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Yo Kiri, you should come out to That Empty Space in Mac Hall on Thursday at or around 7:00pm. Ivanish and I are involved in "The Constipation Cabaret: A Poosical To End All Prudity". It will be a glorious mess of flippant fart jokes etc. Also, The Den is serving ludicrously cheap jugs of ale that night and the plan is to get super latively blitzed after the show. Spy you there!

from flopmaster :

Awww Kiri, your flowing contributions are dazzling fractured word mosaics! Don't let your inner editor get the muzzle on.

from flopmaster :

Thanks Kiri! I'll do my all to keep it up, and double the effort for your encouragements. I hope you're well and feeding your spark, it truly deserves it. Allow me some quid pro quo: keep writing, please!

from unhaired :

http://www.alessonislearned.com/index.php?comic=9

from unhaired :

whoa-oh-oh don't let go girl, whoa-oh-oh, don't let go boy! scene!

from elbento :

someday, you will make me a bun-gee cord.

from unhaired :

<a href="URLLLL!L!!!!"> This is a link! </a> no space.

from unhaired :

SCHREEEEEEEE

from unhaired :

that's funny. when ali and i were in inglewood i went where i last saw the acoustic bass i fell in love with. it was gone. i hoped in my head it had gone to the society, but alas... anyway, one day it shall be the collective's.

from unhaired :

http://www.caduceus.org/index.html OH YES!

from unhaired :

NO.

from flopmaster :

Will 4:00 Monday at Central Blends work for you?

from unhaired :

...if you bought in, i'm being sold on the shelves. *frowns at you*

from xrandux :

Gaul.

from unhaired :

i took my mom to the prom

from angstabounds :

Ah, Kiri! How can I keep forgetting? I have some and it's yours already, bought and paid! I MUST remember to bring it to you... then again I must remember where I put it... hmmm... this may be a dangerous thing to suddenly realize. Well, at any rate I owe it to you. So, I'll be moving up in... 2 weeks? 3? Not sure, but I will get what's yours to you! Forgive my late/forgetful-ness!

from spinnysedna :

haha yeah man, totally 3 frames outa view... we're getting at something though.. Like we've (as far as this "we" extends!) got a candle in the labyrinth while others may only have illuminated wrist watches.

from flopmaster :

I believe in God, I just spell it Nature. - Frank Lloyd Wright... shit, I considered myself entirely aspiritual until I read that quote. We are just a part of the Earth; the part that can talk about it all.

from star-critics :

Just trying to spread our *new review site* around. Interested? If not, that's okay too... Hope to hear from you... Love, Star - Critics

from flopmaster :

oh Kiri, I feel so priviliged to know you!

from flopmaster :

Hey-o kiridoll, I was wonderin' if I could snag back that massive tome I shoved your way? Time and place up to you! bye-oh

from elbento :

bunny = stolen

from elbento :

if for whatever reason lindsay doesn't work out for you.. give me a ring-ding-ding... i might be awake.

from angstabounds :

Tomorrow would be no problem! Give me a call in the morning (10-10:30?) and it shouldn't be any trouble at all!

from flopmaster :

Real Harmonium vibes. Call: "here I am, here I am, Here I am" Response: "So glad you are, so glad you are, so glad you are".

from angstabounds :

When my rocks hit your window we will dance in the night and sing the songs of our destruction!

from flopmaster :

Am I right in thinking that this day of 27th March 2005 is the 1 year anniversary of our pilgrimage to heaven? Happy God Eating Day!

from xrandux :

I was a conservative each time Bladek changed his quiz.

from elbento :

should we establish tea-retrieval at some point and, perhaps, discuss such goings-on as film development? [my surfaces are far too nerdy of fashion it seems, based simply on my composure.... such is life]

from elbento :

an exchange is in order. perhaps simply verbally. i appreciate your advice, and if you had papers i may be interested in them. do you know anything about this project thus far?

from unhaired :

if wishes were fishes you'd be a shark.

from flopmaster :

http://www.deathonline.net/decomposition/movies/windows_media/timelapse.wmv

from flopmaster :

Owenfucius say: you understand those springs too well, a blessing and a curse!

from flopmaster :

Glad to hear it! I will be able to agree with you in no more than a day! Luis Bunuel is one of my favorite directors. If intrigued by his brand of weirdness I recommend "The Exterminating Angel" and "The Forgotten Ones"(in which there's a great scene where a leperous beggar feels a little girl up).

from unhaired :

WHY SHOULDN'T I?! tell me when and i shall indeed kill you.

from unhaired :

THISIS MYRY ASFFITTNT@ hi!

from elbento :

3rd consecutive message from mr. ivan: i now have the shirt in my possession. i now need something new to pester you about so as to assure myself that you are indeed alive and capable of thought. well, either/or, really.

from elbento :

it's not that you aren't interesting... i am simply afraid of you... as though i'm never quite sure what to do/make/say/think (excuse the pun) when it comes to you. that is, oddly enough, very interesting.

from elbento :

I would have surely come to attain my shirt, save me not finding your message until 5:50pm... and being wonderfully sick (coming down with a cold, took dex, smoked pot, and did a bunch of caffeine, and then made art for.. like... 14 hours straight)

from flopmaster :

