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from readnglst999 :
Where is clarity25? Recent vacation blog - http://twoshotsoftequila.blogspot.com/ "Eric's" Photobucket account - http://s795.photobucket.com/home/sketchbookshark/index
from yellowrosetx :
Haven't written much in a while! Just thinkin' of ya! Wondering how you are! Drop me a line if you like!
from some-trouble :
Hiya, I just wanted to wish you and your family a Merry Xmas. I hope you have a lovely day! From Jo XXX
from feesticka :
Merry Christmas!! I hope that you will have a great holiday, and that 2005 brings you much joy. Cheers!
from kiosh :
Hi! I just wanto to wish you a Merry Christmas and I hope 2005 brings many good things for you and is full of happiness and peace... Hugs!
from neangel :
you can use http://photobucket.com for free image posting.. to insert an image directly into your diary you would use this coding - <img src="http://photobucket.com/image....etc.jpg"> you can change the height & width by also entering that after the jpg or gif with a space inbetween like this= .jpg height=125 width=125> You can create a free account at photobucket that way you don't have to pay for diarylands stuff! good luck!
from caffeinegeek :
I'd love a link. :)
from clarity25 :
Thanks so much for your kind note:). It's great that you're starting a new diary because you always said how you had to censor yourself here and how frustrating that was for you. That's a great idea. When you set up shop, could you share the link with me. You can write me at Clarity25_1978@yahoo.com. I hope your christmas is wonderful.
from candoor :
mmmmm, chocolate mousse cheesecake... I love you already :)
from caffeinegeek :
Maybe it's just that particular therapist. A new one might bring a whole new perspective. Also, any chances of getting your hubby to go to couples therapy with you?
from daze-of-rain :
I am glad to hear everything is going well. And really really glad you and hubby are getting along. Stopping the therapist is a big step. Good for you for looking at it and realizing it's not helping....Its not an easy thing. Is it her style or just theray in general for you right now?
from long-ignored :
thank you so much for the add!!
from kilowatt :
"Blessed is the influence of one true, loving soul on another." ~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~ Each of us has the power to enrich a life, and your continued notes of friendship and admiration have enriched mine. I thank you for your continued reading of my diary and for your extreme thoughtfulness. My wish for you today is that you experience beauty in any form, something, and anything and fully and truly experience the sensation, allowing it to completely overwhelm you. May you experience a truly magical holiday season!
from neangel :
thanks for your comment. i just popped over to read a little about you & i do hope things continue to get better between you & your hubby.
from caffeinegeek :
Glad to hear things are going better. Hope it lasts at least through the Holidays, and good luck on the baby front. Roxy
from ilmomof3 :
I *hate* losing entries, so I normally compose mine in Notepad and then cut and paste it into DL. Worth a try, maybe? :-)
from neangel :
i don't know when u did, but thank u 4 adding me as a fave. i look 4ward to reading more of u.
from rainforme :
thank you kindly.
from kilowatt :
"Appreciation is a wonderful thing; it makes what is excellent in others belong to us as well." ~ Voltaire ~ I am so flattered that you mentioned me in your most recent entry. I thank you. "I can live for two months on a good compliment." ~ Mark Twain ~ I am shocked, amazed and so extremely flattered regarding your level of appreciation for my meager attempts at creating an online presence. I thank you for your considerate nature and exquisite generosity. I feel unworthy of your praise, but I will humbly accept it. "I have always said that if I were a rich man I would employ a professional praiser." ~ Osbert Sitwell ~ You are an absolute delight! I am so pleased that the works of another Dutch master, Johannes Vermeer, are a source that provides you with an abundance of inspiration and beauty. Once again, I am honored by your words of esteem for my diary and you are more than welcome for the notes that I have left for you. May your day be filled with ceaseless beauty, wonder, and amazement.
from lauralgood :
Oh my. I hate being sick. I am just getting over a really really bad cold. I will be thinking good thoughts for you. Hugs. Laural
from lauralgood :
Honey, it will work wonders if both of you try to treat each other better. I know. Love Laural
from clarity25 :
Hi again, I caught up with past entries that I missed while I was away. I'm so sorry for what your're going through. I wish I had the right words, all I can say is that I can relate. I know that feeling of being alone and feeling misunderstood. The pain of feeling someone you love drawing away from you. Just know that you AREN'T alone and you AREN'T a freak. Things will get better. It goes in cycles for me in my own life..like a spinning wheel, reaching the bottom and pulling back up. Also, the photo of your home is truly beautiful. Hope things improve for you. You're in my thoughts.
from kilowatt :
As I reflected more deeply on your recent entries and on the exquisite kindness that you have bestowed upon me, I am moved to speak of your goodness and your feelings of isolation. My dear Grngrl75, you are a luminous creature with an enormous capacity to love. I shall hold you in my thoughts this day and shower you with my embraces. Shame on the people in your life you do not hold you, caress you, and speak of your wondrous nature. Come to Colorado some day and I shall clasp you to my bosom underneath my rose scented cashmere shawl, until you desire to be released. You are a tremendous scintillating creation of beauty and I am so fortunate to learn more about you. May you experience a day enveloped by the knowledge that someone you have never met holds you in high esteem.
from kilowatt :
The only words I can conjure up at this juncture in response to your wonderful words of inspiration are "Thank You." Furthermore, I thank you for all of your phenomenal words of admiration, kindness, wise, and astute contained within the delightful plethora of notes that I have been blessed to receive from you recently and in the past! Each word you left me is most appreciated. Furthermore, your tremendous encouragement and sympathy uplift me. And just as sure as the sun will rise tomorrow, know that you are an amazing person and that you are loved and admired. I thank you again for your exquisite thoughtfulness and compassion. May your day be filled with enchantment.
