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hi! sorry i hadnt replied earlier, i almost never check my hotmail and thats where im suppossed to get the diaryland notes. i really appreciate your comment and still wonder how you came accross my kind-of abandonded diary. anyway, sorry i dont write more in english. i grew up in spain and am currently living in mexico so thats why its easier for me in spanish. its funny i look like a younger version of your mom, she must be pretty! hahah.. anyway just wanted to say thanks. take care and hope all is well with you too.

from xontopright :

hi. my name is brian and i just created a diaryland account. xontopright. http://xontopright.diaryland.com please visit my site. ty

from newspeak :

Thanks for welcoming me back to Diaryland :) It just seems calmer and safer than the other diary places.

from f-i-n :

Hugs and kisses!

from im-trouble26 :

Hey, my diary's locked, but to make sure I've put your ring in (over-400) the name is guest and the pword is welcome thanks :)

from jrie1985 :

Thank you for the kind welcome! I really appreciate it. :)

from pridegrl :

okay, don't laugh, but i thought the day of silence was another entry of yours. or is it? what is it? obviously, no, i haven't heard of it or read it or whatever, lol. (way too early to be awake, haven't even Made the coffee, let alone drink it!)

from pridegrl :

i wondered about you. i wondered what you were doing this time last year (or was it the year before?)...so i checked your archives...feb 27th...a goodbye that i know nothing about, except that reading about it brought back an old familiar lump in my throat. thanks for sharing...it's been inspirational.

from galaxy :

i DID see garden state and it's one of my most favorite movies ever.

from galaxy :

god, thank you so much for the sweet note in my guestbook. wow. you really made me smile.

from ededdneddy90 :

hello...i finally read ur note you left me (which was prolly forever ago) i pretty much added ur diaryland to my buddy list cause sometimes you have pretty good poetry and do talk about some things.

from missing-link :

Hello. I felt an urge to reply to your comment because I have no life.:) Ah hem... I didn't notice there were so few members of your wonderful ring. What is up with cell phones? They're stupid. I can't stand when people bring them with them everywhere. Everytime I go to see a movie, which isn't very often, someone has a cell phone. If I wasn't such a loser (I'm proud of it) and go to see movies with my mom, I would yell at them. Well, thank you for the lovely comment. I shall check out your diary as well.

from frothqueen :

(Mmm, hopefully you understand my sense of humor enough to realize that I'm NOT a jerk. I just pretend to be one, and usually I'm very "unfunny" and piss people off. So hey. Eat more tomatoes.)

from frothqueen :

Well, well, well. Aren't YOU popular. I'm just leaving you a note because you left me one. And now I feel like a loser...

from enchancea :

Thanks for joining the rat lover ring!

from tarynheart :

best song ever, i love it to death. <3<3

from pumpkindolly :

hello! thanks for the note. you have a great taste in movies too and in music and authors. super duper coolness! :]

from ruby--sky :

hey, i just thought i'd let you know that reevo is officially gone and this will be my new home. love always, star xx

from tarynheart :

i am okay, it's just that...i need time to myself. so for now, no one is getting a password. i will reopen it soonish though. <3<3

from dreamofblue :

been there, felt that way. just keep going. *hugs*

from mami2hood :

the reason i added you is basically for the same reason the person below me said. i just like your style of writing and your diary interests me.

from countessatay :

thanks for the note! well i added you as a favorite because i came across your diary somehow (a banner maybe? i forgot) and i really love your style of writing and what you write about... that's cool that we have those things in common too!

from bansheecry :

"the yonger, yet innocent me"(your profile) ahahaha! i guess i am a bit innocent. well i just stopped to send you a note to tell you that i'm feeling much better now. ok well i've got to go, bye brandi

from peachick :

Do you have an account in fictionpress? You should write there...you're such a great writer.

from iamhubpluh :

If you are voting AGAINST Bush, check out http://BADNARIK.com he is for 100% EQUALITY rights for EVERYBODY as well as for stoping the war in Iraq, and NOT sending more troops as Kerry is for (based on his debate answers). Vote your heart, not the less of two evils!

from peachick :

aww that's "i love the newest poem you wrote."

from peachick :

i love the newest poem you like. really, really love it.

from arc-angel666 :

Yikes it seems your mood has changed and after reading your last post, so has mine LOL. Apparently You and I will have to get stronger sheets. So whens the Wedding? lol. I'm sorry I can't send you the photo just yet, we are doing re-shoots and everyone is dragging their feet. If I ever get home I'll send it right away. I'm on my laptop and I'm not really sure if I can indeed sent photos from here. Be patient Lover. To clarify I have Brads body and a horse's ass for a head lol.

