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so there i was reading the raggamuffin gospel when much to my surprize quoted with much love and care was annie dillard 'pilgrim at tinker creek' and all b/c of you i not only know her but have come to appreciate her. it now in my heart to finish the book i start long ago on a plane ride to mz. just thought you should know, it made me think of you. xoxo

from andromedah :

I was wondering how you were doing since we last talked. It is very nice to know that you are happy. :) ~ Mindy

from musicman575 :

Paul, thank you for being the friend that you were and for playing an important role in my life. I hope my children turn out to share a likeness with you.

from ladolcevita3 :

hey paul. i thought i would send you a hello. like the sane person you are, you've disappeared from facebook. i just hope you're well.

from cindylou03 :

ok paul. i can send the story... but it's pretty troubling to read. is that ok? are you up for it?

from musicman575 :

greetings from an old friend

from cindylou03 :

oooo i love that you fell in love with a stranger! and i love that you remember me asking you that. he sounds kind of like he looks like you. perhaps that's the attraction. oh, libras. ;)

from greenstar7 :

i should talk boys with you, i am sure you would offer me great insight...which would come in handy right now. i think its just a mild case of 'he's not that in to me' time will tell. i love seeing you over holidays. should the opportunity present its self in the future i intend to pour my heart out to you, mr. bindel. ox

from minstrelite :

Hey Dude. Actually those are not necessarily my views regarding the Devil, I was only quoting what the guy said at my Bible College, which incidentally was over twenty years ago. Yeah, I'd never heard of John Taylor. The information you provide explains something. Anyway, my diary's unlocked now, I had to purge it a bit. Take care!

from minstrelite :

Pardon me for showing up unannounced, but it was because your diary first showed up unannounced on my screen, which mystified me until I settled for the explanation that I had probably clicked on your username unconsciously while unsuccessfully attempting to accomplish some other task. That said, I read your recent two entries, and I hope you recover the four questions from your dream. As for the thelogy in the quote on your recent entry, I don't see it that way myself, even from a Christian point of view. God gave the Devil complete dominion over the world as we know it, and all things that we know of are under control of the Evil One, whether we know it or not, unless God intervenes. Given the relative unlikelihood of divine intervention, I would be skeptical that too many of those described would have been brought to "Civility and Christian liberty" for too very long. We might also question the implicit oxymoron in the quoted concept, but that would suggest a lengthy discussion, and I'm sure you probably have better things to do. Anyway, I enjoyed reading your words, and I'm getting back to work now.

from cindylou03 :

well i am pleased! :)

from cindylou03 :

my mom thinks she was picking up on what i went through with jonna. i think she was detecting all the males i hold close to my heart.

from cindylou03 :

paul i really like your entry about grapes.

from ladolcevita3 :

i logged in to diaryland for the first time in months, maybe even years. i checked my buddy list and it informed me that you had changed your description in your profile about me. it was a weird sensation- that curious instinct and excitement to find out what others really think of you- or at least what they'll write about your in their friend list. am i in love? it's hard to tell. it depends on too many things. i keep wanting to write a good diary entry these days, but the words just stay on the tip of my fingers, where they're useless.

from committed27 :

the new mexico quarter found you all the way in mass. i do hope it finds me in the jfk airport, or actually on my birthday when I am in new mexico again...but I shan't go searching for it. Like all good things, it will come.

from lamelittleme :

I liked it! :D

from greenstar7 :

i miss you, come home quickly.

from cindylou03 :

i think you should build it your way so that it's yours.

from greenstar7 :

in regard to entry 659- i think you should make 'your' labyrinth the way you want to. even in the secret ways you want to. somehow i think it will help people to connect with you and therefore nature. as you are part of nature and your truest self offers the most real and pure...being, maybe. let them walk in and through you. be the astral event that ties them together. you are wonderful connector of people (so my experience has been). in your last paragraph you talk about how breaking with tradition will affect how people interact with your labyrinth, i think thats just it, they will interact with not only nature but you and your human nature. and i think it will be more real in some way. wish i could be there to walk through it.

from yihatepeople :

well written

from cindylou03 :

haha! that's cool he got them right. it would be sort of ridiculous if he didn't. i just liked that picture (how narcissistic of me)(well no, i don't admire it. i just think it's interesting? still narcissistic? i don't know) and so i posted it for fun. i'm glad it got a response.

from cindylou03 :

i like what you said about me on your profile. maybe my favorite thing said about me on anyone's profile. hey...i got your postcard! it's going on the wall.

from cindylou03 :

paulo, i don't understand that note you left. haha.

from cindylou03 :

i very much like your idea for writing. it's very kingsolveresque.

from cindylou03 :

my logic makes me think that common folk didn't trim their nails. i break nails all the time at work...and what i do today compared to what they did then would be like the most elitist of jobs. so i say they didn't have to trim them intentionally. the rich and royal, though, probably had someone file them for them. or had them removed all together. they always did weird crap like that.

from mango-babe :

i think they filed their nails - maybe on those big stone wheels that you sharpen knives on.

from mojo1915 :

If the pre-clipper man or woman did keep the nails trimmed, perhaps they didn't keep them as short. When they were cut, perhaps they just chopped them like celery on a cutting board. Or maybe they were like beavers' teeth and they were just constantly scratching things. ok , bye

from cindylou03 :

what a day, what a day.

from ladolcevita3 :

(ceci n'est pas une pipe)

from ladolcevita3 :

i know your frustration. that was a really good post, paul.

from wilberteets :

Dude, I am SO stoked about Lost coming back on Thursday night!!! I would be all over that party too, if not for the extremely long drive to get there. :-)

from cindylou03 :

well gee, paul, what a lovely and twisted curse. i wish that upon her as well! hey i really liked your entry about your outing with the boys. :)

from ladolcevita3 :

paul.... you constantly remind me how much there is to be had in life. i love, love, love you. i vote variations of #2, 3, 7, and 9.

from cindylou03 :

i vote cleaning muck or writing about enchiladas.

from mojo1915 :

All of your ideas sound so delicious, but number four sounds especially appealing (for me to do). Remember how you used to depict heaven as one's senses being merged, where the contour of music might be experienced in dazzling waves of color or perhaps a bowl of ice cream teasing the palate in the mode of A mixolydian? Well, I read that LSD trips sometimes elicit that sort of synesthesia. If I wasn't so terrified of having a panic attack, I would try it. It sounds like bliss.

from papotheclown :

i like option five (you know, the drug one?), mostly because i have being having dreams of running away to the desert with nothing but a bag of mushrooms myself. i think no matter what you decide there should be facial hair of some kind involved.

from sahera :

It was captivating. I felt a bit like a professor just reading it. At one point I thought, "What is this guy trying to do?" I would give you another look, if that's what they call it.

from cindylou03 :

paul that letter is amazing. and i can't believe i got an honorable mention! love, cindy

from committed27 :

2004-03-29 my big brother my big brother got $2500 scholarship today. i am so excited for him. i am so proud that HE of all people is MY big brother. that is my claim to fame. how i love that guy, i love everything about him! he makes me smile. he is so cool. when i grow up, i am going to be like he is hopefully. (i wrote this entry so long ago. its kind of cute right? i still want to grow up to be like you, maybe just less literature...i love you.)

from cindylou03 :

that's funny you were thinking of all of that. you are all those people..and i do wish i was gay. but i'm okay with being straight too. you know what i mean. if i'm ever being an idiot, i hope you would tell me. love, cindy p.s. glad we did see each other after all.

from mojo1915 :

Is Duke named after the welder with the "contrapositive mullet?"

from sahera :

I am also not thankful for hit-and-runs! My ol' corsica suffered two, as well as a rear-ending becasue the dude was checking out a girl on the side of the road. I do miss that car though...and I am thankful I had one.

from cindylou03 :

paul i loved your dialogue. "I feel like your dialogue was working well.." (haha my class)

from cindylou03 :

oh man. i have actually found that lady before i think! i can vaguely remember googling "boutelle" and finding a poet called annie.

from cindylou03 :

i liked your anecdote.

from cindylou03 :

hahaha oh that's great paul. damn me and my laziness with commas! i'm glad you decided to make your joke after all. :) love you, bouts

from cindylou03 :

that was a nice entry (your last one) i like your job.

from cindylou03 :

i love that you did that. the sunset thing. that's awesome.

from is-life :

I'm really enjoying it. How is your life? Yes I do need to watch after her haha.

from is-life :

have you read a book called irresistible revolution? if not I think you should pick it up, you would really enjoy it.

from cindylou03 :

yeah..i was just mad that so many more people were interested in fiction, being that i am a nonfiction writer. ;)

from greenstar7 :

i loved this movie, Baraka.

from cindylou03 :

well paul i DO love you! haha..maybe i will turn it into a poem. who knows. thanks. hey i hope you're enjoying the tail end of your summer. i miss you. bouts

from greenstar7 :

lets grow up and live in one of these houses. http://www.tumbleweedhouses.com/houses.htm

from cindylou03 :

i took your challenge. (my latest entry)

from cindylou03 :

i unlocked my diary

from cindylou03 :

i love you paul bindel. can't wait to see you..

from mojo1915 :

I always use the term "dingleberry" to refer to a morsel of fecal matter that dangles from a hair around the anus immediately after a persoon defecates. By the way, Kate is presently singing something from "The Diary of Virginia Woolf" that says something about "...gains a certain hold on suasage." It just caught my distractable ear. Just thought I'd tell you. Take care.

from cindylou03 :

i happen to love grapples. i just wish they were organic.

from cindylou03 :

hahaha oh man. the "@" thing..so funny

from greenstar7 :

things in life iam looking forward for are- one my hair growing more, two eating a snow-cone this summer, and three the possibility of eating that snow-cone with you in the shade of some big tree in the heat of the afternoon of any given summer day.

from cindylou03 :

well. really i lift my glass to all four of your pasteries. i'd love to read w/ you or camp w/ you anytime. love, bouts

from cindylou03 :

also those pictures are super. i'm so jealous of your scenery! and i can't believe you ate that many pasteries! that's even more than i would have bought..and i consider myself pretty well versed in the ways of spontaneous self-indulgence!

from cindylou03 :

haha..well the challenge for this exercise was to really expose plot and setting. so i could tell you that the donkey/armadillo paintings were just to give you and idea of what the diner was like...but honestly (haha) it was an inside joke for my professor. she had us free write and challenged us with an armadillo and it was this big thing. so i thought i'd put it into an actual story i was turning in. HEY thanks for your feedback!!! haha..i thought about sending it to you for editing, but i had to turn it in the next morning. and i've already editted it a lot since i posted it here on dland. but yes, i am staying in albuquerque for the summer...and forever until i move since i have rent to pay now and a job. :S love you, cindy

from sahera :

There's a stonehenge replica outiside of UTPB here in Odessa, TX, and I guarentee no one would care if you touched it or danced around it partially clothed, or whatever be your fancy...

from ladolcevita3 :

Okay, I found a good one. Ferdinand Chevral. He was a normal, everyday guy who led a pretty mediocre life. One day when he is 43, in 1879, he is walking home from work and his foot hits a small stone. He picks it up and puts it in his pocket. From then on he starts putting a lot of rocks in his pockets, and keeping them in his backyard. After a while, he starts picking up small pieces of glass, wire, brick- anything that strikes an interest in him. After a while, he starts going on wheelbarrow rounds, collecting more and more weird and bizarre stones. At night he collects rocks and sleeps very little. To escape from every day life, he starts building this faery-palace in his backyard, and about 40 years later, his life-work is complete and his backyard palace becomes a sacred spot for the Surrealist world. http://www.tcf.ua.edu/courses/Jbutler/T340/IdealPalace.jpg and http://membres.lycos.fr/barocline/FacteurCheval.jpg pretty cool eh?

from ladolcevita3 :

Favorite art history moment? Maybe I haven't discovered it yet. All the ones I keep thinking of have a morbid bent. (like when Van Gogh cut off his ear and had it mailed to a whore house because a prostitute refused to sleep with him) Art's a little dark. I will have to think about it. I love your last entry.

from cindylou03 :

loved your latest.

from cindylou03 :

thanks. :)

from cindylou03 :

i read that out loud..and saw many words that are read one way, and perhaps interpreted another. was that the point? just curious.. that was way cool though.

from ladolcevita3 :

no way! is that possible?

from ladolcevita3 :

paul! you are missed. i keep wanting to write you a kickass email, but the days lately are so packed and there's barely a time for anything truly important. so a note will have to tide me over for now...

from papotheclown :

i actually gave up caffeine for lent. my first year celebrating. it's not as hard as i thought it would be.

from cindylou03 :

well so far, i've read Ba, Nwapa, Gordimer, Rifaat, Aidoo, Musengezi, and Djebar and basically love all of it. though, i think Nwapa's "Efuru" was my favorite so far. :)

from papotheclown :

good entry! i really, really like it!

from cindylou03 :

hahaha..good one. i don't know. it's important to me, but i don't expect it to be important to others. that's nice to know it's important to you. :D

from papotheclown :

why myspace? its easy, friend. instant gratification! people are somehow more prone to comment on myspace as opposed to good ole' diaryland. here is the link http://blog.myspace.com/1036702. check it out.

from committed27 :

in ecuador, the days before lint, starting yesteday are called carnival, maybe you are familiar with this custom, and well, to celebrate carnival, people of all ages go on the roof with buckets of water and pour them on the heads of the passerbyers down below. or you get shaving cream sprayed on you or window cleaner, water balloons are thrown at you no matter if you are 10 or 87 years old and eggs and flour to top it all off... the boys even use urine and cow poop. the symbolism or how this relates to lint in anyway shape or form, well i have yet to discover that. well i am off to "play carnival" with my classmates. i love you tracy

from cindylou03 :

bindel i will send you my poem in your email. k? :) oo then you can tell me what i should change about it and stuff..i still have time to edit it for my portfolio. so you should definitely give me some tips. especially since you are so well versed (pun inteaded) in poetry.

from papotheclown :

bravo, sir. good meal too.

from committed27 :

as the dear panteth for the water so i thirst for your words. like i find myself reading your letters over and over again, and your emails and your entries, anything. its strange, its like i dont want to cry or anything, nor is it a really conscious thing, but i miss you so much. the kind of missing that makes the soul ache and my sleep a little less sound. i am not sure i understand it really, all i know is i turn my ipod on to the zia project when i am sad, and i haven't stopped talking about everything i can remember about you and me and the good ole brotherhood. this summer when you come here, i will be so excited. trev and mom and dad will stay with the missionaries where english is the only thing they speak. you however, will stay with my family, in my house, in my little spanish world and then i will be satisfied because my two worlds with finally meet. i love you paul as much as is possible and i hope england is taking very good care of you. have you received any mail lately? trace

from cindylou03 :

what if you stayed in england. i could see you doing that. even if it's not this time around.

