non apathetic excerpts from an apathetic man

"sometimes

you can cry until there is nothing wet in you

you can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures

you can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen

and still, NO difference

it goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you

and you know that if it ever did relent,

it wouldn't be because it cared."

*this is how i figure out how to deal with life and longing and even i barely want to be exposed to it.

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My favorite music:

cursive
comments: nick cave
foo fighters
comments: the cure
deftones
comments: smashing pumpkins
all that remains
comments: conor oberst
elliot smith
comments: the shins

My favorite movies:

boondock saints
comments: requiem for a dream
fear and loathing in las vegas
comments: mystery science theatre 3000 the movie
martyrs
comments: what dreams may come
before sunrise
comments: before sunset
the darjeeling limited
comments: lost in translation

My favorite authors:

charles bukowski
comments: fyodor dostoyevsky, samuel clemens
leonard cohen
comments: graf leo tolstoy, oscar wilde
knut hamsun
comments: stephen king, j k rowling
kurt vonnegut
comments: anne rice, joseph campbell
herman hesse
comments: hunter s. thompson, johnen vasquez

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