Moses Moricle receives your stone tablets atop his mount in the middle of the confirmation nation. See yarg then!

from flopmaster :

Kiri, I propose a trade: that copy of Tank Girl of mine that is residing somewhere in your cave, for something that I am sure you will appreciate to the fullest degree possible. Tell me when and where would be optimum to settle this ransom demand. - Owen

from whenyouare :

Please come find me.

from unhaired :

I PWNED YOUR COMMENT FOR MY DIARY!

from elbento :

you've got smile? for miles and miles? so much smile that it's wasted?

from flopmaster :

regrets? I've got a bundle!

from manacrystal :

yeah, no more shows at carpenter's, period. so probably any shows scheduled are being relocated or cancelled.

from flopmaster :

There sure was some hubbub on calgarypunk.com about this! I shall try to sift through the bullshit and relay the relevant bits: Things do not look good. Apparently a show that was supposed to be held there on the 23rd has relocated; whether by need or through anticipation I do not know. The hall is no longer allowed to host all ages events of any kind. I do not know if this is immediately effective but it seems probable. What a pain in respective jubblies!

from pookizegreat :

I wish I had the house alone to myself ...

from pennyjane :

FUCK! I WAS GONNA SAY BLACKULA.

from whenyouare :

Blackula. Obviously.

from flopmaster :

There is one called "Cronos", it is a mexican film I believe. It has been highly recommended to me a few times, but I have not seen it! Just passing on info I guess... Ohh! One I remember enjoying quite a bit is called "Near Dark", motorcycle vampire gang!

from unhaired :

HOW long ARE you STAYING there?

from unhaired :

........yes

from flopmaster :

I think there was a universal case of brain-floppage yesterday. Or at least, I too was out of sorts.

from flopmaster :

SKKKRRRAAAANG did you perhaps bang on the window or send psychic alert bells at the time? I had this very vague nagging feeling that my attention was trying to be wrangled(or maybe I just HOPED it would be wrangled).

from whenyouare :

please contact this: [email protected]

from whenyouare :

You know how it is TOO WELL, is the problem.

from whenyouare :

REGRET!

from whenyouare :

I'm lonely but I'm scared to come back to people. You should get my phone number and force me. You know how it is.

from corroding :

actually... no. the parents locked me inside too. we shall shake our fists in communal anger together!

from whenyouare :

eeeek!

from manacrystal :

i am back with a spicy vengeance.

from flopmaster :

KILLERS

from corroding :

drunken revelry is only good until you wake up in a pool of your own vomit and have to launder your entire bed and carpet and hooray.

from whenyouare :

(hello. i'm getting restless and i'll come out of my cave soon. i'll see you sometime not to far off, i think, if all goes well.)

from whenyouare :

I'm going into hiding. I'll get a hold of you when I come back out, though.

from flopmaster :

What is going on!? Also, any further movement on this tenting plan?

from whenyouare :

Truly a Tragic State of Affairs, This Is!

from whenyouare :

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Sometimes I'm so shy I can't do anything but shrink back and bite my knuckles. I hope, at least, you take my previous inability even to greet you as a compliment instead of ... whatever else you could take it as.

from flopmaster :

(soon!)

from flopmaster :

Ah yes, to you I think this recording might be most advantages(the sentences I think in are even twistier!). It shall be gotten to you some time!

from elbento :

thank you, trulie. err.. wait.. did i just say that? the whole screen looks like glossy printer paper. you have christmas in may.

from corroding :

and your book-of-the-day is... The Reconstruction. [Claudia Casper] or The Abarat [Clive Barker. Well... Abarat only if you like slightly morbidish children's fantasy.]

from corroding :

life flavoured rice! if life had a flavour...

from whenyouare :

Where and when will you find this book in your hands?

from whenyouare :

Okay. Give me a couple more hints as to what you like.

from whenyouare :

Just leave the name of a book in here, and force you to steal it from the library or, even worse, buy it yourself? Hell, I'll lend/give you a book.

from pennyjane :

but some day you'll come to my school right? tomorrow i'm coming to yours,...and i will be in the usual place.

from hedoniste :

Horrendously distorted guitar/bass/singing/whatever disfigured sounds that can be concocted. This would be good if you would join in on the horror making! I'm intrigued by the status of those pictures from the fungus fest!(?)

from elbento :

I RUINED THINGS OFR YORURD *DANCESSSZX* tikmed to piur out of the dkitchen underneightrh the kass a roll

from unhaired :

you know, sometimes i really have no idea what to say to you. [that was off-topic. wait. there was no topic. nevermind.] i'ma go fuck off now. toodles. *yawns and waves*

from tritius :

! !

from elbento :

and sometimes, we don't talk. and yet, sometimes (within that sometimes) quite a bit of information makes its way from one mind to another... if there is such a seperation possible. (3 organisms... and species... so, by my books, yes). for the record, i could drugs/blood/death/steve earl to be "entertainment" and suicide/emotions/conflicts to be "us".. for example.

from elbento :

we talk about entertainment and other people. the end.

from pookizegreat :

*snicker* yes. still in a relative state of sickness. shall make note to cough on elspeth, who is watching as i type. she left me a cool scented candle. so perhaps no coughing. a little sneeze? i got the party monster soundtrack from the library!111!! amused.