from la-blue-eyez :
Thank you for adding me as a favorite! Like the person previously said, "I certainly can say that I've been at some of the emotional places that you've been." I look forward to reading more of your diary.
from feesticka :
Thank you for adding me as a favorite -- I will definately be returning the favour. From the few entries that I read, I certainly can say that I've been at some of the emotional places that you've been. I look forward to reading more...
from yellowrosetx :
Honestly, it's very hard to be strong, but I refuse to let him win or beat me down anymore! For once, I am taking control of my life and regaining the independence I had when I met him, but lost b/c of his selfish ignorance. Advice: You have to laugh even at the bad stuff! AND, Use your anger and fears to achieve a positive outcome/outlook! That's what works for me anyway! Thanks for the kind note! I wish you the best!! Take Care!
from daze-of-rain :
Babe, there is NOTHING wrong with you. It's not about you...it's about intolerance and people ignoring or making light of the things they don't 'get'...emotions...EEK. I understand and I feel so damn lonely all the time. How old is your step daughter? My husband does the same thing. Draws back and all...It's insecurity. He's afraid to do or say the wrong things. It's not that he doesn't WANT to help but gets so worried he CAN'T help that he ends up failing by not trying...which is easier than failing once you've put in effort...Anyhow, I'm ALWAYS here to talk.
from grandbeach :
Thank you so much. I'm not sure how I did on the presentation (cuz I always think I do bad) but it means a lot to me. Thank you.
from some-trouble :
Thank you for adding me to your list - I've just been reading some of your most recent entries and will definitely be back soon. Have a great weekend, Jo X
from rainforme :
thank you my dear... you too.
from daze-of-rain :
Happy Thanksgiving to YOU!! And thank you so much for your words of encouragement. They really mean so much Lisa. Good luck thinking of you first...I know how hard it can be...and how beneficial.
from rainforme :
thanks very much for adding me to your list... and i totally agree with the girl below. good luck in your quest.
from kilowatt :
I wish you a long leisurely walk on a beautiful path that gently slopes downward until you reach the door of a small, charming cottage. Written on that door are the words, "Who I Am." There is a key in the door. I wish you the courage to turn that key. Have a fantastic day and I again thank you for all of the positive energy you have been sending me. I have definitely felt its embrace. I thank you for your thoughtfulness.
from daze-of-rain :
I thought it was really good. Like I said, some sad parts but a heart warming movie over all.
from kilowatt :
I would be most honored to receive a link to your other, more personal diary. I thank you for sharing it with anyone whom is fortunate to read you. May your day be an ambrosial amalgamation of adventure, discovery, bliss, relaxation, silence, music, love, and laughter.
from kilowatt :
You are welcome for each and every word of admiration that I can bestow upon you. Furthermore, I am extremely grateful that you discovered me so that I in turn could unearth the treasure that is you! I thank you for all of the beauty that is within you that you so freely share with others. May your day be one in which you praise and reward yourself wildly for the magnificent woman that you are and the more majestic woman you are becoming!
from kilowatt :
I am grateful for the opportunity to read of your accounts and to develop a greater understanding of who you are by reading your wonderful words on diaryland. I wish I could hold you and whisper to you that everything will be all right. I wish I could serve you almond cake. I wish I could send you my flock of wild parrots to carry you to a sanctuary somewhere perfectly still where you can encounter the knowledge that you are a treasure, phosphorescent with beauty. All day today I will think pleasant thoughts of you. I shall send my thoughts of acceptance, love, and encouragement especially gift wrapped to you. May you accept these words to you. Be at peace my friend.
from lauralgood :
your home is beautiful! Laural
from daze-of-rain :
This is exactly the kind of place I've always wanted to live...Lucky girl
from liviasgarden :
You have the front porch of my dreams!
from clrmehppygrl :
Your house is beautiful. Makes me jealous!
from ilmomof3 :
CUTE house -- makes me miss Illinois...
from clrmehppygrl :
Yes, I have seen "The Ring" (btw, they're coming out with a sequel to it too) but the difference is that I was in the theatre to see "The Grudge" and at home for "The Ring". I think that "The Grudge" is scarier, honestly. Because during the ring, you can relax for a moment or two, there is a bit of down time between spooks. In the grudge, you are on your seat the entire time. There is no relaxing, there is no calming down.
from lauralgood :
You do read my other journal?...i would never think badly of you. love laural
from lauralgood :
thanks! I will be checking them soon. love laural
from lauralgood :
i want links please. hugs. love laural
from roxyelliot :
Links would be appreciated, very much so.
from lauralgood :
I love that quote you have at the end about sand and marble. very wonderful. Love Laural
from kilowatt :
Thank you for the lovely quote you left me this morning, as well as, the wise words contained in your latest entry. May your day brim over with beauty.
from kilowatt :
The only words I can conjure up at this juncture in response to your wonderful words of encouragement, inspiration, and sympathy are "Thank You." May your evening be filled with enchantment.
from clarity25 :
I like your new layout alot, it's beautiful. It's nice that you had a day off, I hope your teeth are feeling better.
from kilowatt :
I thank you for the compassionate and considerate expressions of your exquisite nature. May serenity be with you in all that you are and in all that you do.
from roxyelliot :
Hey there. Still reading your diary, but no longer on Diaryland. I have a new blog on blogger. Here's the URL if you're interested. http://caffeinatedgeekgirl.blogspot.com/
from daze-of-rain :
lol no way...Very few of them seem to listen...unless we are saying what they want to hear (Dinner is ready, lets have sex, sure you can go out with the guys) Frustrating as all hell isn't it? If he does make it your office just be sure to make it "YOURS" by adding the things YOU love to it...your favorite painting, the colors you love, fresh flowers.
