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from kayemess :
Adult loneliness is weird. It's so hard to make new ones, when you are a sandwich generation...so neat that you are home again tho.
from dearedwin :
Can you e-mail me at lovedayes[AT]gmail[DOT]com (note the second e in lovedayes) with your preferred password? Your username is your diary name.
from dearedwin :
And we’re here. So write on! Missed you!
from dearedwin :
I feel you. I FEEL you! And I only have one!
from kayemess :
You are home! Do you know oh-sweet-peas secret real life internet identity? She is a blogging/design queen and great to keep up that way if you're not lucky enough to have her as an excellent nearby Real Life friend - message (ha, Note!) me if you want a link or an email, she is amazing. You can totally drive, you can, it's this weird necessary evil - think of road trips and not traffic jams.
from dearedwin :
Oh my heavensófive years old. Hahaha. HA! Two stepdaughters as well, but Iím afraid Iím not birthing another one (knock on wood). :D
from dearedwin :
Re: Myraósheís super busy with the lawyering, so she isnít blogging that I know of. But Iím going to rattle her chain to see if sheís game to do so during a spare moment.
from dearedwin :
Iíve been fielding guilt all morning due to the screaming bouts with mine (five now!) since yesterday afternoon. Our neighbors have family visiting, too. Five is the new 2.5, apparently! Iím so glad youíre back home. It sounds heavenly.
from dearedwin :
I hope you keep posting! The white box is just as welcoming as it always was. xx
from kayemess :
I repeat my previous comment with extra exclamation marks!! Good luck in NZ, love that place!
from katherinhand :
You're a mum! COngratulations! I wished we didn't live so far. We could have our wee ones trip all over each other. xo
from dearedwin :
Just noting that you haven't updated in, erm, 86 days!
from kayemess :
I love D-land blasts from the past turning up in my friends list. Go 2011!
from oh-sweet-pea :
I've missed so much! Congratulations on the birth of your baby. Whoo-wee!!
from dearedwin :
I am only now just reading about the birth, which is ages ago at this point! Congratulations to you. Iím so glad it went well and that youíre finding the energy to do *stuff*. (I still donít have the energy to do much.) Canít wait to hear more, although I know computer time grows scarce as the months wear on.
from dearedwin :
Iím so glad to hear youíre having a great summer. Canít wait for your big dayónot to will it into happening early, mind!
from dearedwin :
Yes, yes, yes, yes, and yes. BUT . . . you are awesome! And your nipples will go back to normalómostly normal. ;)
from oh-sweet-pea :
Man I'm so out of it over here! Congratulations!!
from kayemess :
WHAAAAAT? That is amazing, congratulations!
from breadisdead :
havent logged in for ages and then OMG - congratulations!!!!! happy happy times ahead, what a lucky kiddo xxx
from dearedwin :
Oh, congrats, you!!! Keep us posted, please.
from dearedwin :
How was the fox? I'm compelled to see it.
from dearedwin :
I still donít know what I want to be or what the future holds. It wasnĎt a career in history, sadly; although when I finally do get the letters, Iíll hold them close to my heart and remember how I pushed myself out of my comfort zone for once. Look forward to hearing more!
from kayemess :
I feel like a stalker. But I love A deBotton. And I'm kinda crossing my fingers that the shittiness of life has nothing to do with needing to peruse personal ads....
from kayemess :
Shoot! I don't like to hear that!
from kayemess :
I was JUST thinking "how is that Celidah doing, anyway?" today. Sppoooooky. Luckily next March is a ways away and many plans could be hatched, I bet.
from breadisdead :
oh sweetie have a great trip!!!! i'm so gonna put the radio on timer : ) xxx
from kayemess :
so lucky R is, to visit for the first time and with you. Have a beautiful time and eat some Toffee Pops and Snifters for me, would you?
from breadisdead :
sad, he didn't write back. at least i tried..2 and a half years later..!
from breadisdead :
haha brilliant! you're an inspiration.
from breadisdead :
oh yes! i will send you the link! you are the coolest for saying "biff". twice! haha XXX
from dearedwin :
aw, happy birthday (sure i missed the exact day). perfect timing for pampering.
from breadisdead :
HELLO HONEY!!!! thank you!!! im sitting here listening to the first show, MAD!!!
from dearedwin :
ahem. *not* lame. never were, never will be.
from kayemess :
that just sounds dee-lightful. Have a beautiful time.
from dearedwin :
is it terrible that i went straight for the baby site?
from dharmabum :
aw, it's all so sweet. i'm happy for you!
from kayemess :
any boy who plans a surprise and requires you pack a few things...totally worth swooning over...lord I love a "pukey" love story.
from myra-lee :
I like this shoe sniffer's style. Very excited to hear how it goes!