from elbento :

i always thought my philtrum smelled somewhat like milk, except.. moreso.. that was, until i stopped being able to smell

from hedoniste :

I just realised I bunged that one up! I should have said something mysterious and enigmatic. Ah well, next time perhaps.

from hedoniste :

That note not too far down sent by me was in respone to yours that went "zzzzzzzz...ah ha!" as I thought you were talking about my recent discovery of how awesome the Smashing Pumpkins are. This is the 4th draft of this and definitely the least long winded. It was a pleasure seeing you yesterday, Kiri!

from elbento :

i am ivan. just a scratch on your (reverse entropy) shattering windowpain. i do not hate, let alone hate you. i bait. i hunt and sting and devour. in packs. care to leave (reverse entropy). i really don't understand ...... ...... ......

from hedoniste :

You know, it was exactly like that.

from dismissme :

lights out. get better, you, or i'll.. go.. "rrrrrrr!" don't make me do it. you KNOW what cataclysmic percussions going "rrrrrr!" ...makes. oops. brain died again, commtech is fucking boring when you;re not in the roomdark. meow. meow meow meow. i want to purr at you. *purr* ok, i mispelled that as puss initially. i am.. UUUUHGGHGGDFGfgd art class was heeeeeelllllliiiiissshhh. yeah. i have an urge to listen to evanescance. i haven't heard them. i want to burn something. like your mom. DIE KIRI'S MOM. bye.

from unhaired :

it's creepy, those fucking babies.

from pennyjane :

did you know that if you cross your "O's" on a math test they take away TONS of marks?

from unhaired :

....who knows? are you?

from pookizegreat :

I had a dream where I was 19 and stalking Johnny Depp, and then we made a movie out of it. It was great.

from dismissme :

I GET IT!

from dismissme :

...your mom?

from dismissme :

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH [that was screaming, by the way]

from dismissme :

i was wondering if... if. you know. you SHOULD know.

from unhaired :

do you ever listen to avalanche anymore?

from corroding :

no, and thanks i think. [no being sorry, unless you want me to i send my gnomes with pointy sticks after you]

from pookizegreat :

My Mum wants me to go on pills. *nods* Silly woman. Luckily as I am no danger to myself or to others I'm relatively sure it's illegal to involuntarily commit me.

from pookizegreat :

I wasn't at school because if I had gone it would have encouraged the mood which made me stab magazines. *nods* Mum let me have a break. Heh. Plus I had work to do here. So yeah. Shall be there tomorrow, though, in a much finer state of mental health. Thinking of informing Ms Bailey of my mental "health" so she knows "what reason" I "could have for being absent so often that suffices". Mwahaha.

from elbento :

it is 12:30am on a saturday morning and i just read your note. I am not sure if you will get this by morning, but that is not amazingly important. I am completely free saturday, and can do whatever would suit you best. If your party would be odd and you need something to prod so as to entertain yourself, i would be happy to provide a meatbag ripe for many a crowd, dig, drive, elbow, goose, jab, jog, nudge, press, prick, propel, provoke, punch, push, or shove. It would probably also work best for my mothra if i could spend an evening at your humble abode, though that is most certainly not necessary (it would simply aid her rushed exit from the city sunday morning). do phone me obscenely early and we shall lay some more concrete amongst the rubble.

from pookizegreat :

Doing things alone is fun. Less bothersome talk at movies, and such. When I saw RotK with Mum and she kept going for cigarettes the entire time, and I liked the movie better than when I go with Elspeth and we spend the time making witty little whispered commentary in my ear. So good on you. Besides, when you don't have people around to convince you you're real hallucinations are much more interesting.

from elbento :

i had something. i went to all the trouble of getting the keys to unlock my mind from the three wisemen, unlocking said mind, and stowing away the small glowing blue flame of an idea to leave in your cathode-ray-tube.... and then, before i could light a small fire here with that idea, it went out. fucking wind blowing dry topsoil over all my best memories. i remember my grade 4 teacher telling us about the mightiest idealistic conflicts our grade 4 minds could comprehend. "till deep so as to plant our seeds in the moisture rich soil" VS "till shallow so as to expose as little of the wet soil to the open air as possible, preserving what meager moisture there is to last as long as possible". I always sided with those who intended to act with the future in mind. I still do.

from pookizegreat :

In reply ... My girlfriend's parents said she was "too depressed" to come visit with us in the summer. Nevermind the fact that that was more or less the only thing keeping her happy. So she was suicidal for a while, but ended up coming on and all ... not being suicidal. Yes. We made a petition, though, for people to sign if they think she should be able to come and such. You should sign. http://www.livejournal.com/users/pookizegreat/176958.html?mode=reply And yes. Get AIM, woman. Bye now.

from elbento :

there is no more where that came from totally took bait hook line sinker

from dismissme :

you twitch in funny ways

from elbento :

k.. re-took.. trying different mixtures of answers that still held true (eg: Office party... NETWORK-ness is spiffy fun, but people ALWAYS stare at me anyways. i duno.. maybe i'm just that hot... *cough*cough*cough* fall over go boom got betwen 50-60% on average

from elbento :

fuck. how did you get 53%? do you even own any kronos CDs? Brian Eno? !!!! maybe i need to retake the test and.. think more and pick the funny ones less.