from elliemay23 :
Hey there. You sound like you are in a really good mood today. That's great. We have sprint too and I am so fed up with them. When my contract is over we are switching companies. Hope you have a good day. xoxo, Ellie
from daze-of-rain :
other ones hey??? daze_of_rain@hotmail.com...lol
from daze-of-rain :
Hey girlie...figure it out yet? if not let me know...tried emailing but got the address wrong? I'll check your profile...
from kilowatt :
"It is the duty of every citizen according to his best capacities to give validity to his convictions in political affairs." ~ Albert Einstein ~ I voted, hoping for a change despite living in what is referred to as, "Bush Country." "Politics has less to do with where you live than where your heart is." ~ Margaret Cho
from lauralgood :
winks! Go Kerry! love laural
from lauralgood :
hey you. realized i forgot to respond to your comment in my book. she seems not to be that nuts thank goddess! we find out thurs if she is coming back to work or not...my bosses are hoping not...me too if i am honest...we need a good worker in her spot. but i will take what comes. thinking great thoughts for you! love laural
from daze-of-rain :
your hubby reads your journal? YOU are a brave girl...very very brave. Glad to hear all is well. That you are healing and with minimal pain. Yay for that!!!
from jenne1017 :
yikes! That's a LOT of work. I got my wisdom teeth pulled a week before prom. All 4 at once: 13 shots of novicane...
from kilowatt :
"Science may have found a cure for most evils; but is has found no remedy for the worst of them all - the apathy of human beings." ~ Helen Keller ~ My dear, Grngrl75, you are so far removed from the malaise of apathy; you are the epitome of compassion, consideration, empathy, and thoughtfulness. Thank you for your exquisite kindness that has soothed my slightly raw, exposed, and fatigued soul. I am completely delighted that your trip to the dentist was such a success! May you find pure happiness in your vast universe.
from daze-of-rain :
Lisa, I am SOOO glad that your appointment went well. And thank you for your note...it means a lot to me. It really does. I just might take you up on that offer.
from elliemay23 :
I'm so glad that it went ok for you. Hope you are feeling much better now. xoxo, Ellie
from cats-corner :
Thank you so much for your note of congratulations! I can't tell you how much I appreciate it. -cat
from clarity25 :
I also have a phobia of going to the dentist and having work done..(which is why I've been putting off going there for 3 years nearly.. I'm afraid to discover why he'll find wrong) so I can entirely relate. Good luck! I know It'll be fine!:) P.S. thanks for your kind note!
from daze-of-rain :
Good luck hun!! when it's all done...then hey, it's done right? No worries for awhile. That's a GREAT thing.
from daze-of-rain :
I know how you feel...that's much how I felt about getting my head cut into...and then when the day came there was relief and nerves but the fear was pretty much gone...and most certainly by the time it was over...Now I often place hand to head to feel the sweet flatness that remains. Good luck!!!
from kilowatt :
"Animals are such agreeable friends - they ask no questions, they pass no criticisms." ~ George Elliot ~ Thank you once again for your words of praise for my diary. I agree wholeheartedly with your words contained within your last note. "Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's soul remains unawakened." ~ Anatole France ~ May your day be filled with ceaseless beauty, wonder, and amazement.
from lauralgood :
We seem a lot alike. Hugs. Love Laural
from kilowatt :
"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around." ~ Leo Buscaglia ~ I humbly thank you for your words of kindness. I personally do not view myself as an optimistic person. It is my struggle and quest to find the good in life, to focus on the beauty around me, and to be grateful for what I do possess, but I find when I practice thinking positively, difficult circumstances in my life transform into opportunities for greater blessings to manifest. It may seem naive but it has been a successful modification that has produced powerful results. May you find pure happiness in your vast universe. Learn from the past, live in the present, and look forward to your future. Appreciate that which has been placed before you. Accept that which you cannot change. Strive to change that which can be improved. And love yourself unconditionally. You deserve it.
from ilmomof3 :
Thanks for adding me to your buddy list -- I've been doing some archive diving and notice we have a few things in common. Hope you don't mind if I add you to my buddy list, and more importantly, I hope things look better for you tomorrow. Peace.
from kilowatt :
As you travel through today, remember that although the world may seem dark and full of sadness, there is still light and beauty and love. Light that shines upon and through all things, filling everything with color, lush and vibrant and sharp. Beauty, sublime and towering over every sensation, enhancing all things. Love, overwhelming and powerful, conquering all and flowing through life. My wish for you today is that you experience beauty in any form, the sunrise, the sunset, the smell of grass, laughter, the softness of an embrace, something, anything and fully and truly experience the sensation, allowing it to completely overwhelm you. Be at peace my friend.
from lauralgood :
I hear you. I really do. Things are always possible tomorrow though..never know what is around the corner...course it could just be more cat puke....smiles. hugs. love.
from kilowatt :
Thank you for your lovely note and your vote of confidence and support for The Thank You Game. Please notify me and let me know how your day of thanking people fared and the manner in which you carried out your acts of gratitude. Thank you. May your day brim over with beauty.
from kilowatt :
"I have always said that if I were a rich man I would employ a professional praiser." ~ Osbert Sitwell, Wisdom ~ I most humbly thank you for signing my guestbook and expressing your personal thanks to me. I thank you for your kindness and thoughtfulness towards me. May you continue to thank the people who have a positive effect on your life. May you paint a day of extreme beauty and serenity for yourself today. "Blessed is the influence of one true, loving soul on another." ~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
from daze-of-rain :
Good Luck at your therapist!!! I am the same way..tired all the time (although I don't get up too early (I should))...Last night I could have easily been asleep by 11 with how tired I was...instead I didn't go to bed until 2:30. Kept myself up doing laundry and what not. Better habits...That's what I need.
