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a new guy? no...the situation is always the same? i wouldn't say that. you sound somewhat domineering, actually. i don't go out partying all the time. actually, i sit and try to figure things out which is why i kept the blog for so long. time slips out of my hands now so i can't keep up with it. maybe it is the same situation over and over...but my reactions are different, always.

from xkit33katx :

i'm back! mwahaha--hows it goin buddiie? <br> Kat<3

from rosem :

hey - yeah i agree with what you wrote on my notes page. i'm single now. finally. and i'm glad. dunno, so much going on in my life, i don't even know how to really write about it anymore.

from mvangelmay06 :

im going to call you and we are going to do something....lol...yea im demanding it. you and joy can come over and hang out with me. im gonna call you soon, i meant to the other day but i have been busy. love ya lane

from leaveme2cry :

Hey Matt. Noticed that you havent really updated lately. Just wondering whats going on with that one guy. I miss you and hope we can hang out sometime soon. LOVE you and God Bless Jamie

from britestar87 :

Hey there- I saw you cutting the grass in your yard the other day and realized I hadn't spoken to you in quite some time. I just wanted to say that I hope your life is going well now, and hopefully someday we'll have a chance to talk again. Chin up :)

from leaveme2cry :

Matt... Ah that one guy...how I miss you. I am never near a computer and when i am it isnt for long. But I had some time today and wanted to leave an old friend a note. Just to say how much i miss him, and love him, and hope everything turns out ok, despite the bad. Have faith. I miss you and I hope we can talk or get together soon. Leave me a note and let me know how you are. Take care, God Bless. Love you Always Jamie

from mvangelmay06 :

Hi matt! i miss you...we havent had movie night in awhile...you're to busy with joy i guess...lol, im just kidding. i know i spend a lot of time with nate...ummm...Ichthus is next week!!!!!yaya! i cannot wait, camping and music and God and freinds....hehe, we're gonna have some fun..later

from xkit33katx :

Ill surely pray for your friend, its sad when something like that happens, good luck!

from mvangelmay06 :

i feel so lost right now, i dunno what to do.Short of driving to Columbus i dont see how either of us is going to change his mind. he won't listen to me, not like he would to you, and its obvious he doesnt want to hear it...from either of us.i wanted to cry when i read that. it upsets me so much.i dont know what to do now...**sigh** call me if you need me, im always here for you. luvz-elaine

from moive :

Hope all is well

from xkit33katx :

Ok i guess it sounds more "flashy" *rolls eyes* well anyways happy v-day!!

from xkit33katx :

Hey I didnt stalk you I complimented you haha

from mvangelmay06 :

you think ppl jumping during scary movies is funny...hehe, its okay i know im a jumper. is the grudge any good..i kinda wanted to see it, but i will need something like a pillow or person to hold onto and hide behind, lol. love ya elaine

from moive :

Hey, I'm sorry I did not write you back I have been very busy with school related things. Did I tell you I was home schooled??? Thats cool that you take care of children. I am getting a job soon,I will be babysitting, But I love little kids so I guess It's all good. Well I gotta fly. Hope all is well. <3 Kaitlyn

from amorangel :

hey, i ran across your diary. im glad to see that some people still have faith. it sort of ecncourages me and reminds me im not so alone as i sometimes think (with the community of believers around) i just wrote one of my ex's a letter and ive been praying for him for about 2 years and i still talk and stuff and god's telling me that i need to step up but im a little drained because this guy hurt me a lot and i think the only way im going to get through is to tell him how he made me felt and tell him that i care and that im there. even though it was unadvertally encouraging i hope you are well you've lifted me spirits some and remind me that tomorrow is a new day. if you have any suggestions on books to read talking about just any good ones because i enjoy reading for faith and such leave a note i'd appriciate it. much love

from amorangel :

amorangel

from mvangelmay06 :

i think i still have my copy of that book, i usually read my moms. you can have it if you want it...it even come with a worship cd.hehe...you should come over tonight for movies. megan doesn't feel good so she prolly won't be there but you can come over anyways coz i'll be a very bored redhead without you.lol love ya elaine

from xkit33katx :

hello again, another be-a-utiful entry today matt! haha, And i see youve been keeping up with my good friend moive, shes a heck of a girl. So besides running (which i saw in the notes between you two) what do you like to do? I have to go dance because i've got a song stuck in my head, and i'm blaming it on you cuz its 'pretty fly for a white guy'

from moive :