from elbento :

fuck. i'm in english first, art second, comtech third, and math 31 fourth. fuck. sound = turned off.

from dismissme :

what class are you in second period? i know you're in hum first, art third, commtech last... ...just idle curiosity. i am on a laptop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [heart]

from dismissme :

how now baby? thank you.

from elbento :

kill her, jess.

from whenyouare :

Wake-ups and I have had some interesting nights, indeed.

from dismissme :

fuck you, my friend [you know, friendly fuck-ness] you're not sleeping today, you're fucking coming to opeth, which means i am coming to your house after exams, so you'd BETTER BE THERE THIS TIME! DON'T WASTE MY TIME WALKING! *grins* no, no, you know i love it, but if you bail on me i will take my copy of echo and shove it in your face. meaning down your throat, because that's what the fuck i'm on, too, right now, and i gots me a mean and direction and YOU'RE COMING WITH, i fucking mean it. if only for a short while. now... wake. up.

from whenyouare :

Why don't you sleep? Am curious, not accusing.

from elbento :

our falling bombs are our shooting stars [sic].

from elbento :

i would not mind right now. that may change and change back. just zeros and ones. two square turning machine. *sound of head hitting keeeeeeys*

from dismissme :

you speaken ze englais?

from dismissme :

fuck you, i can feel bad if i want to.

from dismissme :

getcher hand soffa muh woman mother fucke-e-e-e-e-e-er

from whenyouare :

Strange and wonderful anonymous mysterious mail has been sent to people who all seem to have the connection of Owen's diary and leaving an address in his notes. I hope you get one.

from dismissme :

keeeeeeeeeerrreeeeeeeeeeee

from whenyouare :

Have you gotten a strange postcard from North Bay, CA recently?

from elbento :

lonely broken chords can sing a little. lonely as the sound of lying on the ground of an airplane going down

from elbento :

YES!!!!!! why?

from dismissme :

and they love you kiri. kiri kir kir that is your name given unto you but a stupid person but still becoming un til it warp and miake it yours

from whenyouare :

...hello.

from hedoniste :

Good to see you at the movie earlier!

from jr-kinsley :

hey... well I was just reading through some of your entries and I must say... they were quite sad to say the least. So my dear... whatz gotcha down? It's probably none of my business... actually, I know it's none of my business. But I am just sorta curious. Anyways, let me know if ya care to. And by the way... You write beautifully. Later

from heartshaped :

it's been a long time.

from elbento :

this is 3 seconds after t3 dreaming dear. it is now my duty to completely drain you. 33 entries? father/son/holy ghost beg to differ. i do not say the right thing for the ocasion. i just say the same thing at the exact same time. i create the need for a god's answers.

from pennyjane :

I'm glad you liked them, that is sorta how i was at tegan and sara'. (straight faced emoticon) 'cause there sure are some hilarious tegan and sara fans.

from dismissme :

*grins a bit*

from dismissme :

OO WHOAAAA. *giggles a bit at something she's not allowed to tell you*

from pennyjane :

that is why i didn't go. the people there would have made me want to puke in their hair. but yeah metric are the shit, if i could move like her i would be a total babe.

from dismissme :

did i write that? *sigh* hi. i am in school.

from dismissme :

I wish I was crying blood. I don't think I can do it anymore, Kiri.

from elbento :

The shit hasn't even begun to hit the fan.

from elbento :

i'm reminding you to read something i wrote again are YOU on the brink i'll talk to you in neverland

from hedoniste :

Ther is no comfort in the covens of the WITCH! Some very clever doctor went and sterilised the BITCH! And the only Man of energy, yes the revolutions Pride...... He trained a hundred women just to kill an unborn CHILD! There are no letters in the mailbox....

from elbento :

certainly, there are plenty of things to be left to wonder about... it would be ludicrous to explain EVERYTHING. That would completely defeat the purpose. I suppose i'll have to take a swing a parenting before I start making sweeping judgments about its process. The important point i'm trying to make is education should take the place of ignorance, especially early on when the kid's mind is at its best. There are some friend's of my mom who had kids, raised them totally independant of commercialism (as close to as possible... Home school, no (or little) TV, living out in the country on a farm) and.. fuck.. the kids are brilliant. Wonderful people to know.. But, are they happy? Thats something I don't know, and will have to wait till I get to "that" point in my life before i find out what works/doesn't. Just.. shooting off ideas. Sparking some conversation. Feel free to tell me I'm completely wrong, but do tell me what you would do instead ;)

from pennyjane :

sounds beautiful, and if it continues beautiful, drugs and suicide won't seem like such an escape, because the power of living and learning and understanding will just be too death-defying.

from elbento :

spiffy... you found me. Good job. You're a winner. WINNER. Fuck.. i need a life.

from hedoniste :

That's strange, because I first heard that song in Germany and I just remembered it the other day and have been obsessing over it.

from theatomsk :

it seems as though there are to many "normal" people around. in fact there are so many that its disturbing.

from manacrystal :

I have seen those pictures!

from hedoniste :