from cindylou03 :

dang paul. i just barely read all my notes for the first time in like...months. i always forget to check them. i should see if i can get the notice sent to my new email or something. i HATE that i don't repsond to notes!!! thank you for all of them. you are thoughtful..and it means a lot to me when you like something i write. since you're such a meticulous writer. and you're right about my time line becoming more and more abstract. if i ever turn that in as an assignment i think i'll revise it. because it really is better to use concrete things in writing i guess. i mean..i like to be abstract but i realize that's not fun for the reader. alright..well i love you and i'm glad we're married. bouts.

from cindylou03 :

i really liked your mountain goats entry. and i really like you. :)

from ladolcevita3 :

paul- the trees look drunk, and some of them are even uprooted. evangel is untouched, but drury is a wasteland. you would have liked to see the world here this way. sorry i was weird the other day. i am like that sometimes. grr! i hope that 2 am in London is a good hour for you. (hug)

from sahera :

Hey Paul! Good to hear from you! As a matter of fact I did to the wal mart sac thing, however I used a smaller Walgreens bag because I don't carry a lot of things. Plus, I thought I might need to do some shopping at walmart and I didn't want to look like a thief. I got to run some errands, even go to the social security office to get a new ss card. Just like I thought, no one noticed (and if they did, didn't say anything). It was funny, but just to me. Ivan just thought I was silly:)

from cindylou03 :

by the way, i'm glad you liked my disasters. :)

from committed27 :

i really really want to talk to you. how about monday at 4 my time which i think is about 9 your time, but i dont know. i really miss you alot. i am so sad, i just want my big brother real bad right now.

from cindylou03 :

aw dang. i loved that last little bit of your last entry. about the spaid.

from cindylou03 :

that's so cool. you're so cool. oxford is cool. europe is cool.

from papotheclown :

paul, hello. i clicked on this note page to leave you a note concerning your most recent entry, (post-office, pizza box=brilliant writing!), but i stuck around and read the notes that people have left you over whatever period of time that is relevant. i dont think i worship fellini. i DO think that i am convulated at times (good job, laura). i dont recall an entry about whether or not a person is born gay, but i plan to look for it as soon as my present task is complete. i already miss you and wish that you were here, stuck in the snow and drunk on cheap vodka, with me. i shall talk to you soon. -ryan

from ladolcevita3 :

hey paulo. i checked my phone today and it said i had a missed call from.... sunday. i think my phone withholds messages sometimes. oh well. later alligator.

from mojo1915 :

Throwing back a few big ones at the bar, huh? You're not 21 yet. I hope you're talking about soft drinks or virgin beverages. Have a good day Paul.

from ladolcevita3 :

hey paul. i agree that fellini is interesting, but i've only seen 8 1/2, and i was a little confused by it at times. la dolce vita is near the top of my to-see list. i think i got my name from when i was younger and i was flipping through some magazine article about "glamour" and it was playing off of the movie. i liked the words. maybe ryan worships fellini because he was such a great filmmaker, or maybe he worships fellini because he is at times just as convoluted as ryan is. :) (j/k) how is the desert these days?

from greenstar7 :

I ment what I said at church on sunday morning. cammy

from mojo1915 :

hey, I responded to your character/meal analysis thing

from papotheclown :

pensees! i guess we are not making this easier, are we?

from spittingame :

I'll probably read Ovid

from greenstar7 :

Flannery O'Connor's Wise Blood is my vote! cammy

from balletstud :

Hey, about your entry. I don't think that homosexuality in and of itself meets the Bible's definition of sin. that opinion not to be expounded on on this thing. But yeah, so I think that if you are gay and you DO think that it is a sin I mean yeah, you can date and even marry someone of the opposite sex and as they say "die to your 'sin' daily" and they could be happy i guess. but I think deep down that they would always be gay. k, well have a good day. this will probably be the last time im on this thing this summer, just cause we don't have computer access at camp, so call me sometime if you ever want to talk. take care.

from sahera :

Hey Paul, I actually have a comment reguarding your most recent entry. Can a gay person become straight? I suppose you can go back to the question of rather or not a person is born gay. If you believe they are, then perhaps I could ask myself, can I, being white become black? Ok, maybe those are two differnt things, but here's my humble opinion. I know a few people who "struggle" with being gay. It is a struggle because they are attracted to the same sex, but strive to be obedient to God. We can read in the beginning of Romans about sexual immorality and a multitude of other sins, some of which I am, or have, or will be guilty of. Thank God for Jesus I sin, but am not a sinner. I am redeemed. I think it comes to perspective and how we identify ourselves. But, back to the main question, I think that a "gay" person can become "straight" because God does things like that and because He tells us that we become new creations when we are born again. But who knows, it may also stay as a thorn in the flesh. I could try and explain this more, but I'm not real good at things like that. You're smart though, and I'm going to assume that you know what i'm trying to say. Love Ya Paul P.S. Are you gay, because once I asked a pharmacist about some medicine that will help a heat rash my friend had. He kept looking at me, real suspicious, like I was refering to myself as "my friend" becasue the heat rash was on my friends butt and he thoughd I was embarrassesd or something. but it really was my friend with the rash. HA!

from ladolcevita3 :

hey paul. finals was easy breezy. i didn't really have any hard ones. maybe summertime scared all the drury daemons away? count me in on the book club. any books in mind? i hope new mexico is treating you well.

from papotheclown :

1. hullo paul. how are you? 2. where are you? 3. i dont speak spanish tell me what your profile says about me. por favor. 4. we should talk soon. it would be nice. 5. what is your favorite candy?

from mojo1915 :

dear paul, you wrote and entry and it reminded me that I haven't talked to you in about a year -Jesse

from gorilla-gurl :

Hey Paolo! I had completely forgotten about diaryland until today. I've missed it! But mostly, I've missed reading your thoughts. How have you been? Did you get my email?

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul, its been awhile since ive seen or talked to you but i wanted you to know that i miss you and hope youre having a great day! love jonna

from greenstar7 :

dearest paulie, just wanted to say i miss you. please have a wonderful day. love, cammy

from cindylou03 :

haha..aren't people funnY?

from sahera :

Hello Paul! Sometimes I look through my pics and see the one of you peeing on that house that was for sale. That was so funny I almost peed on my underwear. I hope to visit with you agian someday. I still enjoy my Lorie Chaffer CD very much. Love Sara

from greenstar7 :

paul, its so late and i want to call you...ahhh you may be sleeping. i guess i'll call you tomorrow.

from papotheclown :

so, first of all, i will leave this note page to check out bus fares to springfield. not promising that i will see you soon, but i think it would do me good. secondly, thanks for the note. i enjoy you paul. there should be a stronger word for you than "you". does that make sense? the emphasis of that sentence seems to fall on "enjoy" or possibly "paul" but it needs to be known that its you, your essence that causes me joy. i saw an andy warhol exhibit yesterday and i think i may go back again tomorrow. that was just a random thought. talk to you soon. -ryan

from mojo1915 :

Apparently football has been popular for many years: http://www.football.com/rulesabc/origins.shtml -Jesse

from cindylou03 :

i'm pissed i didn't read that before! haha.. no paul..that really was such a cool little writing. and it did rhyme. but it was sort of in an irregular way..which surprisingly made it better! it kept it interesting, where something written in actual prose would have sort of lulled a part of me to sleep. or maybe it's that it was just plan old writing..and you added shadows of poetic song to it subtley. i guess the reader will never know. but it was a beautiful tragedy..and you did it justice with your words.

from mango-babe :

Paul that was beautiful. It pulled my heartstrings right off. (instead of tugged..at...them...okay). Its weird that I was in the other room while you wrote that. Love-jules

from cindylou03 :

paul thank you for the lovely note! i really appreciated that. :) i miss the days when diaryland was a buzzing mecca of friends who write. anyway.. i loved your party. i'm so glad i got to go. well...tracie's party. but you know. i loved it. i love my cd too. thank you thank you for that. i dont' have that cd! but i do love the blue's travelers. i can't wait to listen to it. :D i'm saving it for a day that i really want to buy a new cd but am obviously not going to allow myself to buy one. i'll pop that in instead. :D i love you! bouty

from papotheclown :

paul, a few things of a most serious nature. 1. i just realized that i havent formally invited you to guest host on papotheclown. i would be honored if you considered the task. 2. i enjoyed the e.e. cummings poem you posted. i believe that you were my portal to mr. cummings (and his brilliant lack of capitalization) and thus i am grateful. this brings me to my third and most serious point. 3. much like the third act of "unbreakable" i believe that its time we were honest with ourselves. thus i shall give my summation before my arguement. paul, you and i are arch-enemies. think about it, we are people of egual passions and pursuits, but just at different ends of the spectrum. our love for obscure music, film and writings are of similar fortitude but with such very different ends. i, of course, am the villian to your hero. filling my cd case with songs of cynicism and despair. my poems with a rage against hope. my poofy hair kept short. while you, well, you know what your into. dont get me wrong here sir, i dont hate you. i still hold you close as a dear friend. its just that now i hold you with the knowledge that one of us will surely destroy the other in the end. the plus side of all this is that we get to wear capes. your thoughts would be appreciated. -the sinister sonneteer (ryan)

from mango-babe :

Yeah man. I work at Cortez. Isn't that crasy? It's so fun though. I love it. I hear you work at like Dolly land or something. That is most definately the coolest thing ever. Cause...I love Dolly Parton!!!!! heh. But I love you more, friend. I hope you're having a wonderful summer. -jules

from cindylou03 :

i love your life. haha..i love mine too tho. oh dang..i'm going to send you somethin cool.. love you! bouty

from cindylou03 :

also. just so you know. if me and jonna went to fudruckers..we'd switch YOU KNOW WHICH consenants and then laugh like little boys every time we said it.

from cindylou03 :

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i love your fudruckers experiences!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from greenstar7 :

entry 4-27 was beautifully expressed.

from hirohero :

PAUL!!!!! I hope your interview went well. All things will work out well.

from balletstud :

Your passion for life always made me want to live mine to the fullest. Thanks for that:)

from mojo1915 :

graceful epilepsy...heh heh heh :)

from greenstar7 :

hi paul. iam making dinner in my dorm room for some girls. but if you were here i would let you come!

from cindylou03 :

paul, i forgot to thank you for praying with me. i didn't ask..but you were so willing. i love you more that you'll know. :)

from gutsymallone :

Thank You Sir Paul. For being my greatest example of real goodness.

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul, it was good to see you over the break. thanks for changing my cell phone and putting in your number, ill call you over christmas break. Jonna

from balletstud :

Hey Paul-thanks for calling me on my birthday. It really meant alot. Molly

from cindylou03 :

dang paul. thank you so much for water that's deep. :)

from sahera :

Once there was these three penguins playing on an iceberg. The first penguin slid down and said "Weeeeeee!!!!" The second penguin slid down the little hill on his belly and said "Yaayyyyyyy!!!!" The third penguin had watched his freinds go. He slid down and when he reached the bottom said "radio." Yeah, I never got it either. I don't think there is anything to get.

from sarinha :

me too with the extra space @ hotmail thing!

from cindylou03 :

bindo: don't worry brother! as you well remember, i haven't even started the book, really. so dont' worry. we'll eventualize together. :D

from sahera :

How do you make Holy water? .......................................................................................Boil the hell out of it!

from cindylou03 :

paul i love you. did you ever get my results from strengthsquest? cuz i sent them to you..i was curious to see if they matched the ones you picked out for me..let me know. bouts.

from sahera :

I do loves me some Lori Schaffer while on the road, yesm!

from mango-babe :

Paul, friend. That was the funniest entry I have ever read in my life. Like..seriously. I am still laughing. Right now. I bet when you get this note I'll still be laughing. I hope you find your retainer. But..if not...it made a dern good entry. Much love, Jules.

from ladolcevita3 :

hey paul, sometimes friendship isn't about constantly hanging out, but just being there if someone needs you. you can't please everyone. just be yourself, because you're a cool guy and nothing else is needed. just wanted to let you know. i'm here for you if you ever need anything. -laura

from swingchick04 :

hey pal! i just wanted to write you a note and tell you late happy birthday, and that i wanted to call you, but i don't have your number... yes, i do miss you. we need to talk. well, i hope all is well, and write back as soon as you can love, tiff

from cindylou03 :

freaking..i keep missing your calls..I'M SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!..but..we will talk soon..i'm sure of it . i love you -bouts

from cindylou03 :

ps...if you want to know what i wrote down for the code..it's this ( encase you want to compare and make sure i didn't just write the wrong thing down.. ) S8E5H2P5Y3G6M4 and i found the website..but the code didn't work. ok..well anyway. paul...tonight i wish you were in town. i wish we could talk in person. it's not the same on the phone. hmph. oh well love you, bouty

from cindylou03 :

bindo...DANGIT..i tried to do that code thing on the website..and it wouldn't work..and i think it's because that code's been used before. it says they can only be used once. i'm sad. but..p.s. i am barely starting to appreciate that sarah groves cd you gave me a long time ago.. thanks for it! i love you..bouts

from sahera :

Hey Paul, What is your mailing address? I went to a relient K and Audio Adrenaline concert on Monday. It was my first christain concert. Amongst the girls with their shirts high above the midriff and way off the shoulder, middle school boys and girls taking advantage of the time away from their parents to be close at a concert, and shouts for music and people I tasted some of that idea you wrote about in that entry about Jesus being cool. I just hope all those kids really know who Jesus is. I prayed for all of them. Anyway, you should call me sometime. 505-356-5870. I'm not much of a phone talker but it ywould be neat just to say hi. Lata guy who pees on houses for sale, Sara

from cindylou03 :

wow...i got your..uhh...LETTER. i'll be uh...writing you back soon i hope! haha..ilove it..paul i love you!! i love you i love you -bouts

from papotheclown :

paul, we shold talk soon.

from swingchick04 :

hey paul! i just wanted to write you a note to tell you hi, and that i miss you! i hope you are having a good semester so far. i'm looking forward to seeing you at thanksgiving (?) i hope so we can catch up over some court cafe or something. i hope you have a great weekend! heart, tiff

from cindylou03 :

haha..paul, my darling. i was just reading back into some of jonna's old notes...and i read this one from you where you said one that i had sent her was gross..and i thought that was the funniest crap..just the way you said it. haha i dunno. love it. good stuff. love you..bye bye

from mojo1915 :

Hey Dudeman, I hope your experience is going well this year. Keep in touch man: (505)562-3549 or I'm usually in the music building: (505)562-2000. Enjoy your day! -Jesse

from spittingame :