from always-sexy :

I like your banner. I like your layout. Maybe you'll like me?

from arc-angel666 :

Hey Honeybunny: I was going to email you but you have no email here. I thought it might be a good idea to see your future Husband so you can book a fast train, plane, buse join the witness protection program or just get out of town before we meet LOL. Now I play bad boys so don't pass out from fright or would you prefer not to see what I look like? I'm a cross between Brad Pitt and the back end of a horse. I'll leave you with an interesting fact actually a question complete with answer. Around Easter time, if you crossed a Rabbit and a Anesthesioloist what do you get?????????????Answer: An ETHER BUNNY!!!!!!!

from arc-angel666 :

Hello future Mrs Michael: I am glad I cheered you up if only for a moment. Although at present your days seem dark and gloomy and absent of laughter, today I make you a promise Darling, once we are married and we undress in front of each other on our wedding night....And I stand before you as the glory of my Manhood fills the room, you will twist, fold, contort with hysterical LAUGHTER!! And more than likely you will be taken to the emergency room at the nearest hospital and treated for said hysterical LAUGHTER!!!! Now don't get me wrong we shall indeed enjoy a lovely sex life, unfortunately you will have to be blindfolded to prevent powerful out burst of laughter. I know right now the corners of your mouth are upturned and you are anticipating our glorious union. The thought of my nudity has started a fire in your lower regions as it works its way to your tummy you are enflamed with desire as you picture my Apendage, you close your eyes shake your head and see the vision again and you nearly throw up from uncontrolable laughter, you try to stop but the picture of me in your mind naked shaking and asking Who's your Daddy, you collapse praying for the days of sadness wondering when will this stop and for Gods sake Michael put that away LOL. Come on Honeybunny smile. You have put your time in, you have cried until you can't cry anymore, been so unhappy your heart is scarred and a job well done I might add. Congratulations you have successfully completed this portion of your life. Time to move to the next level. All you need for this portion is a smile and an open heart. THe smile will continue to grow no need for concern your face will accommendate and you will adjust to the happiness. From time to time your Heart will be tickle by others, and warmed by a select few, then stolen by one who will taken it for a lifetime. Sweetie this is the good time, enjoy. Respectfully your future make believe husband who insist you wear a blindfold while he's naked Michael

from arc-angel666 :

Ms Needingalex: I came across this flashing at the top of my diary. Quirky, intelligent, beautiful,opinonated, wishful, shameless open minded, passionate, unsatisfied, sensitive, paranoid, moody, sexual talkative, gullible, understanding, thoughtful unconventional and just a bit ditzy....I thought to myself she's perfect! How can I woo this woman? I need to know her! To hell with that I shall marry her! Yes that's it exactly I shall marry this woman then I read your diary.....it seems you were in your panties and a t-shirt chewing your lip wondering who you actually are. Concerned about being strong and solving problems. It looks as though you'll be busy for a while......I'll come back in a week or so then we can get married LOL. Just kidding I'll wait a month lol. Hi I'm Michael and just had to respond to your lovely advertisiment. Hope things get better for you and I was just kidding about getting married...we can lived together for a couple of years first LOL...seriously I wish you well

from kpsycho :

I know, lol. Dude I think I made that ring about 4 years ago...I don't even remeber but I think I accidentally mispelled it (at least I hope) because I use to be in love with that silly show...hmm times have changed. anyway im uh sorry if i offended you?...no need to be mean about it, it's harmless ya know.

from thud--- :

Your poetry really touches me. I stumbled onto your profile totally at random and I became a member just to read the rest of it. I haven't felt such a hunger from someones writing in a very long time. You are most certainly a kindred spirit. Just knowing you're out there makes this world a little less lonely. Never let me read again that you think you have no talent. -J

from bansheecry :

hey, my internet isn't working so i can't talk to you right now! ugh! i hate this, but oh well, there is nothing i can do! ok i'll ttyl, bye bansheecry

from haloproxy :

I am loving your writingness. Don't ever stop. Ever. Even when you're 103 and your homecare nurse has to type for you while you sit by, dictating and being fed applesauce.

from xpromise- :

L is for love. and i love you =) * <333, your punk hawaiian girl ;]

from candoor :

enjoying your writing :)

from andrya-02 :