That's so cool! I love to run, I run on my spare time, I would be in track, but since I'm home schooled I don't get to so that. But I do play, Football, basketball, bowling. I take a walk everyday, rain, or shine, sleet or snow, hot or cold. As of now I'm visiting my dad,(NY) and I walk about a mile, When I'm living with my mom( thats were I live most of my time) in MD. I prob walk a mile too. It just depends on my mood I guess. Thats cool you work with kids, What do you do??? When I come back to MD, My mom said I can get a job, I'm going to be babysitting, Oh Yeah! I love doing that! Well, I gotta go, I have a bunch of school work to do. L8r Day'z Crashbob

from moive :

Ok. Sorry Matt about my bad languege. I do need to tighten up on that. Thank you for being so oh so kind about it all, I mean if i were you I would have cewed my head off, I don't care if ya do.Do you play any sports? Best Wishes Crashbob

from moive :

moive

from moive :

Hi there. Nice to hear from you. FTI, I'm 14 blonde hair blue eyes,5'0, love sports, high off music,Obsessed with the 80's.Yep. Thats me in a nut shell. xkit33katx, is my best friend. We are more like sister. But like you care right. lol. Well Best Wishes. -Crashbob <--Don't ask about my nickname. :p

from moive :

Hey! I just looked at your diary. I though it was totaly cool. I would like to know a little bit more about you, How old are you?, What do you look like? Hope all is well. -Kait aka Crashbob

from xkit33katx :

Hey i stumbled across your diary and figured id say hi.I also had a fun time reading your future dream and let me say, not alot of people have it planned out like that but i like yours. yes your not a perv by any means ;) anyways, yes, i was just sayin a shout out so im gonna go (gosh i treat these things like emails now) later!

from mysticjessie :

mysticjessie

from rosem :

hey! yeah, i've been busy but hopefully i'll get to write regularly again. hope everything is going well with your life - i'm still reading!! :) ~ Rose

from tourniquet13 :

there are more people that love you more than you know... don't be sad, sugar... i send love your way... smiles and all... i'm on livejournal... so... http://www.livejournal.com/users/tourniquet113 will show you the currently happening stuff... new boyfriend, btw... *giddiness*... i love you, sugar... take care!!!... XoXo, gina

from tourniquet13 :

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind is one of the best movies i've ever watched in my entire life... please be happy... i love you... *hugs and lots of love*... XoXo, gina

from shorti06 :

Hey guy! It's kinda weird how a person could listen to a song and not know what it means until that person reads the lyrics and doesn't pay attention to the rhythm or the music of the song itself. Oh and by the way this is that madhadder87 chick. This is my new name. I've had it for some time now; I just haven't updated everybody on it at all. ~Later dayz~ Ashley

from mvangelmay06 :

**hugs** i wish you would have told me all this last night matty. i really can't give you any advice i can only tell you that im here for you...unconditionally. i luv you. elaine

from true-diamond :

U have a great diary abd I think ur an awesome poet...I wish I could express myself like that. Thank u 4 being so obiviously kind and open.

from rosem :

thanks :)

from dri21 :

just wanted to say hi again it's literally been forever. i had just checked all my e-mail leftover baggage and i read something that you'd written anywayz thanx!

from rosem :

hey matt, man - i haven't talked to you in forever! looks like you're doing well, that's always good to hear :) i still love reading! love ya, rose

from princess0831 :

Hi Matty! I just wanted to leave you some love, I hope u are having a wonderful day... Love you lots and god bless, Miss Kelli (hehe aww Kia sonny) ;)

from hurt2tears :

Hey, I am going to have to change my template. I cant get to my archives and cant fix it myself. AHHH! But i am saving it forever cause I love it. I even printed it out.

from mvangelmay06 :

i have not talked or seen you in forever!!thats not fair...hehe. we should hang out sometime, just for fun. i like your hair green!!! Its awsome i just kno it! welp..jus wanted to say hey. Luvz Elaine

from hurt2tears :

you rock and i love you forever! Hows Kelli? I know i dont know her but tell her hi! and that she is soo lucky to have you, your a good guy! Miss and Love Ya! Jamie

from alhanahstar :

Sounds like you have grown up a lot, my friend. I know what its like to have to grow up quickly at a very young age. I had to do it too. Keep hangin in. I'm prayin for you! Love, Aunt Beth

from hurt2tears :