from clarity25 :
Thanks for the compliment on my pics. I know what you mean about sleeping. I have the same problem. I can't sleep well at night and than I'm so tired during the day. When I'm trying to fall asleep..I think of all the things I want to do and I hate wasting that time sleeping. Wouldn't it be nice if you could take a pill that would leave you entirely refreshed after only one hour of sleep? I hope things improve with your therapist too!
from clrmehppygrl :
About the sleeping thing, and being tired. Have you tried taking vitamins? Just a thought. It may help some, it's starting to help me. And not only did it help me stay awake during the day, but when I did sleep, it was more restful. Hope you have a better time with your therapist today.
from lauralgood :
Great luck to you my friend. Love Laural
from cats-corner :
Thank you so much! I love the new layout too...although I can't take credit for anything but the background color. It was all long-ignored's doing. -cat
from lauralgood :
oh love. sometimes I do. others I don't. smiles. I hope you are doing well. I have been thinking of you. love Laural
from kilowatt :
"I can live for two months on a good compliment." ~ Mark Twain ~ Being on the receiving end of your sincere compliments of my diary is a wonderful way to start the day. Your comment has buoyed my spirits. "Today a new sun rises for me; everything lives, everything is animated, everything seems to speak to me of my passion, everything invites me to cherish it." ~ Anne de Lenclos ~ I thank you again for your kindness and thoughtfulness. May your day be filled with ceaseless beauty, wonder, and amazement.
from daze-of-rain :
I've been putting off calling around for a new counselor (denial much?) anyhow, my counselor told me it will take 3 weeks or more to get in with a new therpist most likely...maybe you should call around and make a future appointment...if it gets better by then you can cancel...and if not, you've got an alternative all ready without missing any time? Just a thought. How amazing of your friend...that was so caring and wonderful!!!
from lauralgood :
hmmm yes, my friend, it is amazing. We must remember that at times when it seems so ugly, mustn't we? Love Laural
from yellowrosetx :
What a sweet gesture from your pen pal! Have a great day!
from lauralgood :
more hugs than ever to you. You are a remarkable woman you know that? Laural
from daze-of-rain :
It sounds to me as though she's the failure not you. It's time to find a new counselor maybe. Just remember, we don't always get lucky with who we end up with...I did...but now I have to start over. Keep looking...you'll find someone who can actually help you!!!
from lauralgood :
hey...why do you feel like a failure? You did nothing wrong. It sounds like you have just gotten a bad therapist...there are many out there trust me. Is there anyway you could go to another one? A good therapist is worth her weight in gold. A bad one is just in the wrong profession...hugs and love. Laural
from daze-of-rain :
Thanks so much for the note and the well wishes. All went well!!
from daze-of-rain :
thats one thing I LOVE about my therapist...she is interactive. Makes me face stuff (also, what I kind of hate about her...lol) I couldn't do that "sit back and listen" therapy...I talk too damn much as it is. I understand your frustration and hope it gets better [hugs]
from lauralgood :
hugs sweetheart. I am thinking good thoughts for you. Laural
from yellowrosetx :
Can you believe after everything J has put me through, our counselor had the audacity to say that she didn't think I cared about J anymore and she just didn't see how it was going to work out for the 2 of us. She said I seemed very bitter. It really irked me and I let her know it, seeing as it was his 3rd offense that I am aware of and I have stuck it out this long and I'm the one that ALWAYS suggests things to help repair our marriage, i.e. "COUNSELING." Needless to say, when we got in the car, J was even bothered by her attitude over all! Aren't therapists supposed to provide solutions/suggestions to help strengthen and repair marriages! We have not been back to see her yet and that was 3 weeks ago! HA! HA! Last week we couldn't get a sitter and this week I was so sick! Hmmm, I told her voice mail we'd get back to her on re-scheduling.....doubt that will happen! Have a great one honey!
from yellowrosetx :
Hey girlie! Do you know how much I HATE the dentist! I mean I really fear them!!! I have had 11 kidney stones and delivered a baby and I'm only 28, but I can't bring myself to stomach a visit to the dentist to get my mouth worked on! I'd love to have a killer smile too!I have been avoiding a trip to the dentist for financial reasons, embarassment, but mostly out of fear! I don't know why I am such a chicken butt about them! I totally understand how you feel! Good Luck!
from kilowatt :
"Appreciation is a wonderful thing; it makes what is excellent in others belong to us as well." ~ Voltaire ~ I thank you immensely for adding my site to your list of favorites. May the beauty of your world and life leave you breathless.
from daze-of-rain :
I am glad to hear things are going better for you. I think sometimes that's what has to happen...we break down so we can pick all back up again at a better point. A better place...something to help get the ball rolling towards improvment. I'm sorry you got to that point but I'm glad to hear there's progress coming from it!!! [hugs]
from yellowrosetx :
Thanks for the sweet note! Hope things get better for to soon too!Take Care!
from lauralgood :
Hugs. L
from cats-corner :
:-) Thank you so much for letting me know Lisa. *Hugs* -cat
from daze-of-rain :
all I can say is that I'm sorry. I wish I could do or say something to make it better, but the best I can do is tell you that I'm thinking of you. I am sending good feelings your way and hoping that you get some quality time with your husband. You may feel the need to shut him out...but embrace him.