Mr. Schnapps is a restaurant I worked at as a hostess. Joeys Only is a seafood restaurant... you might have heard of it... Anyways. I work there now. And I love it. But thats news for a new entry! Im glad you liked the entry; Life. I sppose on occasion Im actually insightful. Cant wait to read more of yours ive been SO overly busy! -Andrya

from andrya-02 :

Hello again. User name: forget Password: everything The other site? www.eliteskills.com My work? under andrya That is all. If you like poetry, I recommend ES. Very nice work.

from andrya-02 :

I was intriged by your writing. I read one entry, and had to go, but couldnt wait to read more. I hate having to not trust my parents, but if thats the way they want to be, then I will just shut them out completely. Generally my diary is boring. Just... about my life. Which seems to SHOCK my parents. And it should. Because I enjoy lying to them. I cant really explain it over the note, but if you would like to read my diary, just ask, and if you want to read work that I actually TRIED to write nice, its on a different site. Which you could also ask for. Wow. Im talking alot. The end. -Andrya

from sirhcdetsiwt :

un/pw= 17/17, in case you wanted to know.

from tarynheart :

you're very welcome =D pacific sands designs made the layout, i loooove her layouts. and we really should talk more. if you still have aim, message me! solacexblue. miiiisss yoooou.

from sprntcar :

you sound hott. msn = [email protected]

from kindaizzued :

Oh...wow..you're insane!!(in a good way) Can I add you to my profile?

from kalria :

thank you so much for your kind words of support, that was very sweet and much appreciated

from kalria :

love your entry on : things to do before i die here here to that!

from sweet-cynic :

happy birthday

from bansheecry :

Hey! thanks for the note! i learned a lot about you too! ok i g2g bye

from bansheecry :

hey!! wow great peom. i don't think i can get a cool template. i'm not a gold member and i think you have to be! well ttyl bye!

from kalria :

i added you to my favourites because i find you interesting and intriguing

from bonnylisbon :

so, this is no dig on you whatsoever. i came across your diary and read an entry called "looking back" in which you discuss kind of an anger you have with girls who are "wealthy, academic, and beautiful." i've felt the same way...when i was 12. ever read the bell jar? sylvia plath? well off, wrote articles for 17 magazine, got an internship at a beauty magazine in new york, it was all very glamourous, she was very smart, yet she swallowed pills, cut herself, then tried to die in her mother's basement. it's in the head. though i don't know if what you said was neccessarily a judgment, and i understand that it is your diary and you can say whatever the fuck you want. i just kind of took it to heart because you also said something about hating girls who are depressed over things that wouldn't depress you, like you have bigger fish to fry. you can't think like that, you can't measure depression on some kind of scale. if that were the case i'd hate you for bitching, you go to a doctor, get help, take pills. i've been feeling crazy since i was 12, i'm now twenty. i've been molested, abused by my father, lost friends and family, cut myself, attempted suicide, i've seen my brother attempt suicide, i've had eating disorders, the only boy i've ever loved i almost lost to an addiction to methamphetamines, my mom is crazy, i've had an abortion, sometimes i can't talk, or wash dishes, or watch television without crying and i don't know why. what i'm saying is this, it's not fare to put your problems up against other peoples (kind of like i just did there), it just doen't work. can you imagine what the kids of sierra leone, who were shot up with cocain by their government and told, brainwashed into chopping up their parents and family members with machetes, think of our "stupid" american problems? there is no scale. now, on a lighter note. I too have a boyfriend named Alex, are they so fucking hard to deal with? ha.

from pacey2052 :

just randomly came across your diary...i loved the poem, it was beautiful! x0x <3

from carriesatc :

Hi, found you on the Agnostic diaryring. Your name is relatable cos I'm needing Alex...

from xpromise- :

Haha, yeah, my moving is irritating me a lot. So I solemnly (sp?) swear that I will stay on this user name because I love it and I'm tired of making new ones :b lol. Anyway, yeah, we should chat sometime. You know, just to be "closer". Hahaha, sounds like I'm gonna stalk you or something :b My AIM screen name is: touchMExfr ee k ;x so yeah, hit me up there sometime. And if you decide to write novels to me, you can just e-mail me at [email protected]. Okie pokie? lol. <333 muchly love!