Paul, I realized today while in Sociology, that bases on your most recent diary entry and the way that things like this greatly intrest you, you should be a Sociologist. You could spend your life figuring out why people act the way they do. Besides that though, I was also thinking, you know how LosingWinter sucked. Bad. Real Bad. WEll, I was thinking it'd be sweet if we wrote a story together. Make a new diary that is and take turns writing for as long as we want. We can build off of eachother. Now, I know that you don't have a lot of free time and I'm not exactly exploding with it either, but its just and idea. Let me know sir. The Bynx

from sahera :

Did I tell you I loved you lately? Yeah, OK, because I do!

from hirohero :

Paul, I think that the whole "deep artfulness" could possibly just be college culture....especially since there's people like my sister who think the greatest thing about life is being able to relate with Jessica Simpson as she capitalizes on "reality television". But to be honest, I think that human nature instinctively tries to portray itself as intellectually deep to provide support for the possiblity of being slightly more superior than the next average guy on the street. Well, I guess we all need to tip our hats to whoever that average guy is, because he's making us all look good.

from cindylou03 :

wow. that last entry. i couldn't really know what your entry stemmed from exactly, but i do know that your reply was intelligent and well thought out. and even..wise, if you will. ;) i felt a false sense of accomplishment after reading it..haha.. bindel, thanks for calling me the other day--even tho i think i may have to pay long distance for that. it's well worth however much..but..i think that's all i have to say for now. love you, bouty

from greenstar7 :

paulo i would like that very much. i lost your numder. or i would just call you.

from sahera :

Hey Paul! I hope school is going fantabulous for you. I am so stinkin' excited for this semester! My roomates are great (I knew they would be). I really, really like that Lori Chaffer(spelling?) CD, it's in my car stereo this very moment. I love you Paul. Sara

from cindylou03 :

paul..my dear, i hope..i so hope..that you didn't drive to kaleidoscoops this evening around 10:30 as i asked you to..because i wasn't there. i'm so SORRY! and now i've blown it. but..i had 2 very important conversations...that were meant to be had..and i'm just going to do my cake in the morning i suppose. also.. the movie didn't end until 11..so it just wasn't going to work. i'm still really sorry though, dear. i love you!..and i'll try to track you down soon. love, bouty

from papotheclown :

paul, you called. but yet i didnt answer. i called you, got the machine, but left no reply. so now, i leave a note, and dream of a real conversation.

from sahera :

God's still cool. The culture he's created in me is cool...especialy to Him, and that is cool. Yes indeed. Make it a cool day. Sara

from sahera :

Thanks Paul!:) That was neat. As a matter of fact, I think that has been the coolest place I've ate lunch with someone all summer.

from papotheclown :

well said paul. i think you have hit it (whatever it maybe) on the head. maybe its just because i like being mentioned, but i really enjoyed reading your diary today.

from sahera :

Hey Paul! Will you eat lunch with me today? Call me at 234-0026. Today is Monday the 19th. Ok bye then, Sara

from ladolcevita3 :

"any man who slips straddling the fence should be allowed to have a sex change". that really makes me laugh. plain old broccoli is seriously not all that bad. i am really not sure whether i am right or left. perhaps just ambidextrous.

from ladolcevita3 :

glad to have you back on the continent

from sahera :

I really meant METHODIST church, not meth p dist

from sahera :

Hey paul! It's great to have you here for a bit during the summer! You will be remebered in my conversations with our Lord Jesus...I am so freakin' excited for you guys trip to Africa! God is so cool! ...So I pray that God, who gives you hope will keep you happy and full of peace as you believe in Him. May you overflow with hope through the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13 P.S. will you be a t the methpdist church this sunday? Love, Sara

from cindylou03 :

for fear that i may never tell you: 1. i love my cd paul. seriously. and song #11..just sort of made me feel like i wasn't even driving..yet feel like i was driving so much. i just kind of stared ahead blankly. and 2. i want to get green apple syrup from sno-to-go and then go get a slushy from sonic..and take it to carol parr. i hope that you'd come with me. love, cindy

from sarinha :

you're welcome. i noticed a laughable idiosyncrasy in dr. tate. ever so often, he sniffs as if there's something obstructing the airflow of his naval cavities. i love it when professors have little ticks like that. anywho, hope you have a good time in africa. a friend of mine just got back from there and some of the stuff she was telling me made my jaw drop.

from ladolcevita3 :

hey paul, how's your summer? mine has been adventurous, crazy things have been happening. including but not limited to: being mauled by a bobcat, climbing mt. everest, and getting pregnant. so, we should talk. it's been a while. i'm going to springfield this weekend for early registration which is exciting. i am going to attempt to take my sister to that bookstore we went to (if i can find it). well you have a jolly good day.

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, I wussed out on Sunday night.

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, what are you doing tomorrow? I was going to call you, but it is near 1:30 in the morning.

from mango-babe :

Hey pal. Maybe i'll just take you up on that offer.

from cindylou03 :

that makes perfect sense...if it were not for blocks in creative thinking..i, too, could have come up with that. hahaha damn the judgement! hahaha jk..good to know tho. love when things are put into words..-bouty

from cindylou03 :

i'm glad we're both here too...and i still have your fufuberry...and we need to freaking hang out!! we must take advantage of being in the same place!! IM FREAKING OUT MAN! and why is your little brother dating bev's daughter!? that's WEEEEEEEEEIRD!! love bouty

from greenstar7 :

oh paul 3 things: 1, it was about tiff, we had hang out early that day. 2, i might just have to except that i am "churchy" b/c in the past year i feel like God has given me some stuff that well might be called that. only its not churchy at all to me...its still very neat and new and freaken so tight i love the Lord w/ all my heart i can't stand it i just have to freak out. but you know haha 3. that cd is wonderful. i stand in awe of your thoughtfulness or whatever your kindness to share it with me. glad we had this talk!!!!!!

from hirohero :

hey Paul, hope everything is "chill" (slang I heard some guy use the other day). Its kind of weird living in a house where there isn't a crowd of guys always around. Its so quiet here....but what are you going to do? I'm sure you are enjoying your grand summer...I know I am....serving food to tired Disney employees....gotta love a fun job. Well, take care and I guess I'll see you sometime later!

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, 'Tis the summer and I had an hour to spare. I read "The Short Happy Life of Francis Macomber". It was a neat short story. Why did it remind you so much of me? See ya soon ~Jesse

from ladolcevita3 :

paul, i had the thought this evening that i have not talked, written, or seen you in a very, very long time. this is saddening.

from cindylou03 :

bindel! if you're going to degrade my notes to jonna..then you just get out! *hmph* that's how we show our affections for each other. it's ok i promise. are you home yet?!?!?! you should call me..i have a jones soda for you! love, bouty

from hirohero :

I'm sorry I made you stumble Paul. Forgive me. I guess that is why using damn in literature is so controversial. It may add worth to the work as a whole, but if it causes people to sin, then its just not worth it. Dangerous Acoustic Making Noises! If only someone would listen to me everyonce in a while. Sorry, I am just trying to see how many times I can put damn into this note. Perhaps I should begin an essay about beavers, but then it would be dam and not damn. Ah well, what good is it to use damn, if the only reason for using it is to say, "hey, I'm using damn. I'm living on the edge now! Ha ha ha ha...damn damn damn....three in a row!" Not exactly a fruitful use of language. So, I don't know why I'm writing you a note. but, I hope you enojoy it.

from greenstar7 :

i wish^1000000000000000 i would have been there.

from cindylou03 :

what! pr leyva?? cindy? me cindy? or another cindy..jerk!? i'm a jerk..why was i the jerk. dude..roadrunner was a boy too. and granny was a sprinkle on the cake. love, bouty

from balletstud :

I am not a music major!

from cocacabana17 :

paul, what are you talking about with the butterfly effect? and the note is from cindy and its not true..shes just incredibly disgusting. dont hate her.

from swingchick04 :

paul, i just wanted to say hi, and that i miss you. i just got this sudden urge to see you today. i hope you haven't forgotten me, and i wish you luck for your finals. i need to talk to you about some things. maybe i will call you. love, tiff

from greenstar7 :

oh silly paul, i heard the call... THE CALL OF THE WILD that is...{cough}...{look around room}...i'll be right hummm back.

from cindylou03 :

dearest paul...i asked jonna how i should write you back..and she said: dear paul: i cant believe this year has "warped by" so quickly either. but maybe thats because i was out doing drugs while you were dreaming of small dogs and native americans. what the stink, cindy. but i say this...your note was lovely..and it made me freaking laugh. so i hope jonna's version of my note back to you made you laugh. love you! -bouts

from papotheclown :

paul, i implore you, write me a limerick. please? it doesnt have to be good or anything, i just figure that out of all the people i know, you would be the only one who would really enjoy writing a limerick as much as i. it will be great fun. c'mon paul, i am counting on you.

from spittingame :

Paul, Dude, I'm extending a personal invitation for you to join our weekly poker night this summer. We'll all get off of a long day at work, go to someones house, play some poker, and throw back some cold ones. It'll be a good time. See you in C-town.

from cindylou03 :

ok sweet. ya i am taking a math 115 class. but that's it. if i wasn't going to have 2 jobs..i'd be glad to sign up for something like intermediate walking. who knows..maybe we still will. ;) i'll talk to you soon -bouty

from cindylou03 :

like, paul. seriously. i hope you're going to be home for some part of the summer. if you aren't there..and we don't hang out, i'm going to heartbroken..and you'll have to consider our friendship over. OVER. c-devil

from sahera :

I saw you in my brother's yearbook today. I listened to a CD that Jess let me borrow. I heard that cool freedom song you played as we drove around that night after bible study. As much as I never hung out with you...I miss you and you have never left the top of my cool guy list. I hope everything is going your way :)

from cocacabana17 :

yeah i dont know if i will be properly adjusted by then, so my plan is to be an hour late for everything and just pretend that i dont know. i dont think it will work but sleep is more important than some things. well i hope you had a nice easter. talk to you soon long legs. jonna

from sarinha :

Here here on the family guy entry! When is it that we'll refocus our lives and finally realize that the people in our lives are the closest things we have to being in God's physical presence and so very worthy of all our devotion? You inspired me. I've gotta go meet up with some junior high drama queens, so layta.

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul im glad to hear you will be in carlsbad for the summer as well. hopefully we can catch up some.although if you think i am a monkey i think i will inevidtably have to have a long talk with you on the validity of our friendship. jk. well hope you have a good day. love jonna

from cocacabana17 :

from spittingame :

Paul, Quick. High Fidelity Top Five Switchfoot Songs. Go.

from cindylou03 :

oh man..do i ever love quinn allman. i'm on a quinn allman high ( i just watched The Used dvd again ) but yeah..my spring break WAS the shnizz..or whatever funky word that was you used. paul...i just want you to know..that it's 3:30 in the morning..and jonna and i just set up some sick pranks for april fool's day. and i was just thinking..how you would have SO been right along side of us. just us three..no one else. it's tight. ( we went all over town man ) love, bouty

from redrose4me :

Hey Paul! It's me, Edith. I am offended, Paul! I'm not on your buddy list! haha, jk. I hope college is treating you kindly and maybe I'll run into you sometime when you come down to visit. By the way, I love reading your entries, they are a true inspiration.

from usedtobeaman :

well, hey, it is wierd. Well, how are ya doing and what's going on in your life and stuff? Oh dang, I just realized how intelligent I am. All I have to do is read yur diary. Doh!

from usedtobeaman :

well, hey, it is wierd. Well, how are ya doing and what's going on in your life and stuff? Oh dang, I just realized how intelligent I am. All I have to do is read yur diary. Doh!

from cindylou03 :

i hate myself! i swear..it just occured to me that i never got in touch with you when i recieved my birthday present paul.....i might just be crazy..but i'm pretty sure i never thanked you. ..if i didn't..paul you rule once again. i ABSOLUTELY LOVE my calendar. i seriously want to buy that every year. it's the coolest thing....i just..*sigh*..ok we're just going to have to talk. :)

from sarinha :

build me a wardrobe and we'll go from there. hope you're doing well. ciao.

from usedtobeaman :

hey paul...this is kinda wierd. we haven't talked in a while, but I am friends with Tracy now and I was reading Tracy's diary and finally figured out that this was your username. Just thought I would say "hello," and "how are ya?" So...Hello! How are ya? (l) Meagan S.

from hirohero :

I hate it when I lose the "experience" because of a simple distraction....such as food, or some movie....or something completely random that doesn't even make sense. Wouldn't it be nice if we could recognize important "experiences" and then place all of our focus onto what's going on around us instead of the incongruent thoughts going through our minds. The "Experience" is rarely appreciated until a person has time to look back at it in hindsight. how sad....we don't realize how important things are that are happening right in front of us...the things we can touch, taste and smell right now....not the things we remember we tasted and touched and smelled....*sigh*.....so, what did you think about Garland?

from spittingame :

hey, this is probably something I should call you about, and I probably will. But I was wondering if you knew anything at all about my possible college of choice. if you do you should clue me in. Zackamarang

from cindylou03 :

oh i see..i actually figured otu the math thing after i sent the note..haha.. gay me. yes..though, my profile is totally based on actual events. that's why i love it! love you, bouty

from cindylou03 :

how did you know i was up so late!? that's WEIRD. but..i really do stay up late all the time..but i usually go to bed around 2-3. not 6. but you want to know what i was doing? i was eating a hamburger. and killing babies. obviously. but no..jonna really is a freak. love, bouty p.s. that's awesome that you got those sonatas. how cool!!

from meganwaits :

Hey, you write the most creative sentences, you know that. Hope you're having a good visit home.

from mango-babe :

Paul! Heyyyy man. What the crap have you been up to? I'm glad you liked my entries. The truth is, i'm just happy. So yeah. My heart is still set on Vanguard. I'm going there next fall. I'm really excited! Everything going good for you? I hope they are, man. Your chum, julia

from greenstar7 :

well your gay yep its a fact, i can't call you back b/c you called on a calling card...sorry. high five elvis! *

from balletstud :

Well, you should feel guilty about not calling(typed in a joking tone), I have so much to tell you. A ring would be nice when you get the chance. Take care. Molly

from papotheclown :

congratulations on your hat. enjoy your spring break. next time come to colorado springs. we can tour the focus on the family facilities. it is a free tour, and we all know that james dobson is much cooler than elvis.

from committed27 :

hey man. i haven't really talked to you since christmas break. when you get the chance id like to, becase i miss you and love you. tb

from ladolcevita3 :

i loved that last entry

from ladolcevita3 :

careful with that virginity...

from mojo1915 :

Hey! Didja go worship with Jason Upton tonight. The JU website says he is in Springfield, MO tonight. Good night. ~Jesse

