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I am not sure if you still get notes or anything from here, but I guess I am just visiting my old friends "grave stones" on my profile and saying hello, and that I remember you. I may add new living friends here but your grave stone and many others will be here as long as I am.

from moodswing :

i too am behind the times. i've had this feist cd sitting on my computer untouched for a few weeks now and i think now i will have to open it up

from time2 :

I found myself reading you again, it's good to see you are all doing well. especially the little one.

from moodswing :

i got your envelope the other day and i wanted to say thank you but i have not been able to do anything but write this book.. but today i hit my mark, the first time and it's good, it's really good... especially because i gave up at the beginning of the week and when i finally checked the mail, there you were, scribbly lines and scribbly words and i decided not to quit after all, so thank you and what i read, here just now, about mothers and daughters, is the best thing i could have read after writing 19000 words in two days, and it will help me keep writing past 50000 words and until this book is finished :)

from moodswing :

i ask because i am also an unlikely capricorn.. but i've been seeing more and more of its influence upon me.. even though i still don't feel that straightforward business manner applies to me.. i could definetly use a personal assistant myself.. i may just send you a pony, i have a few to spare.. i don't think i know any january thirds.. i'm an eighteenth, my self. we are special, you know.. and we have a great year coming up. a fantastic year of fantastic proportions. in conclusion, if there is going to be name-calling, then it damn well better be classy, and i think calling someone 'a wreck of man' is pretty damn classy. hehe.

from x-centricity :

There's no Martha Stewart????? *pout*

from moodswing :

hm. i love you. or at least, i love the delight of finding someone new--or being found by someone new--who is still active around diaryland.. most of the people in my 'buddy list' are quiet and the few that are not are locked. anyway. terrific. when is your birthday?

from pirategirl :

Hey, thanks for stopping by and thanks for what you said. I seem to only write when I'm sad nowadays. And I'm usually pretty happy, so I end up having this infrequently updated sad journal thing. I've come to discover that being jobless gives you lots of time to think about what you've done wrong and things you can't change. I was good at that before I had plenty of time. But thank you. What you said made me feel better.

from miedema2002 :

*thumbs* up to your current entry! We totally need to love ourselves first and foremost! Go you! :D

from and-darling :

Well, I'll heed your advice, but I do see my relationship with Raven much different then yours may have been. I'm not one who's easily influenced sexually, and so you don't need to be concerned about my little girl whims getting a hold of me. We all start out from somewhere before we become fully aware of womanhood and sex and as experienced as you are. For myself, I may not fully understand everything it is, but I don't "give it away"; in other words, I'm not one of those girls. My interests and curiousities dealing with older folk and their sexuality has nothing to do with sexuall exploration involving them and myself, but my understanding of a person's psych through elements of aging and life. No one is going to control me, and I don't need to have been around to know that. Thanks for the reply. :)

from i-am-jack :

I can not express, at least not in a redundant way, how much I have been enjoying your entries lately.

from i-am-jack :

"it is always nice to have a kindred spirit - i'll paint if you write -" You say the most beautiful things to me.

from and-darling :

And I find the idea of lechery somewhat fascinating... Especially from intelligent folk. Call that strange, I'd think the same in most manners, but he's not in the least bad. Just obsessed with beautiful women. What man isn't who escapes the throws of homosexuality?

from and-darling :

I recently just started to tag things. A lot of people see it as pointless, but my encounter with innter street and homeless kids has given me a different sight on tagging.

from and-darling :

Ah yes, philosophy and soda. My philosophy proff had a vendetta against Coke Cola, and would convince his students to also be against it-- which resulted in the vandalizing of coke machines. Some even think he did it himself. Haha.

from i-am-jack :

I have been wondering what would happen if I stepped off too. I guess my problem is that all I see is a never ending conveyor belt. I do not have the intelligence, luck, money or courage to just jump off. I have really been relating to your entries lately. I not so secretly dream of my version of a perfect life, and it clashes painfully against reality.

from i-am-jack :

Yes, long time no cyber see. I have been pulling my invisible act again. There might not have been any evidence that I was around, but I have been reading all this time. I know the feeling of loathing my job and then feeling guilty (as well as trapped, it doesn't get any better than this) about it. But when it comes to work, I lack work ethic, the way a serial killer lacks a conscience. Any job, no matter how "cushy" or how well it pays, is a shit job if it makes you miserable and keeps you from doing what you really want to and should be doing with your life. So do not feel too bad, or guilty even if there are worse things happening in the world. That should not take away any more of your human nature, and humanity than some job has already taken. I have always had a problem with work, I am your classic disgruntled employee. I just have not killed anyone, lol. The irony is, this feeling has escalated higher than it ever has been in my life, and I am not really working that much, just very hard, (and being underpaid) during the hours I put in. You should be painting, I should be writing. We should be living life.

from i-am-jack :

"why am i still here -oh that's right, the bills..." Wow you do not know how much I related to that. I almost laughed out loud, from the sheer irony, though the sentiment is hardly funny.

from snow666white :

Hey :) I have locked up my diary if you are still interested please send me a note with your email address and i will mail you my password. Or if you wouldn't mind emailing me [email protected] and i will reply with the details. Thank you, I hope you are well...

from chaosorder :

Always great to hear from you. I hear your own passion, and it's good to hear that.

from aeka :

Hi there--I locked my diary (yet again)...if you'd like a password, please e-mail me at [email protected]. Thanks!

from x-plicity :

Happy V-day! *heart* X

from x-plicity :

Missing you.

from mixedup :

Hope you're doing ok and having a good new year.

from time2 :

I'm no longer a student at the U, I had this teacher during his first semester at the U. Don't worry, I don't know you, I found your diary searching by location, but if you don't mind I would like to continue reading.

from time2 :

Oh yeah, I'm assuming that some of your entries are your artwork and they are beautiful.

from time2 :

wa? hu? erm...how come you deleted your last entry? I hope it wasn't my comment, I was just a little suprised to see that name on D-land. He was once my teacher.

from x-plicity :

Beautiful!!

from x-plicity :

Follow your heart. You're mind will always have it's opportunities, the heart has so few. *hugs*