from xpromise- :

heyy, dont you remember me? lol. this is Xintrovert-, teensuicide-, idiot-azn, & twister-x33. lol. yesssss, i've moved A LOT... but i swear i'll stay on this user name for a loooong time :] so you can take all my old user names off of your profile. uhmm.. yeah, a lot of people judge me by my usernames. but i actually got this user name from the song Promise by Matchbook Romance. lol. anyway, glad to hear im just like you :] haha.. talk to you later! muchly love <33

from crashintome :

have you skydived yet? just curious because i was thinking about doing it..

from theparisian :

hurrah! Congrats on getting your license!

from afrosrock :

you should know.

from afrosrock :

that is a bit unfair. you just come along and nick my friends layout. you suck ok?

from reevo :

fine, fine. we will agree to disagree, and all that. :-) sar xx

from reevo :

i think maybe your latest entry is a little unfair. who are you to decide whose feelings are valid and whose aren't? sar xx

from fallstarrevu :

your review is finished :) http://fallstarrevu.diaryland.com/needingalex.html remember, it's not the score that counts, it's what you do with the review ;) I hope it helps ♥

from fallstarrevu :

thanks. x

from fallstarrevu :

♥ Hiya, if you would like a review or know anyone who needs a review, please refer them to FallingStar Reviews. We are currently looking for reviews and reviewers. We provide reviews that give a detailed and constructive critism for the benifit of the diaryist. We are not here to provide an ego boost, nor are we here to rip you diary to shreds. Just to produce a good, constructive review xxx ♥

from reevo :

again, thanks for your note. yeah of course you can use my layout. if you liked that one you might want to check out the design site i got it from (check my diary, as i can't remember the url...) as they have a few good imageless ones. star xx

from reevo :

hey thanks for your note - i don't quite know what diaryland did to my computer but it deleted all my entries. i will update soon, so check back when you have the chance. oh, and thanks for spreading the gospel of the quote of the day. i'll be reading your diary, too. sar xx

from crashintome :

that last paragraph is so true (about friendships).. that dissolves a lot when you go to college, though, at least i've found, so maybe it will get better for you :)

from mrs-dunne :

I love to meet new people too, i promise i will not be like that, im just frustrated with my diary because i can not figure out how to get the rings and quizzies onto different pages, if you help me i will be forever in your debt!

from mrs-dunne :

Actually, i would like a little help in adding new pages to my diary and maybe a template, i just can not find a nice one though! thank you

from mrs-dunne :

Hey listen, dont worry you r not alone, i worry about everything and never think of anyone but myself most of the time X

from needingalex :

That's a little weird that someone moved from Ohio to the UK, because I'm from Ohio, and I've never met anyone from the UK. Ha ha. Sorry about your bra dilemmas, I have sort of the opposite problem because mine are small. But I like them because hopefully they'll always be perky! It's just a pain in the ass to find clothes that look good!

from sad-faerie :

no, ive never been to the US myself. i know one person who's visited and a few people who've moved there. i knew one girl who moved from ohio to the UK, but that's it. and i wouldnt say there was a huge American influence here...except with our politicians! yeah my boobs are big, but bra-shopping's a bitch unless you like big white granny bras (which i DO NOT, i say 'if you got it, flaunt it'!) xXx aurora xXx

from sad-faerie :

sorry, i seem to be hogging your notes page here, but im enjoyin talkin to ya! yeah, bend it like beckham was great, tho i think england's a lot hotter on rugby than football right now. the lad in it was fine, weren't he? but believe me, we're not all as stupid as mr bean! *i promise*! lol...and we dont all talk like hobbits! hehe tho i wish we did...then again, i dont suppose you're all cheerleaders and football players, are ya?! :P xXx aurora xXx

from sad-faerie :

no, i wouldnt say americans were uncultured or stupid, i'd just say you see a lot less british movies than us britons see american ones! and plus, your accents rock way more! xXx aurora xXx

from sad-faerie :

ok, i realise you noted me AGES ago, but i only just picked it up...just to let you know, "i just wanted to run on the pitch and snog the ass off him" is another way of saying, "i wanted to run onto the rugby pitch and kiss him a lot"...that's about it! hehe...it actually has nothing to do with kissing his ass, or anything else you may have thought! xXx aurora xXx

from crashintome :

that's complete shit. i can't believe someone would ever say you were fake because of that.

from tarynheart :

thanks, love. i'm glad you liked it! ^_^

from t0okerrzay :

aw. : ) best of luck wiff "jaby!" i'll keep checking back to see how things are.

from mylovedies :