from oh-sweet-pea :
i wish you lots of good sniffing! haha, can't wait to hear how it turns out.
from oh-sweet-pea :
happy birthday to come!!! excitement and glamour! yes.
from myra-lee :
Oh no! The stomach rumblings of India! I had that too when I visited India, and I was only there for five days. You're a trooper to have made it this far without the rumble. I can't believe how long your trip is. I'm horribly jealous. When I was there, I also wanted to load up my backpack with rugs, and tapestries, and miscellaneous furnishings, but you're right: it would be pretty cumbersome to lug that nonsense around. Good luck beating the rumble!
from oh-sweet-pea :
thanks for the london invite! i'll keep you posted on our plans and we'll definitely have to meet up for drinks at least!
from oh-sweet-pea :
whooo! a texted drunken proposal. lovely!
from dharmabum :
hey! i will get you that recipe asap ... hopefully over the weekend :)
from breadisdead :
CONGRATULATIONS! and YOU COULD PASS FOR 19! and I HOPE THE TRAVELLING YOU WANT TO DO INCLUDES BERLIN! and GOOD ON YER, WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE TO DO! XO
from oh-sweet-pea :
ack! i hate big decisions! good luck on the decision making...and of course, i'd vote for the travel. you never know what opportunites would present themselves when you return.
from myra-lee :
Me too! India. Hippie. Now.
from oh-sweet-pea :
no i didn't get your email! can you try again, as i might have been too swift in deleting things from my account.
from myra-lee :
Have you heard of lomography (www.lomography.com)? I suggest you get Mr. Fancy Boss Man a Super Sampler camera...they're more like 15 pounds, instead of 3 (according to my haphazard currency conversion), but they are neat. Merry Christmas!
from myra-lee :
Yay! I love fancy homeless people. We have a lot of them in Southern California. My favorite local is a man we call Mr. Loafers (inspired by his ever-so-fancy leather shoes). I'm puzzled by the fruit offerings...maybe he's the Buddha? Isn't there something in Buddhism where people place fruit on alters...no wait, I think that fruit is for their ancestors. I don't know what I'm talking about.
from breadisdead :
I <3 HOT CHIP!!! Tix are a bit pricey for that gig, but i hope i find a way to make it. apartment is ungraffiti-ed, but lovely nonetheless. sis had a grand ol time getting dragged around by our cousins. HOpe youre having a bon week-end!! xo
from breadisdead :
that is a sehr gut idea, thanks for the advice. i dont like this kind of stuff at all...bah. bon week-end! ps - my sis is in london this weekend actually, you know of any fun stuffs that are on in the city? XO
from breadisdead :
thanks! hope youre not melting! xo
from breadisdead :
yay! thanks for liking my bloggy blog blog. Power eating, eh? i like that. sounds much better than 'scoffing my face'. heh. XO
from breadisdead :
hey hon -- i just found out but maybe you already know, the Strokes are playing some secret gigs, including LONDON and BERLIN,!!! your town: november 29th in..Ulu? the date for Berlin hasn't been released yet. eeeheehee!
from todayiamfree :
Hey. I've been reading yr diary again recently. I kind of dropped out of dland for a while, but its nice to see yr still around... just thought i'd say hi...
from breadisdead :
that is wierd, i was on that street yesterday looking for my friend's gallery..i will totally go & check this out! hurrah. hey, in those photos you look totally fucking gorgeous! hey also, send me your recipe for coriander scone things you mentioned recently. i need to give my flatmates a good reason to keep me on once my "lets see how it goes" period is up.
from breadisdead :
oh shit, maybe they are having their "mid band crisis". there seems to be 1 leaked song that nobody likes much. "15 minutes of pain", i think..ha ha!
from breadisdead :
yay! funfunfun! i must do something about your scarf situation!!! tell me, what is your favourite colour??! i got mad knitting skillz, yo.
from todayiamfree :
thanks for thinking of me!
from breadisdead :
welcome home! oh! Glastonbury sounded like a blast! hooray for tom vek! you can see the coolest video for his song "if you want" at tomvek.tv.....hooray! it will be sad to wash off your tan :> so jealous. Oh Willy Mason too! yayayayay *high five*
from breadisdead :
oh noes! i don't have any boyfriend! i think..*looks around*..i have "noneoftheabove" i.e. am jobless, boyless and also pretty happy, prolly cos of all the good music ive surrounded myselfs with. thank you for your enquiry though, and as soon as i do have one of them boy-things i will totally tell you everything, tout de suite!
from oh-sweet-pea :
please send me your address & when we return i'll send a cd to you!
from breadisdead :
how bout um, chocolate covered brazils? do they work too? hee hee.
from breadisdead :
oh my god i love regina spektor! lovelovelove! thank you so much!