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul, just wanted to say hello. hopefully next time we are in the same town we can hang out. i mean it.

from meejay :

hey,thanks for the note back! it is definitely too hard to choose favorites when it comes to waterdeep. i guess if i had to choose, my favorite album would be enter the worship circle or sink or swim. if you were to ask me in a week i might say something totally different though. are you on the swimteam by any chance? as far as texas goes, i currently am at school at acu in abilene, and amarillo is my home. neither place is too exciting i'm afraid. cheers, j

from cindylou03 :

aww paul. i love paul.

from meejay :

hey...you don't know me. i stumbled upon your page a few weeks ago when i was browsing through people who had waterdeep listed in their profiles. i read yours occasionally and i usually really enjoy what you have to say...anyway your post today compelled me to leave you a note. extremely well said, thought provoking and really on target. just thought i'd say way to go. thanks. J

from papotheclown :

bravo good sir. that was a very eloquent, very moving entry you wrote. every so often my raft floats back to shore. its always good to see you there.

from spittingame :

Paul, I did quite enjoy Donnie Darko. It prompted me to check a lot of message boards on the internet and try and figure it out a little better. It was interesting. I'd like to discuss it with you sometime. Peace.

from sarinha :

right back atcha!! how's the 2% at evangel?

from cindylou03 :

you can't dance....you aren't allowed to dance???? *sigh* ...you're killing me here.

from spittingame :

Paul, I'm sure you may already know, but I wanted to tell you if you didn't, that Catherine O'Hara and Eugene Levy are performing at the Oscars since they were nominated for Best Song. I think thats pretty dang cool and will enjoy watching it.

from cindylou03 :

oh yeah..and maybe i DID write that entry in jonna's diary..but she probably really does like her butt enough to do that. haha..she's really gonna probably punch me in the face for continueing this.

from cindylou03 :

hi paul..if i had a dollar..i wouldn't give it to you. i would bet you something..and try to win one of yours. i hope you'd do the same to me. don't ask..because i won't even remember writing this by tomorrow ( it's 4 in the morning ) i love you.. -bouty

from cocacabana17 :

Paul i would just like to say that my last entry was courtesy of cindy, she is the sick one. have a nice day

from spittingame :

Hello There, Well I'm glad you enjoyed the All Star United reference. I thought perhaps you and ryan would. As for NMSU-C, I haven't really put too much thought in to it. I guess I'd like to if there's anything worth taking. Peace sir, Zak

from cindylou03 :

i can't believe they lost by 2. i almost went down to the computer lab and made votes on seperate computers that day..because i thought it was a cool idea...but i never did. i feel bad now.

from cindylou03 :

Dearest Paul: As a psychology major, I feel like I have a right to let you know this tidbit ( hehe..i love this! ) Did you know that Frued only had a handful of patients from which he derived his theories. And..what's worse is that all of them were women..who had either been raped or sexually abused as children. Isn't that something to think about? Though..I still believe that Frued wasn't stupid..and I know that a lot of what he has to say has some sort of truth to it. So in a way..it's kind of amazing. But..I just wanted to tell you about his women..so you didn't feel quite so frusterated..because I, personally, think that changes everything. Yours Truly, Bouty

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, I picked out some music from the youth room for you. Your mom said that you wanted some music that you liked. I used my best discretion. I htink your mom is going to send them to you in the mail. Have a great night! ~Jesse

from cindylou03 :

i liked that last entry. it was very...how i write a lot of times..but i don't call it free writing. haha

from greenstar7 :

its funny that i thought of you as i stuffed cearal in my pockets...well no i didn't really think of you , but from now on when i do it, i will. so its almost the same thing. and plus i think you would be ok with me doing that. (the puting cearal in my pockets) ah well *

from cindylou03 :

oh..i see..well that's cool :) love bouty

from cindylou03 :

also--i changed my template..just for you. ;) ( it's a taking back sunday one..i like it better than the other one anyway. : ) )

from cindylou03 :

hey bindo.. i thought i saw you in carlsbad yesterday..but it wasn't you. or was it?! just kidding. ya..i'll tell you all about gender roles..when i'm a clinical psychologist and you're lying on my couch in my office.

from poopyshoes :

i know, i love non-evil downloading too. But if you're gonna eat sushi soon, make sure and get the "Unagi"...it's fresh water eel. Also, the California Roll is a good item for beginners, it's not that threatening. Other than that, you're on your own. Have fun eating the best food in the world!

from sahera :

I miss ya man! e-mail me sometime and let me know how you're doin! Love Ya!

from ladolcevita3 :

hey stranger, well, for the second week in a row i completely forgot about the red dwarf thing. i just realized like 3 seconds ago that is was on tonight and nearly broke into tears when i discovered it had just finished.... well have a good weekend and good luck with the job hunting... take care, laura

from greenstar7 :

hi paul.

from papotheclown :

first, let me say that i am glad to be dark. now on to my real note. i didnt see any hookers in austin. austin doesnt seem to roll that way. now san antonio is hookerific, and i'd imagine that houston is as well

from cindylou03 :

your last entry was written really well! you've always had a knack for that.

from cindylou03 :

dang paul! your note was really great! it made me laugh out loud...but kinda happy thinking about the old lady falling. old people look funny when they fall. ( hehehe ) i really appreciate the curse and the cheering up of me. you're a great friend, bindel. i love you! -bouty

from ladolcevita3 :

paul, I have BEEN to Restaurant!

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, I saw this template and thought you might fancy it. http://www.brdwaybebe.com/FaithDesigns/KingdomOfHeaven/

from gutsymallone :

paul. (it just rolls off the tongue) i just wanted to say thanks, you make me feel that i'll come back around eventually. byebubibibiddybyebye (i hadsta box)

from greenstar7 :

sir i do not think you are a mere noise...i do wish to talk more on the subject (not the one about you being a noise)...many subjects in fact. i believe i will have much to say and listen to as well. * cammy ps i think your school is here in denver!!!!

from ladolcevita3 :

MERRY FREAKIN 2:25 AM. have a good christmas.

from papotheclown :

guess what paul, you are no longer in dallas. i just that i would let you know. hope you didnt get into a wreck on your way home. oh, and your mom did call after you left. crazy.

from ladolcevita3 :

aw, poor louis. it grieves me very much to hear this news. as for peter pan men, it all depends on whether they are truly hardcore peter pan at heart. tinkerbell seemed to have a thing for him, so.. have a good day.

from swingchick04 :

hey there! yes, of course you are invited to mrs. b's!! i was going to call you today..i still will, but the party is Friday at 6:00! be there or be square pardner!!

from spittingame :

paul, for the record, flipping people off in a picture as a joke is some humorous crap. I have a picture that ryan and I took of chris flipping us off and it's freakin funny. I'm glad you did it sir. on the other hand, if you meant it when you were doing it, you're doomed to hells hottest fire for all your eternal days. Bynx

from ladolcevita3 :

hey paul, if ya haven't noticed you hit the 300.0 entry milestone. i would encourage that you write as much as you want to. it's always interesting, so..... go for it. oh yeah, and i might be getting my sondre lerche cd back sometime soon, very soon.. and when/if i do, i'll burn you a copy. sooooo have a good day :) -laura p.s. have you seen the previews for the peter pan movie coming out?

from dudemanflab :

you know you should get over yourself. you'll be a better man.

from greenstar7 :

you know i could call you paulowallowashington and you would never know it...thats tight. did you get my message and not call me back b/c of small goats that came in at night a stole you phone? or where you off doing something neat (ie streching 7-10 in.) well fine then. its cool. no really iam fine. i didn't care. do well on your finals, please. that is all.*

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul! Ya know, poop stories, no matter what the animal, never cease to greatly amuse me. Just the words "turd" or "poop" or even "feces" are even funny by themselves. I wonder how much longer I'll be six years old. Have a good night.

from spittingame :

paul I really do hate mardels. You may like to know I listened to a waterdeep cd while I was there cuz I wanted to buy a cd. Some crazy electric guitars came in on the song I listened to and I remember thinking I think I'd like to hear some of their more acoustic stuff. anyways, I hate Mardels bumper stickers more than anything. the ones like "Hell is for losers" and "Sin is not my friend". It makes me want to strap the people that buy them to a stake and burn them using the bumper stickers to start the fire. Not really. But kind of. love ya man. Zak

from cindylou03 :

paul i love you. of course i'd take you to hatch. tho i do not know if the locals will be friends w/ me...

from spittingame :

good animated choices. ONe of my tops would have to be Beauty and the Beast. I'll put funny songs in no paticular order as well. Well, when I think of funny songs, Weird Al comes to mind. His songs that are satirical are really funny. 1. I remember Larry-Weird Al 2. Why does this happen to me?-Weird Al 3. Since you been gone-Weird Al. 4. Basket Case-Green day 5. Ice of Boston- Dismemberment Theory. I'm sure there are better ones but thats a touch question. later bud.

from spittingame :

paul quick. top five favorite animated films

from thejumblies :

you were at the dallas airport and DID NOT TELL ME? weeeeeeeeell. that sucks. it would have been good to see you. but have a nice week and take care. :]

from cindylou03 :

dear sir: i am sad to admit that i did not see you over this break. i am only kept from falling into a deep depression by knowing that i have a second chance. some may call this christmas break. i choose to call it..my bouty-bindel reunion. you are one of my goals for christmas break..and i apalogize, my sweet. yours truly, bouty

from nonameplumb :

mm.sleep, is God's gift. true escape. God bless

from ladolcevita3 :

do you mean to tell me you've tasted the spicy japanese peas too? are they not heaven on earth? or something like it... well you need to update this motha! it's been days.... or.. well actually just yesterday. but have a happy thanksgiving.

from cindylou03 :

note to: long legs bindel note from: cindy bouty thesis statement: bouty is not hip and with it. body: i just realize that i am not, in fact, hip and with it, musically. three reasons/examples why this is true: 1.) i listen to celine dion 2.)i own every album celine dion has ever put out, or have at some point. 3.)i love celine dion. she is my homeslice. and i do not think her relationship with renee is gross. that could be due in part to my thing for younger men. but it doesn't matter. the point is, no matter hard i try..i can never truly be hip. thank you for trying tho. love, bouty

from mojo1915 :

I have to agree with the practica musica thing. Finale sucks even worse though. I wrote a song about it even: "I Hate Finale"

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, I was just reading a diary I thought was your's for some reason. It shocked me when I read the "B" word and how this person I thought was you was going to write a persuasive essay on why gay people shouldn't date small-town gay people. After a few seconds of being in shock, the short in my brain was corrected and I realized I was reading this gay guy Chris's diary. It was almost like the time I shook hands with James Lacewell and seriously thought it was Trey Berry and he started cussing at me. Have a good day Paul! ~Jesse

from papotheclown :

hey there, paul. how are you? good, good. listen, i think its a good idea if we ("we" being an indeterminate amount of people) got together of thanksgiving break and did that poetry thing in the park again. i am sure that we can find more childhood books to taint with obscenity.

from balletstud :

hey you- i miss you so much. i cannot wait untill you come down. promise me a really long talk, ok..... im glad you are doing ok-or at least thats what mrs parr said. she was really happy to hear from you. have a good day. molly

from cindylou03 :

thanks ..i enjoy my template as well. i just don't like how it says "dont' bother me". oh well..i guess i'm like that sometimes. today especially! haha..anyhoo. um i just watched 'the hours' ( the story of virginia woolf ) and i must say..it freaking rocked my world. too band i've still never read any of her books. i am going to. i might go buy one today actually! eeeee! ok...well i was going to just end this with..i love music. ( there's really nothing else i'd care to say. oh ..well except..i love you. )

from spittingame :

hey man, I just wanted to see how you're doing. Look forward to seeing you. Bynx

from papotheclown :

no its spelled bollywood. i really dont know why that is though.

from swingchick04 :

hey paul! hadn't talked to you in ages, so i thought i would write you a little note. how are things? good, i hope. well, write me and tell me how things are going. miss ya! love, tiff

from cindylou03 :

i meant to write you a note..about oprah teaching women to be sexpots. so this is the note. and i must say..that the mental picture i have in my head freaks me out. eee -bouty

from papotheclown :

i sure hope you had your seatbelt on while riding on top of that car.

from cindylou03 :

that's cool! me and jonna tried to have something like a 'burger tuesday' ..but we run out of money...like...all the time. DANG I MISS YOU BINDEL!!! -bouty

from spittingame :

Paul?

from spittingame :

dang....I used to think I could just be happy. I even told ryan that he should "just be happy". It's really hard though.

from ladolcevita3 :

you know what's even weirder? is that when i read your note i was listening to jeff buckley. yes, that song is great. whenever i listen to it i get chills up my spine. i am not sure if it's because it was played at a friend's funeral, or that jeff buckley is just that good. but then again all his songs make me feel that way. so...... have a good day.

from nonameplumb :

you should read <u>The Gospel Reloaded</U> by Greg Garrett and Chris Seay. It's all about the matrix

from greenstar7 :

hi friend. hope this sunday is nice. (*)

from cocacabana17 :

juana who?

from cindylou03 :

holy crap!! i know!! i just went to see the matrix by myself..it was so bad! i loved it. i, too, see very much the symbolism. i love how it mirrors all of that. i just love the matrix anyway.. and YES...it IS odd that the agent called the oracle 'mother' that's insane.

from cocacabana17 :

whos there? (smile) -jonna

from cindylou03 :

hey paul! yeah..that's crazy..my mom doesn't listen to much music either..but she, too, loves jim croce. so do i. he sings about..really nice things. love and nature and such. well...i hope all is well. love ya! -bouts

from committed27 :

brotherhood, man it has been so long since i have said that. my hair is getting really long. i am excited for you to see it. sometimes i miss you so much i get lonely but i remeber don chaffers lyrics, "just get lonely sometimes...i just need You." thanksgiving is only 3 weeks away. and i am more excited than i have ever been before. i love you so much.

from cindylou03 :

bindel: in response to your last note ( yeah sorry i took so long ) sorry..i didn't mean to cheapen your love for music. i'm just gay. but hey!! I got your package!! it was SO great..i was like 'who is THAT from..' and then i was liek PAAAAAAAUUUUUL!!!!!!! hahhaa..and i plan to get all of those books. that was pretty funny..jonna's undies !hehehehehhehehe ..i liked all the pictures. i can't believe you got that one of chris and my grandma!!! hahahahahaha and i lvoe the one of me you and ryan..we look cool. i guess that's all for now..bye! -bouty

from nonameplumb :

hey, how's the morning thing goin? I've been reading a book and it talked about how before God does anything/stuff, He tells someone. Your prophet comment made me think of that:) God bless

from mojo1915 :