Yep...couldnt stay away. I'm glad to hear things are going so well for you. I am dating a cool guy. His name is Dustin. We dont have any pets yet...LOL. Yeah i am glad to be back and get back in touch with some old friends. I have some newer diaries open too. If you check my profile they should be there. :) well lets keep in touch. You still have the same AOL name? Mine is different. Its Samgamgeebabe. Talk at Ya later babe! Jamie

from angel23wc :

hey matt... umm... yea, i kno i haven't left you a note in a long time... but i would like to say thank you for what you wrote to my brother... i mean, i don't kno what he said to you or anything, but what you wrote to him was very comforting... sorry, i just happened to be reading his notes today, because i saw he left someone a note, and i saw you're in there... and i just wanted to say thank you... it means a lot that you said that to him... even if it doesn't mean that much for him, it means a lot to me... just thought i'd let you kno that... i'm gonna go now... good-bye... *staci*

from themoose :

hey man, great diary, I love the way you openly express and talk about your life as a Christian. It's really encouraging to me and other Christians. Anyway, have a super day.

from alhanahstar :

I've stayed out of this for a long time. I have a few things that I have to say and I will be done. Okay? Too many people have gotten hurt in this. Luke 6:37 "Stop judging others, and you will not be judged. Stop criticizing others, or it will all come back on you. If you forgive others, you will be forgiven." Job 31:6 "Let GOD judge me on the scales of justice, for he knows my integrity." Psalm 75:4-7 "I warned the proud, `Stop your boasting!' I told the wicked, `Don't raise your fists! Don't lift your fists in defiance at the heavens or speak with rebellious arrogance.' " For no one on earth--from east or west, or even from the wilderness--can raise another person up. It is GOD ALONE who judges; he decides who will rise and who will fall." Job 25 3Who is able to count his heavenly army? Does his light not shine on all the earth? 4How can a mere mortal stand before God and claim to be righteous? Who in all the earth is pure? 5God is so glorious that even the moon and stars scarcely shine compared to him. Romans 3 10As it is written: "There is NO ONE righteous, not even one;" I've kept quiet, because I thought it was the thing to do, but too many people are hurting, and everyone keeps putting their two cents in and instead of making it better, they keep making it worse. No one has a right to judge anyone except God -- and no, no one has a right to tell someone that they are "failing" as a Christian . . . if someone comes to a friend for advice, then sure -- go for it, tell them what you're thinking. If they ask for it . . . go for it. You always have the right to tell someone you're concerned . . . and you can always pray for someone -- but by telling someone that you think that they need help in their Christian walk, that makes you look self-righteous and it also really hurts the other person, and could even eventually cause them to turn away from God. The best thing any Christian can do for another if they are worried about them is to pray. If they need us, they will come to us. That is it. Admittedly, sometimes when people go through a "revival" period -- they believe that God has given them the ability to see things in other people and that also gives them the right to go around and tell people where they are wrong. But this is definitely not the case -- because this attitude is more than likely to turn more people away from Jesus than it is to turn them on to him . . . especially if people knew how a person acted before they went through their "transition." Okay? Let God do the changing . . . in everybody. LET IT BE. Ecclesiastes 8 "1 How wonderful to be wise, to be able to analyze and interpret things. Wisdom lights up a person's face, softening its hardness. 2Obey the king because you have vowed before God to do this. 3Don't try to avoid doing your duty, and don't take a stand with those who plot evil. For the king will punish those who disobey him. 4The king's command is backed by great power. No one can resist or question it. 5Those who obey him will not be punished. Those who are wise will find a time and a way to do what is right. 6Yes, there is a time and a way for everything, even as people's troubles lie heavily upon them. 7Indeed, how can people avoid what they don't know is going to happen? 8None of us can hold back our spirit from departing. None of us has the power to prevent the day of our death. There is no escaping that obligation, that dark battle. And in the face of death, wickedness will certainly not rescue those who practice it. 9I have thought deeply about all that goes on here in the world, where people have the power to hurt each other. 10I have seen wicked people buried with honor. How strange that they were the very ones who frequented the Temple and are praised[1] in the very city where they committed their crimes! 11When a crime is not punished, people feel it is safe to do wrong. 12But even though a person sins a hundred times and still lives a long time, I know that those who fear God will be better off. 13The wicked will never live long, good lives, for they do not fear God. Their days will never grow long like the evening shadows. 14And this is not all that is meaningless in our world. In this life, good people are often treated as though they were wicked, and wicked people are often treated as though they were good. This is so meaningless! 15So I recommend having fun, because there is nothing better for people to do in this world than to eat, drink, and enjoy life. That way they will experience some happiness along with all the hard work God gives them. 16In my search for wisdom, I tried to observe everything that goes on all across the earth. I discovered that there is ceaseless activity, day and night. 17This reminded me that no one can discover everything God has created in our world, no matter how hard they work at it. Not even the wisest people know everything, even if they say they do." And the one thing we need to remember in all of this is that God is the God of second chances, and even I have forgotten that . . . so I'm ending this with a song by Andrew Peterson . . . I hope everyone thinks through this and learns to let go, forgive and move on. Listen to Him before you speak, and pray . . . and remember that God uses everything for His good. Loose Change I'd give you all of me to know what you were thinking And if I had one wish I'd wish I wasn't sinking here Drowning in this well Oh, can't you tell That I can't pick myself up off the ground I've been face down and pushed aside Well, you know I'd rather just turn tail and run Than lie here in the sun And watch you pass me by 'Cause I ain't worth a dime chorus: But if only I could stand up straight I wouldn't have to lie and wait I could up and roll away And never be ignored I've got a feeling that I'm something more Than just a piece of copper ore Turning green and looking for The reason I was born I've been around since 1964 In banks and bottom drawers On realroad ties I've been passed around and cast aside Skipped and flipped and flattened wide Spun around and thrown away and left alone to lie chorus But I heard about a penny found Lying underneath a couch By a woman who was kneeling down And looking for some change Then the wonam danced around And called her friends all over town Ane told 'em what was lost is found It's another penny saved So I find that all this time Beneath the surface I could shine Like all the gold a king and queen could measure You see, even just a penny is a treasure ~Aunt Beth