from breadisdead :
i feel very accomplished, i sent you an email! bon week-end XO
from breadisdead :
thank you for the note! hip hip! AAHH. im so excited for dublin! im finding it hard to think now that i don't have to. brainless activity a-go-go!
from breadisdead :
aw! well have a great time at the show! hooray and stuff.
from breadisdead :
nooo! i meant i learned what "pashing" means! ...i can't remember who told me. somebody did anyway. i'll send you a postcard from Berlin! je t'embrasse! xo
from breadisdead :
i learned the verb "to pash" the other day! hee hee.
from breadisdead :
We are hitting the Hurricane festival! feist, phoenix, beck, brendan benson, qotsa, eagles of death metal...EEEEe!the gigs im going to in Dublin are part of the bud rising festival too. the pixies would really be WOWOWOWOW. i envy you your television!i had a dream last night that i was watching the simpsons, i dont know what episode though..
from breadisdead :
Sarah, i am in total admiration of your valiant efforts to save your lacy stockings and sequin tote! lady, you are a lady.
from breadisdead :
WOWEE YOU ROCK! i will have to make you a fantastic mix in return! WOOHOO! bon weekend xo
from breadisdead :
hey lady, thanks for the shout out! hooray! that poem is a bit great. a bit ALOT great! i haven't gotten into regina spektor - i don't know where to start. any recommendations? XO
from breadisdead :
ok maybe it's not meant to be a poster, but it looks cool anyway. i just printed off the first page that came up when i clicked on the link. i guess i got a little bit excited...heh.
from breadisdead :
it seems to be only playing in dublin, quelle surprise! but that is OK, any excuse to go there.
from breadisdead :
OMG YOU GOT TIX TO GLASTONBERRY!!!!!!1111 fuck. Weezer are coming to town and playing in a venue that is really very small. Tickets go on sale tomorrow at 8am. WISH ME LUCK!!
from dearedwin :
and you love dance and you live there! how did that all work out? i'm impressed (truly).
from postcognate :
Salutations, ceildah! I have just noticed that you added me to your buddy list, and I wanted to tell you that I'm flattered. It is unfortunate that I have lost interest in updating of late... Anyway, nice to "meet" you, and I like your template. -The Emale
from breadisdead :
(oooh. i don't even remember writing that last entry. i had chapter 1 of my dissertation due in on Friday, it was probably that.)
from breadisdead :
HELLO! thanks for the note :D simultaneous online-ness woohoo! i am grand. are you back from your holiday? Lucky thing. (i must update)
from breadisdead :
aw, julian! ....no, the band never wrote back :*( i am totally disillusioned with the student's union and too busy to care anymore. boo. you know, there are still people who ask if carrot is actually an ingredient of carrot cake. IS YOUR TRIP HOME COMING UP SOON LIKE TOMORROW OR SOMETHING?!?!?! HAVE A GREAT TIME!!!!!!! XOXO!!!
from breadisdead :
how did the carrot cake turn out? you know, in the past few days i have had carrot cake, date + walnut cake and banana cake. cakecakecake. And last night i had panCAKES! ahahaha. i told Donna that when i have a band she will be the singer. (secretly, i want the job, so we can give her guest spots.) Have you heard the Prodigy song that Juliette Lewis does the vocal for? it is HOT. "hot ride".
from breadisdead :
did you hear that the strokes are halfway through their new album? and they ditched their old producer, sluts. I CANT WAIT!!!
from breadisdead :
oh my god, look what i done!
from breadisdead :
hihihi! i think i do know that song. i recognised a few of the songs off the album we were listening to, it was probly one of them. i have to get it!...and have a 70's party! you have inspired me to pluck my eyebrows. i am still earning my guitar-fingertips, teaching myself how to play. strrrrrrrrrrrum! strrrrrrrrrrrum!
from breadisdead :
hihihi! i think i do know that song, the album we were listening to had a few songs that i recognised, it was probably one of them. i have to get it!...and have a 70's party! i'm still earning my guitar-fingertips at the moment, i am trying to teach myself. (you've inspired me to pluck my eyebrows.)
from demoderby :
that effect is called "shakey hands with a crappy camera"! hahha haha. seriously, i just have shakey hands so a lot of my pictures come out blurry.
from breadisdead :
WOW! BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENTS EVERRRR!!!! THAT IS THE COOLEST BIKE I EVER SEEN!
from breadisdead :
i saw them at the Oxegen festival this summer. wowee..Julian is a gent. And they were CLASS. i developed a newfound respect for Albert. He fell over and just kept on playing. they played a surprise gig last year in a tiny venue here that i didn't get to so i am wishin + hopin that they take a notion to do that again. else i'll go to NY prolly or somethin. have you ? oooh, i have blurry pictures..XO
from breadisdead :
THAT PICTURE OF THE STROKES! GAH! AHAHAHA I LOVE THEM!!