Hello Paul. I hope you have an exciting evening. I will give ya a call sometime. take care. ~Jesse

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul, thanks for the email, it was cool to hear from you. i'm interested to talk to you about stuff on thanksgiving break...remember about the bluehouse. love ya! jonna

from papotheclown :

thank you. my research led me to the syrian hamsters but i was unaware of the other three species. most intertaining.

from nonameplumb :

howdy.how's it hanging?the 'first thought' thing sounds good. I'm uber confused right after I wake up so I have to stay still for a little while:) this might be good for me. later, Vaya ConDIos

from cindylou03 :

dude. MAN!! flaaab.. ha. you're right. those are things i like. good job. but i dunno. i'm still not sick of mocha lattes. iced!! ha love ya bindelo -bouts

from cindylou03 :

wow. i was going to leave a note saying that i liked 'diggory' as a name..cuz it's funny..but then i caught a glimpse of zak's note he left..about the girl bassist not getting a solo at the end..and how she was more talented than the white girl back-up singer..and i knew just what was being discussed! school of rock..man that made me mad too. love bouts

from spittingame :

Paul, I too noticed the girl bassist received no solo at the end. That really upset me. She was more talented than that little white girl singer. peace

from thejumblies :

hey! i read that story [monkey's paw] for the first time yesterday morning. how weird! you sound like you're having a great time up there. have a good day- adios.

from cindylou03 :

i really hope that everyone believes i'm all of those great things you put by my name on your profile. love bouty

from sarinha :

A little birdie told me you're wondering what sarinha means. In Brazil, that's what all of my dear family would call me instead of just Sarah. It's like calling a Joel, Joey, or a Samantha, Sammy. So you can stop wondering. I hope college life is treating you well and that you're not staying up too late at night writing papers or studying for midterms. love, sarah

from thejumblies :

hey paulo.. that means a lot, you have no idea how much i've needed it. i wish you the best day ever in the entire universe... or something. :)

from cindylou03 :

i miss you long legs b.

from greenstar7 :

when you have nothing to say...but want to say something. (*)

from papotheclown :

yes, it would seem as if i were in love (or infatuation) its most bizarre for me to behave the way that i am at present. i even like talking to her on the phone! its craziness i tell you! craziness!

from thejumblies :

wow that sucks! to think that instead of wallowing in my self pity i could have seen waterdeep! daaaaaaaang. oh well. i hope you are having a fabulous time whatever you're doing. ciao.

from cindylou03 :

cool..call me

from cindylou03 :

All right Bindel, I'm going to give this my best shot. I'm not good at putting my thoughts into words when they're racing..and this dream has them racing: So you're on a trip.. a journey if you will. with your family. this could mean that you are looking for direction as to where to go with some matter at hand. ( we will decide what that matter at hand is in a bit ) if you were traveling in a car, in the dream world that solidly represents heading towards a goal. now about these people following you to your car and 'detaining' you..that is obvious. there are people getting in the way of you reaching this mystery goal that you seek direction for. they are distracting you. girls or boys? who were these people. just society in general?--the fact that FISH were nibling your toes tells me that this journey is spiritual. the fish is a universal symbol for Jesus and christianity and what not..the nibling of the feet definitly means it is for sure a journey. your feet are what physically move you. some of your non-immediate family being eaten by sharks could stand for more of what you feel like is a negative thing that is happening. think of what shark is used to describe. a cut-throat business person or something like that. normally..people who aren't very christian-like. in a sense..-- now..the books being replaced w/ t-shirts at hastings sort of goes hand in hand with that. t-shirts have to do with appearance and shallow thinking where books are for gaining intelligence and deeper thoughts. you could be disgusted, in a way, with the way the people in your world are functioning. you might be afraid that ( figuratively speaking ) t-shirts really are replacing books..and all that both represent. i have to ask if you are feeling guilty or have noticed that you have been 'backsliding' when you talked about your retainer shattering. your retainer guides your teeth. it keeps them in line. it is their 'backbone'. what is you backbone? what keeps you in line? .... California is your destination. free thinking. easy going. the ocean. all that california is..is what you are working towards. or, at least, california is a symbol for that. now just weigh your options. you are on this spiritual journey where you are fighting to stay focused and headed in the right direction..and if you could just simplify your life, get rid of desires, get rid of bad influences, get rid of people heading in other directions..get help from people who are on your same path..then you can reach this california. this place of freedom. that's the best i can do. i hope i didn't lose you there at any points..and if you think i don't know what i'm talking about..i probably don't..but i enjoyed pondering your dream! it was fun..:) good luck with your journey ;)

from thejumblies :

hey paul-o....... props for the new template.. i was in a telephone mood and almost called you tonight but then i figured that you were probably out somewhere. well i would tell you a knock knock joke in an effort to cheer you up, but none of the ones i know really make too much sense. but if i think of a good one i will let you know.... hugs, laura

from cindylou03 :

oh yeah..and does 4 mean anything to you? since it was your fourth toes the fish were nibling..

from cindylou03 :

i think i figured out pretty much what your dream is for. FIRST..was your dad in it? when you all were on the trip.. and second--what is california to you? what does it mean..what is california about? it is it disneyland? is it free-thinking? is it the ocean? all could be a different ending to my interpretation. talk to ya later! -bouts

from loser-kitty :

i like the moon a lot too.

from thejumblies :

hah, that's pretty funny about your roommate. i hope he doesn't make you get sick of the postal service. i can't believe you showed my pictures and painting to your friends... that is pretty cool that they liked it. oh! i got an over the rhine cd, and i can see why you like them so much. it is certainly musica magika. and with that said i will now end this boring note.

from sarinha :

hey you know what? Here you are being so kind as to leave me 2 notes and I never wished YOU a happy birthday! Way to heap coals of fire on my head and happy belated birthday, Paul. truly, sarah.

from kinkyfreek :

Hello Paul. Haven't talked to you in a while. How's life? Leave me a note on my diary or an email or something so I can pry! *laugh* ~Sahsha

from slushdog :

What's going on? It's been a while since I've been on here huh? I fogot what it was like. So are you in college? I am and it's great. And no I haven't met any boys. Talk to you later. Bye!

from greenstar7 :

iam glad your not drunk and iam glad iam not drunk. ha i want to remember. life only happenes once. ohhh you should know i read your diary. well i guess you don't need to know but i did. and now iam going to eat a grapefruit and paint. (*)

from madisonalias :

you told me about them once, and the other day i saw their cd on the grassroots web site. what are they like? kristyne

from thejumblies :

i somehow deleted it off my computer.....(!) do you have aim?

from thejumblies :

hey, we are online at the same time!

from cindylou03 :

paul--i really liked those lyrics!! ..it's especially cool, because i went on reading expecting not to find them special..from the lyrics i've been listening to lately..maybe it's because i've been missing 'morning view' so much lately..i dunno..but i really liked that! i wish i could hear it..

from thejumblies :

hey paul, if you were here, uh..... it would be great. fabulous. superb. magnificent! yes well i really have nothing to say. just felt like leaving a note. i noticed from your diary that you like over the rhine and i just heard that they are coming to town soon so maybe i will check them out. have a sunny day. (or cloudy if you prefer the rain)

from cindylou03 :

eww! that is nasty. no talk of retainers. bad.

from papotheclown :

dont you just love the phrase "by the by"? i, personally, think it to be more than neat. freebird was lynard skynard not lenny kravitz, and a younger, combo of me and daniel is a scary, scary thing. RUN TO THE HILLS! KILL THE EVIL MAN CHILD! IT IS UNHOLY!

from papotheclown :

christopher guest directing a batman flick would be truly awesome. it would probably revolve around batman's first appearence since most of his films are all about getting ready for a show of some sort. i also am somewhat amazed at how so many people know about chris nolan's batman flick. is it just that all my friends are film nerds? i think it is. i mean who else could possibly even know/care about who chris nolan is?

from swingchick04 :

hey! i am hoping you got my message last night...i was in lubbock, and then i never got to call you back. i'm sorry i only got to talk to your answering machine. i hope you had a great day! love ya!

from papotheclown :

this is your birthday note/ its not very long..........i know its much better as a song but you get the general idea. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

from spittingame :

Hey bud, I don't always get to talk to you, and in the case that I don't, I wanted to wish you a happy birthday. Twas a special day when good ol' Christopher B. entered this dreary world, and I for one celebrate his birth daily. and by the way, I just remembered when you and I bought Jarrad basketball cards and "Bartending for Dummies" for Christmas 2000. That was funny since he wasn't very fond of us at the time. Good times. love ya man.

from cindylou03 :

HAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAYHAPPYBIRTHDAY..HOO. i typed all that by hand. and now i'm tired. happy..birthday.

from thejumblies :

hey paul, i love getting notes from you! i really have no idea where my painting is.... somewhere at the AG headquarters. Probably being eaten by rats in the basement(?) my youthpastor keeps telling me that he is having it 'shipped' but it hasn't happened yet, so maybe i might take you up on that sometime.. thanks for showing me that verse, it was really encouraging.. last night my friend had a lot of adventure's in odyssey tapes in her car, which made me laugh when it reminded me of you. well anyways. ciao

from swingchick04 :

you know (in regards to youth alive), you're very right. i'm glad you told me that. i feel so much more reassured. thanks, bud.

from swingchick04 :

hey buddy! i just thought i would write you a little note. i miss you so much...i'm still going through my widthdrawls...haha. how are you? i'm pretty good, a little stressed, well, a lot stressed, but it's all good. i've decided maybe to try to start writing in diaryland again...haha. well, write me someday, and i'll talk to you later! love ya!

from thejumblies :

hey paul-o, how are you? i liked your last entry, although that is not my reason for noting you. here it is: would you be so kind as to lend me your address? i am glad that you seem to be enjoying college..well that is all... hugs, laura

from cindylou03 :

i can touch my toes.

from papotheclown :

i am quit familiar with emode. in fact that is where i lost my internet quiz virginity. i have just recently move to quizilla because of a little something i like to call content. sure, it may look cool, but internet quiz sites are not for looking they are for taking....quizes. so.......there.

from cdghost :

some interesting entries and the layout is quite eye catching

from mango-babe :

Paul, Hey! How are you? I really hope you're doing great. I just wanted to note you and say 'thank you' for all the notes. They were all really nice. I really needed that one about voice. Gah..but todays was a little better. Thanks a bunch Paul! And I'll always remember the very special note about getting my provisional license. It holds a special place in my heart. ha! Thanks Paul. love, Julia

from madisonalias :

hey, what is your address there at Evangel?

from sarinha :

HEY! you mixed up the comments for me and lauraly! unless you knew that and you're just desperate for notes... don't be greedy there. :)

from thejumblies :

116! I just looked at that link. That means I have a hundred more years until I break the record.

from thejumblies :

when's your birthday?

from cindylou03 :

bindel. i went to that website for people that can't wait for halloween and all there was was a picture of a really old lady.. like 116 or something. i'm pissed. i was expecting haunted houses and candy corn. but aside from that..it was cool to see my name in parenthesis twice. i feel ..incredibley special. ;) love, bouty

from balletstud :

So, how are things?

from spittingame :

hey we don't get to talk as much I'd like on msn, so I thought I'd drop you a line. Just wanted to know how you're doing. I thought of you tonight when I was gonna introduce myself to a girl. I thought of how you woulda done it.

from cindylou03 :

hey bindel..i miss ya buddy!

from greenstar7 :

today after hawk and i eat, we walked outside together (talking about sail boats) i interrupt to ask if he wanted to nap in the grass. as i lay there i thought about being a blade of grass. a simple kind of life.

from spittingame :

thanks. me too

from brdwaybebe :

Right now I'm reading this book called "The Purpose Driven Life." And it promises that at the end of a 40 day time span of seeking God and following the lesson that We will know our purposes in God. I'm doing this with my church and have learned so much. The book is my Pastor Rick Warren. I thought you might get some use out of this book. Really I think anyone would. Might want to check it out. Take care! In Christ's Love - Christy

from spittingame :

paul I just wanted to see how you were doing. An update on your current situation would be appreciated. And for the record, its quite tight that you camped with your dorm mates. Zak

from one-liner :

i know this is a delayed response, but your note kind of cheered me up that day... after all, some of the greatest things like miles davis, emily dickinson, and ecclesiastes had their roots in the blues... but tell me, why do you suppose wise old Solomon said this: "Sorrow is better than laughter: for by the sadness of the countenance the heart is made better. The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning: but the heart of fools is in the house of mirth."? just when I think I understand it, something makes me laugh or smile and I realize that i wouldn't exchange those moments for tears.

from cindylou03 :

i love you paul

from papotheclown :

so, yeah. got your number. may call you sometime. first i must figure out the whole time difference there. are you before or behind? later or earlier? i think your later, but i dont know. have a good time at your "college". bye.

from balletstud :

hey you. i miss you so much! it is so weird to think of you in a new place and environment. the other day i thought of you in choir because we were singing the word "light", and no one sang the "t"(except for me, of course). sniff sniff. no, but member i said NO e-mailing. i hate it. you should write me a letter. you know, like to my house. 1102 w. orchard lane. k. but only if you have time. im doing ok, but ap biology sucks so bad. i really hate it and government. mr davis is soooo boring. i am doing a research paper for his class right now. no i seriously am having withdrawls from not talking to you. all other conversations with anyone else seem shallow. ha. i dont know my moms email, but i will give her yours so she can write you, then you can write her back. love and miss you molly

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, I keep meaning to give ya a call. I'll talk to ya later. ~Jesse

from greenstar7 :

i blushed...and then wanted to cry, guess i might miss you...ha i haven't washed any clothes here...i do how ever think it will be fun...very college. and iam oh so very college. *

from sarinha :

Wanna know something weird? I came to your notes page all ready to reply to your note AND to tell you how much I love the word discombulated and then I saw that my Laura (my freakin' twin) stole my comment!! I guess great minds think alike. Anyway, I'm with you on that C.S. Lewis fellow. He never ceases to blow my mind by making mole hills out of mountains, if ya know what I mean. Now I'll finish this whole note episode by saying, take heart Paul, tomorrow is a whole new deal. -Sarah

from thejumblies :

hey discombobulated! that's one of my favorite words. and you are one of my favorite people who use it. on that note, i am not sure that i know anyone else who does use it. yes yes well i hope and pray things get better for you.

from mango-babe :

Paul, you are indeed the perfect guy for my sister who doesnt play drinking card games. You should invent a machine that would make you 5 years older and then marry her. Well hey! fill me in on college and everything. I wanna know how its goin. I heard about your roommate and how your room is like a rave. Yes. So like, totally note me okay? haha... Thanks, Julia

from mojo1915 :

