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kelsea- i love you! youre beautiful, youre smart, youre much much stronger than you think you are. you're an adult, you can do what you wish, now. you are not a baby. you dont have to put up with any shit. you can take care of yourself, and you have lots of people who are there for you if you need help <3

from tumor :

Hmm... if i were dating a guy that said "i love you" to one of his (girl) 'friends' i wouldnt feel to great about it either... but i guess if i were dating a guy that would make me gay... not like there's anything wrong with that... later, Surgeon General

from innocentways :

thanks for the note. I know where you're coming from, but i just don't feel strong enough anymore sorry love kez xxxxx

from innocentways :

hey, Thanks for understanding me, I guess somehow there is hope, just maybe not for me. Love kez xxxxxx

from soror :

miss. miss. miss. loss. loss. loss. - you wrote. Right... That's exactly what I feel.

from innocentways :

it just...it helps i guess. its alot easier to deal with the physical pain than the emotional pain

from tumor :

oops... haha... i meant to type, you go girl. I guess that ruins the joke.

from tumor :

That was fun to read... go you girl.

from innocentways :

user: innocentways pass: really

from innocentways :

hey i stumbled across your diary and you seem so much like me, i cut though and burn. But you just seems so much like me. i've added you i hope you don't mind. innocentways x-x-x-x-x-x

from tumor :

Oh yeah?... let's hear the raw thoughts then... do it. I dare you to!

from easyheart :

we feel the same tonight, ithink.

from tumor :

I have been in a oblivious mass of fatigue... but now im better! Yeah, i said hi to you once when you were online but i think you were away from the evil machine... i guess real artists either dont know that they are artists and if they do, they have a very down to earth lifestyle... or their lives just bring out something in themselves to do the things they do... i knew some people who i did actually consider to be artists... they were interesting people... im just sick of people who take up a hobby and become arrogant about it or self-absorbed as i was saying... so what've you been up to?...i guess i read it in your journal... i'll talk to you online next time we're on at the same time... later..

from easyheart :

i want to hear about all of that stuff. that's why i'm your friend

from thefallofart :

username: sunkship, password: lungs

from tumor :

Hmm... that's a strange email address i must say! But i tried to add you... instead it made me send you this 'invitation' to join msn because, supposedly, you dont have a 'Passport'... i dunno, we'll figure it out... someday... . . .. . ... someday. I did however accept somebody with the name "i'ma show you how to make you man say oohhh" or something like that... if that's you, im sorta scared right now... j/k... i'll talk to you when/if we connect! later, Dwayne

from silent-lies :

lol, you wont clutter it, its not like i have a gillion people dying to talk with me. youre the only one. ya, i have msn messanger. my email is [email protected]. ttyl :)

from tumor :

hmm.... i dont have AIM... i do have msn... do you?... either that or we could take this to the email... because i am pretty interested in our chatter and maybe i shouldnt clutter up your whole notes section! later, Dwayne

from tumor :

Yeah, i want life to grab me and show me the way... but then again, if it did that, i'd probably balk at the critical moment and not go that way because it's right there, y'know?... so yeah, maybe that is what our hopes and dreams are for... to put some weight into what they actually mean for us... i think if i followed the nice easy track my parents set out for me, i'd be relaxing right now feeling pretty damned good about my life... but i know in the future it would catch up to me... because there are so many things i dont want to be a part of... and if i was wrapped up in something i dont believe in, how would i get out?... i wouldnt be able to because it would be my livelyhood... so i take a more risky, irritating, uncertain and unaccepted path now... the thing is, when you do that, you need support... and i never really wanted support from others... but i think if the "ideal" has taught me anything, it's that i do need help from time to time... !!.. so there's my own little tangent too... anyway, maybe this stuff we're talking about is a little too depressing is it? later, Dwayne

from tumor :

Yeah, i agree how you think it's over-rated... because some people never really do grow up... they get all the status symbols and the look to make themselves feel like they have reached a new plateau, but really they're still the same children playing in their larger sandboxes... which makes me wonder if everyone is like that, or if some of us actually do 'grow up'... and if we dont actually grow up, then maybe the ideal of growing up is a part of life?... who cares i guess... you know, we're young people though, we should be appreciating our lives... at least that's what im told... i think i can only appreciate my life if im trying to fulfill one of my 'big wishes'... do you have a big wish?... is this too much talk?... later, Dwayne

from tumor :

Hey, I like your diary... i guess that's no surprise to you though hmm?... when i was younger i felt like everyone wanted me to grow up... and it just had the opposite effect on me... i wanted to stay young forever... i still feel like that a bit... what do you think?... i do have a purpose for this 'note' to you... i just wanted to say that i really enjoy your everyday life and thoughts and for some semi-selfish reason, it makes me feel better about myself... so i hope this makes you feel better about yourself too, if it means anything... anyway, if you want to bounce a few words off of each other from time to time, email me... i like pen pals!... if not, dont sweat it... later, Tumor

from devouredsoul :

it has a cause. i'm not a republican nor am i a democrat. my cousin died in Iraq about two months ago. he was fighting to bring the freedom and the rights that we have as americans to the Iraqi people. I appreciate you giving your oppinion. *smile* I do feel like their lives are valueable. to say this war is over oil is bull shit because it isn't...its over a lot of issues that may not concern us as americans yet are still important to the iraqis...i don't know. i hate politics *shrugs* i just hate it when people that aren't americans bitch about the war...it may effect them but they aren't losing their people... peace is an awesome idea and all...but its never going to happen. there will ALWAYS be war...and its bull shit...i hate politics more than anything else in the world...i think bush has done all that he can do as a single man...you know he doesn't make these huge war decisions all by himself. at least i know what he stands for...kerry on the other hand...i don't know what he stands for. yeah we do have wars on our homeland. people killing people ... in fact kerry supports killing babies for research. *shrugs* if he wants to take lives for research, its gonna fall back on him. i think killing is wrong no matter what...ya know? anyways..thanks for your oppinions they are solid... peace babe

from devouredsoul :

but i hate them more... ugh. no it doesn't make things any better. i hope you figure things out with people!

from devouredsoul :

yes...i truely love them!

from devouredsoul :

sometimes...the hardest thing to do ... is let go of the people you love to hate.

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