A Time For Us ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- lost It's odd the way I feel. I feel numb inside, and I have all these tears that want to fall, but, never do. I feel emotions well up in my chest, as though pushing so hard that it all might burst through my chest in a violent explosion. I don't know what to do when I get this way. I don't know what to say, when I feel like this. I'm feeling empty inside, as if, there's something missing there. Something I used to have, but now, no longer do. I really haven't the means to explain why these moments of emptiness happen. They just do. My spirits are low, and all I want to do at that time, is lay down and cry myself into a dreamless sleep. Is it because I'm unhappy with my life, because, I know it's hard, and difficult...but I don't hate my life. Why do I tear at my brain as questions like these, and thoughts such as these? To keep searching for answers to questions that are morely rhetoric is simply silly...wasting my precious time searching for something that I may never find the answers to. Searching for things that will only keep me back, rather than helping me move forward in my life. I can't help it. I can't help thinking. I can't help wondering. Who do I talk to when I'm feeling like this? Would anyone understand? Would anyone truly, and I mean truly, understand. ~*~ Lost within the torrent of wave~*~ @}- LadyTesa -(@ 3:43 a.m. - 2003-01-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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