Hello Paul, You can reach me on my cell @ (505) 361-1911. I got your number from your sister tonight. I will call you when I get back to Portales. Buenos Noches

from spittingame :

paul, This is, as you might have guessed, in response to your note. First of all, thank you for your sisters address. Second, I'm not, as you hinted at, "after" your sister. Actually, she said if I wrote her telling her my address in lubbock, she would send me cookies. Since I would both like to hear from your sister and eat some cookies, I thought I'd follow her up on that. Third, I haven't started classes and therefore have not made any "class buddies". I have met a lot of the people in my building but we don't seem to be bonding. And I did go to this youth pastors house to eat tacos and socialize. Only I didn't eat tacos nor was I "socialized with". The youth pastor is the guy I met in D.C. I may or may not have told you about him. Anyway, how bout you? I would trust you have a good amount of friends by now. And I saw you mention that you were watching the Two Towers. Me, micahel nelson, and daniel wade went to hastings the other night and ate free pizza and watched some of the movie. So........yeah. Get at me yo. Bynx

from spittingame :

Man Cub, It is imperative that I know your sisters email address

from sarinha :

look who's entry-happy! (and springfield, missouri-happy too, i hope) :)

from cindylou03 :

hey bindels. yesterday, i made iced-tea with my jasmine tea. then me n jonna had chinese delivered to our room...and we drank it. it was nice. love ya bro

from greenstar7 :

i can bet you, i can call you for free...yes thats right free. i know you thought nothing in life was free, but you thought wrong. but its ok. i hope your having a good time. i going to talk to you soon, i am sure. but in the mean time...i'll be missing you. night*

from mojo1915 :

Hola Se�or Bindel, I remember you saying that you hate that I know so much about music. If you are taking music theory, you're gonna take one look at your textbook and realize that I know squat. We have enchiladas here too, but they are most likey served more often than they are at your college. Adios amigo.

from spittingame :

Paul, I really hate we did't talk before we departed. I'm really mad I didn't think about it. I need to write more, but for now, I need to stop. Peace Spitter

from thejumblies :

you should go 'barnswinging'- i went while i was in springfield and it's loads of fun.... and steak n' shake rocks.

from papotheclown :

yes, i had forgotton my brother was gay. when i complained to my mother about how feminine the ring she got me was, she said "well, i gave one to your brother and he likes it." it all makes sense now. its great to be straight.

from mojo1915 :

Hi Paul, Have a great day. ~Jesse

from gorilla-gurl :

Thanks for lunch yesterday. I enjoyed it immensely. I hope you made it o.k. I wish you all the love, fun, and late night water sports that freshmen boys play in the dorms. Let me know how it's going once you get settled.

from papotheclown :

paul, this is ryan. ryan connell. your friend. are you in college yet? hopefully our conversations will continue inspite of you living in such a boring state. i finished reading "sex, drugs and cocoa puffs" today. i dont think that he is a voice for our generation as much as he is a spectator of it. nonetheless i thought it to be a fantastic book and am grateful that you recomended it to me. oh, and here is a random critizism. i was on relevant magazine's web site today and they had just recently added a review of pedro the lion's control album. this cd came out last summer. wouldnt it be more relevant to put out reviews the same year that the cd is released? just curious. i love ya paul. keep up the good work.

from thejumblies :

wow, that really is dissapointing. (or "disappointing"?) now i will be wondering what you wrote..

from sarinha :

Yes, I love the color red, chipotle is superb, but when it comes to human videos... like is a strong word. That rhymed. Wow. I guess I should have left this note as one-liner but this is still the same person. So bye.

from thejumblies :

hey paul-o..... i received a blank email from you today... i am not sure if it was intentionally blank or not, so i am not sure whether i can "beleeeeave" it or not. okie dokie that's all. oh yeah and...... update.

from cindylou03 :

that's a great idea! i wish you the best of luck w/ your book, bindel!! i wish i was in your family! i would record my life for you..haha anyhoo..wish i had some tacos too. love ya...-bouty p.s. i have your parents' $15...gimme a call! or i'll try to come by

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul, we need to get together before the summer is over, i'll be gone from the 30th-4th and then i leave the 14th, so give me a call when youre free and we'll meet up. :) jonna

from thejumblies :

Wow, your mom does that too? My mom used to tell me that the devil would come looking for me once I turned eighteen. Oh and if I ever do start my own deli, I will name a sandwich after you. ("the bindell"?) I am sure it would be a roaring success.

from greenstar7 :

a sneakie bringer of notes are you. your also about to hit 210. iam glad. iam going to see you tomorrow. and thats tight. night*

from swingchick04 :

hey! yeah, that sounds great! (about lubbock i mean) we definately need to go. i start working at gard 'n gate the first tuesday in august, but i'm sure we can still go. like i said, i'm going to be home this week, so call me before you go to D.C. talk to you later!

from swingchick04 :

hey! i haven't talked to you in a long time, and i went to see you today at the beach, but you weren't there yet, and i had to go to work. well, i know that you work a lot, and i'm gonna start soon, but when should we go to lubbock buddy? i finally can afford it, so we'd better go, before you leave. i want to hear all about cornerstone too. well, anyway, call me whenever you're home, because i will more than likely be here, or, if not, i'll have my cell phone. talk to you soon!

from cindylou03 :

in daria's sister's friends voice>...thanks for the note pauuuul. back to my voice>...um i guess that's all. and thanks for being the corny bastard that you are. :D

from cindylou03 :

R/R means recycle your rear. everyone should do it. ha ha ha....i just crack myself up. especially this late at night.

from cindylou03 :

thanks for the info bindel. i'm still kinda confused..and what's the 'dc' road?? oh...i realised later that it was kinda rude not to invite you to come with aj and i to watch a movie. but...i'm not supposed to have anyone over at the barat's so i guess it's better that way. but i extend my next invitation anytime. :) -bouty

from gorilla-gurl :

Paolo...I need your assistance. I'm computer illiterate and I want to change my diary's template. HELP!

from mojo1915 :

You are truly amazing! I mean that. See ya later. ~Jesse

from thejumblies :

Hey mister you really need to update. They say that people who don�t update frequently break out in hives, sometimes limbs start falling off.... Uh. Yeah, update.

from balletstud :

it seriously feels like you have dissapeared off the face of the earth. see you tomorrow.

from spittingame :

Mancub- I just wanted to say it's a shame cornerstone didn't work out like we planned. What with the DYN brothers and all. It just wasn't to be. I hope you have a great time sir. Bynx

from balletstud :

hey- just wanted to say that i hope you are having a great time at cornerstone. cammy, hawk, cindy, and stephanie came to see us. it was great. i had so much fun. better than camp i think. see ya in like a week. molly

from cocacabana17 :

paul- i need to get ahold of you so that i can give you a present that i've been meaning to give you since graduation...i need an address or something...pleeeeeaaaseee!! love jonna

from cindylou03 :

paul where are yOU????? i wanna give you your book.

from swingchick04 :

ahh, but you are wrong master bindel. i have seen you cry, but only once, my sophomore year. so, you can cry. so there. by the way, i love it when guys cry when something really gets to them. haha...i don't know why i told you that, but ya know. well, hadn't talked to you in a while, so i thought i'd leave you a note. toodles.

from greenstar7 :

do you know how thankful i am my note did not show up...thank you GOD. (it was a very 17 yr old girl note)but it did say..i want to spend time with you. and i still do. i like going to the movies and working with you. good times. i think its so great that you didn't say...which path you would take. iam blown away. (*)

from thejumblies :

Although I'm sure you've been told, your diary is very insightful. Oftentimes they are things I personally need to hear, like what you wrote today. Have a (something good) day.

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, I made a button so people can link to your diary. I don't know if you will like it. You can see it in my diary on the links page. Here is the code if you would like people to be able to copy and paste the button from your diary: <textarea><a href="http://dudemanflab.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC = "http://mojo1915.diaryland.com/images/worshipdude.gif" border = 0></a> </textarea> Just cut and paste that into somewhere in one of your entries or in your template somewhere if you want.

from cindylou03 :

see, that's why everyone should have sex before marriage. so they have marriage to look forward to instead of sex. :) hehe i can just see your face. i got you a children's book for graduation i guess you'd call it. i saw it and had to get it for you. call me!

from mojo1915 :

Hello Paul, I appreciate your helping me to be more social. It wasn't that they weren't talking to me, but rather I who was not putting any effort into socializing. I think it was just the group. I am only acquainted with all of them and I think I am a little intimidated by their popularity. I am social, but with the crew of all of my buddies that are more than acquaintances, like the crew over at Nigel's. I bet if Clay or Zack was over at Nigel's they'd probably be how I was last night except Nigel would probably be trying his hardest to be obscene in front of them. Nigel's house isn't the only people that I interact easily with. I love to socialize with true band people, or band geeks. I am a band geek.

from cindylou03 :

with the bad comes the good. *devious smile to myself* paul...wow. i still can't believe you got me that monster of a fan. it's so gorgeous. me and brantley marveled over it for a long time at kaleidoscoops. hehe..we both think it's great. but hey, at the end of the night, i was the one who got to take it home. let me know when a movie comes out at the drive in that you'd like to see...i'll take ya for free..and buy you some candy. love you! -bouty

from papotheclown :

yes, new york. how lovely. good that you are back in the updating game. sorry you didnt see greenwich village (though i would have been terribly envious if you did). i will either e-mail or call really soon

from thejumblies :

wow, how exciting (aside from the fact that you did finally update)

from papotheclown :

FIVE DAYS SINCE YOU HAVE UPDATED! FIVE DAYS! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT DOES TO ME!? YOU MUST UPDATE! I NEED TO READ YOUR PROFOUND INSIGHTS. please?

from papotheclown :

hey, quick thought. remember when we were going door to door spreading the gospel of krispy kreme? this is a response to a conversation that was started then. i must agree that a sanguine girl is not for me. there is no way i can be the star of the show while they are performing all their antics. next i shoot for choleric. good luck with all of your lady adventures-ryan

from swingchick04 :

hey buddy! i am sooooooooooooo excited! hehe. and, uh, dont' worry about dressing bad, because you'll be a stud in all the new clothes from lubbock, no matter how you put them together! haha, just kidding. not that you're not a stud, though. :) well, anyway, i'll see you tonight! :D!!!!!!!!!!! (i'm really excited, can't you tell?)

from swingchick04 :

hey...i'm bored. so i thought i would leave you a note. a week til new york!!!! i'm so excited! it did me good to talk to you during choir today. i don't know why, but it did. have a good time at voice today. luv, me :)

from mojo1915 :

Don't worry. I didn't even get to go into the cave. They had me play at the flagpole in front of the visitor's center. You didn't miss anything.

from one-liner :

You assume correctly. I had no idea who he was until he played at our church. He's got a splendid repertoire indeed. Not to mention his God-inspired lyrics. Anywho, there's my schpill. Have a good day. -sarah

from thejumblies :

Till We Have Faces is definitely one of my favorites although I really liked Screwtape Letters and A Grief Observed, which is the book he wrote about his wife's death. It is really weird, because in it it is as if Lewis is doubting everything about Christianity. That is very scary that you saw my profile. Even scarier if it was the right side of my head. Have a nice day.

from thejumblies :

This is kind of a late response, but I am afraid to admit I'm really bad at bowling, as passionate as I am about it. But! I am considering taking classes to improve my not so good skills. Well maybe. Not really. Yeah, hmmm.. so have a great morning-afternoon-evening-night.

from greenstar7 :

thanks for last night...only you would delay with me that which must take place. and it did...but i am trying w/ everything inside to believe its in His plan. tomorrow is our last day...but is it really "our last day" never mind.*

from gorilla-gurl :

It's fun-chun-ing again!

from swingchick04 :

i'm gonna cry...i can't handle it...you have to stand by me when we sing...promise?

from swingchick04 :

hey darlin'! thanks for the note. it was sweet to know that you noticed. i love you so much. i can tell you anything and i don't have to worry about what you know about me, because you know everything about me. you're the best.

from thejumblies :

I didn't know that you wrote poetry like that. Very cool. *undying applause*

from papotheclown :

umm, where is the article in relevantmagazine.com? i looked and looked but all to no avail.

from one-liner :

hi, Paul? Yes, it is Paul, because Laura told me so. Laura and I happen to share the kindred connection of sisterhood, so that might have something to do with your confusion. Anywho, thanks for the note, fellow diarylander. :)

from cindylou03 :

bindel, i just want you to know that last night, as i was laying in bed, i realized that we have no books we are required to be reading right now for school. so i looked over at the stack of books by my bed that have been hidden there since last year sometime...waiting to be read..and i saw the great divorce. i decided to give it another shot. i'm a year wiser, more open, and smarter. so...i think i might like it this time. and yes, i was wearing a black bra on thursday..what ever that means...ya big freak. hahahaha j/k. love ya!-bouty

from papotheclown :

good luck on your date (which, i am sure has already happened) and you will (notice the demand in my tone) read memento at our poetry shin-dig this coming weekend. and i, in return, will read or say anything you ask of me.

from ladolcevita3 :

I noticed on your profile that you listed one-liner as my diary, when it is in fact my sister's diary. I am glad you think my diary is fun. I enjoy yours infinitely. I can only think of two individuals who I really completely respect every aspect of their lives (belated response, sorry), which are C.S.Lewis, of course, and my art teacher. So have a wonderful day.

from balletstud :

GT Groups went very well tonight.

from demiseofself :

We're reading A Cross Centered Life by CJ Mahaney, so its also a bible study. Thanks for leaving me a nice note, have a good day sir.

from thejumblies :

yes, but he screwed her over which explains why she is now a barmaid at a Hooters in Wisconsin. maybe the chocolate stuff you are thinking about is "nutella". (or maybe not) regardless, have a wonderful day.

from thejumblies :

It is wonderful to know that a man like Lewis couldn't figure God out either. Aside from that, in all curiosity, I have to ask: drawer love? Hummmm.

from cindylou03 :

bindel...you make me laugh....i love you man

from cocacabana17 :

heehee hey paul, i just wanted to say that it was cute how you wrote about your virgin lips haha. good luck with the ladies..J

from cindylou03 :

long legs bindel: yeah..hahahahhahaa now that i'm fully awake..it WAS funny when you woke me up. i hate that i'm like that to people when i wake up tho. sorry. :S...anyhoo that's tight that you put me up at the same rank as yoga and what was it..broccoli? wow. i'm touched! -bouty

from papotheclown :

oddly enough, i was listening to that cd a number of minutes ago. yep, thats cool.

from papotheclown :

PAUL! you are so wonderful and fantastic and brilliant and any other adjective that would mean neat. have a wonderful day!

