mynameiscat's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- DrEaMs RoCk My WoRLD ah, the perfect dream. i haven't had many of those lately, but this morning i wish i would come true. i'm not going to describe the whole dream, just little details. it had to do with high school, the military and boy meets world. LoL i was in the military and had moved up really high in rank and the principle at the high school (who i guess was in the military too) asked me to step down from my rank. yes, that was very upsetting and i flew (yeah i had this little flying seat thing, it was great) over to this teacher i knew would console me and started to tell him about my problem. he was just a friend, but i burried my head into his chest and just cried and he rubbed my back and my hair and lifted my head to wipe my tears away. he was just so amazing in the way he cared and was caring for me, and after he was done consoling me and i was a bit calmer he kissed me. just a little, sweet, romantic kiss that could make everything else just drift away. it was amazing, and it was just a simple kiss from an unsuspecting friend. other weird things in the dream: 'christmas land', watching my sister try out for football in the most rediculous way possible, the high school kids acted more elementry children, i still had no friends, my mom was everywhere and everyone was trying to bring me down, tom and jerry were there, some weird cartoon channel like cartoon network but it cost $79.99 a month just for that channal. the weird things didn't turn out to be bad though, the end, when i had someone to turn to made it all okay. nothing mattered anymore. *sigh* maybe i'll just always have the guy in my head, he must be perfect, he's in my head! LoL anyway, despite all of my nerves about last nights store, it went very well. most of my crew was ontime, very accurate, very obidient. except joy. she had to do her own thing. damn her. and i can't get away from her either, she will be on the cruise with me next week. she isn't actually going with me, but somehow we both ended up on the same ship, the same week. pooh. it won't be so bad, i hope not anyway, but i just really wanted to escape all aspects of work for the week, now i've got two reminders all week. bah! alright well, i'll go. bye bye now! Is Just try your best, try everything you can. 10:44 a.m. - 2003-10-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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