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from vxxen :
ahaha thanks..i think
from gia-carangi :
If you're ever in NY please tell me! We can drink mini bottles of wine on the Staten Island Ferry =)I haven't mentioned my boyfriend because there hasn't been any recent drama lol. I'm glad to hear from you again, how have you been?
from erari :
auw thanks :) hehe. idve added more but then the internet was acting up. glad you like them. x
from errantnights :
We decided to leave this (tuesday) morning, and I say good riddance! I never got a facebook message, so you must've sent to the wrong person -- you can search me by 'mattbossthei' and find me straight away -- halfway pointless now that I'm gone but we can still be friends
from errantnights :
Hey! We went down to 6th street last night for what is apparently the cheap night? Me and my friend are stuck here with no place to stay, but hopefully everything will work out. :(
from errantnights :
I'm going to austin.. I think my time there has been pretty well planned out by the person I am going to see, but I would love ideas for things to do anyways! I leave tomorrow and will get there friday night
from sundaygirl :
No, it's all Photoshop trickery. I would love to buy a Lomo or a Holga but since money's tight, I just fake it with filters and other photoshop magic.
from gia-carangi :
An hour is a long time for a panic attack, they have been getting longer ever since I started applying to graduate schools and thinking about the future. If it gets too bad I take my anti anxiety meds. Usually I can become detached. I detach my mind from my body and just look at my surroundings. I pretend that I have to remember what I'm looking at for a painting.
from sunfuck :
hey thanks! i'll follow your advice and take it as a compliment, as i may be a little in love with him, too
from cloverstar :
i totally felt the same way about UT at the end. and no, i'll probably never use my journalism degree either. that's why i added my english degree. journalism felt so useless to me, but like you, i had to finish it. just get out of there and do something else w/ your life. it's fine to do that! but your mom is right on one level...having a degree CAN get you a better-paid job. no matter what you major in. so you do have that option for when you grad. love and luck, me
from gia-carangi :
you are welcome to use my daft punk wedding song for your someday wedding too =)
from cloverstar :
sad...i haven't seen ANY of those people. SO depressing!!!! the only people i saw at UT were for the eating disorder..so doctor, dietician and therapist. i had my own crew of outpatient psychiatrists, more serious doctors and more serious dieticians as well hahaha. so if you ever get an eating disorder, or end up at shoal creek, then maybe we'll share some of the same peeps! hahaha yeaaaaaaa being crazy!
from cloverstar :
im a nosy bitch, but i saw on chalkstain's notes that you're seeing a therapist. are you seeing a UT one or an austin one? are you seeing a shrink? haha i just want to know who you're seeing cuz i saw about 600 of them in austin :)
from beesbitmyass :
hellooo.. So this is probably waaaaay late, but I just checked and saw your note. My ego thanks you.
from sunfuck :
thanks to you for making it known!
from chalkstain :
it's sad to think that people change shapes and are there forever but, forever doesn't and can't ever mean forever. i remember hearing once that people use people for their own personal gain. in a way it's true i suppose, not to be selfish or malicious in any way. i've no doubt that i love my friends as they are, but also i have no doubt that if i grew up elsewhere, i'd've made my best friends there too. sorry for the delay in replying, i thought i already had. hope you're well.
from outwalking :
Hi, it's "dannyzuko", this is now my new username. =)
from newschick :
hey...my new diary is unlocked...i am now cloverstar.diaryland.com enjoy!
from gia-carangi :
i like your recent post, i am impressed at your interview. It also relates to the majority of the diaries on this site =)
from bantenhut :
hehehe. sometimes i take those mini bottles and pour them into my camelbak. :) bad jane! i am so jealous! the staten island ferry! oh well, i'll live there someday. hopefully sooner rather than later. and nice intro to your latest post--the apollo thing was unique, i thought. tchao!
from gia-carangi :
LOL. A literal boat--the Staten Island Ferry. I'm probably going to waste my money buying minibottles of wine, but they're also perfect for the movies. I don't want to block anyone's line of vision with my chugging.