from cindylou03 :

ello bindel. i was just going to help you better understand why i wasn't in yoga the other day. remember that time last year i think it was, that you skipped a good part of school, because you were frusterated...and you drove and went and hiked by yourself or something like that? well..that's what i was having. but ..i went to the blue house to vent to myself instead. and i came back for 2nd hour. but i'm sad i missed the day you went. will you please come again on monday!?!?!??! PLEEEEAASE!! ":) -bouty

from thejumblies :

Indeed you are right- I did enjoy it. However, as a friend pointed out, the world just isn't ready for my dancing. If I had a rich great uncle I would ask him to send you some money for your school thing. Alas, I don't (that I am aware of), and I am personally broke. ~Laura

from papotheclown :

bam! (i just felt like doing that) i hope you have the best musical experience available. and the sweetest end of high school days.

from mojo1915 :

Greetings to you, studly Bindel. It's not really a secret, but I like to take surveys that have very few responses and a few days ago, I went to the members directory and sent a note to one person from every letter in the directory. Each note contained the message "Hello, have a good day! :)". I send notes to people on my buddy list and people at random too. I spend too much time on D-land. Have an awesome day! :D

from thejumblies :

I can't say that I've ever read Paste Magazine, although I will definitely look into it. It is great to find someone else who likes Sondre Lerche. And by the way I watched Peter Pan yesterday too. Watching it again I realized that he was a self-centered jerk who didn't know what he wanted and was in love with three women at once. Just sort of kidding. (I'm bitter) Have a wonderful day.

from mojo1915 :

I think we should hang out more too. You are a good influence on me and you're my friend too. Have a good night. -Jesse

from cindylou03 :

bindel..your feet aren't ugly. and who cares anyway! plllt to whoever toldyou that. -bouts

from papotheclown :

look paul, i am writing you a note. a note just for paul paul's note why? to prove that i give as well as recieve (notes that is. its very rare that this is true in other situations) and also because you are my friend but mostly the first reason

from thejumblies :

indeed sir I did have great fun bowling. i've heard a good many things said about you by our mutual friend, papo, and have enjoyed reading your diary a good deal. have a wonderful day.

from kinkyfreek :

I wasn't upset with you the other day in choir. I wasn't really upset with any of my peers, but I am frustrated with certain teachers. I am trying to be submisive, and I am becoming a female dog in the process. Take care. ~Sahsha Faith

from mojo1915 :

So how do you like your new piercing. It is very impressive. Oh yea. Since I've been wearing these shoes, they don't stink. blab blab blab. rant rant ramble....I'm sorry

from greenstar7 :

its spring break...and where are you??? (*whats your profile mean?)

from cindylou03 :

you are air. sorry. i got confused. you are air.

from cindylou03 :

you are earth. i haven't started joyluck yet..but you are earth. that was cool note by the way. :)

from cindylou03 :

i feel ya, bindel. well said. p.s. have fun

from spittingame :

you're next to me at insomnia zak

from mojo1915 :

Howdy Paul, Tonight when I was over at your house filming with your sis' and stuff, I typed you a letter and saved it to your desktop. It is titled "Paul, READ ME" or something like that

from papotheclown :

just how short is this hair of yours?

from cindylou03 :

bindel..i love the new template. it's neat. ==hey thanks for being nice while working on govt. i know i'm hard to work with when it's not over a project i like. but you are a good sport. it's 11:56pm right now..and i'm BARELY starting my part..*sorry if it sucks!* but hey--it'll get done. i did successfully open the disk. i feel quite proud. :) -bouts

from greenstar7 :

a note in the making for maybe weeks... 1 Main Entry: re�sil�ience Pronunciation: ri-'zil-y&n(t)s Function: noun Date: 1824 1 : the capability of a strained body to recover its size and shape after deformation caused especially by compressive stress 2 : an ability to recover from or adjust easily to misfortune or change (i do listen when you talk) 2 the answer is yes and no some of it is about you or more so us. 3 you once wrote in a note that you liked sitting by me...well that was the case with me at the youth rally. iam glad i sat with you. it was more fun that way. 4 thanks so much for asking me to go, i had a great time. theres always more to say...but i always feel with you i leave so many things unsaid...sometimes i want to change that but guess everything happens for a reason. *

from spittingame :

sure thing bud. I'm excited about tommorow nights prayer. ZakBynx

from mojo1915 :

Hey Paul, Friday night was awesome indeed. Beforehand, the Lord had been leading me to pray for something as well. It is awesome. I can feel that the Lord is doing something awesome in the young community here. It is awesome watching works of God just unfold one after another as well as experiencing revelations of my own. I feel like God is pulling at our hearts and saying "Prepare the Way" as way we sing in worship. It's awesome Paul. It's the most awesome thing in the world. I feel so honored to be able to be used by God. I thank God for what he has placed in your heart. Thank you for being my friend and for all of your prayers. God bless you a whole bunch and good night.

from cindylou03 :

ahhh bindel. so when are you going to write me a book?

from spittingame :

Mancub, I was thinking about it. And we should keep in touch after high school. Even though we don't hang out as much as I do with some other people(and as much as you do with others for that matter), theres just some people you can see yourself keeping in touch with. You, me, and chris have somethingt to hang on to I think. Bynxer

from greenstar7 :

paulo...you know our time is short here...in high school...its never been the way i planned with us...we are always much to busy to sit and talk...but its funny i feel we did find some time and it was not wasted in the least, we met when last year...or was is two years ago...not long ago...i can't remember my life with out you...ok so i don't want to...its better with you...more fun. glad you can handle being around me! i hope things just keep getting better with our friendship...senior road trip...yeah that and dc can be our last big bang together before college rips us apart...but iam glad we have the hope for tomorrow. i like seeing you each day and i don't want to take it for granted...thats all. thanks for your thoughtfulness. (*)

from cindylou03 :

paul..by the way..thanks for the tea. it's really good! ---and i liked your entry about the desert. i too see it's beauty. no one ever does..but i guess we do! we'll fight for it's rights! -bouts

from balletstud :

hey im in choir. we arent doing anything. so you didnt call me last night. i had a lot to tell you. anyways i dont like to write in diaryland because i would be so brutally honest i dont know if i could bare everyone knowing. although they can be dumb like yours sometimes are, i just-well i dont know-dont like to do that. mrs b said to tell you about your recital at 2 on sun, and to call her collect asap. also mrs b wants us to sing a medley from crazy for you at the spring recital-that should be fun. i love and miss you and will see you tomorrow. molly

from cindylou03 :

hola chico. haha. SOY MUY EXITADO!!! ( that's excited ) ( tho i dont ' know if i used it right ) ME ENCANTA SOPRESAS!!!! and now i will teach you 9 new vocab words in spanish..just to keep you in practice. ( sorry so many..but 9's my lucky number ) ok... 1. rasca: tacky or vulgar. ejemplo: Paul Bindel es rasca. ( not that you are..just an example ) 2. profano: profane ( that's easy enough ay? ) ejemplo: Paul Bindel es profano. 3. jojoto: corn or maize. ejemplo: Paul Bindel come jojoto a menudo. a menudo meaning "often"..not the food. 4. ogro: an ogre. ejemplo: Shrek es un ogro feo. 5. penthouse: penthouse. ejemplo: Paul Bindel vive en un penthouse. 6. infierno: hell. ejemplo: El infierno es caliente. 7. atropelladamente: helter-skelter. ejemplo. Todas cosas estan atropelladamente aqui. (??) 8. espumoso: frothy. ejemplo: Mi cafe es muy espumoso. 9. estupefaciente: narcotic. ejemplo: Paul Bindel y su partido ( your 'posse' ) tenian estupefacientes. there you go. 9 randomly selected words for you en espanol...hopefully you'll find a way to use them. adios for now...y have a good time! -lucinda ( that's spanish for cindy )

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul, why arent you going to be in government this week? are you special or what? :) i didnt know we had a test either..i should pay more attention. i'll do my best to remember the answers for you, although it might not help considering that youre about ten times smarter than me. glad to be your anchor. love jonna

from mango-babe :

Practice went well. I lead since you weren't there...and I finally memorized all the words. I hope you're having a great time in Greenville. Tell Tracy 'hey' for me. Julia

from spittingame :

ManCub, Thanks for the note. I'm glad you're out there figuring out the direction of your life. I've been meaning to talk to you about mine. I'd like you to pray for me. I really need direction for after graduation. Hopefully God'll help me know where I should go pretty soon. Later, ***ByNx***

from cindylou03 :

what up paul...greenville sounds really cool! i'm glad you're having a good time..it sounds like a paul kinda place. i just thought i'd say hello and that i too think nick looks likea leprechaun..and..that i'm eating the second to last of your burritos..and i picked out every last potato and thought of you...and also..i hope you have sweet dreams. we're gonna miss you for a whole week! dang --bouty

from papotheclown :

hey, i complety relate to your last entry. just thought i would tell you. happy valentines!

from cindylou03 :

i had something to tell you...or write a note about..but now i can't remember. i suck. sorry for the waste of note space..but it's necessary that i tell you that i WAS going to write a real note. good night -bouts

from greenstar7 :

thanks for the cd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and thats a very nice thing to say about me on your profile.....walls and tall shadows is a great song....anywhoo my bad mouthing buddy...see you tomorrow. *

from cindylou03 :

what's up bindel. that's cool you thought of me when you ate animal crackers. that's sarah barat's favorite food. :) i got her a butt-load for her birthday. um but yeah..i would eat them with you if i was there...and thanks for that about the duet. it was a success..because you don't suck..and you're easy to work with. i'm glad we did it..and though i was freaking out on you..and yelling about us not being ready..i knew somehow, that we'd pull through. so..yeah. it was good.-cindy

from mojo1915 :

Howdy Paul, It was really nice to share a few of my thoughts with you. You are very intellegent and you're an all around awesome guy. I'll see ya later.

from greenstar7 :

it has been many moons, and still i have not written you a note...but your note let me know one from me might be needed...to keep everything even and what not. i can't wait to talk to you...i can't wait to find out why we need to talk...this is neat, you needing to talk to me, i always feel it is i who needs you. i am going to be done with tennis at 2 so just let me know...sorry i was late to the movie and failed to sit with you. but you where in good company...:) see ya red

from cindylou03 :

wow. some dream...you must have been asleep for quite some time---though...dreams occur in the REM stat..which is only a small portion of sleep. so i dunno. i swear tho...i had all kinds of explanations for your dream..and i kept figuring it out more and more...but i'm like...too lazy to explain it. maybe someday. :) ( not that you asked..but you know ) c-ya at rehearsal! -bouty

from papotheclown :

if i were saundra flores, i would definetly go to the missions trip, that or summer camp. i sure hope that helps. you must come visit me as soon as possible. i think that i actual visit would help motivate me to write an e-mail. sometimes i have so many ideas that i dont know what to write and then on days like today i have absolutely nothing brewing inside of me. anyways have a good day. and good luck with everything

from mojo1915 :

This computer never displays the whole picture on your entry template. You either see his head and his arms lifted or the ground and his legs. It's weird...

from mojo1915 :

Greetings Paul, You're doing an awesome job with the worship team! Keep it up.

from grannydan :

Hey Paul. I just read your last entry and I noticed there was a lot of misspelled words. Not that there's anything wrong with that, it's just not like you. Just thought I'd let you know I noticed.

from cindylou03 :

oh. i just read your last entry ..and i just got what you meant when you were telling me you can see what it would be like to be left behind..that's cool! i see what you're saying now.

from cindylou03 :

hey bundle. what if you found out that i am just something you imagine..and that i'm not really there..like on a beautiful mind? "cynthie"

from cindylou03 :

hey! i'm not perverted!! wait. yeah i am. i'm glad you had an awesome out of town experience. i did as well. c-you at school. -bouts

from cindylou03 :

paul..i'm insulted that you went to the internet instead of me for your dream interpretations. you know i live for interpreting dreams! ( or do you? well now you do ) ...anyhoo. i just wanted to go ahead and thank you for being my friend. and being stable. and just..for i dunno. but thanks. -bouty

from papotheclown :

hey, sorry that i didnt get back to you sooner. i personally dont think it wrong to use tools for interpretations at all. however one must be careful to not use them as absolute. a symbol might mean one thing one time but something else another. thats why if you feel that the Lord has given you a dream take it to him first. then look at tools for interpretation. then go back to God. i hope that answers your qeustion.

from cocacabana17 :

hey there paul, i just wanted to say thank you for the really cool present and the sweet note that came with it ( i know i'm a little behind) but it really meant alot to me.thanks pal.-jonna

from cindylou03 :

oh that's cool. sorry i was working. my last day is the 11th of january. people are being SO nice to me now that i'm quitting. it's weird! anyhoo..i'm looking for another job. let me know if you know of anyone hiring.

from cindylou03 :

sorry i missed your call buddy. what's up? -bouts

from grannydan :

Haha! Hey Paul. Thanks for the note, and the new comment. I appreciate that. And just so you know...it is Selim. Oh, and what have I reached 100 of? Well, till next time.

from greenstar7 :

paulo happy 98th so close to 99 hope you see 100! i must say Limberlost is not 600 pg its only 479... i guess i thought it was longer. sorry pal! iam so proud of you... mrs parr is a challenge and you stepped up to the plate. high five! yours, mathtripper

from goldyfish :

Hey Paul!~ Well sorry I take forever to write notes back...but I just thought I would say hi and that your a cool guy to hang around and that i'm glad we have become closer friends!! Jade

from spittingame :

Paul, I just wanted to say hello. I see you at school but it's always quite brief. hope to see ya soon Spits

from mango-babe :

Thanks Paul. I always get so discouraged and embarrassed when worship sounds bad... but it was no one's fault but my own and I understand that. Thanks for re-assuring me. I needed it. love, julia

from cocacabana17 :

Thanks Paul..that was really nice

from slushdog :

PAUL BINDEL...you sly dog. Thank you so much for the gifts you gave me. The green apple soda was awesome. And I love the CD. But what meant the most to me was the letter. I really appreciate all you have done for me today. You made me the happiest 18 year old girl in the world today. Thank you so much. love, amber

from cindylou03 :

hey paul. sorry i couldn't be w/ you to deliver the *thick succulent tulips* to mrs. gard-williams. nevertheless, hope it was fun! love, bouty

from demiseofself :

hang in there sir

from grannydan :

Hey Pops*! Thank you so much for unlocking your diary. I always look forward to reading your diary and I always enjoy it so much, so when I tried to and it was locked, I was very disappointed. (Belive me, I tried every word I thought you'd use for my password. Never figured it out.) So, I was thinking. Sometimes it's good for friends to talk and hang out, and we don't much, so we should. (That is, if you'd like to.)