from tourniquet13 :

Matthew 10:16; "I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as wary as snakes and as innocent as doves." ... It's so important to remember that people will judge Christ by your behavior. Because as Christians we are to be "Christ-Like." If we are cruel or ignorant to people, we lose so many oppurtunities to be an example of Christ. Remember, you may be the only Jesus someone ever sees. ~from http://faithdesigns.diaryland.com/SheepAmongW.html (I thought you'd like to read that)... thanks for the prayer matt. i hope you're having a good day... ttyl... bye. *hugs*... lovealways, ***gina***

from martyr4love :

I just wanted to leave you a note. I have you as a favorite to my diary. :0) Just thought I could say hello and God Bless. Bye Bye. Love, Loren

from caketwins03 :

Hey That One Guy! I would like to share a story with you about a little girl I know named Ana Sanchez. When she was 6 (a year ago) she fell in the deep end and almost drowned, for a while i was sure we were going to lose her. i prayed and prayed. I rode with her to the hospital and called her mom from there. I also called Randa, ahe drove out to the hospital and prayed with me. Finally they got her stabilized. She asked for me. she told me a miraculos story of seeing a man surrounded in light. She said he told her she had to go back because he wasn't ready for her, and that when her time came, he would call her back. Ana is positive that man was Jesus. Randa and I have no doubt she is right. Now i know this isn't a direct expirience, but it called me back to God. I had strayed, and God used my little Ana to bring me home again. He works wonders doesn't he. This is to share a bit of my faith with you. I sincerly hope things are working out for you. Please respond if it is possible. Thanks! God Bless! Liz

from alhanahstar :

I still believe in loving unconditionally, Matt. I told you I did. I stand beside that. If you have a chance to pick up a book -- pick up "An Arrow Pointing to Heaven". It is a Devotional/Biography . . . and it's great and I think you would love it. I wish things weren't the way they are right now, and I'm really sorry they happened the way they did. I don't agree with the way they happened, AT ALL.

from usmcbabe :

Its me. I've decided to let you know one last time that no mater what, I will never think less of you. hold your head up and dont let this kill you. Everyone is entitled to make mistakes. I love you dearly Matt! You are one of the best buds i've got. Forgivness is wonderful. I hope people can remember that. And these people who have such mean things to say to bring you, me and everyone else down, they dont truely know us. What they have to say doesn't matter. Kissez! Luva Ya, Lizzie ;P

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