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| from thedevlyn : |
| It life one does well to make themselves happy, which is hard enough. Trying to please others is a slippery slope fraught with traps and disasters. It is of paramount importance to find a partner who is headed the same direction you are, for if they are not then they are simply a distraction from your own journey. Everyone in life is either helping you or hurting you, the hard part is figuring out which. Do take care, and try not to let the pedestrians get you down. They will be gone long before you are. |
| from buppie : |
| you type and you type and what do you have to show for it? NOTHING!!! fuckers. fuckers they are. hmfph! |
| from dooki : |
| There is nothing, and I mean, NOTHING wrong with wanting a better future. I mean, I steal all the time, just to get ahead. ha ha. Seriously, minimum wage? Fuh-get-it! Do you want to pay for your husband? Does any woman want to take care of everything? Well, I guess in the long run we take care of everything anyway since no one does it the right way. But a head start would be nice. |
| from crazygurl30 : |
| i totally agree about james. that fucker is so off his rocker. i'll have to check out that author you listed. sounds like a good one! |
| from signomifly : |
| I feel you on the James Patterson thing. He is a GREAT author, but don't you feel like he knows too much? I mean...really knows tooooo much? You should check out Grishams "King of Tudor" or something like that. It makes you look at the law in a totally different way. Not as scary as James though. |
| from dooki : |
| wow, your ex is a fucking tool. What a waste of foreskin. He used her for her car? Are you kidding me? And you still associate with this asshole? Your child has to spend every other week with him? Poor littleman. Hopefully your strength rubs off on him, and I'm sure it will. GOD! What a dousche bag! He's the type of guy that I want to thump in the forehead. Just, ehhh! Get away! |
| from candoor : |
| I feel so connected to the words you write sometimes it's scary, but a good scary :) |
| from mestupchick : |
| your diary shows your strength and character, i love it. |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| there is nothing wrong with falling in love. everyone should be so lucky. :) |
| from crazygurl30 : |
| thanks to devlyn and dooki for the warm words of ecouragement. it's nice to know that despite my many fuck-ups i'm at least trying to do right by my child and some can see that. karma's a bitch and this tool better fucking get his. |
| from thedevlyn : |
| Ah, indeed, I have always hated sugar coating. My best goes out to you, but you seem to have the backbone it will take to get you through all that you are embarking upon. No one should be better equipped to take care of you than yourself. Go get him. |
| from dooki : |
| WOW. You know what's really sad? The fact that while I'm reading your diary, I realize something. I had a terrible mother. I always knew that, but you really LOVE your son, and it shows what a great mom you are. If your child can at least have half a good parent, he's succeeded in some way. Good luck with the dumb mother fucker. My sister went through something similar, and finally relinquished him from his rights to see her children. He now has no responsiblity for them, and her new husband of 3 years adopted them, and they are sooooo happy. I'm not saying you should do that, but hey, you suspend someone's lisence for continual penalties, right? |
| from super-bando : |
| hey, just wanted to pop by and say nice diary, you know how to keep it real. |
| from dooki : |
| man, I can't imagine quitting smoking. I smoke 2 packs a day, and have for about 10 years now. NO FUCKING WAY could I do it. At least think of the money you'll save. Being in tight financial situations might deter you from smoking. I don't know, just trying to help. |
| from crazygurl30 : |
| devlyn you know i'm crazy as they come:) i should just say fuck it and not care either way... |
| from thedevlyn : |
| Conform to someone elses expectations? Are you fucking crazy girlfriend? Selfish? Exactally who can you live for if not yourself? If you can not make yourself happy you can never truly make anyone else happy. You seem to be on a path of self exploration; don't derail yourself before you learn who you really are. Then again, what the fuck do I know, aside from the fact I wish you were happy? Wish I was happy too, as far as that goes. |
| from thedevlyn : |
| Well, you lucky thing you... |
| from thedevlyn : |
| It was your comment about me. |
| from thedevlyn : |
| Hey, you. Yeah, you in the front. Merry Giftmas. Hope all is well in your world. |
| from thedevlyn : |
| You flatter me. *blushes* |
| from thedevlyn : |
| Hey, the trick is to get em young and train em well. Yes, most lower animals, including the human male, can be trained to perform most tasks. Sad truth is that most guys are worthless fucks, literally. Most of us don't put enough thought into anything, let alone sex. You want something different? then you better take control of the situation. One of the sexiest things about anyone is their self confidence. Women that know what they want turn me on to no end. I wish you well on your quest, just be safe. Hugs, and happy Giftmas |
| from dooki : |
| glad to see you back in the swing of things! Sledding rocks, though I never owned a sled, it was more like a trash can lid, but it did the same thing and you could do wicked turns on it. WICKED! |