from ceildah :
swweet.
from breadisdead :
my boombox is all broken..i'll be making you a CD too, but it will probly be a New Years present rather than a Christmas one :I
from breadisdead :
my boombox is all broken..i'll be making you a CD too, but it will probly be a New Years present rather than a Christmas one :I
from breadisdead :
*sharpintakeofbreath* MIX TAPE SWAP! yeh! and just in time for christmas! OK I AM ALL EXCITED NOW YAY! XO ps have you seen the vans on ebay?! *swoon*
from breadisdead :
oh wow you have to get it! wowowowow! i want to get one and drive to France. at the party i nearly STOLE a (copied) Mazzy Star CD. i didn't. but i wanted to. SO BAD. it hurt.
from breadisdead :
thanks to Ebay, (but really thanks to you for mentioning it) Girls Guide to Hunting and Fishing will be mine, for only 50p! Hooray and stuff : D
from breadisdead :
okay wow that was the best entry ever
from breadisdead :
AW i want to see Coffee and Cigarettes! i don't think it will be on at our wonderful 3 screen omniplex though...was it good?
from breadisdead :
BOO!
from breadisdead :
oh wow you are going to LOVE THAT BOOK. geuss what? i only got about halfway through it..this sounds a bit crazy but i had to stop reading because i just didn't want it ever to be over..it's just that kind of book. hooray
from breadisdead :
YOU DO NEED IT! whip up some cream, then add your favourite cookies, broken up (i used chocolate hob nobs) + fruit cocktail (drained) plus extra mandari segments, cos they are just so nice (also drained) plus if you have a real sweet toof then also you could add some custard and/or condensed milk. voila! BESTEST. DESERT. EVERRRRRR.
from breadisdead :
the one that kept me up is "lucky" by alice sebold. she writes good.
from breadisdead :
have you read "still life with woodpecker" by tom robbins? i think you would love it. happy reading xo
from breadisdead :
you are mad. hooray!
from breadisdead :
YYYYYYYYYYour
from breadisdead :
hey lady, i can't seem to get at our old entries, boo hiss. let's have a party ! xo
from livian :
aw, thanks so much! It's been such a rough day and that note was exactly what I needed :)
from pollymagoo :
I will now live in fear of encountering yam-shaped (yam-sized?) genitalia.
from myra-lee :
Meow, can I come in? I'm here: [email protected]
from dearedwin :
yes, please.
from dearedwin :
password protection? i think i missed a day. i'm not going anywhere, you know...i was just sayin'.
from kayemess :
I hope THE day means a good day - oh wait, is it your interview? Good luck if it is!
from oh-sweet-pea :
ooh, damn guestbook problems!! and what i meant to say was thanks for your birthday wishes!
from neckbreaker :
Fantastic! We must read eachothers charts sometime. I used to do a lot for people at work but it weirded me out when they took it too seriously.
from neckbreaker :
Hey there. I did a little research and apparently the seals have been visiting NYC more frequently in the past few years and some even hang out on Statan Island and swim up into the NYC Harbor. They alarm people so much some have called the police thinking the seal must be sick. Nice to know I wasn't going nuts and I wish I took a picture! Thanks for dropping by!
from myra-lee :
I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin. I've had a couple of (young) friends get cancer, and it's so surreal and unfair. Not like cancer is ever easy to face, but when people in their 20s are diagnosed with it, it seems even harder to take. xo.
from kittytastic :
Hello, hope everything is okay - any chance of a password? :o) xx
from tit-fork :
thank you. I thought it was perhaps a trifle unnecessary for so many people to know all that detail, but then I just thought 'fuck it' and wrote it anyway.
from myra-lee :
Yes...it's all about knowing what you want, isn't it. p.s. My mother also drops not-so-subtle hints that I better get the birthing underway. I think she's going to kill me if I don't produce a baby soon.
from virlomi :
i think i did read a few paula danziger books way back when . . . i honestly read everything i could get my hands on. can't remember specific titles of hers, though.
from kittytastic :
Hello! Thank you for my birthday wishes - very kind of you. What does HJK stand for?
from virlomi :
i know, i hadn't realized the bsc series had ended . . . in 2000! where have i been? the book is called 'graduation day,' and it's a bsc friends forever special.
from livian :
hey.. I miss your writing already, why did you lock it?
from dearedwin :
locked? are you letting anyone in?
from livian :
I've just started getting into Ben Harper over the past month and still haven't heard 'Gold to me', I'll have to download it, thanks for the tip!
from oh-sweet-pea :
thanks for the good wishes!

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