from for-you-only :
I love that quote. We're prisoners of our own minds. Totally true. I replied you in my latest entry. :)
from gia-carangi :
LOL hopefully last night was her last. I told her that I can't open the door for her at 1 am. What a relief! =)
from americansin :
hey thanks for adding me as a friend by they way. Your diary is pretty nice just to let you know. I'll add you and we should keep in touch!
from gia-carangi :
LOL. I was hoping that the registrar would cancel the class and give me my money back. I feel bad for the only guy in the class.
from erari :
i think so too! :D looove it!
from nerimon :
lol, yeah it is me - I should make it clear that I started this blog in 2003 as a way to archive my life. YouTube came after. I don't like how suddenly it became popular for YouTubers to have blogs, it just annoyed me xD But yeah, thanks for stopping by! ^_^
from darktruth :
Oh, April Fools! Hahaha. No babytown for me. Babies are crying, screaming leprechauns. Never. Never, never.
from zoela :
i'm the crazy one. dada for previous, and nouveau for next...but don't say i didn't warn you...
from iluvnumba1 :
found your journal off the main page. love your writing. madd fun to read. I know my journal is locked, so just so yano I'm not some weirdo I'm 17, about to graduate from high school and very into taco bell and funky hats. aim = sweetobsessions8 if you're ever completely bored or something.
from darktruth :
jah, my username is "dark" and my password is "truth." very original. i can't figure out how to delete notes though. i'm tryin.
from darktruth :
HEY. I stopped writing in my diary, but then I started again, and I unlocked it, but then I unlocked it again, because I realized it's the only place where I'm ever HONEST, so if you want the password, it's new, because I couldn't remember what the old one was. Plus, I reckon I'd need one for yours, too, if'n I wanted to read it. Let me know what you think. If you even want to read mine, which is all about how horrible I am. B.
from sundaygirl :
well thank you kindly, ladyfriend. and welcome to *house of sunday*. feb 2001 - may 2004 ... rough times ahead!! buckle up!
from sundaygirl :
well thank you kindly, ladyfriend. and welcome to *house of sunday*. feb 2001 - may 2004 ... rough times ahead!! buckle up!
from darktruth :
Not sure I'm back for good, but I'm writing in it a little bit, I guess. I'm permanent at www.livejournal.com/users/darktruth
from bitterwineuk :
thanks for adding me to your list, I'm so glad someone appreciated that band member line. Hahaha. Sums up life in general. Take care sweetie! x
from kahmiel :
I locked my diary, if you still want to read it email me at kahmiel@gmail.com and ill give you a password.
from basal :
no more of this?
from basal :
kids and summer. freedom and immaturity.
from darktruth :
this is getting to be alittle ridiculous, dont you think? not being able to post for like aw eek? well, im also pretty drunk, so im pissed more than usual about it. okay. have a good night. yours forever, brett
from darktruth :
Huzzah, for you mentioned me in your post. It's good to get all the horrible things you've done out in the open. Or for me, the locked-open.
from basal :
in one four day weekend. spread out over four days it's not too much?
from basal :
that's the count from washington state. i only started counting once i got to number six and was like "i want to see how many girls i can kiss this weekend!"
from darktruth :
I got your CD today! Thank you so much.
from basal :
I am not a fan of having to click "stop" on the music thing everytime I go to your page. Just saying. No problems with the entries, just the inconvenience. Man, I feel like a horrible person for this note. I should not click "done!"
from darktruth :
Right now some of my favorites are: Ben Folds/Ben Folds Five, Rufus Wainwright, The Dandy Warhols, Cursive, Bright Eyes, The Killers, Neutral Milk Hotel, Rilo Kiley, Ryan Adams, Scissor Sisters, and Tom Waits. I like all kinds of music, really.
from daath :
I do, thank you.
from daath :
It is yum.
from newschick :
hey! it was good to see you today! look for me on thursday and we can sit together...i'll be by the door haha. peace!