from cindylou03 :

bindel, did you lock your diary?? or what's up with that password window thingy-mo-bob. anyhoo..i listened to that cd you burned me..i like it! thanks long legs bindel. -bouty

from greenstar7 :

you don't know!! and i would love to tell you, but there is no way i can. its just your note came at just the right time. and it was like dang he's good. and i've known it all along *just really good to be reminded! what a pro this guy, this guy he's a pro! thought you might like to know the power that you hold, its all in the control, how you can make or take someones day, and in this i can't think of anyone who makes mine more than you!

from slushdog :

hey paul, since you asked so politely i thought i would give you my phone number. but i'm not really sure if i should give to you. look in the phone book. i think it's in there. it's under robbie. and spread it around so people know it and can call me if they need to. okay talk to you later pal. amber lace

from greenstar7 :

hey pal aka flabo the paulo if any a boy who was such a nice person, would not he be much like you, who stood above and walked with care. this note is for your Birthday, which is about to be acted out before your eyes, you where so kind in giving me extra time but know i am ready to begin....

from slushdog :

Hey Paul, do you really like my poems? Well that's cool. But I don't think you're gonna find me at school cause....I don't go there anymore. I go to the alternative school now. I'm trying to graduate....I'm not a bad kid or anything. Well if you don't mind....would you spread the word around that I'm at that school instead. I heard that everyone is asking about me. So anyways catch you later...Amber Lace

from demiseofself :

i knew they had Enter the circle 2...i think thats the name, but whats the 2nd new one?

from cindylou03 :

yeah..thanks for the note, and the cd. no i havent' listened to it..because it's still in my backpack..and i keep forgetting. but i will..and i'll let you know what i think. good job at solo and ensemble..i think we did good.

from demiseofself :

hello again

from gorilla-gurl :

Hey Paolo! I don't know if you've checked out my profile lately, but in case you didn't, I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday!! I know that your birthday was last week, and I hope you had an amazing day. I miss you and I hope to catch up with you soon! Love you!!

from greenstar7 :

hello pal, lots of thing to talk about, but you know right know every thing i wanted to talk about seems very unimportent so i will say just this, i miss you and i may never understand you logic but that matters not for it is yours not mine. i will enjoy your wisdom, faith, and out look forever and amen. if you ever think your choices have given me second thought, just come and talk to me about it, i give my word i will hold nothing back. we all say things and do other things still. don't be a stranger! starlite, cammy

from demiseofself :

Hi Paul. Im Amy. now I have to go watch Ed.

from demiseofself :

thank you, but youd have to visit tennessee

from cindylou03 :

hey bindel, i had a blast on saturday. thanks so much for inviting me. AND i love the scarf and necklace. and...i'm sorry i never went to hear you sing. things got hectic tonight. but--don't hesitate to invite me if you sing again. i'll try harder to be there. love bouty

from spittingame :

Paul, I just wanted to say that was a truly wonderful party you threw. ONe only you could pull off. I had a great time, and a happy birthday to you bud. Spitter

from demiseofself :

hi i saw you were ryans friend so i thought i would say hello. and i really like your layout, good job mr.dudemanflab.

from madisonalias :

i miss you too.

from greenstar7 :

hey pal, i hope you know i did not forget your birthday, and we will be doing something for it, soon!! just gimmie alittle extra time on this one. i have to go back to the docter on monday for more tests but as soon as they get me fixed up, i'll be ful force again ok? iam really sorry for the delay. i hope you have the best birthday ever!!! and i know that this year you will learn even more about yourself and the man you will be. good luck and have a great day!

from cindylou03 :

oooooo! your new template IS really cool. where do you go to get those kind?

from cindylou03 :

hey paul. what do you want for your birthday? me and jonna want to continue our tradition. but if you want something else..then we'll get you that instead. by the way...i have your sister's belt ( it must have got mixed with the other things of mine and jonna's ) i'll bring it by sometime..or you can come get it. --this wasn't much of a note. it's all..technical and stuff. sorry. love bouty

from grannydan :

I found this. You can tell alot about a fellow's character by his way of eating jellybeans. -Ronald Reagan

from punkgothgirl :

hey u. got ur note. im not from nz man. im a scots girl. glasgow born and bred. it looks pretty much the same but rains more here. havent had a chance 2 look at ur diary but i will. got in from work bout an hour ago and im tired. but hi! nice 2 no ppl is reading my stuff. punkgothgirl xxx

from cocacabana17 :

Hi there paul, well i just got done reading your diary and i just want to say that youre such an amazing person. and that i am so glad to be friends with you. love jonna

from greenstar7 :

hi pal, thanks for helping me with me homework and not making fun of me for needing help. it means alot to me that i can trust you with me insecuritys. i hope your doing what makes you happy at this time, 11:49 sunday 9/15/02, and that when you read this you know i thought about you! and that right when you where happy, i was happy too. i was thinking about you! see ya

from spittingame :

I do remember you helping me write that song. We wrote it on a napkin at wendys. But I'm glad you reminded me of the silly mom poems cuz I forgot about those and they were freakin tight. spitter

from spittingame :

Paul, I'd be down for a little quality time. Give me a call this week anytime you'd like. I quit my job freeing up some time later Spitter

from grannydan :

Hey friend. Thanks for the note. I really don't know much about music but I understand the illustration. That is a very nice thing to say. I have a story to tell you about a piano too. We'll talk.

from cindylou03 :

one more thing...paul do you really poop 3 times a day? that's amazing.

from cindylou03 :

stop it paul, you're making me blush. haaha..just kidding. anyhoo...don't envy me..there's not a whole lot of thought that goes into my writing on diaryland..where as..you put a whole lot in yours..so yours is better. -bouty

from gothicinside :

who are you?

from gorilla-gurl :

Hey paolo! I just wanted to let you know that you have an INCREDIBLE talent as a writer. Please don't waste it. That would be a huge injustice to this world. I mean it. I love you and I miss you!!

from mango-babe :

Paul, Thanks for being an awesome person. I'm sorry for the times I made fun of you (that was a long time ago) But I think you are so cool. You're a very talented guy. Can't wait to MOSH AT FESTIVAL CON DIOS! Thats gonna rock! Well have a great day Pauly. Thanks, Julia

from papotheclown :

hey, it was fun being you last night. you have comfortable clothes. since i know that the reading of memento is ineveitable (i think i spelled that right) i thought i would give you a hint on who my muse was for that poem you like so much. but then i changed my mind.

from flattire :

I2want2you2to2know2that2i2love2you2and2it2is2a2blessing2to2have2you2in2my2life.

from gorilla-gurl :

I just wanted to leave you a note to say that I hope your first few days of school were great. I'm sorry that we did not get a formal goodbye. I wanted to tell you that I love you. Pass that on to Tracy too.

from cindylou03 :

hey bindel... i'm back in town again. and i have failed you. i did not find a single jone's soda bottle to fill with sand while i was in texas. it was...crazy. AND i didn't see carmel m&m's. i suck. but i swear..when they come out with them here..we'll eat them together. and...if you still want some sand in a bottle..i can arrange that.. but it will be sand from my drive way. just keep that in mind. HAPPY SUMMER! BYE BYE NOW! :)

from cindylou03 :

hey paul...I'M FINALLY BACK IN TOWN! and you're terribly missed too.

from committed27 :

hey paul, i miss you a whole lot. a girl from CO is here, daniel's and your's friend from CIY i believe, cant remeber her name. she wanted to see you. i hope you are having the time of your life. its hard without you, very weird but i am gonna make it, i have already decided. hey and guess who left me at home this time??? well i have got $50 bucks for you, i guess i give it to you in dallas, but i still hope you can get me cool stuff. i dont care though. i love you so much and miss you even more. tracy.

from greenstar7 :

hey pal: i know not of this step.. but may we take it together! i have not felt hurt from your words or actions. i would tell. just a note to say i care.

from madisonalias :

Paul, thank you for being the male version of a best-friend to me. You always encourage me the times I need it most, you always listen, you always liven things up, and you always challenge me, thank you. I pray that God would bless in this adventrious week to come. Have fun, be safe, and get ready... Dallas is going to hear from us. We are going to have some good times, and I'm excited! I love you and I'll miss ya pal, Kristyne

from greenstar7 :

hello friend, i failed to talk with you to night, but i love you still...i will miss you when iam away. i ask things of you before i go... may your dreams be as the clouds (so very light), may your little club grow (tho i can't be apart of it), and well... thats it just know i care.

from cocacabana17 :

hey paulie i just wanted to say hey and hope youre having a great summer! dont forget about our free movie!!

from greenstar7 :

one of many that i write of, but one of few i like to think of. if you can not tell of whom i write i will write better, i choose not to use names so others will not judge... i don't feel bad for how i feel but i wish not to influence others, the words i say might do so. my goal is only to preserve.

from greenstar7 :

from cindylou03 :

hey paul. i liked those passages by c.s. lewis. that was cool.

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul, well i havent seen you all summer, i miss hanging out with you, call me sometime and we should get together and go to the movies or something, okay? love ya --cocacabana

from spittingame :

yeah, thats cool. I guess we're good to go or whatever. Cheers. Give me a call when you get back I guess. Spitter

from papotheclown :

hey, just read your profile. dont know how you let me down, but hey your forgiven! i geuss send me a note or something. -the clown refered to as papo

from spittingame :

Paul, I've been wanting to write you for sometime as well. Thanks for the note. And thanks for the comment about my entries. I hope that who I really am, or who I'd like to think I am, comes through in those entries. I think I seem a lot more care free in person than I usually feel. I, as I hope you would know, still want to be better friends too. But I must say that I don't always understand you. You're an odd duck in my book. Not bad, just different. I can't quite figure you out sometimes. For instance, the two most recent descriptions of me on your profile. First "I want to share your two worlds" and now " he didn't want the cookie I gave him". I'm not really sure what those mean but if the by the "cookie" you mean your friendship or something of that nature, then I do accept. I guess thats about it. Peace, Spitter

from cindylou03 :

yeah bindel let's hang out. but..i don't have my car...until i get back from girls' state. so..we're kind of stuck. but we have ALL summer!! woooo! call me if you want to though

from greenstar7 :

that poem is........... wow........ your so gifted.

from cindylou03 :

Long Legs Bindel, I hope you can find simplicity someday. Try to let things happen on their own. Stop spreading yourself so thin. Just relax.

from greenstar7 :

i hope that i can help you make your dream for chs come true.... it will be so great. i have faith in you and your reason and your love. i know that your heart is in the right place, i will do all that i can, you only need to ask. i feel lucky that you talked with me about this, this can be more than an out reach it can be a movement! i look forward to more of your ideas to become real.

from cindylou03 :

hey bindel. Thanks for the note..and yes it was a poem. tho, not a very POETIC one. so i guess it would be better to say it was a group of words..that are a bit fancier than usual. hehe. really though, when you compliment my "poetry" it really makes my day. thanks for taking the time. i like yours too. oh and while i'm thinking of it... i have your mom's spatula and towl from the spanish party..its in my car. love ya! -bouts-

from greenstar7 :

your thoughtfulness never goes unseen, thank you for being that part of my day that makes it all worth it...

from grannydan :

So, exactly what word would you insert?

from greenstar7 :

PAUL!!!!!(that me screaming your name!!!!) (anything with (!) after MUST be read as tho iam YELLING IT!) yeah prom! i hope you have a good time glad i saw you there you looked really pretty!*;) had to tell you or i might freak out when i saw you next. hehehe like i don't do that anyway!

from gorilla-gurl :

Hey Paolo! I miss you! I hope you're not staying too busy! Drop me a line sometime! By the by (did you like that? sounds sophisticated, no?), I think I'm coming home this weekend, so I hope I get the chance to see you!! Love ya! ;)

from cocacabana17 :

hey paul, well i got one of these diary things --because cindy convinced me to, just thought i'd let ya know--love ya! Jonna

from cindylou03 :

Hey Bindel. Just...hey. -Bouty

from spittingame :

hey, why'd you leave me a note saying you miss me? Just wondering I guess....... where did I go? Spitter

from gorilla-gurl :

Hey Paolo! I was so glad to see you this weekend! You were so stylin! You and your sis! Anyway, I wanted to ask you...who is balletstud??? O.k..well, I gotta go! Love you!

from cindylou03 :

hey there bindel... just want you to know..you're the one who encouraged me to put my poems in my diary..so i put one there..and you read it ..and you made me feel all fuzzy about my poetry..so i'll put some more in there. k? and paul..i love you too! -bouty-

from gutsymallone :

paul i just want to thank you for giving me piano lessons...i enjoy them so far... dan

from greenstar7 :

so hey i love the smile! just though i would let you know!

from greenstar7 :

angel wings are so pretty.... if i get a tatoo it will be of wings on my back! but i kinda like my back all plain! i hope you have a good day and feel forgiveness in all that you do. blast off

from gutsymallone :

paul...if life was a headache, you would be my aspirin. just thought i'd let you know

from greenstar7 :

paulo, every one needs a note! and this ones all for you! i hope you had a good weekend! thank you for making me feel good about who i am! and for taking the time to remember i had a sunburn. i miss talking to you alot and would like to see you more often. i know your busy and what not but..... what kinda girl would i be if i never told you how i felt?

from papotheclown :

paul, just wanted to let you know that your appreciated. i may not show it much but you really do rock the casbah! papo

from gutsymallone :

paul...i really miss your mom's cooking...just thought i'd let you know...love you dude..g'night

from gorilla-gurl :

Hey Paul! I just wanted to let you know that I think you're an AMAZING writer! K! That's all I had to say! Love ya!

from spittingame :

Hey paul, How's it goin? Just thought I'd say hi. Plus I've wanting to talk to you bout something. Pretty exciting huh? just kidding. anyway, I'll talk to you later. Take it easy. Zachary Neil Green

from greenstar7 :

well you know its crazy to think you read mine, but you should know that iam not going to answer your questions. it has to be in do time or atlest in person! but feel free to ask!

from spittingame :

Paul, Thanks for writing me. I'd like our paths to cross more often as well and I understand what you mean about interaction with people. I really want to interact with people more too. With friends I never really get to talk to, and with people I know who I'd like to become friends with. Write again. Later dude

from cindylou03 :

Heeey DUDEMANFLAB. I finally got a diary. so..you can read it if you want. but..dont take offense..i was kinda mad at boys..when i wrote the only entry thats in there right now. ;) -cyndi- (cindy)

from madisonalias :

hey, paul. just wanted to say hey. kristyne

from gorilla-gurl :

hey...don't lock your diary! while you're at it, check out my diary and give me some feedback!

from spittingame :

Don't lock your diary

from spittingame :

Hey, Thanks for writing me about my entry. Why is it weird coming from me? Anyway, I decided to tell you my name cuz at first I was scared about who read my diary but I don't care anymore. Write me again sometime.

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