I've just seen a photograph that has your sister looking akward in my dining room behins a Derek Obrien. Quite a surprise!

from dismissme :

one of our angelfish died the other day

from pennyjane :

i can totally shove my entire fist into my mouth, but it's probably because my hand is so small.

from dismissme :

*applaud*

from dismissme :

*looks down* hear, hear.

from pennyjane :

you're not a blank, your a goddam book.

from pennyjane :

the opposite, being, self learning, finding that fucking place in the world. moan.

from pennyjane :

and the clock? laura?

from pennyjane :

and the fever?

from pentup-angr :

i wonder if i can stop thinking because it makes me think even more and it makes me confused and painfull. this is relative to you because? because i like you and i dont know what to say.

from dismissme :

i get a mini cheesecake to take to school tomorrow if jeffery doesn't eat it tonight. i like the snow. hello, i am a cook, not a chef.

from dismissme :

...FRAKENCROTCH! RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN. to the hills run for your liiiife. I want to talk to you. But yeah. I always want to talk when I don't have anything to really say, I just twitch my hands an-exhale sharply. Er... Well. Sorry 'bout that. I have no idea what's going on, and everything smells like the Saddledome last night, and... whatnot. ....i am leaving you with an ascii heart. <3

from pennyjane :

i deffinetly miss those days

from pennyjane :

to sheila is my favorite! it was written on my red back pack, and you had zero on yours...

from dismissme :

hell of a ride.. *chuckles*

from manacrystal :

eat some echinacea. then relax in a yoga position and meditate on punching frankie muniz in his stupid little face. oh yeah, take that fucker out. http://www.celebritykidz.com/FrankieMuniz/gallery/promo_shoot07.jpg

from dismissme :

well. now it seems quite frivolous. *flutters off*

from manacrystal :

beautiful. it's always been there. you've unearthed beauty somewhere and it's a bittersweet immersion in running from forever into nothing. but there you go, you found it, something, is it ever the _____ you wanted? now you can drown in a different ocean on the same old dying planet when the sun burns out when the meteor hits when the bombs go off when the ozone is gone when you slit your wrists with the tv playing reality shows like it will still be doing on repeat after we're all dead and buried. your eyes have always seen ugly, everything everywhere ugly, beneath plastic flowers, but it never really mattered. cloud those eyes, opiate, the verb thereof, put on a smile and...

from godisalie :

where the fuck did all the entries go?

from dismissme :

unapproachable.

from dismissme :

...well, right now. it is 2 thirrtee and i am here! fucking hell! batman. cockman?! DAMMIT FRENZEE MAKE ME HYPER!

from pennyjane :

i sung it for you, horribly, but i sung it.

from dismissme :

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHholyfuckinghelliloveyou!butnotromanticallythatsuseless!

from manacrystal :

points aside, you're too nice, nice girl!

from dismissme :

oh. well then. i missed it. shucks.

from dismissme :

yeah, Wildest Dreams, seen it. Heard it on CJSW (of course, not suckness) the end.

from pennyjane :

= insane.

from pennyjane :

dexedrine?

from manacrystal :

hugs.

from heartshaped :

love.

from manacrystal :

eeep. how visceral.

from pennyjane :

beauty can only be understood if you reflect it from you.

from dismissme :

...yes,

from pennyjane :

fortunately/unfortunatley, i can't.

from pennyjane :

i wish i could say the same for the one in this chair. you've got every button to push to say to be. you.

from hedoniste :

Ar har, I was up in Edinburgh for a few days last week; got asked by a lot of smack-heads if I could spare #6! It seems like a weird number to ask for, but it happened three times. I really like Scotland.

from dismissme :

HI KEEREE

from spinnysedna :

Tell me about insanity!! :)

from dismissme :

For Aquarius, You're through the window as soon as you sense it opening. International travel holds special appeal for Aquarius right now. Facial expressions and body language take you where words fail to go.

from pennyjane :

i love that i might give off the fervour and inspiration to do so, what do you see? i find that the things i see evolve as i evolve.

from dismissme :

dangeresque 2:it's not dangeresque one! oh no, the elevator's not working. so i guess i'll have to jump!

from pennyjane :

i am jealous like a magnet.

from dismissme :

the stupidity has been outsmarted. thank whoever listens that there are small glimmers of...hope.

from godisalie :

2 copies of mellon collie. first copy has twilight pink and dawn blue. 2nd has twilight blue and dawn pink. i think the paper for hte one book i still have is kind of a rough paper.. but im not sure. this is the 4th set of mellon collie im on.. its sad. its one album i will never burn.

from dismissme :

sgain, rather

from dismissme :

here's a tidbit to send you on your way: the knife in the right hose (sock) of a kilt-wearing man is a sqain dubh. that's pronounced skin doo. and the long dagger hanging from his belt is called a dirk. hehe. "sorry" i'll miss j00!

from dismissme :

have a good time. i hope you see bagpipers in blue kilts, and some in red. that'd be cool.

from dismissme :

haha, it's funny, cause suddenly you'll go silent on MSNa nd i'm ike ohh, she's writing an entry on diaryland! and sure enough

from pentup-angr :

i dont know what to say to you but something just told me to tell you anything ... lets climb the cliff into the skies far from our mothers

from hedoniste :