from elgan :
Chat is back up and running, in case you were wanting to know. The rest of us look forward to seeing you there again.
from amazinfuckup :
He's not native american, and yeah, that's the only thing.
from for-you-only :
That quote at the top of your profile is funny. It makes me wonder if I'm a bad girl or a good girl. I don't really believe in things being so black and white though. Anyway, you probably, as a virgin, don't have any idea what you really want from a man yet. It's funny how real relationships can mature a person. Each relationship I've gone through has changed me, and the longer and the more serious made HUGE changes. I forget I'm seventeen sometimes. Wow. I just went out on a whole tanget there. What I mean to say is, thanks for taking my survey you innocent little virgin you!!! ~Phoenix
from basal :
oh noes. Can you please delete my note before this one? Thank you! Oh and thanks for calling on thanksgiving. I'm sorry I didn't answer, I was swinging. You have bad luck in timing.
from basal :
for some reason diaryland doesn't like e-mailing me ever. nobody has called me, and nobody wants any of my cookies. i am sad about that. i remember when my mom found my diary, and i had to be all "Mom, it's FICTION, god!"
from basal :
awesome. and then i come on here and you've added a password? how crazy.
from daath :
Word with the up to thee. Thank you for the add. I promise the thing actually does update. Honest.
from amazinfuckup :
Hee, the Ever Present Musician isa friend of mine, I've known him for over seven years now. He was my first best friend and the only one that's been around this whole time. The boy is this nice fellow from high school and--aw to hell with it, IM me and I'll tell you anything you want to know. :D
from bassclargrrl :
Merci! I'm just surprised that you're still up this late. Go to bed!! :P
from basal :
i inadvertently made a dirty joke
from bassclargrrl :
It is a nice change, isn't it? :D This staying up 24+ hours stuff is for the birds, though. I want my bed!
from bassclargrrl :
Yes yes. An Army pilot, actually. And my brother and I live in the basement of our house -- so reception sucks. Whenever I call, he goes outside. Muhahaha. I feel so evil.
from jonathan :
Thanks for listing me as a favourite. After various struggles I am returning though I fear my head, and my diary are in such a muddle it will soon do my head in.
from uglydove :
hey there. twas fun talking to you a few nights ago. sadly, the chat is doing its sporadic i'm-going-to-shut-down-when-you-least-expect-it rant. tsk tsk on andrew. anyway, i finally read your profile and really enjoyed the mataphor. good work. hope all is well. dove.
from ann-frank :
havent had a problem getting a hold of andrew lately, but some times in the past it did take awhile. but I still (heart) dland!
from tailbonelust :
I wrote the embarrassing emo letter! I was in a yucky mood.
from doing-it :
try waiting tables or being a bartender someday - I promise you'll get MUCH worse things said to you. :) eventually, you kind of learn a line for what you'll accept as harmless fun (and hey, sometimes putting up with them will get you a big tip) and what you won't accept and consider actual harrassment.
from amazinfuckup :
You got it. Lately I've taken to shoplifting. Not the best of habits, but I guess it beats heroin, right? And, thanks :D
from bassclargrrl :
The waterfall and the fish were actually inside the hotel we stayed at. No feeding of the fishies allowed, unfortunately. :( But they were cool! I have soooo many pictures of water, waterfalls, fish, and flowers. It's kinda cool.
from camera-girl :
Thanks for the comment on my photoes :-) Have a great day and a great summer. My summer is good so far! Hope yours are too.
from protoplast :
I need to design a new page layout. I really hoped someone would do it for me. I'll get on it in the next couple of weeks and make it more interactive. Thanks for the kick in the pants.
from bassclargrrl :
*hug* It'll be okay.
from schmegegge22 :
You rock! Amelie and Something Corperate. And I thought no one had really heard of those... But then again I'm in the middle of nowhere where people don't listen or watch stuff like that. Awesome!
from bassclargrrl :
I always miss them when I travel. It's so strange. They're too young to really realize or understand it.