from starlight42 :
(((hugs)))
from elliemay23 :
I don't have any thing brilliant to say, but I am so very very sorry for your loss and how you must be feeling today. xoxo, Ellie
from lauralgood :
Thank you, love. Thank you. laural
from yellowrosetx :
:o( My heart aches for you! I hope things get better soon! I'll say a special prayer for you tonight! Take Care! XOXO Rose
from daze-of-rain :
I'm so sorry you feel so alone...and that the reminders of hurt sometimes never go away.
from elliemay23 :
BIG BIG BIG HUGS. xoxo, Ellie
from lauralgood :
I just wanted to leave you a note to let you know you are in my thoughts. I am really sorry you are feeling alone. I know the feeling well. Laural
from clarity25 :
Thank you for the kind note you left me. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, that's such a sad story and I don't really know the right words to say. I felt like crying when I read it, I just sat there for a long time after reading it, thinking of what you must have gone through. I'm so sorry you had to go through that..
from elliemay23 :
I don't know exactly what to say. I wish there were something that I...or someone else for that matter...could do to ease the pain of this sad anniversary. If I were there, I'd give you a huge hug and let you cry on my shoulder. xoxo, Ellie
from daze-of-rain :
Lisa, Thank you so much for your kind words. They mean so much to me. I am sorry for your loss...I know that I don't exactly understand, but I do feel your pain in your words. You convey your feelings so well. [hugs]
from yellowrosetx :
I'm so sorry for your loss! That must have been devastating!! I'll be praying for you that God will grant you peace, comfort, and much love, today especially! Take Care! XOXO Rose
from pixie-grl :
We have the same layout!!! That is so funny! I clicked on your name, since you had added me to your favorites, and **poof**, I thought I was still in my diary! We must have some similar qualities, I will say. Thanks so much for adding me to your favs and I look forward to reading your diary! Hope to hear from you soon!!!
from true-to-self :
I just noticed you added this journal to your favs and I wanted to say thank you...I'm not sure why, but it helps to have other people reading this. And feeling as though they will say something if i strike a cord...or lose control. lol
from yellowrosetx :
Is there a book called "Bastard out of Texas?" If not, I should write it, starring my husband. HA! HA!! I hope you are having a wonderful Holiday weekend!! Take Care!
from clarity25 :
Wow, thanks so much for the compliment! I understand what you mean about feeling blah in work, as though it's sucking your soul. I've felt like that about many jobs in the past and there are days now where I just sit in work feeling drained and unhappy. But than I try to make an effort to view the experience differently. Noticing the beauty in the smallest things around me, or doing something completely differently than I usually do. Just for a change. I also can relate with feeling sad, depressed and pointless. Some days are just like that, I find that laughing helps. One time I was depressed and accidentally tripped down the stairs in front of all my co-workers. Instead of crying, I just had to laugh at the situation and It shook me out of my misery. (well, temporarily at least) I hope you feel better:)
from lauralgood :
Darling, real life is always interesting...well I guess the way we deal with life is interesting. Can't wait to read you. Laural
from lauralgood :
hey you! thanks for adding me. I am going to get into your diary soon and see what you are all about. i have classes tonight and tomorrow night (uhg)so it might be thursday before you hear from me again. but you will! Keep happy. Laural
from daze-of-rain :
I just noticed you added me to your fav. list and I wanted to say thank you very much. I look forward to reading some of your diary soon.
from starlight42 :
I read your entry about the two high school friends ignoring you. Don't let it get you down, I know it sucks, especially with someone you used to be close to. But who knows the reason why, it could be that SHE'S embarassed of herself, too shy to come up to you etc. You never know. It's those people's problems though and not yours, if they're not willing to be nice to you, they're just not worth your time!
from the-book-bag :
Thank you so much for adding me to your favorites list...I'm only sorry it happened just before I decided to leave. Still, I appreciate that you liked my diary enough to list it. -cat
from elliemay23 :
Relax for me. Have a good day. xoxo, Ellie
from elliemay23 :
I love the fog. Unless we are driving in it of course. We don't get much here though. We were driving from WV into KY and it was about 10 in the morning and the fog was so thick you couldn't see the car infront of you coming off of this mountain. I'll have to admit, even though we were driving in it, it was amazing. Hope you have a good day, sweetie. xoxo, Ellie
from starlight42 :
Hope your kitty is ok! Also, hope the therapist helps.
from clarity25 :
Hi, Thanks for adding me as a favorite. I read your "about me" page, and we have a lot of little things in common:), I'm going to read some more, I just wanted to say "hi". I noticed your most recent entry expressed alot of pain. I hope you feel better..
from elliemay23 :
I'm sorry sweetie. xoxo, Ellie
from yellowrosetx :
Why are you drowning? :o(
from yellowrosetx :
You seem so sad!I hope things get better for you soon! If you need to talk offline let me know! Take Care!
from starlight42 :
Sorry to hear you had a rough weekend. Ya, weddings can be a lot of stress!
from elliemay23 :
There is nothing I can really say to make you feel better, but I am really sorry about your friend. You will be in my prayers.xoxo, Ellie
from starlight42 :
So sorry to hear about your friend!! Drinking and Driving is such a sad way to go, it just seems so pointless.
from elliemay23 :
There is also a line in the movie "city of angles" when they are talking about angles and how people don't believe in them. They say, "some things are true, whether you believe them or not". I think you are just lovely whether you believe it or not. Sorry things are hard right now, but hopefully you can get to work on you and that will all change soon. xoxo, Ellie
from starlight42 :
sorry to hear you're not able to write about everything here...it's hard to do that though. Hope things get better soon!