I once tried making my own absinthe. I guess the biggest reason it failed was because I used Creme de Menthe(20% alcohol?) instead of the prescribed hard stuff(it should be over 90 proof or something?). All I got was a very bitter, very sweet and very pepperminty drink - possibly the worst thing I've ever tasted.

from dismissme :

checkers.

from dismissme :

mike, the angry guy i'd scare? and what steve?! ahh!

from dismissme :

dearest orezero: pardon the ill fate of our checkers game yesterday, and my abrupt parting. the internet went KAPOW! ZOOM! FIZZLE....hissssssssss.... and i dind't know the solutionw as to simply unplug the modem and plug it back in again... but yes.

from dismissme :

which entails...you know. nevermind.

from dismissme :

i am "fine" now. But I need something from you. I need your "Ok" on my plan to disappear, and never come back to this place.

from dismissme :

i am stuck in red deer. mother dearest is nowhere in sight. fuck! and the phone snagged a dollar...

from manacrystal :

don't ever normal out. that kind of life just seems so pointless, like you're just perpetuating the same boring crap to help the economy. oh yeah, marriage is for christians and fags.

from pentup-angr :

i would like to go there too

from dismissme :

entries. anyways...uhm...i just deleted some words. sorry. this is now pointless.

from dismissme :

win like a fox.

from dismissme :

from pentup-angr :

imagining you smile. great image. thanks <3

from kittyclean :

im leaving myself a note because i feel like it. hello everyone in my notes page, there are lots of you, and i dont know how you happened but you make me smile, so i thank you.

from dismissme :

i am scared, and this is not "haha, picture of avril lavigne, i'm scared!" this is cry in front of the computer scared making me want to piss my pants scared, and i don't know what else to do but leave you a note because... i don't really know why. i'm sick of it, and laurence didn't fucking help trying to justify the reasons behind the torture of these kids -kids i imagine like you and me and everyone we know- being beaten and brainwashed and i am really fucking upset. i don't know what else to do... i just don't...

from unhaired :

yes, tramp-o-line. i dunno. i just kinda....saw you there. *shrugs*

from unhaired :

i saw you jumping on the trampoline, and i laughed because you were trying not to laugh. mmhmm. after carl double-bounced rhian and i, i had a weird feeling, and i got so creeped out i ran and hid in the trailer.

from manacrystal :

He might have been on here, there were a few large chunks of time when he was out of my sight. He was downloading a lot of Johnny Cash actually, what did he do?

from godisalie :

muzzle should be the song of the day everyday. calgary may be full of hicks, but at least its a city full of hicks.

from unhaired :

...that's weird because i was singing that all day.

from unhaired :

business is uncomprehensible. een this past weekend, rushed as she was trying to be, seemed slow. mother is a dullard.

from unhaired :

handy.... stampede week?

from unhaired :

we walked past the lights after you two had disapeared and walked the route that...well, bluntly... well, it's where we walked. but yeah. we said hello to the cyclists speeding by and the chatchies panting away on rollerblades. it was very hot. we saw anti-war slogans painted on the underside of a bridge, and i got an education in horse gear... we ran across crowchild... saw randu at the roasterie, but ran off... caught the four. peter was there. mmhmm. so much walking... hello. you need to see the secret places i discovered today. we will do that (for i say so and i am god)

from pennyjane :

it was just weird that i had heard of them the day before.

from pennyjane :

flux? the band?

from pennyjane :

just something to pave over.

from pennyjane :

There was this wise man who was, talking, to this younger, busy, man, and the wise man started to pour him a cup of tea, and as he was pouring, he let it overflow and he just kept on pouring and the younger man, confused, said "What are you doing!? That cup is full, why are you still pouring?" and the wise man said "how do you expect to learn more about this world if your head won't make way for anything new."

from hedoniste :

Y'know, as much as I've had a hard time believing it, "it's all right now" - as said by Lou Reed in the song 'Rock and Roll' - the Velvet Underground. And seriously, if that guy's gone through it and he's not being synical, it must be true. As an aside: The song "Sweet Jane" from the same album is an even better song, it's just that it doesn't hold quite the same sentiment.

from pentup-angr :

like is an understatement, more like <3

from xrobinx :

you write alot of entrys

from pentup-angr :

i like

from manacrystal :

You make way too much sense.

from manacrystal :

It would be nice if it could function again.

from hedoniste :

And yet I still managed to win "best haircut" for the junky grad anthology.

from xrandux :

Everyone stores up things that have past, some are forgotten, others will always last. But a soldier who has been to war, has in life's memory book, something more. "Something" that can only be, in the memories of men, like you and me. "Something" that is born midst shot and shell, develops and grows in times of bloody hell.

from unhaired :

i hope your textbooks burn. fuck studying! although... if it helps.. y'know. revoke that comment. we have a psychics exam tomorrow. i=FAILED! hah. doncha hate it when you get yelled at to get out of trees? i do. *hugs*

from heartshaped :

xoo.

from heartshaped :

youu make my heart melt. xoo.

from pennyjane :

that's the last one i heard.

from unhaired :

meh. i'll make up for it by being incredibly fucking bored.

from unhaired :

