Articulate. by
exhaust
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I always say, "I don't know" and the truth is, I don't know if I want to.
There are so many things in my head, it's always difficult to pick one and possibly exclude the others. So many details, so inappropriate, we don't question it here, just take what pleasure can be derived from the collision occurring. There are too many variables, sliding back and forth, too many.
You don't ask. I don't tell. I don't want this to be about me, or what I have done or didn't do. Trust me when I say I have more questions for you than you are willing to answer, and believe me when I say I am too embarrassed to ask them. I would blush, if I can still do that.
The darker parts of me want to tell you all about it, but I like to pretend those parts don't exist. I am becoming well versed in the art of self deception - even here, for fear they will be taken for something else. What I most desperately want is for those dark pieces to be wanted. Truly. Not cast aside as some phased kink.
I want the vocabulary to articulate the depth of my want for words. I want to find your secret stash of words, the ones no one else sees. I want to read them obsessively for hidden meaning, and tuck them into my pocket so I can read them again. Or slip them somewhere dark, where the words do their damage. I want all of your filthiest words, the ones you can only whisper, they are so obscene. Those are the words that would match mine. |
forgiveness by
unsentletter
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self explanatory |
friday 13th flood of evil by
darkbeans
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great pics & porn links!! |
saturn by
affiliate19
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wow, first impressions are the best & this one is it! |
Relationship Expectations by
lanne
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beautiful words - should send them to S* ;-) |
when do the lies begin & the truths end? by
unsentletter
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my unsent letter |
breaking the rules by
dalyrical1
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My girl looking after me. could never have wished for a better friend. ;-) |
Obsessed? by
prostituee
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i feel the same way w/ suisse. |
I couldn't have said by
ciulionn
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things i too wish i could say |
happy bi-centennial diary! by
dalyrical1
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the sweetest woman in the world! I need to find a way to have a few drinks w/ this one! love ya T!! |
A music title perhaps.... by
velvet-heart
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she wrote all the words that are in my heart. we are two of a kind. |
he's much more influential than i am. (also, try calling it, chew on this) by
bluering
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Amen sista! |
My Unusual Sexuality by
hot-crumpets
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OMG so I am Gay! I just fell in love w/ my Suisse [man] |
Fuck you by
prostituee
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animated kama sutra ~ http://www.better-sex.co.uk/kamasutra/index.html |
i almost hope it doesn't by
bebelua
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*sigh* tis wonderful to love... |
piano by
crayon
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what happens when you actually find nemo - he laughs in your face. |
Babyface- by
tropicalmist
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the exact words I long to say to Suisse. so beautiful I wept. |
it can't be true there is no way after all this time by
sexyatheist
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"maladaptive schema: the belief that when in a long distance relationship, it's still important to maintain fairly regular physical contact."
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SHE LIVES FOR HIM by
stillpoetry
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touching piece about love & death |
Things I've learned from living with two boys by
fireflea
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Thing learned when living with two boys, man how i can relate |
the incomplete resource for that redhead dancing girl by
bejaluna
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I just do! The original author is a genius |
why i broke up with god by
minderella
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a woman break up with god. |
my world by
unsentletter
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sounds like more correspondence between me & milwaukee(lol) |
On the off chance. by
refluence
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fuck you... |
bloodyroses by
sirenslave
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*sigh* a girl can fantasize can't she? |
Joan Jett by
fifties-doll
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Joan Jett slams Rolling Stone! Now she ROCKS! |
Listening by
jesskrabbit
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Astounding lil excerpt of something hopefully much longer... if not it should be. |
Dear Dr. Laura by
jenne1017
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Jenny Springer attacks Dr. Laura! Laughed my ass off! |
blue striped boy by
bebelua
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Omg is she could so be talking about my Suisse! |
It's on the tip of my tongue. by
exhaust
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my wedding day... smiles |
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