from elliemay23 :
Hey, hope you had a good weekend. Update soon!! xoxo, Ellie
from bluecharis :
Hey there and much thanks for adding me as one of your faves! Been browsing through your diary, too, and it looks lovely, really soothing!! :-)) All the best, Charis :-))
from elliemay23 :
I will make it easy for you...I'll be one of your new friends. xoxo, Ellie
from elliemay23 :
I hope you have a great day. xoxo, Ellie
from roxyelliot :
Lovely. Very Zen. :)
from starlight42 :
I love the new layout!! Very pretty and nice colors.
from elliemay23 :
I love the new layout. xoxo, Ellie
from starlight42 :
Sorry to hear things aren't going so well at work. That sucks, no one should be treated as if they're stupid. As for the cat puke...gosh, usually resolve is pretty good. Maybe baking soda & hot water?! I know that's very good for taking out the smell. Good luck with the diet. I tried that a few months back and gave up :( I'm with you though, about 20-30 pounds overweight, some times it is noticable.
from roxyelliot :
Best advice I can give is low carb eating. Seriously it's changed my life. I can not state this enough. Also on some diets like South Beach you can have chocolate.
from starlight42 :
I don't know if I told you before, but my dad has the same thing as you do with your feet. Also, sorry to hear about the satelite thing. That sucks. And yes, it is sad watching Nancy Reagan! Hope you have a good weekend & the kitties start getting along better.
from elliemay23 :
Thanks for the note. How are your fingers? xoxo,Ellie
from elliemay23 :
Happy Anniversary. Hope your fingers get better. xoxo, Ellie
from starlight42 :
good luck with the moving- I know what a pain in the butt that can be!
from starlight42 :
Glad the kitty is doing well...I would be crying too if I worked at a Vet's, I get sad just seeing the animals in a cage, lonely...glad you'll finally be moving in, that is nice of your realtor to buy you the washer & dryer, I've never heard of that! Dave's aunt was his realtor and she didn't buy him squat! Too bad you missed the sold sign, hopefully things will go smoothly from here.
from elliemay23 :
How sad. I know what you mean though. The funny thing with our pets though is that it is all about love. They love us unconditionally no matter how many times we spank them with the paper for using our floor as a toilet. To them it does not matter and they love us anyway. I think that is why it is so hard to see a pet die or hurt. They didn't do anything to diserve it. It is strange. I can watch a movie where people get killed and it does not bother me near as much as if the dog in the movie were to get run over. Does that make any sense? It does in my head. I guess my point was that I know how you feel. Have a good day and hope your kitty does well at the vet. xoxo, Ellie
from avalonte :
I just wanted to thank you for you kind message at the weekend! I really appreciated it.
from roxyelliot :
I'm so glad that things are working out with Buddy!
from starlight42 :
hey, glad things are working out ok with the cat so far. I have 2 cats, and we had the one for 2 years before we got another one. They of course fought in the beginning, like all cats will. They usually work out their differences in a few weeks. Keeping them in a separate room for a while is a good idea, and only letting them out while someone is around to watch. Looks like you know what to do...
from connotations :
try http://www.catchow.com and click on mentors. Hopefully you find some good information!
from roxyelliot :
No matter what you do, take the new cat to the vet and don't let it around your cat until it's tested negative for feline AIDS. If you do decide to integrate them drop me a line. I can help alot there.
from starlight42 :
congrats on moving in....yay! I don't envy you though, I hate moving!
from elliemay23 :
Congrats on the house. How exciting!! xoxo, Ellie
from roxyelliot :
Congratulations.
from roxyelliot :
Thanks :)
from elliemay23 :
If I lived close to you I would help you move. Chin up. xoxo, Ellie
from elliemay23 :
If I lived close to you I would help you move. Chin up. xoxo, Ellie
from starlight42 :
ya, doesn't sound like you'd have much fun at dinner & hopefully the hubby will understand that. Makes no sense to hang around with a lady who is rude...
from roxyelliot :
Thanks hon.
from avalonte :
Thanks so much for adding me to your favourites! You're a sweetie! I'm very flattered! I really like your diary, too!
from elliemay23 :
It's not too much to ask, sweetie. You deserve to be happy. xoxo, Ellie
from yellowrosetx :
I can totally sympathize-All I want is to be happy and live a relatively stress free life too!! I hope things get better for you!! Hugs!!
from starlight42 :
ya, thanks for the note yesterday. It does sound like you're in the same type situation. Men, they'll never get it! I think it's just because they can't see it from our point of view. And you know you can also email me if you need anything :)
from starlight42 :
what is with today? everyone is down! well, hope you cheer up soon.
from elliemay23 :
Thank you. xoxo, Ellie
from elliemay23 :
Good for you. I was so happy to see that you updated 2 days in a row. *smile* I have let some of the smallest things go...at the time I felt they were big...in my life and I feel so much better not carrying all of that stuff around with me. Have a good day. Send me an email if you need to talk. xoxo, Ellie
from roxyelliot :
I'm feeling the same obsessive vibe for Prince too. Musicology is so much fun!
from elliemay23 :
Sounds like we are kindred spirits. I love the rain and thunderstorms. Hope you have a great day. Keep your chin up, you have all kinds of people thinking about you. xoxo, Ellie
from starlight42 :
the Prince concert sounds like fun, I'd like to go see him...congrats on the house!!
from elliemay23 :
I have decided to make this...."Leave all of my buddies a note day" Hope you have a happy day! Ellie
from elliemay23 :
I am so glad that you took yourself out and had a good time. xoxo, Ellie
from starlight42 :
wow, after that liar, liar entry I got so many comments from people who know people like this! I'm so surprised. I guess it's probably just not worth getting into with them. I feel more badly for them than anything. Have a nice weekend!