-myfriendchelzdirectectedmehere- ur diary rox.. i like it and yes h/s is a biatch

from t0okerrzay :

manhattan...man. i wish i had the guts to move there. but, i'm a family person. i have to be close! i'm going to live in ohio the rest of my life and TRY to be happy.

from t0okerrzay :

thanks for the note. and yer right, ohio sux because it's cold. why couldn't we be blessed to live in hawaii or florida or something? : \

from t0okerrzay :

i, too, fear that i won't survive the next few years of my life. high school is a bitch..i dunno if that's what yer talking about, but that's how i can relate to what you feel. i'm from ohio, also...

from xnevereverx :

i got back today (1 in the morning!), cleveland was pretty boring, but thats prolly cause i dont know where lots of stuff is. the people there are really nice, ((cept most at the hospital werent)) so, i kinda liked it, but not really.

from unperfect- :

Thanks, I really like my layout. It took me awhile to get used to it though. I haven't been online much ethier. I got on last night and today and thats all. I think my computer nerd stage is starting to fade. Boys to suck. I'm young and I know that. :-P Are you having boy problems?

from unperfect- :

No, your lucky to be a senior. All the senior girls think I'm nasty or have something wrong with me and the guys flip me off and throw things at me. lol.

from unperfect- :

Guess your right. =) Thanks. Mind if I add you too?

from unperfect- :

Yea I will download some of her music when I get my computer back. It is a crappy time and I don't think I'm doing so good but hopefully everything will work out like everyone says so. Yea. Maybe it will.

from unperfect- :

That really makes me mad that you read my old bio. See I transfered diaries and my old bio was still up. I was afraid you read my old one too! Ha, well I made a new one a few weeks ago but never transfered it to unperfect-. Its been up for about 3 days though. What things are actually true? Thanks, I figured you would bitch at me for a lot of things but I have taken what I've been handed and dealed with it. Your alright too. Like I said I'm actually trying to work harder on my hatefulness. Hope its working. =)

from xnevereverx :

hey, i'll be in cleveland from september 8th to the 13th...

from unperfect- :

Yea your right. I thought you would be just another person I could add to the list that hates me. Ah well. Everyone has opinions. I think you have good ones. I agree with most of them. What was my first impression to you?

from unperfect- :

I'm not really the one to fight. I agree with you. My diary is not a hateful one. Only some entries express my hatred, in witch those ones that I am mad. :) But everyone has thoughs. I only tend to be bitchy when I'm mad, but so does everyone. I imagine everyone is a hypocrite in ways. Most teens do that to fit in. I should know. But some people are serious. And I think one of the best ways for helping that is a diary. Or some sort of one. I just personally think that if you don't like someones diary to the extent when you can't read another entry then just let it be. Its thier life they are messing up, not yours. Unless its about you or something in that sort. Okay, just shut me up.

from unperfect- :

Sorry my spelling mistake. If you think I'm going to fight with you over this issue I'm not. I wouldn't dream of judging your opinions sence you judged mine in a sence. I don't even really consider myself racist. I just don't like thier music, they way they talk, act, smell, ect. The root of the it all is probably my childhood and where I grew up and am still growing up. But whatever you prefer. I'm not really full of hate. But after all a diary is to vent your feelings right? Actually my goal is to become less hateful.

from angeleyes182 :

hey girl. i'm really sorry your feeling so bad again. i dont know what to say to hopefully make things better. i have some friends that seem like they feel like you do now. they're all depressed and i'm running out of things to tell them. just dont try and feel so depressed. try and find the good in your life and proceed. be happy in any way you can. if your life seems down now, just hold out... it can only get better eventually... hopefully sooner than later. take care. *hug*

from tarynheart :

you seem happier lately. *hug*. it's a good thing. talk to me, girlface. <3

from thequitter :

its my birthday too. yeeah. lets rock on forever. august 11th, gooo uss. dont feel old. i have to sneak into r-rated movies. lucky. @#$%?! <3.

from up-yours :

happy, happy birthday.. woo hoo !

from crashintome :

happy birthday! ;)

from scratchmeout :

GROWL! okay let's go...we'll start with "the marebear" and work our way through.

from angeleyes182 :

things usually do fall into place later hun. just let them happen and try not to figure out how or why things happen... its better just to not think as hard as that is... i'm telling you all this from experience. i hope everything gets better for you. be happy girl! :)

from xnevereverx :

okay <3

from up-yours :

Congrats on your new hobby :] LCCC is Luzerne County Community College. It's in Wilkes-Barre, PA.. I don't want to go there. I really don't want to go there. It's not that the school was bad [I heard the art program is amazing from a student I know], I just don't want to stay here.

