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from wilyred :
That is so great that you quit your job but they begged you to stay! That's awesome! Good luck on your new career. You should post a modeling photo.
from wilyred :
That's awesome that you're finally getting your own place!
from ashley2ashes :
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from wilyred :
Gosh...I don't know what to say. I am really sorry. Hang in there. -Lisa
from cdghost :
hey, i came across your words and enjoyed reading them..take care--thecdghost
from jazzyana :
Hey, I just wanted to say that I hope you are ok. I know it's hard when everyone seems to be looking down on you, and expecting you to come to their decision... You don't have to. But if you do. Do it for yourself, not them. Be Strong.
from jazzyana :
I found your diary today... I really love it. You've got this mature grace about you that is intimidating.
from wilyred :
Hey is that what you wrote? That is so interesting. Thanks for posting that. It gives a context to where you are now. Is counseling helping at all?
from wilyred :
You should copy what you wrote and put it on this page...I would be interested to read it.
from wilyred :
Gosh, I am really sorry you are having such a hard time in your marriage right now. I don't believe that your husband has never been happy. Otherwise, why would he marry you? You both sound depressed and everything sounds darker from that perspective. I hope everything turns out ok! Hang in there. Lisa
from wilyred :
Big dreamer, night sweats are definitely a side effect of Effexor. I was on it last year, and I would get them. Also weird dreams. Just make sure that if you do stop taking it in a few months to taper your dose. Effexor withdrawal is very painful. The doctor didn't tell me about this!
from wilyred :
Hey there, I just read your diary last night for the first time and really enjoyed it. I think a lot of married people feel like you do about their marriage sometimes. Maybe you are both in a rut. My husband and I get lazy with our relationship also because it is just easier. Don't take the easy way out! Anyhow, I am also from SD (but living in the bay area), am 26, and don't enjoy my job. You don't say how tall you are, but I guess you know your behaviors are eating disorder behaviors. Anyhow, take care. Lisa
from obsessive16 :
Hiya, I loved your diary. I can relate to so much of what you are saying. I have been anorexic/bulimic for 6 years. I don't think I will ever recover fully. I did try and succeeded for a year but I have slipped done that slippery slope again.

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