non apathetic excerpts from an apathetic man


you can cry until there is nothing wet in you

you can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures

you can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen

and still, NO difference

it goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you

and you know that if it ever did relent,

it wouldn't be because it cared."

* locked because this is how i figure out how to deal with life and longing and even i barely want to be exposed to it.

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