from buppie :
I really like the way that you write. It's like you have an old soul
from bassclargrrl :
Yes, it's ten kinds of screwed up. The logic is that I can do it remotely and email it in. However, I lack motivation for most of this. Meh. Final program in by Monday evening/Tues morning and French in by Friday. Right now I just want to sleep.
from bassclargrrl :
It's other soldiers that are being stupid. I was trying to make travel arrangements today and yesterday -- lack of sleep + someone who isn't doing their job = bad thing. Although, Army = STOOPID is currently written on the workroom door here. // I'll be doing admin work, and I leave for reclass school this weekend. (I'm a bandsmen, not a personnel person yet) I'm trying to finish all of my academic finals, which is a nightmare, to say the least. // I'll be emailing, writing letters, blogging, and all sorts of stuff while I'm there for 11 months -- the total deployment is longer. I'm holding off on those sorts of announcements until I get back from reclass school. I'll take addresses, I'll write, but I'm too busy to deal with that stuff now. :P
from bassclargrrl :
Kuwait, and I volunteered to go. I'm just stressing because there's so much to do before I go. Excited, but stressed. And life isn't helping much. :( (Thanks for the hug, though!)
from bassclargrrl :
Yes. New glasses = geeky love.
from bassclargrrl :
Yeah, I really liked it too. I'm trying not to stress about it - I know it won't do any good - but the more I think about it, the more I freak out. It's a vicious cycle.
from bassclargrrl :
*hug*
from basal :
I have read yours. And my older page is basal.diaryland.com/older.html - I just don't link to it because i'm lazy
from basal :
Hi
from amazinfuckup :
I never got to actually give him the letter. When I went to talk to the counselors the next day they dropped the whole issue of me explaining to him what had happened and why I was upset, and sort of hinted at the fact that they'd spoken to him already and he just doesn't like me. Oh well. And yes, I have read Catcher in the Rye, but didn't see the similarity until you pointed it out, haha.
from uncoolduck :
I'm just guesstimating, but I'd say I've read about 3% of your diary. "Fireworksing my pup"= creating small, colorful explosions which are painful to canine ears.
from uncoolduck :
You're welcome for filling out your French Kiss survey. Whilst doing it, I imagined that you were Clémence Poésy ;-)
from dashes01 :
hey haven`t heard from u in a while and u havent replyed from my last note.
from amazinfuckup :
No, it's what he said, and what I thought when he said it.
from bluperspex :
mmm. you're lucky to have any sort of relationship with your mom - without trying to sound disrespectful... my mother's crazy as a coot. seriously. wouldn't go near her with a 10 foot pole. sigh. haha.
from penmaster :
yeah, i've heard of that movie. you're right, i should check it out sometime. but when it comes to movies, at least the ones that are already out on video or on TV, i'm slow to catch up with them for some reason. take my netflix DVDs for instance --- i've had my current videos for, like, 2 months now. with the monthly rental fee, i could've probably owned them by now. hahaha...i used to be so bad before the unlimited rental pricing. i used to rack up so many late fees hahaha...that's why i had to give up borrowing DVDs from the library. anyway, i rambled just now, as i usually do. =P
from buppie :
the song on there now is called Ballerina by Leonna Naess. This version is actually a revamped one that Tori Amos produced, but the original is awesome too.
from dashes01 :
sorry i`m confused i left the note for me that i ment to leave for you.well anyway.what did i write about ruben?and why awww?
from dashes01 :
i don`t remember what i wrote but who do i foregive?
from dashes01 :
haven`t heard from you in a while were have you been????
from dashes01 :
i feel bad cause all we talk about is me.how can i help you?
from dashes01 :
read my diary from my first entry and tell me if my life sucks.
from dashes01 :
did you read my new entry?
from dashes01 :
you`ve got it all mixed up.
from dashes01 :
haven`t heard from you. were are are you?
from dashes01 :
hi bantenhut just seeing new diarys.and i liked yours.
from buppie :
hey thanks for the note! The music is by Jazzanova and it's called "Another New Day"

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