from starlight42 :
hey- try not to be so down on yourself. change takes a lot of work, especially things like trying to not be jealous (I used to be that way!), but I know it's possible. You just need to want to do it and then keep working at it. I know you can do it because you sound like such a good person! Maybe you can pick a few things you would really like to change and then make a very strong effort to change them & work on them. You can't do it all at once, but it's a start. And I know being even just 30 pounds overweight is a drag. It's not like people would look at me or probably you and say, hey you're fat. But WE know our body size. We see the extra pounds that might not be obvious to others. We can do it though!! Thinking positive makes a big difference. And you know I'm here if you need to talk - you can email me if you need to- starlight29341@yahoo.com
from starlight42 :
hey, if you're in need of writing inspiration you should check out: http://pieces-ofyou.diaryland.com/ It's a cool site and they have weekly topics for you to write on. I use it quite a bit when I can't think of what to write about.
from starlight42 :
I know, it's total bull crap that all the things that we crave and taste so good are so bad for us!! I know you've got to train yourself to get used to other "treats", like fruit and stuff, and it's kind of working, but I just wonder if I'll get sick of it. Like the novelty will wear off. Man...
from starlight42 :
Just wanted to say thanks for the nice note the other day :)
from elliemay23 :
I have started reading some of your older...along with newer...stuff and my heart goes out to you. I almost lost a child, but I can't imagine what it would have been like had it actually happened. You are a strong person. I have not read everything, but I am home all day, and if your friend does not want to email you anymore, feel free to write me. I only check my email about 32 times a day. Gonna add you to my list. I would like to keep up with how you are doing. xoxo, Ellie
from klutzygirl :
Hey, saw that you linked to my book review site. Thanks!! :)
from roxyelliot :
Adventures aren't necessarily good though. They just are. :)
from roxyelliot :
Congrats on the new house!
from dani-lou :
Don't you let people get you down. Email me, I can be your pen-pal. Hugs, Dani.
from starlight42 :
Congrats on the house!!!
from starlight42 :
don't know what happened...hope you're ok.
from starlight42 :
Just wanted to say I looked through some of your older entries to learn what happened to your son and I wanted to say I'm very sorry. You sound like such a nice person, it's so sad that the nice people sometimes get the worst luck! I can't imagine what it's like...but I hope someday you'll have another baby and things will work out perfectly! :)
from starlight42 :
I of course loved your Dr Phil quote!! Hope things go smoothly with the loan & your test. I'm sure it will all work out!
from starlight42 :
I love diaryland...it's so great to find a new diary and especially one that really speaks to you. That's why I had to include those links, we all need something inspirational now and again!
from starlight42 :
oh my gosh, you are a libra too! And I see you have a cat and like the tv show Big Brother...it's like we're twins! My birthday is 10/7. I'm 28. :)
from starlight42 :
Isn't that what mom's are for? She sounds like my mom! Ugh, I envy those girls who can get along with their moms. So lucky :)
from imastounded :
I am praying that everything works out for you and that you get your new house!
from roxyelliot :
I know. Freaky isn't it?
from roxyelliot :
I'm starting to wonder if you and I have the same mother. Hang in there hon. :)
from imastounded :
I'm so proud of you for making the call! I also adore the necklace he got for you, way to go Robert! Yay!
from imastounded :
I'm very proud of you.
from imastounded :
Hugs to you and good luck at the dentist!
from science-boy :
Thank you. It's not just sitting back and letting things happen. I think that a lot of times people think that relationships should be maintenance free. That's just not the case. You grow together or you grow apart, or you prune and trim and fertilize and nurture and coax to keep these two different people from overpowering each other or growing apart. Welcome to today's anthropological botany lesson! Thanks again and have a great day! s-b
from science-boy :
Thanks for the kind words. It's tough. Im sure we'll talk later. I just don't know how receptive she'll be. I'm hoping she realizes, based on last night's discussion, that I'm not just "pmsing" and that I have a serious problem/concern. Stay tuned to the further adventures of Science-boy! Have a great day! s-b
from imastounded :
Parents can seriously be shitty. Downright shitty. That is why they say that you pick your friends, not your family. I'm sorry about what happened today...we'll definately talk tomorrow night...
from spritopias :
finally, another adult who likes white stripes AND eminem...
from plume :
with friends like this who needs.. enemies? Hmm, that doesn't make sense. But thanks :) ..I'm good at sitting on my ass, why won't anyone pay me for that? Maybe if I sat on my head instead...
from la-the-sage :
Hi! Thanks for adding me! Been poking around in your archive. Interesting read. It's flattering so many articulate people buddy list me. I'll be back! ~LA
from imastounded :
Yay! You went running! I am so proud of you...I wish I could go running, but it is too cold and I hate running. So I walk instead. I'm so happy for you though...
from imastounded :
I hope my life turns out better than it is now...and yours too! What did you get at the dollar store?
from plume :
hey, thank you for the nicenessnes :)
from imastounded :
Perhapsit is something that can not ever be put into words...perhaps it may just take you thinking or feeling what you feel, communicating with your thoughts rather than your words.
from imastounded :
That is really scary. It makes me look over my shoulder, you know? Today I had a male customer looking at the scrapbook supplies near where I was working (which is odd because the majority of our customers are female) and he was creepy. Weird.
from plume :
Hey, thank you for the christmas wish, happy new year now :)
from imastounded :
You should wish him a Merry Christmas, and have a present under the tree for him. He is your son and you should never forget him. People who tell you to do that are wring.
from imastounded :
That was beautiful and I know that your husband will appreciate all that you do and all that you are. He fell in love with you, not the "you" he wants you to be, but the "you" that you are and the "you" that you are trying to become. I'm proud of you for all the work you are doing to make your life happy and to make yourself all that you can be. It makes you a great wife and an amazing friend.