...damn you. -he- went to that too. DAMN YOU! *envy*

from unhaired :

who needs msn? this seems so much more... i dunno. it's not...blech.

from unhaired :

i fixed my glasses, and now they feel... wrong on ym head, but they're straight.

from unhaired :

i know. so for a change of pace... i cannot think of anything. but come, kiri, and we shall traverse the city some night with lights in our eyes and darkness in our hair!

from unhaired :

where they speak no word of truth

from unhaired :

you and i....

from unhaired :

let's take the bus to edworthy at night and just sit with our feet in the water or in the soil and stare at the river, just you and i, and forget what troubles us, if we could let go, and just see the stars.

from unhaired :

let's babble moronically in comm tech with our left foot on the desk while you're in the dark room developing love... i am eating frozen stolen fruit, and it's so tasty. we're getting a lesson in time.

from pennyjane :

it only happens when the time is right. i did meet eyes with a newborn, yesterday.

from manacrystal :

i stole from deviantart, i feel dirty.

from unhaired :

and i danced arm in arm with the stars and over the seas, and i looked down through the black clouds and found a shining beacon that stood out from the gridlock of lights... you. mmhmm. selfconsciousness rising, must hint "done!" button before i-

from heartshaped :

<333

from pennyjane :

of course.

from pennyjane :

take your hair, and your head, and your noise, and learn you some new alley ways and trees, girl.

from unhaired :

(i want to see what thou did unto thy hair, kitty)

from unhaired :

*tea biscuit-ed!*

from pennyjane :

oh hush. i'm the same as you.

from pennyjane :

own what you will, so long as it's love.

from unhaired :

.........................WHAM! you have had a cookie thrown at you! for consumption or throwing purposes.

from unhaired :

quiet...

from godisalie :

he sounds like he could be stalker material. enjoy!

from manacrystal :

What a confusing email. I'd be all like "double-u tee eff?" if I got that. The difference between conceded and conceited is important to be aware of...

from heartshaped :

oi.

from pennyjane :

Good. because, it's those that don't deserve (most people) who RUIN EVERYTHING.

from pennyjane :

i trust you won't spread the word of that band(boy) to those undeserving.

from unhaired :

beep boop. tell me places to go and i will go to them (if i'm able)

from pennyjane :

you know, it's strange. when i went to weezer, that song is my most memorized memory, i was second from the front, and my chest was about to collapse from being squished, my ex-boyfriend kissing some girls neck to my left, leaning on my friend sarah's shoulder. Only in dreams, ever since then has been my favorite weezer song. the blue, the smoke, the spit, the sweat, the fucking girls screaming, all i could do was cry because for 0.83472934782394 seconds, everything was clear. why i'm here, why we're all here. i can't really explain it though. g'nite.

from godisalie :

"u are a very intriguing sample of society" dont let it go to your head.

from unhaired :

Leaving a message for kittyclean from: unhaired i=no sleep this morning. i must simply stop with the = signs. counting eights and sevens on my arms. godo. hah. can i tell you a secret? 'superfood' was supposed to be 'supperfood.' not super. supper. i wasn't paying attention. my head is swimming with confusion and lasting giddiness, and i don't know what to do.

from unhaired :

touching? touching is for lonely little boys and girls.

from manacrystal :

Ah, I see.

from unhaired :

i=tablet!

from manacrystal :

For what reason have you left me the letter x?

from unhaired :

...here, have an oreo

from unhaired :

....and i got called a masichist. do i see much weezer in thy future?

from unhaired :

i don't giggle, YOU DO!! in denial, are we?! YOU ARE THE GIGGLY ONE! not me, no, never me, my life is humorless and all i do is scowl! *blinks ever so slowly* eh? those were LIES! i'm a liar! believe me, i'm a liar. mmhmm... crazzzzzzy?

from hedoniste :

In A Station Of The Metro - Ezra Pound: The apparition of these faces in the crowd; Petals on a wet, black bough.

from heartshaped :

from pennyjane :

everything.

from pennyjane :

on day we'll go to seattle and sit under his bridge.

from manacrystal :

This one time, we were in B&D, and Stephen said "HOLY CRAP THAT IS THE BIGGEST BUTT PLUG I HAVE EVER SEEN!" Those were the days.

from unhaired :

ha ha, he was all tired, and i kept telling him to go to sleep, but he wouldn't, saying 'no, i can't sleep, and i wanna talk to you" which made me feel special but anyways and i was all GO TO SLEEP OR I WILL TELL YOU ABOUT MY ADVENTURE IN THE FETISH SHOP TODAY! and he was all.. "in that case, goodnight." and i laughed, cause he's so... odd.

from hedoniste :

Yeah, you should kick me sometime, I'm into that sort of thing.

from godisalie :

mellon collie is god.

from heartshaped :

we should talk. cheers.

from unhaired :

glad you're comforted, keeree.

from unhaired :

welcome back, and judith will die some day before you, you will see her lying in a coffin prettied up for the last time, and after that you won't have to see her except as a name on a newspaper clipping. take consolation in that. either that or you'll move out before too long.

from kstarr :

word word word. some of the music you like makes me nervous. but it's all gravy becos sometimes a lot of things make me nervous. like bee's. shitson.