from xnevereverx :

you live in cleveland i take it? and, i dont like tea either

from tarynheart :

white oleander is an amazing book. i've still got six chapters to go, but i've no doubt that i'll like them just as much as the other twenty-six chapters before them. and i do hope that i learn to accept myself a little more...it's hard now though, when everything about me feels and looks wrong.

from tarynheart :

you sound exactly like me, only last summer. something you should know about trying to keep your personal life to yourself, and never telling anyone anything: it's not nearly as easy as it sounds. but maybe you're better at hiding things than i was. i'm adding you to my favourite diaries, i hope that's alright. ~ali

from xnevereverx :

oh, and my dad is having his surgery in cleveland, why do you ask?

from xnevereverx :

thanks for the notes and all, and thankfully, im not 15 anymore.i've seen your diary around but never read it, so maybe i will. and... i love 'white oleander' and i have never seen any of the others, so thanks for suggesting them, and thanks for listing me as a favorite <3

from angeleyes182 :

hey gurl, its johanna (vigorousteen)! just wanted to let you know that i'm starting a new diary that wont be locked. i noticed you have me as a buddy and i still read your diary so i just thought i would let you aware since i'm not updating the other diaries anymore. hope to hear from you soon. later. ~Jo

from winglssangel :

i read one of your recent entries - about ignorance and it's unbelievable sometimes just how ignorant and evil people are. good way to put it ::dont we all just wish we could be ourselves without fear::

from winglssangel :

Can i please have your password? I just realized you locked your diary...sorry...much love

from someday- :

Can I please have your password? Your diary was unlocked before, and I'd love to keep reading your wonderful writing. Thanks so much, --Fairy

from inyourarms6 :

Can I have your password? A lot of your faves are my second-favorites, and I'd kind of like to read your mind . . .

from inyourarms6 :

Can I have you password? A lot of your faves are my second-favorites, and I'd kind of like to read your mind . . .

from pink-green :

Hello, good morning. You are so nice! I have 2 plates and screws in my arm because I broke it badly in college, jumping off of something and onto the ground, I'm kind of klutzy. I was in AZ because my best friend moved there last summer, and I was thinking about self-injury just because everyone always calls me a hypochondriac, but I was thinking how though that's kind of true, I moreso just enjoy taking care of my physical self. Maybe I should go into nursing? And also i just think it's really fascinating, like, though I've never experienced it myself, i think it's something I could perfectly see as logical. Will you send me your password (my e-mail is [email protected])? Thanks for reading and commenting. You are the best. -M.

from yoshi-c :

Dude, can I have a password? ([email protected])

from crashintome :

i definitely want your password

from pink-green :

Hi! Why am I a bit crazy? I thought I was perfectly sane. Thank you for the birthday wishes and also affirming me about squirrels. I saw one yesterday, out on the streets after the long winter. My eczema turned out to be something else, it was actually ringworm and a doctor misdiagnosed me as having a rare form of eczema. It was just a fungal skin infection instead. Good luck to you too, even though I have never read your diary, I'm sure it is interesting too. Thanks, m.

from vigorousteen :

thanks for your password... you may also have my password :) however i would rather email it to you than leaving any evidence in our notes lol... so what is your addy?

from pink-green :

Hello. I saw you listed me as a favorite, but when I looked at your profile I was not there. Was this just a fluke, that diaryland said you had me on your list? Anyhow, if not, how crazy. I didn't think anyone would read what I wrote. Could you send me your password, so I could see what's up with you? Thanks, M.

from silverluna :

hey...i would like to have the password please. I DO read your diary, and when i tried today, it was locked. I really like reading your stuff. That's why you're on my fav list! Thanks!

from secretshame :

hey there, could i please have the pw to your diary? why'd you have to lock it up? thanks <3

from vigorousteen :

hey! :) can i have your password? i loved reading your diary... i hope all is well.

from ryvre :

Hey, I'd like the password to your diary, if you don't mind. So...did you have to lock it for "personal" reasons, or did you just choose to? Oh well, bye.

from ryvre :

Ah, thanks for that last message...it made me feel so good about myself. Anyway, same to you about being mature, smart, etc. Also, that's so awesome that your boyfriend and I share the same birthday...I don't know anyone else who has a June 28 one. Wow, the person who left a note before me is also named Kelly. Anyway, bye.

from mouse-mat :