| from dooki : |
| I really wish you luck. I know it's a hard road to walk, but if you stick with the right people, you'll make it. You sound determined, just keep it up. I don't want to have to take you off my favorites! ha ha. |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| good luck!! i hope this works for you. i think you will find that in the long run, it makes for a better life. :) |
| from dooki : |
| HEY! Thanks for adding me as a favorite. I read your entry today, and not to get too graphic on a note board, BUT, it sounds like a yeast infection...especially if synthetic lubes were involved. I'd get the massingil ovum egg thingie. It works in one day. NO SHIT. It really does. In the future, ALWAYS urinate after using lube, after sex, and after masturbating. It prevents yeast infections. Also, if you're a beer drinker, the yeast from the beer can also cause infections. Wouldn't think it, huh? It does! (in excess of course, and without proper hygiene.) Anyway, enough of that bullshit! Glad you like my diary. |
| from inkdragon : |
| Stopped by after clicking your banner. I hope things begin to look up for you...in all departments. I really wish you a much easier time than you've been having. Good luck. |
| from crazygurl30 : |
| Thanks for the support swimmer! |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| yes, you are right, and realizing that you have a drug and alcohol problem is half the battle. stick with the fix, and get this problem out of the way now. you are right - it is a lot easier to fix at 26 than it is at 40. |
| from eatyouryoung : |
| i am sorry you had a bad day. fuck the people you have you down, they sound pretty shitty. hope it gets better for you. |
| from miss-cumalot : |
| :) I'm glad it worked for ya |
| from miss-cumalot : |
| its difficult for me too at times but I have found ways that work (touching myself doesnt work...you seem a lot like me)...try reading my diary...maybe it will help you (with getting ideas)...good luck :) |
| from miss-cumalot : |
| its difficult for me too at times but I have found ways that work (touching myself doesnt work...you seem a lot like me)...try reading my diary...maybe it will help you (with getting ideas)...good luck :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| no, it shouldn't be that difficult. i think you may need someone to help you out. it would have to be someone who you can trust and relax with, which is part of the problem, i guess. if you had that, you wouldn't need a do-it-your-selfer. anyway, that's my best suggestion-having someone, male or female, work with you on it and try and get you mentally into it. good luck. |
| from where-i-fall : |
| Untrue! Not all men are alike and I for one can say I would love love. |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| sorry to hear about your night. you deserved better. :( |
| from where-i-fall : |
| Damn, i'm jealous. I'd give you an O any day! |
| from drahmaqueen : |
| I have been spending some time reading....we have a lot in common sweets. Hope you have having a good day. |
| from saara687 : |
| Oh, ahem. About your entry today (Sept. 4th): Get yourself a toy. ;) Sounds like you could use one to... take the edge off? You can find them for under $20, and they're well worth the investment when you're alone, with no new men in sight. |
| from saara687 : |
| Sorry your X is such a dick. Hope that you can get everything resolved & get that divorce finalized soon. |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| sounds like you are unhappy and looking for a direction. just an opinion, but it seems like you have to decide you want, then go after it. good luck. :) |
| from drahmaqueen : |
| Hey there. Boy can I relate to you girl. And I am going to make an announcement: *ahem* WILL SOMEONE PLEASE GO HAVE SEX WITH THIS GIRL!?!?! OK, that should do it. You totally crack me up. Hope things get better for you. Jen |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| i like the new template!! also, too bad we don't live a little closer. i'm amazed you can't find someone to help you "de-stress". |
| from where-i-fall : |
| I'll give you what you want anytime ;) |
| from where-i-fall : |
| Haha, look at all the notes from me...you should say hi once in a while to me. |
| from where-i-fall : |
| You should come on MSN more! |
| from where-i-fall : |
| [email protected] - MSN. Come talk to me. You won't regret it ;) |
| from where-i-fall : |
| Did you mean you're gonna start from the beginning of my diary, or that I should start from the beginning of yours? Either way, damn, that's a lot of entries to read! |
| from where-i-fall : |
| Call me and you shall not be stood up. (I realise i'm becoming a bit of a stalker by now, but hey, who cares) |
| from where-i-fall : |
| Your diary is extremely remenant of how I also feel. However, unlike me, you seem to have someone to have fun with. Lucky biatch! |
| from where-i-fall : |
| If you strip, I will give you some cookies. And you know that you want those cookies. Yeehaw! |
| from banefulvenus : |
| I totally loved your banner! |
| from solitary- : |
| happy birthday and i suggest a cool whip container for the piss |
| from myhorizons : |