from unhaired :

you are having fun in victoria? please say yes, cause if this is coming from you i will be sad.

from manacrystal :

http://www.goines.net/Poster_art3/069_nosferatu_lg.gif Nosferatu, eine symphonie des grauens (a symphony of horrors) is the scariest movie to come out of 1922.

from unhaired :

i like toast. what about toast?! don't tell me there's no toast; don't crush my beliefs under your bagels! there will always be toast.

from xrobinx :

come to the underground tommrow1!

from mattmilne :

I think I know you!

from godisalie :

maybe the best way to get rid of kiri and impose your other self is to let kiri our in full force for a while, get so absolutly sick of what u do, then wallow in it for a while?

from manacrystal :

Ah! Damnation is so freaking awesome. We saw you and Jess go into HMV and I was going to ask if you wanted to help us find a bathing suit for Stephen at Sears but Mike and Megan were in a big hurry. Those jerks.

from pennyjane :

well now, i wish i had of seen you earlier in the roasterie, i try not to look around that place too much. i useto take the 9...and then the 22....every....day.........i thought i knew almost every face that circulated the 22. huh. Bob is hot.

from seanandjacob :

Yeah but what kind of sword? I'll never know. Sean out...

from xrobinx :

This one time, i met you.

from heartshaped :

mmhmm. yr gorgeous. <3

from kittyclean :

hello there, kittyclean. just a reminder - dont take :it: seriously. hope you had a better day than i did. -that little girl up on the ceiling always watching you second guess yourself

from godisalie :

well thank u.

from kittyclean :

you half japanese girls?

from unhaired :

stop... i know you wanna... god damn!

from unhaired :

...now you can dance like there's a muskrat in your pants. so dance monkey, DANCE! see you later, monkeybutter.

from kittyclean :

hello, you. you dont have notes. i shall infiltrate your guestbook.

from unhaired :

hello, you.

from pennyjane :

you're an exception. never ever you worry.

from pennyjane :

Normally, a copy of a mixtape is a serious crime. But I trust it was spread to someone really special if you were in charge.

from keryanna :

God, I.fear.that.I.am.oridinary.too.

from pennyjane :

of course i could hear them. they were like, screams!

from godisalie :

if your absent from human interaction how can u best understand those u wish to observe? some level of communication is required. to sit and watch is to communicate, those your watching may just not know it. i meant detach in a larger sense, such like to not even care.. not in the sense that u shouldnt watch and learn. were all social anthroplogists like that.

from kittyclean :

disconnect the me in me. in *my* reality, id have to agree with manacrystal on this one, although i do see your point chris. they both end up somewhere similar, but take different paths...if i make any sense at all. and randu, please dont hold back.

from pennyjane :

Randu - please say what you need to say, mr. offender.

from pennyjane :

happysuperficialday. sc-darlin. isn't it strange how we always manage to show our faces at times of breif visits.

from manacrystal :

godisalie, personally I disagree. Detachment is a perfect way to avoid becoming what you hate. From a distance you can then observe whether or not you want to associate with someone, then you can immerse yourself in people. And from a detached perspective you can see how amusing, ridiculous and sickening humans are. Going to the mall is like being on a creepy safari for me.

from godisalie :

"people can be so enchanting." then why detach yourself from them? if ppl are so enchanting why not immerse yourself in them? maybe the enchantment will evolve into something more, like a grudging respect for the human spirit no matter how contrived u see people to be. to withdraw is to deny experience that may help you to better understand yourself.

from godisalie :

its more confusion than clarity... kinda, its like i know whats shakin, but i dont know how to make it STOP shakin. or something dumb like me. here is what u do. burn a copy. get extra headphones, BRING them to the u of c whenever u want, and just tell me where i have to get them. u will become my new hero. i will even give u a her cookie! msn perhaps?

from heartshaped :

prettyness. keep in touch, ya hear? x to the o.

from godisalie :

december 24th 1981. the shittiest day for a birthday. whyso? [email protected] msn messenger... diaryland notes are so.. slow.

from godisalie :

you listen? i dont even bother listening to myself, it all seems like gibberish. stop poking me... im fragile. i might break. why scarling?

from kittyclean :

yes, it occured to me that it would have been a better idea to reply in each of your notes things...and i will do that in the future. if theres one thing i hate, its repeating myself. so i apologize. perhaps you will make your way back here sometime, or simply forget about it. *drifts*

from godisalie :

whats your take on the zwan album?

from kittyclean :

whoa. notes. my mind is broken. stephen - i am that girl who you, for some reason, recommended music to. and i did check them out. randu - ill try to at least manage a "hi" sometime if i see you. cj - thank you. there. i said it.

from stephenbank :

you knew because your just that cool, but sorry my friend greg beat you to it. who are you by the way?

from xrandux :

Which kid are you again? Confront me at school the next time you see me. I have something funny to type right now, but it would offend CJ. So I'll have to resist my urge to type any further.

from pennyjane :

Don't ever tell yourself to shut the fuck up because you are the only one who will listen to you and you are the only one who knows what you mean. Keep your head up because before you know it, you will find something or someone or sometime where you realize yourself a little more, and that feeling will only grow through the good and the bad. somthings coming.

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