Yeah i must admit i'm bad at spelling. And my lack of being able to type coesnt make it any better! *kelly*

from mouse-mat :

I know exactly what you mean. I'll sit down and try to stop feeling like shite, but then i'll realise that i need it. I need it to be something more interesting. And its awful realising that :( but recenlty ive just become a whole load more eccentric, and sometimes i think i could be interesting for the way i dress or the way i think, or the way i talk... but its always the same thing. And its really really bad knowing that *hmph*... love kelly :)

from crushedrose :

I love the idea for your story!! I'd read it :) any ways, just wanted to say, nice diary, i <3 your layout!! jess http://crushedrose.diaryland.com

from lousrose :

THANK YOU. thank you very much. it's very hard not to worry too much. i know a lot of my friends attempt suicide but to me that's a BIG deal, because if they just go too far ONCE, that's it. i'm sorry, i'm not mad, i'm just upset. i'm so worried about mary. i hope she's okay. for days i thought she might be dead. i had a hell of a time trying to track down her phone number when i thought she was trying to end it. and i couldn't find it. i really relate, i'm feeling guilty too. i just want her to be happy. and the day she dissapeared she kept trying to talk to me but i wasn't at my computer. its probably my fault. i'm really sorry, for you and her. thanks so much for telling me what's going on. *hugs* thanks!!

from lousrose :

hey, i'm a friend of mary's. she sent me this really worrying email and then dissapeared. at first i thought something happened and then i stupidly remembered that she had your link on her diary- so she's okay? do you know anything else? i'm REALLY worried about her. my name's whit, by the way, i'm 15 and live in NH. i'm sorry you're having a rough time. i'm really upset too. hang in there- thanks.

from mewreview :

"Anonymous" is one of our new reviewers, and she requested to remain anonymous. But if you really think about it, you don't know who anyone who reads your diary is since it's online. In any case, someone else may be reviewing your diary, since Anonymous hasn't done any reviews yet.

from utishpenguin :

my mom is too. she is always trying to ruin my life. but you know she still loves you and your life is still yours. just dont ruin yoru life to piss yoru mom off ok?

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from vigorousteen :

i've enjoying your entries so far.. interesting and thoughtful... just thought i'd let you know. i'll prolly be coming back often. hope your days get happier. :)

from chinadollrvw :

Your China Doll Review is up! See it here: http://chinadollrvw.diaryland.com/needingalex.html xxSommerxx

from silverluna :

im here for you...

from vwheatlebug :

I just want you to know that I'll be your friend. No requirements, just bring yourself. I'm so glad that I got to meet you. I hope that we can continue to be blessings to one another. You told me that you sensed a peace about me. Well that peace is in knowing that I'm safe here while I'm on Earth and that when I die I know where I'm going. Life is scary, things won't fill you up. And more so death is scary when you aren't sure where you're going. I'm not trying to sell you anything. I'm just here to be a friend. But I will leave you with this verse that has helped me out, especially when I feel as though I have no one.(From a fellow worrier to another)"Cast all your worries to him, because he cares for you."1 Peter 5:7 People look at God as being so unattainable, but he isn't. He loves you just how you are. And if you have doubts about him being real just ask him to work in your life and he will prove so real. Your friend, Veronica

from ryvre :

Okay, thanks. Yes, I agree. It's quite sad what's happened to humanity, and it's a rarity to find intellectual people that are true individuals.

from ryvre :

Hey, thanks for signing my guestbook. I don't really get what you mean, but thanks. ^_^ Yeah, you seem insightful, anyway...later, Kelly.

from leely :

Thanks for liking it. This Alex whom you are referring to sounds very interesting. I shall keep reading until I discover more♥

from leely :

I just ran into your diary..and you interest me. I have a question, who's Alex? Just so you know..I'm needing my Alex too:) ♥xoxo

from diaryreviews :

The review is at http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/iamnotuniqu.html. It hasn't disappeared.

from kate-san :

Hi, this is Kate from Tattered Shoe Designs. I noticed that you requested one of Resa's templates. I just wanted to tell you that Resa's currently having problems with her ISp and thus probably won't be able to send you the code for the template for a few days. Just wanted to let you know. Live the good life. <3 Kate (btw, your guestbook doesn't seem to work, it kept telling me I hadn't filled out all the required fields.)

from icanbeyour :

i just read you entry about you happy moment, it was beautiful...i really liked it, you remind me of me when i was a little younger! keep writing im always a fan...

from halo-reviews :

get reviewed

from tiki-reviews :

