get really like, weird, like I can�t show him how much I love him because I am scared he will take advantage of me so I act distant. And here we are married with a child on the way! Another thing that blows my mind is the two guys that treated me bad, are NOTHING compared to Brad. Brad is so much better looking then both of them and he treats me better then both of them. He is also just a better person in general. I really got lucky when I found him! Lucky for me he understands my mood swings and how I get sometimes. I just have to remind myself sometimes, he married me, he loves me, he�s having a baby with me! I don�t really have any advice, but I can relate to your situation! |
| from kris-tee : |
| I hate to sound like such a snob. I have had bad luck with walmart clothes. I did do target though! |
| from kris-tee : |
| For baby names, if it's a boy, Blake or Noah. A girl, we like Ashley, Kayla and Kaylee. Which ones do you like best??? |
| from kris-tee : |
| Hey! Well, I, ops, I mean WE... haha, I always say, I all the time! We are waiting to find out what the baby's sex is, we find out either the end of March or begining of April, we want to know SO bad. I am thinking if it is a girl, I'm going to do pink and frilly white stuff, a boy probably noah's ark stuff. Or, I have always liked Classic peter rabbit. |
| from killingyou : |
| hello. i just wanted to say thanks for adding me to your favourites. oh and donnie darko is a cool movie. |
| from kris-tee : |
| Thanks for the note! I know, I don't know WHY I let this girl get to me. It is stupid, everything you said was right. No matter how much I say to myself, He loves you, he married you not her, he's having a baby with you, I still can not get over it! |
| from bharrison : |
| i used to live in ef. i found your diary through a search. i really hope your life starts getting better soon for you. *hugs* |
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