| You need to buy a vibrator! |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| no, not digital, just a SLR minolta. my ben and jerry's of choice is coffee heath bar or fudge central, although i love them all! thanx for the note. :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| KISSES ARE ALMOST ALWAYS WORTH THE WAIT. :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| i have a penis, too, and i'm wondering if that automatically counts against me, too? how many points do i lose? do i lose more or less if i offer you candy? what kind of candy do you like anyway? have fun at grannies!! :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| from what i can tell, if a sex dream (no matter who it is with) is pleasureable, it is a good thing. the more complicated it is, the more issues are being uncovered and the more likely that it isn't a good thing. in other words, if you had multiple orgasms, and ended up with a smile on your face and no stresses, you are probably golden. does that answer your question? |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| ha, ha, the ride of his life!! ain't it the truth. same with me, i hope she is ok with being bowlegged for a week! the two of us together? better keep it outdoors and away from anything easily broken, cuz all hell would break loose with all the pent up hormones!! thanks for all the notes and support, i appreciate it! :) |
| from crazygurl30 : |
| Haha yeah I feel for the poor bastard that does the deed with me. Little does he know he's in for the ride of his life;) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| ok, i could send you some DAMN FINE "get laid" vibes, but wouldn't that just frustrate you all the more? i could even talk dirty to you, but, still the same... just makes it worse. horny is as horny gets, and if you get horny without getting laid, then DAMN, i guess you need to find someone else going through the same thing. and hope they are in the same town, or at least reasonably close. the person you finally hook up with will be getting the fuck of a lifetime!! hope you get yours! :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| OBVIOUSLY, you have some needs, and OBVIOUSLY, one of those needs is having something nice somewhere inside you. OBVIOUSLY, you need to do something about that, huh? i think being open with the guys in your life is the way to go. as you put it, what can it hurt? it isn't completely satisfying anyway, and maybe just telling them what you want will work. i hope things work out, i hate to hear about sexually frustrated women that i can't do anything for!! :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| i think you have a right to be upset. i've had that problem before, not as bad, but it was getting to be difficult to get an ex to commit to anything specific, and eventually, i realized i didn't need to put up with that. you don't either. |
| from phatphonx : |
| i need love... can u help me??? |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| gotta find that balance!! :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| i found deming. it's about an hour west of las cruces, right on the way to tucson. ;) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| i'm not sure exactly, but could find out easy enough. early-mid may. ok, then, it's settled. you live in michigan, right? almost right on the way!! sounds like a plan!! :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| yes, that would be nice, but everything in it's time and place, eh? our time will come. ;) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| just read tonight's entry. you raise too many good questions for both sexes to answer in one little note, but here is one answer: yes, their is a double standard. it goes both ways, but most ways favor guys. IF a girl doesn't think that is fair, she should insist on better behavior from any guy she allows to be a part of her life. it is a question of respect. really good questions!! :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| this is a new relationship, right? if so, you maybe give him the benefit of the doubt for a while since you don't really know whether he has a perfectly good excuse or not, AND, maybe he is just taking some sort-it-out time. that benefit goes for maybe 2, maybe 3 phone calls, then some serious doubt better start sinking in. he is either avoiding you, or a jerk, or both. as far as "easy, no strings" sex, i think it is up to the individual. it never worked for me. as far as 397, you still got nuttin' on me.... :) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| i got to your diary via the scenic route today, i.e., banner. the 397 day one. hmmmm,.... i think i missed something, or maybe that was just a tease. the reason i clicked on that was.... well, i can tease, too. anyway, i was surprised for it to turn out to be your diary. maybe we can explain things to each other someday. sorry about the crush. don't jump to conclusions, but also don't let this go on too long. i just got done doing that, without a good outcome, but you know the situation better than i. hope things work out. ;) |
| from swimmmer72 : |
| WOW!!! another swim coach!!! that is awesome. we are a select fraternity, my friend. well, maybe NOT a FRATERNITY!! sorry to hear you experience was bad, but i totally understand. between interferring parents, unsupportive school personnel, uncooperative, spoiled kids, and the emotional drain... yes, it can be a hassle. still... i LOVED coaching, and it just got better, the longer i did it. BUT, i haven't been in a pool for almost 9 months, and that time, my presence alone created a HUGE ruckus between supporters and a chosen few who consistently gave me static. ahhh, the memories.. i had a feeling we had a lot in common. :) |
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