Your review is up. Have a good day/night, whenever. ^^; ~Adrienne

from yoshi-c :

Nobody likes to think of their 'partner' having had previous lovers. Some get more upset than others, and I feel exactly the same way as you do. Most of the time I manage not to think about it, but when I do it makes me miserable and sick. You're not alone.

from littlemummy :

Thanks for filling out my survey. Yeah, you filled out the boys names survey thinking it was a girls name survey cause Diaryland screwed up and changed my titles. Gggrrr to Dland. Oh well. Thanks for the name choices anyway. If you want to do my actual girls names survey, go to the one that says boys names. LOL.

from yoshi-c :

Oh, I forgot to ask...who is Alex?

from yoshi-c :

I really like yur diary, plus you wrote an entry about my 'im not crap' diary ring, so it's all good.

from ravenheart :

Thank you for joining my Nightheart ring, you are welcome!

from athenex :

nothing happened.. they never got back to me or reviewed me. so, fuck them! :) enjoy

from bloodyscars :

I often feel I am the only one who understands why I cut myself. Often, the next day I can't even remember why I did in the first place. Like a wall is built around the horrible memories and thoughts. But, not many people can understand a mind so hidden behind layers of self hatred and fear. I thank you for leaving me a note.

from nite-fantasy :

N.A.... thank you for leaving a message for me. Yes.. blood flowed. *sigh* Very rough cycle. Thank you for being here for me. It means so much to me. I hope everything is going okay with you. *hugz*

from nite-fantasy :

LOL I know the feeling. I understand being busy. Good luck with your finals. I'll be back over here in a bit. I just wanted to say good luck!!

from nite-fantasy :

Hey, Girl! Just popped in to see how things are for you. Hadn't heard from you in a while.

from nite-fantasy :

Hey, Girl! You know.. I've noticed that our moods match a lot of times. Saw you got the ring up. It won't look exactly like mine because the rings seem to adopt the diary template. It's cool. I'm just glad you're a part of it. I got to your site thru the ring, so I know it works. If you know anyone else who wants to join, drag them in here kickin and screamin. LOL I hope you're feeling a little better today. I did the same thing you did. And I'm not one bit sorry. TTFN

from bluelaser :

Hey there! Welcome to the Romy and Michelle ring. Thanks for joining!

from nite-fantasy :

Hey, Girl.. howz things holding up?? Did you get my email with the HTML for the ring? Didn't hear from you so I wasn't sure. Just wanted to check in with you and see how you are.

from nite-fantasy :

Just wanted to let you know I got your emails. Took me a few minutes to figure out which one I could use!! LOL Thank you for this. It helps to come here and know I am not alone in my thoughts. I read your entry and I want you to know that you aren't alone either. I share your feelings. Please let me know you're okay.

from nite-fantasy :

Thank you for your positive thoughts. It does help. Because of my condition, my life goes from bad to good to bad again in an unending cycle. The feelings last longer sometimes. This was one of those times. Thank you for reaching out to me. Sometimes I get lost when things don't seem to get any better and I feel like no one cares. It's so nice to know that someone does. I'm glad for the choices you've made. I so admire your strength. I'm in your corner on this and will be keeping up with your entries.

from priceless :

What's wrong with being a fish in a tank? Beats being one in the ocean....filthy fishermen! :)

from xeross :

Thank you for joining the American Beauty dairyring! Okay now that I have that crap outa the way, I'd like to tell you that I feel for you, I also agree with what you have to say about many things. Especially about how there is no reason not to accept people different from us. Your views on life are very unique, and I will be coming back to read what else you have to say about life. -I like your layout too ^_^

from ooh-la-la :

Hey. I really like your diary. Haha..."being a teenager is fucked" yeah, I can relate to that..haha...but this is good stuff. I'm definitely coming back!

from nite-fantasy :

Thank you for the encouraging words. I must say that I found myself feeling your emotions in what you've written here. I hope you will continue to update your diary as I'm sure you are helping others without being aware.

from heartless-j :

Thanx for leaving me a note! I always thought that no-one would read my diary, but you've proved me wrong, which I am glad because it gives me more incentive to write. I've read your diary too and I think that in a lot of ways we are very similar. The questions that you ask I have asked a thousand times over. Now I know I'm not the only one who asks. And I have stopped dead to listen to the words of a song more times than I can remember. Music and writing are the most valuable forms of expression. Hope to speak to you soon. Keep writing. Heartless-j.

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