from imastounded :
It may seem hopeless, but remember that every new day is fresh, with no mistakes in it. You do have to power to discover who you truly are and who you want to be.
from imastounded :
That was truly powerful...it explains a wonderful way to look at the world...all the moise and chaos that people surround themselves with is a mask, a distraction, a blanket being pulled over their eyes to hide the wonders of the world and the demons within.
from imastounded :
I'm sorry to hear about what is going on with your coworker. It is such a drag when people get that way, especially at work. I hope the rest of your day went ok.
from mudddogg :
im so glad you had a great day.dont sound like you have too many of those.things will get better.when your feeling down,try to think of somethin funny or just try acting silly for awhile.works for me:)
from roxyelliot :
You're in my heart and my thoughts. Good luck with your decision.
from imastounded :
I am so going to have to make you a mixed cd with your favorite bands.
from sarasvati23 :
Hi! I just wanted to say thanks for adding me as a favorite. I'm enjoying ckecking out your diary so far, and I will definitely be back for more.
from imastounded :
I'm so proud of you for getting up and going out to run! It must have been so cold! You are so brave! I'm sorry that your work situation isn't better. It is sad about that customer, yet amazing at how much people can change or how things affect them. The girl who only says "yes" and "no" is a typical high school student. Trust me. I'd like to say that she'll come around, but she won't. The only thing she'll do is be herself and if I werr you, I'd just write letters or talk to myself. (I do that at work and people think I'm crazy...which I like.) If I worked with you, we'd talk all day and get no work done. That sounds good to me.
from imastounded :
I have listened to that song about a hundred times since you pointed it out to me. I hope that the song helps you to cope with everything. I know how sad you are, please know that I am here for you always, whenever you need to talk. I have off tomorrow...would you like me to call you or find a way to drive down? Let me know...
from imastounded :
I own the same book that you just got in the mail, so there will be no eye-rolling coming from me. It is a very powerful book that will lead you to think about things and view things in a different light. I like the way that it is written, Dr. Phil is very matter-of-fact, he gets to the point and doesn't speak softly about issues, he faces them head-on. Perhaps we all need to do that.
from imastounded :
I'm not sure how I feel about the bill that could be signed and put into law. I never really thought about it until my best friend (you) went through it, and now I'm worried for other people out there in the same situation who may face the same thing and not have the option.
from hisgirl- :
Aw, thanks, I know you are there for me. Its great to have people like you on my side. :) I'll keep updating for you.
from hisgirl- :
We will. :)
from mnvnjnsn :
Hey- Thanks for adding me to your faves. I hope my comedy of errors and pictures of cats make it worth your while.
from hisgirl- :
Don't worry! I'll update, soon enough. My boyfriend is only in town for a week and I want to spend as much time as I can with him! :)
from imastounded :
It is so hard to be happy, don't you wish it were easier? I hope that your self-help book helps you out and gives you some ideas for happiness, if it does, pass them along to the rest of us! I'm rooting for ya!
from imastounded :
My heart aches for you, and I truly wish there was something, anything that I could do. I'm just not sure what to say or do right now. I want you to know that I will always be here for you no matter what happens. Always!
from imastounded :
I know how you feel. I'm so scared about starting a job tomorrow, I'm just not sure I'll be able to handle it at all. I want you to know that I'll be thinking of you as I work, to remind me that we both can do this, and that I'm not alone.
from unperfect- :
I was wondering something, on your buddy list does people show up more then twice? It does for me, and thats why I had to unlink you, and some others too. Don't feel that I don't read your diary because I do, I just didn't want you to think that I deleted you because I didn't read. I do, its just that my freakin computer makes you and some others show up as two people, like twice, two times. You get the idea. And it does the same thing in my profile! DAMN! :(
from emiline220 :
Hey, thanks for listing me as a favorite. I've read quite a few of your entries. Welcome to Diaryland. I like your diary. I'll be checking back!
from unperfect- :
I'm so glad I have so many people on my side. And you are a great person to talk with. You and I both know that life is hard. Thanks so much for supporting me. It was my first time cutting. I hope I can get to it tonight though.
from unperfect- :
No, its not that dear, I really like reading your diary. Besides, I'm a bit impressed that you have a step daughter and still write in a diary. Thats cool. I'd love my mom if she did that. :/ Thanks for caring..
from lealoo :
hey, thanks for linking me! I'm off to read some of your entries...
from unperfect- :
lol, I feel like dork now sence I already knew you. Oh well, I'll add you. I've curious of what you might come up with on writing. :)
from unperfect- :
Hello, I see you've listed me as a favorite. :) That makes me happy. Woo. You seem knew, seeing I've already read threw your entries in less then 5 minutes. :) So in that case I don't know much about you. Keep writing, I want to see why you've listed me!
from some-trouble :
Welcome to diaryland! Thanks for adding me as a favourite diary too. http://beautify.diaryland.com lists some sites that offer free diaryland templates so maybe you'll find something there that you like? Hope this helps.
from cyndimae :
There are so many sites that offer free templates for diaryland diaries. Key in free diary templates on your search bar that should carry you to 100's of sites. Html is still new to this girl but it is easy as pie. I have changed my templates so many times it isn't even funny. Honestly the others have great pics and themes but diaryland's is the easiest to navigate around on. My readers seem to like it the best so I tend to bounce around with my templates. Oh, if you do make a mistake don't sweat it just go back to the diaryland site key on change template and follow the directions and that will fix it.
from cyndimae :
I see that you only have 2 entries, meaning you must be new to dairyland. Let me be one of the first to say welcome and we look forward to good reading. cyn

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